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>tfw would maybe have a bf if I passed but I don't
>tfw your bf wakes you up and his penis is in your face
there was no charter proclaiming the thirteen colonies specifically as penal colonies though
Checkmate cockroach britian
What area of England are u from BTW? I wanna hear your voice if you're from like Kernow, Kent, or the Midlands desu.
Anyone wear VS yoga pants? Are you supposed to get one that's a couple inches below your measurements? I got one that was almost precisely my measurement and it isn't stretching much or at all on my legs. Lots of wrinkles. I'm thinking of exchanging them but it takes a few weeks with return shipping to do and they're extra comfy
Elanna imma make u have a orgasm from penetration
Uh also I was wondering, gem and I were thinking about scrapping our plans for AX and using the money we planned to save up for that to go on a road trip to the alberta-us border and pick u up :3
Lewd stuff aside, gem and I really care about you and wanna make you feel happy and stuff, you deserve the best, and I think just having you around and making you feel good is a lot more worth it than anime expo
>gets mad for getting called out on having shitty tits
>calls my tits shitty after the fact in defense
But I thought it was a poor picture? I just want to see what a good one looks like, also you must have beautiful breasts to be bashing on mine so much, why not share them with us?
Basically, I'm calling you out - post tits or you have shit-tier tits even worse than mine.
>Still see MtFs cling to Ranma 1/2 as if Ranma represents them and not FtMs
I will never understand this. Ranma tries desperately hard to get rid of this girl mode and even in girl mode all of the characters that know of his situation use male pronouns on him. Maybe if was different in the English dub of the anime because I only read the manga but nobody who wasn't that one idiot who had a boner for girl Ranma ever called Ranma by female pronouns.
>calling me desperate for tit pics
You're the one who is acting like they have great tits, yet can't prove it. You're the only one saying they look bad, in fact, which is why I think you're a honmode shit-tier tranny jealous and lashing out. I'm simply asking you to prove otherwise.
>tfw someone has actually recognized you from tits that you've posted here before
It's not entirely outside of the realm of possibility
.////. u-umm that would be pretty great desu
That would actually be a fun road trip, although idk what things are looking like for my schedule this summer. I havn't found work yet so I'm not sure when I can get down to portland. Only thing for certain is that I'll probably be at a music festival the last week of july
I never said I had great tits... in fact, I never said anything about my own tits. You were the one who brought them up when you said
>How about you post yours to show us what a good pic looks like?
Posting pics of your boobs at a bad angle and asking for honest opinions is counterproductive. My honest opinion is that a better angle is needed to say how they are. It sounds like you're fishing for compliments to me, and when someone doesn't give them, you immediately lash out asking for tit pics.
Why so hostile? Is your own life so shitty that you're constantly on the edge of rage, hon?
Money isn't an issue, the only money you need desu is enough money to take a bus or drive to the alberta-us border. Then you go across and we drive home to the great 503. We have enough money to throw around, especially once we move that you won't have to really worry about feeding yrself and stuff, we could take care of it. You wouldn't be a burden, I promise. Now I totally understand if you want to be able to completely support yourself though, just know that we're here okay babe?
>treats me rudely right off the bat
>acts like I'm just lashing out for no reason
You have not argued against you having great tits, and you call other people hon. So naturally, I request proofs that you're not a hon. I'm hostile because you brought the hostility in. You could have said you didn't like them without acting like a testosterone-filled dick.
Thanks yume, it's nice to know that money won't be an issue. In all honesty I'll probably be able to pay my share without issue, the thing that's up in the air is if I can get the time off work ;~;
They're pretty fucked up senpai. Sorry. It's just the harsh truth.
Just because I don't support hugboxing doesn't mean I'm a hideous monster. Though I am, for your information, and have vaguely similar man tiddies.
I didn't treat you rudely. I said your pic was shitty, which is true.
Stay mad, hon. Only the most shit-tier of trannies would have to seek validation on 4chan and would rage at the slightest drop of a hat. <3
How to smile and what kind of clothes look cute on someone who is 5´10" ;_;
>Only the most shit-tier of trannies would have to seek validation on 4chan and would rage at the slightest drop of a hat. <3
So you're calling yourself a shit-tier tranny? We know.
Only hons call others hons this much, and use "<3" and such things. You act just like an angry, jealous tranny.
>I didn't treat you rudely. I said your pic was shitty, which is true.
>Your boobs look like shit man-boobs.
All I did was ask you to post your tits, and you lash out like this, indicating they are super shitty. The fact that you still aren't posting them or anything only goes to prove that. You're in no position to be insulting people by calling them hons.
>posting tit pics with your nipples showing on a blue board
you sinful fucks t('-'t) what would the lord say ???
Not endlessly making yourself feel hopeless by repeating the same self loathing statements would probably make it easier to smile. Ending the neet life also would. In the meantime, feed yourself positive thoughts.
As for clothes, I always found cardigans comfy and cute, but really anything is probably a step up from men's jeans and hoodie.
Nice comeback, you totally got me there lololol.
Again, you'd have no problems with proving you're not a hon, if you weren't a hon. The fact that you can't prove it proves you are a hon. Absence of evidence is evidence of absence. Being into guys, I only want your tit pics so I can laugh at how ugly they are, or be surprised and feel you have the right to call others shitty.
you seem like a good critic, what do you think of these?
It may be your comfort zone, but whether you realize it or not, it's slowly killing you. Why do you think you feel so sad all the time? Why does the dysphoria consume your entire existence when in theory HRT should have made it better?
Being a neet is destroying you, whether you realize it or not. Those dead eyes don't lie.
Maybe but i'm too manly and gross to not be neet, dont want to make people uncomfortable with my presence.
>"nice mantits, NERD!!!"
>the school bully knocks my books out of my hands
>he always does this...idk why.... it's been going on for years
>it first started when i saw him changing in the locker room and he first saw my man tits...
>he stared at them, gawking for a moment, but then when the other boys came in he yelled at me
>"YOU'RE A FUCKING SISSY FAGGOT!!! HA HA HA"
>i cried the first time, but as time went on i learned of his home life
>his family was poor, he worked hard but he barely had anything
>he was captain of the football team, but had never had a girlfriend
>one day after class he shoved me against the locker, holding his fist in the air
>"you're a fucking sissy, you know that??? give me one reason i shouldn't fuck you up"
>b-because...i love you.......
>he looked at me, glaring at me with this thousand yard, cold stare
>then suddenly his eyes started welling up
>"i love you too, mantits...."
>he tore my men's P.E. shirt off and started sucking on my mantits
>then he bent me over and spanked my ass
>"god i want to fuck that sissy ass to bad..."
>pull on my mantits, anon
>he started fucking me hard, and deep looking around anxiously hoping no one would see
>"YOU'RE A FUCKING FAGGOT" he screamed while pulling at my hips
>he lets out one last moan and cums deep inside my boypussy
>we do this for years until one day he stands up in front of the football team, and proudly says,
>"this is my boyfriend, mantits. he's a fucking faggot, but so am i."
>and we lived happily ever after
You need to stop saying this, every time you say it it it just reinforces those feelings and makes it harder to make any sort of change. People have repeatedly said that you aren't manly and gross, hell, you have people saying you have the potential to be a qt if you started looking after yourself.
Sooner or later, you're going to have to make yourself and other people uncomfortable to progress. Do you want to never experience life as a girl? That's why you started down the path to transition 3 years ago wasn't it?
Do you want your entire time on this planet to have been spent inside and too afraid to experience it?
Do you want to die alone, forgotten and unloved?
I'm not exaggerating, this is what the future holds if you can't start to make real change. Nobody deserves a life like that, and your comfort zone is quite literally a very slow and painful suicide chamber.
Yeah I know ;_;
Not sure where to start though, not even sure why i'm so worried about other people when no one knows me.
I just want to be normal and pass to strangers at least.
don't each of the clinics have a huge catchment area though? like, people go to leeds and notts from literally the other side of the country, not just locals? how can it be empty if the waiting lists are so crazy crowded?
Women are everywhere. Make friends with one and talk about girly things. Make friends with more liberal free-spirited girls, and they're usually open to talk to about trans stuff. And no, I'm not talking about le tumblr sjws with fae pronouns, just a cool girl who likes talking about this kind of weird shit.
Sweden has employment agencies and services to de-neet people do they not? There's ways out of the trap that you're stuck in. You're making a good first step by starting to work on your voice, the next logical step is social transition. Buying new clothes, taking care of your personal hygiene, even going outside for walks in girlmode and stuff.
Don't worry about other people, your presence isn't going to intimidate them, and with practice you'll definitely pass to them. Hell, you may pass to them with minimal effort considering people already give you funny looks in guymode.
I know that you've been stuck in the same place for a long time lainanon, but I do honestly believe that you have it in you to change, and I do believe that you have it in you to be a functional, happy and most of all passing adult.
they literally stopped growing at like the six month mark and they're JUST BEE STINGS aghhhh
yume thinks its hot but I want actual boobs... ;~;
The one here has been unstaffed for over a year because lol NHS. I see a gender therapist from a different GIC who comes here every 3 months. Waiting list for me was pretty much non existent and there is never anyone in the waiting room.
do i deserve that name anon?
They only have stuff to keep neets busy I believe but I dunno.
>I do believe that you have it in you to be a functional, happy and most of all passing adult.
I hope so ;-;
getting a decent voice and walks would be a good start I guess.
I'd lose quite a bit, you can always regain it afterward, and regaining on hrt will ensure it goes to the right places. So I guess the answer to your question is to lose as much as you can or are comfortable with.
What the hell are these lines on my thighs? Cellulite already? ;_;
Where are you?!?!? What the fuck, this makes me so mad, the NHS's actual guidelines on trans healthcare are actually not that bad but the fucking implementation makes me livid, how the fuck can Leeds have a three-and-a-half-years waiting list when there's clinics almost empty and with no waiting list elsewhere in the country?? You can get from one end to the other in a single day...
>They only have stuff to keep neets busy I believe
Busy is good, it gives perspective, it takes your mind off of the circular self-defeating thoughts, and it gets you out of the house.
Walks are a pretty surefire way to slowly but surely erode that fear of the outside and of people that inevitably appears when you've been stuck in the same place for so long. If you can set a schedule and set goals for yourself, and actually stick to it, you'll be well on the way to making real change.
Busy will have to wait though since it means being around a lot of people and I feel so awkward even in boy mode since I have boobs and all.
Walks in gril mode and using gril voice with my friends who are alright with degenerate shit would be nice.
Maybe I make people more uncomfortable like this than I would in gril mode :^)
I wouldn't get too excited though the quality of care is pretty shit. I managed to get on hormones no problem at all after my first appointment but I've been waiting months to get laser despite her saying she'll 'get on it' every single appointment.
i can't help it to love her so much i have to post her sometimes pls forgive me ;_;
Idk, any sort of rapid growth or change in weight can cause them. Stretch marks are permanent, but I'd say the majority of people have at least some of them, they're nothing to worry about.
Yeah, one thing at a time. For now I think actually getting outside more is a perfectly good goal to have.
>Maybe I make people more uncomfortable like this than I would in gril mode :^)
To be honest...you probably do. Even if you don't feel like HRT has done anything for you, you've been taking estrogen for 3 years. Even if HRT did minimal good (which it probably didn't), strangers can, and will notice that you don't look like a typical guy, and they will be uncomfortable if they're having difficulty gendering you, which is almost definitely happening now.
>tfw your hat comes in the mail finally
who are you gonna vote for anon and why is it the god emperor trump?
>implying ted cruz didn't win iowa solely because of applifed memetics
>implying bernie is the most meme candidate ever
>implying clinton won't go to jail before the caucusing is over
Well it's not very clearly put on what they have no cpyro, no injections, no progesterone I thought you did informed consent dont you live in a part of the country that isn't in love with Jesus why not go legit I mean your full time right?
hundreds of years from now, scholars will look back at the 16 year trump administration (overturn 22nd amendment after trumps second term to repay him for creating a literal utopia [dies in office and vice president meatloaf takes over in his absence]) and compare it to abraham lincoln's success
guys i went to the femgen skype group and told them im a femboy but they think im a cisgirl even tho i showed them pics
what do i do
hugboxers get OUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT
imma whip out my willy n waggle
>have a female/unisex first name
>decide i should still ask my parents what they would call me had i been born a girl
no y would i want people to think im cis o.o
>tfw wisdom teeth ripped out and can't smoke pot for a few days.
y does that make it so u cant smoke the peaceful herb?
>tfw u are trying to pay a bill over the phone and the first operator calls you ma'am and the second one calls u sir
Guess what. I was negative this morning and assumed I didn't get the job cause I didn't hear back from my awesome interview all week. Turns out the guy had an emergency and couldn't' get back to me.
I am indeed employed.
Yay positive thinking. .
Life is good.
yeah seriously get a load of these fucking sub-humans
its like they lack the more civilised and evolved genes that lack them
yeah im the next stage in the evolution of man
I mean yeah that would be ideal but at this point would it even matter I've been poisoned by testosterone not by my own choices fuck I didn't even know about hrt til I was 24. I even cane out to multiple therapist when I was younger there response was how do you know your not just confused. I came out to doctors during my first suicide attempt about my dysphoria do you think they even did anything like find me a gender therapist no they used my male name and treated me for suicide which wasn't the problem when your body is killing you its natural you want to die. Fucking girls have it so easy now just say I feel like a genderqueer phantom thing and boom titty skittles it's such fucking bullshit.
are you a britbong too? the NHS sucks.
i still think it's worth nuking your test for two reasons.
one, to prevent any or further hairloss.
two, for the psychological benefit. it's amazing how much mental strain testosterone puts you through.
I ate a big meal at lunch and some lady in the mall stopped me and asked me how long till the baby comes. She thought I was pregnant, not to look stupid I said meekly "3 more months."
what the fuck?
No I'm an American who lives in the Bible belt Britain would be paradise compared to her sure they have you wait til you 18 but fuck me that would be better at least you can get an implant to stave off the t.
Thank you. OMG I am so relieved.
Thank you so much.
Awww. I have succeeded at transition. OMG
I love you
I am so very happy. I can't even describe it. Sorry I won't be able to waste time here all day anymore kids, but you can do it. It isn't impossible. I am 41 and haven't even been full time 4 months and and on hrt for 9.
I love you all.
>I-i'm not afraid, uhhh... uh.... I'm just so used to passing IRL that I don't need to provide proof heh. R-right?
Keeeeekkkkk. Let me guess, you're also a millionaire Nigerian prince?
With no proof, you have nothing. If you were passing, you'd just post proof and prove me wrong. But you're not passing, and can't post proofs.
this time its whitelisted with rules
place em markers
if u have low iq like u it might be, u'd probably put ur real address
you all have posted personal info including pictures of urself, places you've lived and are living, places of work, family member's names, and other troves of information like steam and skype accounts
i could literally make a map like this and put almost every trip thats ever been on mtfg just using the archive
The only personal info I've ever posted is photos, and the institution I attend. I think I posted my steam id at one point but I scrubbed it before I posted it.
I actually went to a thing with my cousin who was nursing at the time and it was like a sit in inside a bookstore that banned breast feeding, really was triggering as fuck to me having like 30 women feeding their babies, but she was baby sitting me for the week even though I was 15 at the time.
i had to leave my house to go send my panties to a cam client. did you know there's wind out there? i'm never doing it again
yayyyy people are actually being added to the map
yea id just recommend doing this if you guys are worried about personal info but want to meet friends close to you
>so if anyone wants to be a pretty girl post your picture.
According to /lgbt/, this is a picture of a pretty girl. So try it.
OK, I don't really want contact info on it, but I'm fine with name and location, presumably someone might at least see that much and they can get in touch through here. Put a dot on Edmonton Alberta I guess ^^
>Not giving yourself your own worth
You are worthless
Maybe they mean like George Eliot?
>you can never experience the most pure and forbidden form of love
I'm not from here but started lurking.
I don't even want to use the term "mtf" or trans. I know it's a a physical process but I'm paranoid to say it's going from A to B or a transition because I feel like it means I'm going to start acting like a different person.
DETRANS AND FUCKING DIE EVERY SINGLE PIC OF YOU I FUCKING SEE I ACTUALLY WANT TO VOMIT OH MY GOD FUCKING GROSS EWWWWW
I mean how do they get that info I was never stupid enough to post my birth name or Facebook with anyone here well only one person but that was after the first doxx. I know Fu never shared anything personal yet she got doxxed one again how?
At least i'm not the only person that likes Danny Phantom
It was one of my favorite shows.
Most shows with goth characters are.
What about As Told by Ginger? I used to love that growing up and I don't know why
i dont pass but im not fucking stupid enough to go out in girlmode when i dont lmfao omg you are so fucking ugly ownd
are these good or bad things?
those are not the right shape for yall tbqh you need ones that frame ur pretty faces
"your sunglasses are too big, your bra is showing too much, your penis is too hard, your balls are too big." i swear, you and the guy i met at the coffee shop today. it's always something
>have mild panic attacks when someone sits next to me on the bus
>mfw school kids are out
I get my girlfriend to suck on it a bit.
>tfw scared to learn to drive
Fuck that I don't want to put other people in danger
i was totally kidding but i get hard really easily cause i use it all the time cause i'm a cam whore sissy shemale slut etc
i didn't start HRT consistently till like 23 if it helps any lol
topkeks were had etc
i would still consider tryin on other sunglasses to see if you like any or they frame ur face better tho
>tfw made friends with a bunch of twinks
>tfw they live close by so way more chance of hanging out more often
>tfw you will still get hard even post op
When you have sex with a guy
Do they like
How do they react to you getting hard and stuff
Is that a good
Or a bad?
Do you hide it? Do they like it when you climax?
I'm asking you because i assume men you date aren't chasers
Ciswomen also have erectile tissue.
Neovags are made with the homologous skin.
So labia and clit stay slightly erectile (like they should)
But like cis women you now have mostly invisible arousal.
well it depends. some of them don't want to look at it, some of them will touch it but that's it, some are just like 'idgaf it's a part of you' and go to town. i don't have much genital dysphoria either way so i really don't care. men never let me top them tho. with my last serious bf like one of the first times i was riding him, i got hard and he went flaccid when he saw. so. it happens.
WAKE ME UP INSIDE
>tfw neighbor wont fuck me and just slap me up
>tfw wont cuddle with him on the couch watchcing dvds together
>tfw wont make him dinner while he paints
>tfw wont ever hold his hand while walking together whenever
>tfw will never be in a pretty dress for him when a gallery hosts his work
>tfw will never get shit faced with him at his flat mates gigs
>tfw will never fewl his hair while he squeezes me tight and penetrating my butte
They don't remove all of your erectile tissue. Your vag gets a "boner", no other way of putting it really. It's not really noticeable, it's more the sensation that doesn't change.
See above. Also I went with brassard because that's what was covered by Alberta health.
Not my problem if you won't believe it. :P
you need to read whatever interesting looking book you find a little bit to see if it hooks you in, if you'll really enjoy it
you know you've found the perfect book when you've been reading it for an hour and its getting late but you just cant put it down yet
I dont want to get yelled at so no
>want to play a videogame where im a regular girl doing regular things
>decide to play Life is strange
>Max dresses the same way I used to dress when I was a femboy
>Max goes with her polaroid everywhere and she is good taking photos
>I always wanted to develop photography as a hobby but didnt had the money
>Chloe have the blue hair and beanie I always wanted but I was too deep in the closet to ever dye my hair
>Chloe dresses how I wanted to dress when I was young but I never did
This game is so painful to play
Every detail reminds me of what I never had and what I will never be
>just get some fucking makeup, it helps everyone
that's why I don't play shit like that or watch shows with female leads, why give yourself more dysphoria? I have the same feels though, I always wanted to dress like that and before I manned up hard I could have pulled it off.
well not everyone but it will help oryx
I just don't get how any of your remaining tissues down there can be engorged, the ball bag never gets engorged, and neither does the actual penile tissue, only the glans and the corpus cavernosum or c.c. can get engorged with blood and the entire c.c. gets removed all the way to the pelvic bone with srs and the arteries going to it get cauterized.
>tfw LiS is my favourite videogame next to WoW
>tfw ur doing on last check of urself in the mirror before ur date gets here and the dysphoria hits because u have a disgusting manbody
that's cool, i didn't want to feel remotely confident or get naked with anyone tonight anyway
How does it look and are the sensations good I'm worried if I don't go to suporn I'll be fucked but with bama care I can get a vagoo practically free of charge need ffs first off course insurance should cover ffs it's pretty much criminal they don't.
off and on 3-4 years. on consistently, about 1 year
oddish, i like you, so i'm gonna be honest... if a guy knows you're trans, he's gonna be ok with it even if it weirds him out for a second. unless you're passable af and you meet him at a bar or while you're out, the guy is gonna know you have a dick, and if he would never want to even look at it he would date someone else. that's how men are. even if you're his first ts, you won't be the last.
>tfw spent a few hours and not getting past the intro mission in xcom on the hardest difficulty
Amazon, ordered another 3 pack a few days ago and they are nice, only 7 bucks