>talking to my straight best friend
>know him for almost 20 years
>recently out to him and he's chill about it, he just made clear that he's straight
>He's kinda hot and very kind, great personality, but never dated a lot of girls (more asexual than in the closet)
>kinda had a crush on him for a couple years
>he's telling me about a hot girl that he met at the gym and he's planing to ask her out
>he seems to like her a lot, it doesn't look like just a hookup
>feeling good for him but also like something inside of me is dying slowly
What are you worst feelings atm?
[spoiler]sorry for my English [/spoiler]
Not to that extremes most of my friends that I came out took it pretty well. I'm just in a small shitty town, the amount of gay people are slim to none and I'm recently out so I don't know many gay guys in general.
And I know that I mustn't fall for a straight guys and I'm trying to get over him, but right now it hurts and it's kinda hard for me...
I felt in love with my straight friend, he was kinda another from other people around me, when I said him the truth, he has been ruining my life for 4 years, the worst thing is that nowadays feel something to him
tfw when he was the best potential bf I used to talk
dyke here, in love with some special snowflake biscum 'heteroromantic homosexual' who just wants me for sex and wants to date men. Constantly talking about guys she wants to marry and have babies with.
>mfw I act like I like being fwb cos that's all I can get
>mfw I have no face
>close to this one friend, basically known each other as kids
>we're just hanging out in his backyard eating some popsicles and joking around
>he seriously asks me if im gay
>its ok if you are anon, just be honest with me, we're friends after all
>yeah... yeah I guess
>ah thats cool, I always kind of assumed...
>convo goes on fine
>later go home, ask myself if I literally just came out??????
>school starts up again in two weeks
>head to friends house
>hes not there, odd we usually walk to school together
>walk to school alone
>get to school
>everyone knows im gay
Lesson learned I guess. I have another story where another friend I trusted spread rumors that I was being fucked by him too lol
When you're gay, but you have feelings for a girl that's your friend and they're not sexual. And she doesn't like you back, but she likes one of your best friends. And you die slowly inside whenever you see them together. And he doesn't even like her.