What games am I missing on N64?
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It's not bullying you, it's self-defense. Get a trip and you'll be able to shitpost to your hearts content.
But shitposting as anon is more fun and only fgts have trips.
all this n64 talk is starting to make me want to play something with my partner
I haven't played some as much as others cus I don't actually play vidya that often
the multiplayer battle in that is pretty great
battletanx was great
kirby was fun but pretty easy especially with some of the powers tho the powers are basically what make the game
my partner has first dibs on waifu-ing me till polygamy is legal
>Just go for who you're attracted to imo, labels are pointless.
Honestly, I don't know if I am attracted to anyone, I really might be asexual. I do think though from personal experience that living with a man would actually suck, and if I had a gf we could do fun girl stuff together but I dunno what kind of girl either cis or mtf would date my ugly ass.
I want your collection
I mean you've said pretty close to that.
Seems so.. I didn't think I drank that much but apparently killed half a bottle of vodka now that I look. Ugh I rarely get hangovers but when I do its just hell. I guess I am also used to a hangover being more headache and less vomity.
The experience of living with guys as a guy and living with a guy you're dating is pretty different tho.
True, but I think on that occasion we had both agreed that going any further than we did was off the table. Turned down is probably the wrong wording in this case, but in the previous case (years back) it was definitely the right wording.
Yeah, well, that's just like, your opinion.
>The experience of living with guys as a guy and living with a guy you're dating is pretty different tho.
I dunno, makes sense. In a way though living with a guy as a girl would be weird and force me to do a lot of shit on my own.
well I gotta go give my partner my booty as a reward for getting her licence,
byebye for now /mtfg/
>tfw old friends try to contact you but you're a tranny and it would be weird.
Not like anyone notices though.
O H A Y O U
FUCK OFF FAGGOT GET THE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK OFF MY BOARD R
So at my work orientation this chick reading all the shit was so funny. At one point she dropped chapstick in the middle of reading printouts and just casual as fuck said "whoops fumble" and then straight up continued reading.
Did you finally digest the coal serpent, erasing its mythical relevance? Brave.
>tfw I ignore them
Boring fgts with shit taste tbhon.
>tfw old best friend I had since I was 2 to 16 got back in touch with me and we've been hanging out a lot
It's kinda weird at first but we got over the whole tranny deal pretty quickly. Just feels like old times cept I'm a girl now.
>tfw friend pushed away friend i've had since I was 3 until like 20 or something
>people talking about old friends
>my only real friend from 9 to 17 hit me when I told him I was trans and moved away the next week
he is in coos bay oregon and one day when I am all full time I want to try and visit him but I dunno
>unironically playing boobs and soul
/mtfg/ has such shit taste.
so was it like in "i my me strawberry eggs" where the evil principle and vice principal want to kick out hibiki sensi because she is a guy?
I had a friend fired literally two days after saying he asked to go ft with the most bullshit of excuses despite his contract, up to that point, being pretty much 100% sure to be renewed.
People are assholes, it has nothing to do with passing.
>tfw found an outlet that wasn't smoking copious amounts of weed that makes the dysphoria dissapear and feel centered and balanced for the rest of the day
Fucking rock climbing. Its vertical yoga pretty much and I get so in the zone that I forget I'm a tranny.
What is your escape girlies?
Wait like model trains? Thats like the coolest hobby ever. I'd love to build train tracks and environments with you. Even if you wanted me to just make little trees all day I would love to do that with you :D
Being neet, wearing lots of clothes while playing video games and watching anime and never using my voice.
Best comfort zone.
you really can't have time to be dysphoric when you are on a rocky sandy trail going 55 miles an hour or jumping though the air trying not to eat shit on the landing.
pic is from just a few weeks ago
If you like grinding, pvp, drama and bullying shitters yes.
Boobs and Soul seems more like a 1v1 big dicking game once you reach max level.
Video games is the best way to train your voice for real. I learned to have a passable voice by shittalking while playing league with randoms. Eventually nobody ever clocked my voice when I met new people.
My voice became a bit higher by just not using it.
I would shit talk more if I didn't hate my gross voice, I stick to text and I don't need to shittalk a lot since I only ever win.
No food talk pls. I just came from my run.
Model trains are fucking awesome. My neighbor had one and he'd let the neighborhood kids come in and play with and look at them. He even had an outside portion of track that ran out of his basement. His son was one of my friends so he wasn't a creepy pedo, just loved the hobby and sharing it.
I've always loved little miniature working models and RC so I've always been fascinated by it.
just saw my therapist. she said she feels that we're 100% ready to move forward, and that she will write me a letter of recommendation. i signed some releases and she'll be coordinating with my doctor and the endo to get everything squared away. next appointment is in two weeks but it's likely i'll be seeing the endo before then.
>Unless you're in a witness protection program, any background check will turn up a name change
so you are saying if you rat on a mob boss then no one will know you ever were a guy? i guess I need to hang around Italians more and see what I can do
Okay so wtf is with the meme that HRT doesn't effect facial hair? I've only been on it for 3 months and my previously dark reddish beard has gone almost white like an old persons' hair. I was gonna get laser but now it looks like I'll need fucking electrolysis.
It's a product of a system that favors the rights of the employer over the privacy of an employee. It's not public info, but anyone with the ability to do a background check can see it. Stealth is an elusive thing, all it takes is an old document to float up, and a bigoted employer or coworker. It fucking sucks.
I don't know I've never heard of those but they're not sour, taste like wax desu
too bad about the candy
why not get some haribo cola bottles? I just at a bag yesterday and omg so yummy
In this case being in Tennessee does matter, because there's no legal recourse for dealing with bigotry. My sister has lived in Knoxville for the past 2 years, from what I've heard the prevailing social conservatism probably makes the proportion of shifty people higher than average as well.
>That would have been a wiser decision I like them too.
Since we are on the topic of gummy candies can mtfg post their favorite gummie candy?
These are the shit right here.
>tfw you've never been gendered female unironically
>He openly said that he hates it
what the fuck, for somone who created the fucking thing you would think he wouldn't be such an ass about it. Maybe its like when you get caught in a lie and keep it up so everyone believes you, like he probably hated the prequels but doesn't admit it because he is that ashamed. Almost like hiding dysphoria.
Lucas loves the prequels and is steadfast that they represent his vision for the star wars universe. Clearly, Lucas's vision for the series is not in line with what audiences want, but to be fair, this is the creative 'genius' behind Howard the Duck.
*looks at you and then instantly looks away* eep!
why don't you just fucking filter me? jesus christ lmao. i cause you so much stress.
tell me that broken windshield isn't in a fucking art gallery, looks like something I swept in a pile after demoing a car.
I know, but still, the book and its followers cause horrible atrocities and the end of freedom.
Its funny though because in another 2000 years people will be reading harry potter as a religious book as if it was about actual events.
Well my college called me and I'm being reprimanded.
I have to take a corrective action course to be better prepared for student teaching.
Some of the reasons the school gave me is ridiculous.
Here's one of them:
I was given two different dates to show up for student teaching. I took the first date but later found out I was to start on the second date.
Because of me showing up for the wrong date, I'm considered unprofessional.
That doesn't even make fucking sense.
i looked pretty decent when i followed a kat von d tutorial on youtube but i have no idea what im doing on my own. i was playing around this morning and ended up looking like an idiot so i just took it all off before going to school
i'm probably younger then you
> you have to rush your transition because i say so
> you don't have dysphoria because you aren't displaying outwardly the way i want you too!
> "i'm retarded"
el oh el
What can I say, smug anime girls are 10/10.
What, would you prefer I go find a reaction image just for a simple comment? Point was trying to communicate that the last sentence was meant half jokingly.
Yeah makes sense, though I mean I did that with like all makeup a few times before it finally worked out.
Were you just using black or any colors as well? Whenever I did try eyeshadow I used natural tones to avoid this issue.
>tfw got gendered female by two women who were going to check my levels
They knew my name but still pretended they didn't know my gender.
Well....why didntcha say so?!Come on over, i'll have the boys and my cousin set up an old west duel. Do you like sweet tea?
The college even said that my email to the teacher at the school was unprofessional.
I mean if it's just people doing their job then they are probably just being polite. Got thrown off by that at first when I wasn't quite there yet and it ends up making a lot of going outside feel like hugboxing, but like, best way to tell if it is or not is see how other random customers and such treat you, are people suddenly opening doors for you and if they gender you correctly or not.
You'll get there, if I did anyone can really.
Oh yeah that's a very bold color for first time doing that. I'm learning that with all makeup less is more and like, just applying enough to get hues of the color across is usually best in most cases at least (again Idk eyeshadow yet entirely but.. I feel like this will carry over to that as well)
Huh. TIL I'm not American.
I've been gendered female once in 3 years, how do I fix?
Damn.. that's all? :< like, one thing I learned super quick was mannerisms and like, posture/gait are a huge part of passing. Idk how to give more specific advice without a frame of reference though.
>tfw too many of the people posting here arent even on hrt
I mean, a lot of my perceptions on all this have changed a lot lately its weird. Like, I mean many people here have said how I do etc, yet it's learning to work with what you have basically. Part of it is drawing attention to your best features. Do you have any features you'd regard as good or feminine? If you do with that dysphoria chances are it's a good place to start working from and figuring out how to work to your advantage.
Also, people can see your fear if you're insecure, and that causes more scrutiny.
>tfw always scared when outside of my house
No passing, not ever.
why do i have barbie girl stuck in my head today
that song is too catchy for what it is
=\ Really though, I'm sure there's something, its just a lot about a little experimenting with makeup to find what works.
It takes a while and its definitely easier if you have others to go out with for a while, then you can get used to just forgetting about caring talking to your friends and apply that mentality better later on. Going out alone is always hard but just avoiding that as much as possible helps. People's attention gets drawn to what stands out, if you can avoid standing out in that way, people will just see you as another background female in their life.
What if doing IC through a therapist who doesn't specialize in gender issues but talk therapy? Started seeing them for Anxiety/Depression and it took a few years to finally talk to them about all this stuff.
What are your hobbies /mtfg/?
I'm looking into setting up a saltwater aquarium soon.
get your blood checked. that's all i ask.
i worry about you ppl so much
>according to the polls theres only like 11 or 12 people in the thread right now
d e a d
which one of you is the coolest?
>tfw ever since i started self medding 2/3 months ago i've felt sick everyday
r o f l
> tfw kyle is foaming at the mouth trying to trigger you to no avail
I only pretend to be a normie and apparently do a convincing job. ;~;
that next scene she would be brutally murdered if we were talking about the real world
> you have to be actively transitioning to have gender dysphoria
Oh okay, me too if i'm going to be tbhon.
PSX >>>>>>>> N64.
sony >>>>>> nintendo.
PC >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> consoles.
> "dysphoria isn't apart of the life of a trans girl"
Luke on suicide watch
I suppose to long time fulltimer, it's no big deal but to still presenting person like myself, each time out is an adventure and pix are only way I can see myself in real world
tfw no friends
Yeah I realized I hadn't talked to you since around then. I've been well, ups and downs as I always say. Got my legal stuff swapped over finally which is nice. How have you been/how have things been going for you?
That's good to hear. I finally got a job, so hopefully I'll be able to get my name changed soon. Still with Joan. Haven't tried killing myself lately.
About as good as I could realistically hope, I suppose.
>Tfw you tell your bf's parents that you're a filthy tranny
> when you leave your trip on while posting on another board
>tfw no bf to slowly teach you how to have anal and to cuddle you while watching horror films
>Semen been clear and pretty much without sperm for weeks
>Suddenly it goes back to being like it was pre-hrt
Oh god what's happening. Like I know shit is working because I'm growing tits, but is this a reason to be nervous?
>wake up from a nap earlier
>go give my roommate a hug
>trying to tell her i really appreciate her friendship
>want to tell her about how i'm really lonely and just really sad that the world is so harsh and cold and nothing is the way i want
>wanna talk about how my mom won't hug me anymore, or love me the way she did when i was a kid
>and my grandparents think i'm crazy and don't love me the same anymore either
>and i'm just happy that even if my family feels far away, at least i have great friends like her
>she tells me to stop hugging her because she doesn't like that
i don't even know what i want.