Am I the only one who just really fucking hates people? It feels like my sexuality doesn't even matter when I've never been able to grow out of my edgy teenage misanthropy, instead having it grow into complete sociopathy and a lack of empathy for others.
I can't even rock the atheist fedora-wearing neckbeard wielding a katana look for laughs. I'm just a scrawny idiot who sits alone in the library all day studying or angrily browsing the internet. Other LGBT people are social fucking butterflies in comparison and there's no way I can relate to any of them because of the sheer difference in social competence.
It fucking sucks. You can't find love when you're incapable of empathy or love in the first place.
Autism with possible/mild Schizophrenia/ schizotypal personality disorder?
Autism seems to be the default meme diagnosis on 4chan but still. Please don't take this as a troll response Anon. :-)
sure i'll take a bite
so are you sure you just hate people? there's no one in the world you like even a little?
because your second paragraph seems to lean closer to "i can't relate to people because i'm asocial"
Same here Anon, I fucking hate everyone. It sucks desu, I hate hearing success stories or anything good that happens to people.
I feel like doing something retarded like joining a cartel, suicide bombing, or just becoming a serial killer, but I'm too fucking neurotic to do anything real.
That's why I'm going to join the military, so best case scenario, I shoot up some mudslimes. Worst case is I just get shot at and die.
I wish we could all hang out with each other. cuddle at night and go to the library and scoff at strangers together. Then go eat 100 tacos in one setting in my kitchen. I love chicken!
We'd have such a good time.
I'm kinda like OP and that frankly wouldn't help at all. Hanging out with literally any person for more than like 30 minutes makes me start to scream internally at any little thing they do. After hanging for like 2 hours, I'm constantly on edge and internally livid because every little thing just seems to annoy me even more.
I don't think you understand. It's not something like "oh I'm lonely and want someone who understands me".
Why I say I hate someone, I legitimately hate them and don't enjoy being around them. Why the fuck would I want to hang out with someone I hate and only get angry being around them?