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Why would you start a thread using a picture of worst girl, OP?
>tfw no precum soaked penis to suck
I try anon, but it's so hard. the only time I consistently feel happiness is when I'm with my best friend, because he's the only friend I've been able to keep and he knows the real me and still loves me, in his words
but outside of that I could be living in hallstat right now and while it would be pretty, beauty is something that seems as foreign to me as being comfortable in my body
>tfw Korra is one of my avatars
>tfw there's already a Korra poster in these threads
went thought a 30 year old bottle of Merlot, feeling pretty good
>tfw elanna is going to cuck yume and fuck gem in the near future and you wont be able to witness it
>mfw animal sex is literally legal in some states
GOD BLESS AMERICA. Now I know why that one girl wants to live in Montana
I wonder if this adderall prescription will help me with gathering the mental fortitude to come out about my transition or detransition completely
Anyone else have experience with the medication's effects on gender dysphoria?
its okay anon, sam is better anyways
keep doing what you're doing
Hue hue hue.
Cross post cause I want everyone to see how bad I suck at everything.
My own professor said all your going to draw is anime and abstractions you have no grasp on anatomy, human form,light and shadow. I'm sorry to say this but your not cut out for this industry his exact words to me from prof.barbossa.
I left and tried my hand at photography. It ended dismally too with my professor kicking me out after I took my final drunk because everyone in that class was better than me and I was the only amab in the room.
Id post my deviant but I'm afraid of getting doxxed again. Here's one of my pieces I did during our conceptual illustration class at the art institute of Charleston. of I know /ic/ would tear this to pieces and right fully so.
She is, but with the simpler animation, there's less to work with.
>What's the point of being a girl, if I can't look like a drag queen?
>I will never sit high af in the corner as elanna rides gem all night long and yume watches
>look good in 1/4 of the pictures I take
>look like a high test caveman rest of time
there's a very very specific angle and type of lighting I pass in.
I just have to figure out how to interact with everyone else the rest of my life under these conditions.
no one wants that
that subconscious self defence mechanism won't let me the last time I tried to hang myself with a belt I woke up on the floor
but you can fem it up, just fem it up in something that fits your age, if you want to wear oldschool (I personally love 50s vintage) at least get something cute like that cherry dress you had in one photo
i'm trying to make this place better by being a good person desu
>tfw you will never have a sexy bf
>tfw your bf will never be a normal guy
>tfw only creepy men are the only ones who will ever consider you
>and even then you will only be a sexual fetish for them
Yes but will it perhaps affect my willingness to commit to transitioning or detransitioning?
I've used it twice before and I felt driven to do... stuff, I wonder if it'll affect it.
>tfw your handsome brunette boy texts u at midnight out of nowhere and ur not sure if u want dick or not
HELP WHAT DO I DO
that's because you haven't had enough self hate. you really just need to stop reaching out, cut off the internet and just dwell in your pain alone for a good while. don't give up on your attempts, eventually it will work out, you'll be ale to be free. perhaps a gun would be best, as a trigger can't change its mind.
>where I live affects the fact that floral print is multiple decades out of fashion
I have adhd and have been on adderall and ritalin neither did shit but make me slightly more interested in school and reading it does nothing for dysphoria lol even made it worse at times.
This desu floral went out with art deco
Unless your going for the Retro look which can look cool on some girls avoid it. If you still want to look qt allegra k and Korean fashion are pretty amazing. Personally I'm into stuff that fits my frame and accentautes what okay features I have.
It really doesn't take a floral print dress for men to flirt with you.
>I felt driven to do stuff
Yeah, that would be what it does if you have add rather than just making you frantic. The problem is that transition is a fairly long term process, whereas popping adderall to clean the floor is a single dose project.
Text him: Not with you.
Oh and the next time he's with you he'll fuck you like so hard!
who fucking gives a shit what is in or what is out, fuck fashion. I always wanted to dress feminine and never got the chance until now, why is everyone here against my happiness and personal growth?
maybe. but as for the latter, i'm minimizing them.
i dunno, i guess to, but there's the possibility someone outside that camp would say that.
oh, it's just god creating man with earth. earth is the warden of man, while man is the warden of earth.
i honestly don't think you look worse than me. i guess i'm not of the popular opinion, but it's just the current perspective i have.
the ride never ends. oing the whole feel like a dead bird thing is comfy with that feel. that's what i'm always doing when i post my boring essays. i'm probably gonna fall into essayposting in a bit though, so more bkb-core for me.
i get more inspo from pic related desu.
>not letting techno interest you
same. who /tooscaredtoenditbuttoscaredtocontinue/ here?
No one is against your happiness, just your old lady clothes
>Precum soaked penises edition
So a few weeks ago, I was getting over a horrible horrible break up
I figured the best way to get over him was to get under someone else....so I hopped on tindr, you knowm you know
anyway, one of my friends and I matched, and I thought it was funny, I knew she was bi-curious (ie, straight but open minded), but I had spoken to her in a while, so I thought we matched to say hello.
anyway she actually came on to me and strong, I thought she was joking, so I played around and flirted back, I'm thinking this is all fun and games.
She did want to hang out, and since I hadn't seen her (lets call her "Sally") in a while I said yeah, so I went to Sally's house a few days later to watch a movie and talk about boys (which is how we used to hang out, so you know, Im expecting this to be completely innocent).
So we started watching the princess bride and I was getting cold so i just put my head in her lap like i used to, completely no sexual............
but then she started groping my chest.
it had been a long time since my BF and I had fucked (part of why we split). so I started getting really wet
it started to show through my jeans and Sally noticed.
next thing I know, her hands her in and out of my panties and she says "wow you taste really sweet Jasmine~"
like honestly i was kinda freaked out but then she got on top of me like, cowgirl style and I couldn't help but moan, ughh
actually this story is lame, let me quick, this is tmi
get the dick
why are you falling back on excuses? there is always a black market, and nothing will matter after you end it, so why let the legal system get in the way? there are plenty of other options, like drug overdose and once you swallow just sit back and let it go, no hassle
Because you complain about how you don't pass, and a large part of the reason you don't pass is because you don't dress like a cisgirl your age. I'm all for being happy, but you can't honestly complain about not passing when your presentation is 95% of the problem.
I'm never cutting off my dick. I love having it and you should too. They're so cute and perfect and fun.
I think I've caught the lewd disease
Can we talk about dicks please?
>be in boymode
>some pale as fuck faggot/ludicrously manface tranny with a disgusting purse hanging of his arm that looks like daddy's cummies gave him the hivies when he was 5 begins asking for directions
>he immediately turns around and walks away
>suddenly turns around and looks at me and says 'you're gooorgeous', then continues walking down the street
>I go into the 7-11, get something to eat, come back out
>he's a few feet away and walks as I do
>he's looking over his shoulder at me as he walks
>I'm walking slowly for unrelated reasons, at one point go to a complete standstill
>I continue walking
>he appears a few feet in front of me all of a sudden
>slow down and keep my hand on my knife until he walks the fuck out of sight before I stride back home
I'm still spooked, /mtfg/. Flattered, though.
or you could you know, not take the bait. you should however look into pinup fashions, you can have all the floral you like in there
Suck his dick duh I would if I could but guys don't flirt with me BTW posted my art told you it's terrible.
Me. I didn't choose to be a him countless doctors and therapist led me down the wrong path, I lived with a psychotic chaser who made me sleep on the floor Iike the dog I am, I've been raped multie times, tied up and put in a closet for hours cause my brothers thought it would be funny beaten, had all my dreams crushed and people here still goad me cause if my looks something I can't even change it's a hard life I choose the name holic because I am a alcoholic in addition to everything else .sterile and can never have children due to the huge amount of drugs I did growing up.
I'M SO TORN LIKE I WOULD HAVE TO MAKE SURE I LOOKED SUPER GOOD AND I'VE HAD MY MAKEUP ON ALL DAY ETC !!!! LIKE WTF
>actually I pass like this
You complain every day about how you don't pass? What's true?
This guy is so fake. Ugh. No offense, Edie, but I think his girl cancelled on him and your his backup. He feels real scummy.
if you like that style of dress Kayla you should look more into rockabilly/pinup you might like it and it's very in at the moment.
I'm still going to order this when I lose an inch or two
Exactly. I've never had a partner that didn't enjoy it, male or female.
Chasers worship it.
>You're the girl kind of girl who gets cum in her hair and is Ozzy with it
hah, jokes on you because that will never happen.
also, the entire core is a meme from this dude.
i do i mostly because i cant into RO styles. i want his clothes, but poorfaggotry is hell. bout to apply for mcjobs rn. (i'm basic as fuck though, so i'll just be the cool basic then)
blergh, i need to get ffs money. i'm about to just fuck my shit up with student loans to pay for the co-pay. hopefully i'tll be 25k or under, because then the co-pay is out of my reach.
my worst traits are personality based, so that's probs true.
>Precum tastes gross
Uh, no. Cum tastes gross, precum is sweet
T H I S. Who the fuck says "my studio" unless they're trying to impress you with all the things they own, instead of the person they are.
Yeah, but it's the funny texture that's gross. I mean obviously you swallow regardless, because spitting is rude, but that doesn't mean I'll enjoy it
>I can't like foxes because of furries
by that logic you can't like floral because of old ladies, we all have our own tastes, I think that foxprint is cute and mostly goes with my brooch
How do I become a girl and have cute boys flirt with me and want to take me to their studio to snuggle and Netflix hard?
>valentine date texts me just now
>wants to hang out at their apartment after our date
uhhh is this a hint or am i reading too much I to it?
>tfw he throbs and little drops of sweet precum drip onto your tongue
LEAVE MY BUTTE ALONE !!!
did you paint that or like???
;-; i told him no to errything but i miss dick. if i hadn't of worked tonight i would have done it.
i fucking wish
wat u mean
he's my fav person in the whole world, but he doesn't want to be with me and idk. it makes me sad sometimes. a lot of stuff happened i guess. maybe there's too much water under the thing or whatever. but it's okie.
crap idk what to do ive never been in her apartment before how do I not mess it all up? Idk how to even do sex ;~~;
Can I buy spiro online in Canada with no perscription? I want to become a loli ASAP.
>tfw he grabs you by your hair and pulls you off of him
>tfw he slaps you and calls you a worthless whore
>tfw he bends you over the bed with your arms restrained behind your back and fucks you silly from behind while you hold on for dear life and bite the pillow to muffle your moans
I mean he's not just some person professor barbossa had taught at Ringling before art institute that the place Disney artist are made. I appreciate your trying to help but art is a dead end career for me.
please.. all i can say is its like christmas when you were a child
>tfw you get giddy in anticipation
>tfw you unwrap your gift
>tfw you stare in amazement at this beautiful thing
>tfw you "play" with it
>tfw you bask in the afterglow of receiving a good fucking
Should find one that's not too vanilla, but not overboard
Soo just so we're clear. She's a girl who wants to have sex with a black- let me try again. She's a girl who wants a penis in her vagina and YOU are okay with this?
Say goodbye to your job. Trust me. Never get your honey where you make your money.
>>tfw he bends you over the bed with your arms restrained behind your back and fucks you silly from behind while you hold on for dear life and bite the pillow to muffle your moans
jesus christ elanna, I want to know this feel
I NEED to know this feel
well im not so sure she wants sex all she said was she wants to hang out after our date so it could be watching TV for all i know
I've been the only single male guy in a work space. She. Wants. Sex. Now you might let your autism get in the way but she could be so horny that she might not care and just jump on you.
Are you a virgin?
Hello, I was in the last thread with some questions and you all were very helpful with them. I just have a couple more about HRT. I am reading about this stuff myself, but I like getting personal input from people I trust. Just tell me off if I'm being annoying.
Basically my goal is to try and determine if transitioning is something I want in a bit of a trial run. The bottom line is to save the penis, keep him fertile. So I want to do some HRT for 3-4 months, maybe 6, maybe a year. I'm not sure yet.
Anyway, the question I have is pretty simple. Last thread people told me to try Spiro, and that Spiro was the thing that makes you sterile but not permanently unless it's for over a year or so.
Does that mean other things wouldn't make me sterile? Like, is the chance of losing fertility more likely if I mix spiro with some other things?
nevermind i'm going to go have sex and have a fun friday, bbl will update u on the dick etc
Wow. Um don't take offense to this but how do you know you're transgender? You could just really be a feminine guy. Sigh. Go out with her,.do your best to have fun and tell her that you're a virgin at some point. Relax. Take it slow. Have fun.
Oh for sure, and I will as a precaution. I'd just like to try and avoid it being a necessity. If by the end of it I'm certain that this is who I am, fuck my sperm I don't care.
But if I realize it was all a mistake, I'd like to be able to just go back to a "normal" life as much as possible.
After actually studying christianity I can't possibly think why anyone would believe it. It's even more fantastical than greek myths, and your prophet was simply WRONG in his predictions that the world would end before the end of his and his disciple's life.
Hell, you're going to hell too because you are wealthy enough to have a computer and haven't given all your money to the poor, and because you wear polycotton blend clothing, you masturbate (a man was struck DEAD for pulling out), etc.
Alternatively, Jesus's death on the cross completely alleveated the laws of the old testament when he bore the sins of man, and now sex out of wedlock isn't against the will of god (and neither is homosexuality).
You will be infertile by the end of month three. That's just how it is.
Bank sperm, then it won't matter. Lots of guys are infertile for various reasons, but few of them actually banked sperm, which makes being infertile nothing but upside- Think about it, you'd be able to raw-dog forever and never worry about pregnancy.
do it. don't let me die incomplete. she doesn't deserve to be miserable and repressed.
>how do you know you're transgender
um she already knows im a virgin
>which makes being infertile nothing but upside- Think about it, you'd be able to raw-dog forever and never worry about pregnancy.
It's definitely an attractive idea, but I'm worried this might happen and I'll lose the good load.
What does permanently mean exactly? If I go 6 months on HRT, and break my dick. Is it definitely going to recover after a while if I stop there? Or is it just a small chance.
I just want info on everything I can get.
>tfw 3months drug free
I AM SERIOUSLY GLAD
If you want to be absolutely certain that you'll be able to create biological children somewhere down the line, you should bank sperm. (Actually, unless you've gotten someone pregnant before you might want to check if you're fertile at all in the first place, not all males are. [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Male_infertility]) That said, some people apparently do become fertile again after stopping HRT, but there's no guarantee.
Both estrogen and anti-androgens (of which spironolactone is one commonly used one) will make you probably-sterile, at least while you take them, but I don't know how fast or whether different meds or doses would be less likely to result in sterility.
Continuing to use your penis regularly (masturbation or in sex) while on HRT also seems like a good idea in your case, since that helps to prevent atrophy. I don't know if doing so also has an influence on fertility in terms of sperm production, etc, but it will reduce the likelihood of having erectile dysfunction if you do decide to de-transition.
nice, I'm gonna get wasted as soon as I get home
maybe crossfaded, who knows
>tfw two seconds away from sparking up
>tfw theres a fucking HUEG raccoon stalking me in my yard
I'm a little scared desu, this thing is easily 23 pounds and attacked my cat earlier after trying to sneak up on me while I was laying back in the hot tub with my eyes closed
6 days in Bangkok and my feet are dry to the point of peeling.
How did this happen?
Okay, neat. I just want to go until I see the beginning of an effect, and judge how I feel about that change. Whether or not I like the transition or if I think it's something that will end well for me. And then keep going if I do.
>that's cement, not semen
Honestly I might be infertile, it'd be a huge weight off my chest if I just was. I feel like I have low T just because I have trouble getting hard some times (I still get hard so it's not ED, I think, but sometimes it just refuses to go up for like half an hour).
Either way, keeping the little guy in work while on HRT is no problemo. I feel very dysphoric about my body and life. I hate my chest, my legs, my face, my clothes, my voice, my hair. But I have no quarrel with the little guy downstairs.
Anyway thanks again to all who replied. It's really helpful and making me feel more positive about this. I'll probably be 22 when I have a chance to start (20 now, living with parents who are too nosy to let this happen), hopefully it's not too late for me by then.
Well /mtfg/, I had not one, but two people bail on hanging out with me today. I try constantly but can't seem to make friends that actually commit to anything. I pass, so I don't think that the whole tranny thing is it... It's seriously killing me though. I get along with everyone I come across great, they just all have lives and shit it seems. Making friends after high school is nearly impossible.. Halp = (
Do it in the summer, you know you want to
you moved there for him? where was 'home' to you? sorry if i'm getting all personal, i'm just curious. i kind of just assume people have lived where they currently reside. i don't know why, that's dumb of me considering i just spent four years in sydney. you never told me what quality of life is like in melbourne. i've considered moving there just to have a new endocrinologist, but housing is a problem and i have no contacts so it's kind of just a dream i guess.
there, there. you'll learn, as >>5675411
I guess find people that have time off to hang out around the same times as you do? I don't know, I'm not good at initiating friendships either, generally when I've made friends it's more been the other person deciding to make friends with me, the few times I've tried to start things off it's generally gone poorly.
I come from Canberra which is pretty much the public servants Adelaide, I moved to Canada for my bf of a year who I met when he was here for school, he was really sweet and loving then out of nowhere snapped on me after half a year in Canada, the breaking point was when I said I wanted to see a counselor about my mental health and he punched a hole in the wall
ah. canberras an ok place, i had an asian ex there. it didn't work out since i'm a disgusting tranny and both of his parents were fucking really traditional. they were also both doctors while i was a highschool dropout with a prior drinking problem. jeez, i'm just glad you were able to get out of that situation without anything getting physical against you (hopefully?)
who knows, I still keep in touch with his brother who treated me like family, but we never speak of him, and here we are I'm trans, borderline and bipolar so seeing a counselor was the right move
>without anything getting physical against you (hopefully?)
sadly no, but I have no spine so I put up with that for a few weeks which made me realize how much I hated myself, that made me want to see a counselor
What about acid?
But if you stop taking drugs entirely, I'd be down for hanging out and vidya
pls, i don't want anyone to get physical on you. abuse isn't good for the mind. i don't know if the cats will fix what's wrong with me, but i would like to hope it can something for you.
>you will never pass unless you were on blockers before puberty
>surgery can only do so much
>your disguise will fall apart before 50
>you will never have a realistic vagina
>you cannot ever be a girl
I sure hate being a realist. I want to get lost in delusions like you guys.
I think the person lost in delusions here might be you.
>you will never pass unless you were on blockers before puberty
genetics are more important
>surgery can only do so much
how much ?
>your disguise will fall apart before 50
>you will never have a realistic vagina
do you even good srs ?
>you cannot ever be a girl
I am a girl
well, that was easy
>tfw will never be a proper height
I knew one mtf person that refused to eat when they were a child and were so malnourished they were really short as an adult, I wish I had done that
>tfw no normal non-violent relationship with liz
fuck. i want to find you a normal fucking person.
Oh, I know I will rofl
Yes, I believe it has something to do with entheogenic use among some aboriginal tribes, so it was never outlawed. Isolated mescaline is however illegal.
Peyote and san pedro cactus contain mescaline.
Mescaline is a psychedelic that's chemically similar to the 2C-* chemicals and MDMA, and tends to have a warm empathetic feel to it. It's on my bucket list.
>tfw not a genki trans tomboy with a penis
why do I bother?
the only dwarfish 5'2 girls I know are turbo dykes
>Genetics as in being a real woman?
no, genetics as in if you are fucked you are fucked, if not not
regardless of puberty
>No, nor do you from what I've seen.
>You are not.
what does that even mean ?
>Getting dysphoria while watching fucking f u t u r a m a
I need to stop lying to myself
I'd be fine being a freakishly tall girl if I thought that I could ever actually pass for one. Since I don't, though, I don't like that it draws even more attention to me and my masculine features than they'd get anyways.
Oh yeah, that makes sense.
I figured it would just be covered under some religious exemptions for FN citizens like it is in the US, where even peyote is illegal unless you're enrolled in certain specific tribes.
In general Canadian drug laws are way way laxxer, there's an awful lot of psychedelics that Canada seems to have no interest in outlawing despite them being emergency scheduled in the US years ago (2C-I, 2C-E, aMT, 4-AcO-DMT etc.)
Good point. I do plan on moving to Norway one day, I just hope they continue to stay out of the EU
I don't know what the cutoff is, but I think 6'4" counts.
The tories were very good at optics, they did a lot of mandatory sentencing stuff for drugs that were already illegal, but presumably Health Canada had its funding cut (like most things). Most of these research chemicals never registered on their radar, I don't think politicians have really heard of them
On the other hand, the US DEA explicitly listed all of the compounds from Shulgin's PiHKAL and TiHKAL all in one fell swoop a few years back.
Brb moving to portugal
Gem doesn't like using her gt so I'm not sure this will ever happen which is kinda a disappointment to me...
I can dream though. I'm not sure what they're even going to do sexually, like, I guess they're just gonna make out a whole lot, which will be super hot.
Your sick quads. I don't pass enough to be a girly girl, so when I try to look like a boyish girl I just look like a man.
I just want to pass enough that I can wear boys clothes and have a boy haircut, and still get seen as a girl.
Good idea, there's no way in hell I'm not recording that desu.
I didn't think of that though, that's a really good idea. :3
>you will put both elanna and gem on a bed next to each other face down ass up and fuck them both while they viciously make out
Weed is kinda awful in my opinion now, I don't have any interest in smoking it anymore.
It just fucking makes me tired and lazy, and I fucking hate feeling like that. It was nice when I was suicidal and psychotic every day cause it calmed me down and helped me sleep 19 hours a day, but now I actually like being lucid and awake all the time.
Weed is just a crutch, and it does more harm than good when you don't need it anymore, and I'd go so far as to say it just promotes stagnancy in the realm of getting better
I agree somewhat though weed is great before doing any physical activity. Smoking and going for a bike ride is like one of my favorite things in life.
I won't lie, some of my weed consumption over the past few months is totally 100% a crutch.
The limbo I'm in with srs bureaucracy and dates is giving me a lot of ridiculous dysphoric moments and weed usually helps me forget I have that thing.
>tfw basically everyone u know has smoked weed
>tfw never done it
because SA, WA and the ACT have the most laid back laws on dope in the country, almost everyone I knew in Canberra smoked, sold or grew weed
I dunno why but I get very different reaction from weed based on how I smoke it. The shit way I've been smoking it by myself (I don't have a piece currently) is taking tabaco out of a cig and stuffing it with weed, and this gets me halucinating like a motherfucker, seeing shit, hearing shit, feeling shit. when I smoke it properly though I get knocked the fuck out.
>smoked with friend
>she wanted to walk across the city
>go with her
>struggle to walk the entire way.
Fuck yeah, pack that bowl and light up ^^
You're talking to a canadian, there's no way you could outsmoke us :^)
Track down some stoner buddies
Love is a fleeting feeling where you feel as if there's nothing that can get between you and your partner. You can talk about anything, you can share anything. You hang onto every moment you're together, and you can't keep yourself from feeling happy when you see that they're happy. Being in love is great.
>245 on the east coast
Think im just gonna bail on the whole sleeping thing, it's as good of a night as any for a stim bender
>immediately start laughing at the mere concept of this
>tfw never been in love because no one has ever or ever will love me
>you will never inject elanna with the lewd syrum and make her go crazy and become addicted to ur cock
i mean i live in a legal weed state so i can literally get WHATEVER strain and type of weed i want but i just end up getting indica all the fckin time
i WANT A SATIVA
if sativa makes me feel awful then im just done smoking weed 4 good
>gets me halucinating like a motherfucker, seeing shit, hearing shit, feeling shit.
what the fuck how is this even possible? how does weed effect people like this, like how does it incapacitate people like nigga what the FUCK :') i did 2g of DXM and somehow i still functioned like NIGGA DAMN
weed makes u peaceful self-actualised wonder drug
yeah i mean i guess if u understand its a crutch.... i just i dont know. i think weed is a really bad thing that breeds stagnancy when its used as a crutch.
>you will never flash a republican your girlie tinkler for pee pee permission
fuck this gay society
>mfw I used to play video vidya
>tfw haven't been assed to play anything since I started selling video games for a living
>tfw my dildo doesnt do much for me anymore since i've had the real thing
fuck I need a cock in me or choking me right now.
I don't think it's actually that bad, I was kinda trying to make a joke. There is some controversy about Richmond having chinese only signs and landlords apparently holding meetings with tenants or whatever in chinese only but I don't think it's a real problem outside of that city.
>Just kinda ate a bunch and now feel bad about it
Should I go make myself throw up? Ive never done something like it before but I feel like I should.
>tfw noone in your family does drugs, and grandparents were heavily involved in the temperance movement
Problem is I spent all my life being fat up until this past year. I guess I'll just deal with my choices and work out extra hard tomorrow and not be one of those girls.
>tfw thinking about all those years of life I wasted being fat though
You can if you want but you shouldn't make it a habit because it's really bad for your teeth and throat. If you do it don't brush your teeth afterwards or you will just rub the stomach acid into them and cause more damage. Rinse your mouth instead. Also there's no point in throwing if you ate over an hour ago since your body will have already absorbed most of the nutrients.
Honestly throwing up is really uncomfortable and I would rather just not eat instead of purging.