What are you planning for Valentine's Day? You *do* have Valentine's Day plans, right?
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>just after 8pm
>still wishing I could just kick out the stool and sleep forever
Me last night. My hair is flat from having it tied up at work all day and i think i look like i could pass if i dress the part.
I only like fetishes in 2d so i wouldnt kno
>tfw no Noun valentine
Someone kill me slowly and painfully thanks desu senpaitachi
And a picture of nina because shes the greatest
Can i ntr you
Trannies are all fucking stuck up prudish cunts : - )
Nice gals like me ALWAYS finish last..
planning on making a nice home-cooked dinner for the man who's only attracted to me as a man!
things are f-fine!!
those pictures paint a picture I'll never see again if I transition
some of just shouldn't transition, I would just be cutting down my job opps, relationship options and family to be a gorilla man with tits I wouldn't call it rough but more so the truth
yeah, i'm almost completely fucking docile. i pretty rarely get assertive. i dont know why i even try honestly.
i'm not allowed to die yet apparently.
you'd also be trying to repress what you know you should do. i wish i could hold your hand through the process but i can't even hold my hand in getting out of bed anymore. those pictures are like a dagger in my fucking heart. please don't be gloomy.
Like I could ever be dreamy girl
Better luck oding on acid
No but he's trying hard to copycat ufufu just like all the creepers have a thing for trips like ufuu and Dollface. But ufufu takes real pics none of this shit that Jocelyn and Kiwi post.
>No but he's trying hard to copycat ufufu just like all the creepers have a thing for trips like ufuu and Dollface. But ufufu takes real pics none of this shit that Jocelyn and Kiwi post.
but anon there is no god, I learned that when I realized I was mentally ill
Day 388, one of the guys still.
I tried, want back to neet life.
if it's anything like my life then the ratio is very off balance.
here have a nicer one
selling you things that you aint buyin
i never felt reason to cry with my SO in my arms. i mean, for the first year or so. then i realized i was just a lost cause.
i can accept my failures when they come.
even the happier ones make me cry. its just rough. you need to stop looking at them it'll only fracture you more.
i'm bound to slip up eventually. you should be in bed, silly girl.
i got detached and drowned in my delusions. i refused to open up and accept and kind of sympathy or help, as everything he ever tried to soothe me with felt disingenuous at the time, even though in reflection he was pouring his fucking heart out to me but i was too emotionally retarded to understand anything at all. i stopped being intimate and eventually we just broke up over a heated argument. by that, i mean, i snapped and told him i would never speak to him again. biggest regret i've ever had. i regret it more than not transitioning earlier - which i'd imagine emphasizes the amount of devotion i had to him in the past.
>tfw you have no idea who that anon is
This is gonna haunt me forever.
pffft me the best of anythinggg
It would be pretty gr88 I think.
Be useful and help this poor fella out
>figure out that I could afford SRS by the age of 20 with about $8,000 to spare
>this is assuming I get paid minimum wage, work mostly part-time and don't have any other obligations to pay
This shouldn't be so hard right?
I like them though, reminds me of when I was happy and repressed
they just remind me of how good i had it and fucked up. i would love for you to meet the perfect one for you. it's a needle in a haystack because lolaustralia but i met someone in this desolate land, surely you will.
I still can if I just leave the delusion I'd make it trans and go back. I think your statement still applies to you, give it some more time
>What are you planning for Valentine's Day? You *do* have Valentine's Day plans, right?
Seeing as it's a Sunday I will probably be hanging out with my best friend anyway
Lol What are you talking about
My plans today are to finish writing.my scooby doo spec script, do some singing auditions because i think being in a band is fun, and sit around and read gay comics, literally, boy on boy love comics.
What of that requires schedule
left wingers call me right wing and right wingers call be left wing
You wouldn't want to be tainted by impure thoughts, right?
We...are? They know this is a japanese image board right?
I've swung both ways, but the American GOP are stuck in the past...probably like, the year before the civil rights act was written into law i think.
Yea I've also been called right by lefters and left by right wingers. It's a little frustrating, i always have to tell them I've spoken for and voted for both republican and democratic candidates. Ohh, and then i go on a rant about how the party system is an evil that society deems.must exist, and if people were less polaizing and contradictory, and were.more informed, theyd stop caring about parties and start giving a shit about the issues.
Watch the newsroom.
I wont do that more than once.
>i don't have any wings, i'm not a fuckin' bird. :')
Shame, wings are a fucking blast
Of course we are Oddish (strange name, I'm just a straight cis dude who's sister comes her sometimes as she's mtf as well), go look at /pol/. /pol/ is right wing as fuck, and you'd have to be blind not to see that.
>tfw you post enough at home for the mods to think you are a vpn exit node
>tfw not banned
i woke up just to vote desu
this desu. i know some really cool bots desu.
center desu. the left has some good ideas, but also shit ideas. the right is the same.
worst case scenario I hang. who knows? there are hons that make it to their 50s before breaking down, I could just party and drink to shorten my life to beat the clock, unless I'm the illegitimate child of Keith Richards in which case I will never die
American politics and especially the Democrats are actually more centrist. Being an obnoxious racist conspiracy theorist is also more of a hallmark of insanity than of actual right wing politics. It's pointless to discuss politics with people that just repeat memes all day.
I feel the same way. I tried to transition once. My old therapist told me I wasn't trans so I believed her but I keep feeling like I am. Now I just drink a lot and go through the motions if being a lonely 27 yeast old man.
fuck it, you could do that, but if you transition now you have more of a chance to not be a hon. life's a game, and you can always quit wihout saving if you fuck it up that bad. don't you wanna party and drink while being a qt grill?
i always thought my essay posts were really anoying though. i guess it's the lesser of two evils when it's that or my desu spam. anywho, i'll try to keep the wordfilters to a minimum for a bit, gomen.
Heya /mtfg/ how are things. Just waking up from alcohol sleep, had a nice date last night. Sad part is the guy was older than I thought, good parts are he as intelligent, it didn't really feel like we were stretched for conversation over 4 hours, and he kissed me o.O. But he's so much older than me..... fuckkkkkkkkkkk.
How are things? I'm still locked up in a psychiatric ward, my self is slowly being dissolved into old memories and I'm more alone than I ever was. On the plus side, I'm in love with someone who probably doesn't want any of that not. Yeah, that counts as a plus side. I'm that fucked up.
Things are well, surprised how well the date went actually. Sorry to hear you're stuck locked up, what happened? Also I mean a lot of people end up feeling like there's no one for us with how fucked up and different everyone is but there will be someone who doesn't care.
We were talking lots about philosophy. Older though in this case was him being 43 and me being 24. In my defense however I'm gonna say he's really youthful, or I'm just literally retarded at telling age, cause I thought he was more like 30 when he asked me out. We talked about just like, all sorts of things, he wants to work in child abuse survivor support cause of hating how things turned out for him and for others who have that happen, that kind of guy. He's also an engineer and travels a ton! IDK I was really pleasantly surprised.
I mean ya, I suppose... But you're also going to be chemically neutering yourself and become an effeminate guy. There's guys and girls. Either be a guy or be a girl. As long as you commit to one or the other early on in life (read like idk before 30) you'll probably be fine either way.
i dont really 'drop trip' i just dont post with mine because theres already a billion kids with unnecessary trips and i'd be a hypocrite to say i hate them for it - and then do the same thing.
Yeah definitely a bit old, but exactly age is just a number so hey why not, being older in this case means he has a career, money to do things, etc. I can't think of any other reason than age to not talk to him more, so we're gonna go disc golfing later this week!
Honestly don't even know.
Forgive me, I'm still sobering up from last night.
>Is that actually sheen??? How did kiwi ever go for that?
pls I needed this
thank u based mado...
:D Yeah idk the hate I just am too stupid to be able to tell everyone apart if there weren't trips.
He's a little taller than me iirc not a lot, honestly surprised I didn't make a mental note of it. Didn't seem to be chasing, he asked for my number at an event with food trucks and such when I was waiting for my food (and shitposting on my phone here a bit)
bebby i found a cute art
>tfw no mtf gf
living in a small but comfy European town has its drawbacks
:D Yeah, I was really surprised, he was asking about the band that was playing then started the flirty talk like asking about job/if I live nearby. So far really there hasn't been anything to make me feel uncomfortable around him which is a first out of the 4 dates I've gone on.
that is really comfy, I should transition after all
why drinking of course, why tamper with a classic
oh I'm not going to help you do that, I was only answering your question friend and do not condone your self abuse in any form. you should have a cup of tea or milk and rest up for tomorrow when you might feel better
>tfw I don't selfharm but enjoy being harmed
I steal all my pics too pretty much.
he's like 45 or some shit
they got my age wrong but they didn't misgender me
My ex corrupted me sort of. biting the markings scratching all that fun stuff. No idea I liked it till she did it and stuffs. You and frog should try it desu senpai
and I totally won't ask for a recording of it or anything.
But my self hate ties into it I guess, I like that other people enjoy hurting me. B
I'm gonna sleep now though
>tfw Noun will never say goodnight to you again
aaa you sound so similar to me woa
>I like that other people enjoy hurting me
>and I totally won't ask for a recording of it or anything.
l-lol I probably would but I don't think she'd be down ;p probably for the best!
Gnight Mado! Sweet dreams.
what is that supposed to prove? don't get all semantic and scientific on my ass, or i'm going to fucking slap you until you think properly.
[x] Y chromosome
[x] upper body made for labour
[x] naturally occurring facial hair
[x] feet made large for increased mobility for hunting and/or labour
[x] caveman brow
[x] crooked man nose because god says fuck you
good morning thundercats
how's everyone doing today ?
>hat are you planning for Valentine's Day?
not sure yet but most likely brunch, restaurant, zoo, and then fucking like rabbits
Coffee or sleep?
I couldn't sleep because my body was hurting for unknown reasons.
>I better hit that gym before my bones and face look like shit
>Plans to meet internet friend in a few months
>Things start to get really lewd online
>Know things will get horribly lewd irl
>Am a pure virgin
oh noo I'm going to make a fool of myself
you can't disprove my reasoning with violence
Rick is really going to be the first space marine
>In order for them to look as shit as you complain - definitely
build and muscle are two different things, I wish I was scrawny and slouched, I have the shoulders like Bison from street fighter
>I have the shoulders like Bison
Needless to say I don't believe you. It's probably BD talking.
oh, damn bbgurl, you're right. how about some...oh, you know this gets me going. do you have some time for our lord and savior, Jesus Christ?
Shieeeet seems everyone around here has them.
>tfw your broad shoulders get you clocked
Just don't let people see you from the back.
A friend online who lives far away and wants to be in a relationship with me. He knows I don't do long distance and we've talked over and over about how it doesn't work for me, but that I still like talking to him. Then we made plans to meet that weekend, but he was rude to me this week about me getting a drink with someone as a date. It hurt my feelings and now I can't stand the thought of having him over.
>A friend online who lives far away and wants to be in a relationship with me
Those are the worst. Let him down gently or abruptly, but cut all contact. This is what happens when you are too nice.
I finally grew the fortitude to make an appointment with my GP so I can sort my fucking shit out man (I am pre-everything). I feel pretty fucking great right now, now that I know that something's going forward in my stagnant life.
Thanks to whoever posted that hon album, really helped me make my mind up about this shit.
really? there's a pretty distinct difference between how angie and i type. also she's beautiful and i'm honnerific, can't you just feel it oozing through your monitor as you read this? :')
oh. that wasn't me. that sounds too dull, even for me. anons better step the fuck back up, that cafe has my name all over it.
one day i'll make you see you the way i do. your smile is nice, i wish i could see it more.
i mean, i've been told this before. i'm still waiting. if you'd like to save me the time, i'm pretty open-minded and willing to listen.
I'm running out of things I haven't already covered but I'm getting hugboxed like it's passgen on a friday night
Hell no. It's a rite of passage here. You get fed up with whingie, Kyler, Slim Shady or the retard of the hour and you leave, to be replaced by the next group. It's the tranny circle of life.
i have pretty high tolerance. i've had to live with myself for all these years, after all. i'm not leaving any time soon. at least not over pointless drama. i enjoy my company here.
The ugly truth is that almost everyone waiting on the NHS is already self-medding and waiting for a long series of interviews to start getting a discount more than they're waiting for any particular care or counseling.
So I was gonna try camwhoring last night but I got nervous and chickened out before I started a broadcast.
Anyone here have any experience with this sort of stuff? I could use some pointers.
>first class of semester
>professor passes around attendance sheet
>it has my legal boy name on it
>girl next to me gives me a very odd look when she sees my name
True, I've been waiting since September after I tried in 2013, got sick of waiting, quit, shaved my head and gave up. The psych that referred me said the clinic has a 6 month wait. I looked at figures and its more like 12 from the date of referral.
I'm self medding and have been for 5 months now. I intend to bring in various papers and policy documents to my GP to say the potential of me damaging myself due to self medding is high, to get a bridging prescription and proper bloodwork done with a local endocrinologist more than just 'well you're not killing your liver.... yet'
whole service is a joke
i realized that after posting. i don't think it's a personality thing. more of a compulsion. i am ambidextrous but i was raised using my left hand primarily, so i just assumed if i was to ever do that kind of thing, i'd do that. i don't have a 'good' personality regardless.
I don't want to have a negative view of transbians, but I'm yet to find a decent, non-fetishistic one.
Please this isn't bait, and don't try to call it such to dismiss what is a valid question. Could anyone just provide me one example of one decent transbian?
Me imho tbqh, cis girls > transgrills though
fuck, I've been so sick and just not-doing-great recently that we haven't made any plans yet
I wonder if we can still get reservations for someplace nice in the city, think that french place is still moving buildings, there's always a fall-back of a nice dinner at home like rabbit and maybe some chocolate fondue or something and a bubble-bath and bubbly wine to get in the mood for lewd
>tfw you are supposed to arrive now at a place that's an hour away
>What a wuss. Very disappointing madds.
i want to lose weight but im more concerned about my bulk rn and i decided to do this after seeing this chick's reddit post. she said she only ate 10-20% protein per day to return to feminine aesthetic which is waaaay less than i have been eating.
congrats on your loss though!!!
do you mind posting your full diet/eating routine/whatever? I kind of really need as much diet info as I can get, I've really gotta start eating better or I'm literally going to die soon
What bulk? You don't have a bulk (unless I confused you with someone). Also that 21 months on HRT photo is going to haunt my nightmares. Literal man with tits.
You gotta pack them mussles brah.
lol I have an ED and my diet is super fucked up so you probably don't want to follow my lead. Right now I'm' just trying to stay at 1300 calories per day and I don't work out at all
omgomgomgomgomg I've wanted an Anon-kun foreverrrrrrrr <3
I can't believe I finally have one
A small sample of my unlimited edge and angst
idk i am at least immensely hopeful that i can drop some torso muscle still. I have little biceps and triceps and traps and my underbust is 37 inches and my shoulders feel like the hulk's. I fit into clothes better than I did last summer but I still have a tendency to cry in fitting rooms because nothing fits over my giant shoulders and desu if my torso doesn't get any smaller idek how i'm going to deal with it.
You don't fuck around with estrogen.Terminally insecure body builders are hilarious.
how about after school ;~;
oh my god i was going to say that was pretty at first but now i'm terrified
throw that fucking thing away those are dangerous
just get a color changing gem or a pearl necklace like me
youre cute but you could maybe use thinner brows
if you have an eating disorder, that explains why you have prematurely aged skin
eat better and exercise and hopefully those wrinkles will subside a little
You pass now so if I were you I'd work on looking younger
not trying to bully just from my pov you should change or alter your goals a little since you look fem enough to focus on your actual health now
I'm doing okay :D Listening to edgy music makes me feel good.
I had to ask. Lots of people who listen to music like that tend to be suicidal or unstable in a serious way.
N-nooooo. I always wanted a qt anon-kun husbando D:
Your normal music is cool and all... but it's too relaxing for me. I'm already too chill irl. :c
Anon-dono sounds soo.....
I just watched the danish girl with my mom, she was crying and I was cringing, also at the perfume counter scene I walked out because I was getting envious of how just an actor can pass as a girl better than me, like what the fuck was his diet and workout plan for that fucking movie?
how do you masturbate with a neovag
do you actually feel stuff? i was under the impression this whole time that you couldn't feel good from a neovag
do you put anything in there? is there a point to putting stuff in you?
>do you actually feel stuff? i was under the impression this whole time that you couldn't feel good from a neovag
lmao I'm feeling a whole bunch down there
>do you put anything in there?
nah just cause I don't enjoy penetration much but it still feels good when I do it while dilating
>is there a point to putting stuff in you?
in mine ? no cause I don't like it
in other vaginas ? sure go ahead
lmao I am not into men tho
is it true you can get female orgasms after HRT without srs though? i knew an MTF with her penis still and she claimed she'd get female orgasms
I don't think I could ever afford a pussy though
Take me to your castle and make me your little hime, anon-dono
O-okay. As long as you're not in danger from yourself. Take care of yourself, anon.
Man the audio quality on older songs is such a tragedy. I mostly listen to post-2000s stuff.
I have no idea. I don't think any MtF can claim to that they have "female orgasms" after hrt just on the basis that... we're not cis and we never were and never will be. There's just no frame of reference.
Having an orgasm without going limp or experiencing the fapper's guilt and staying horny, though? Being able to have consecutive orgasms without taking any breaks? Yeah that stuff is possible based on personal experience.
>I can't afford a car, not a new one at least
well but can you see yourself buying a new car in the future ?
I think most people can
>if I paid as much for SRS as I did a used car I expect to have an actual mutilated penis and not anything remotely resembling a vag
i'm 100% serious
does she really fucking expect some kind of objective response on what to do about being horny? just fucking orgasm
you can't bitch about people being pervy if you say something that fuckin dumb
>hurr im horny wat do?
get fucked dude, literally
might as well get other peoples rocks off
no its a mom thing and a cis woman thing. my mom wanted to go see the danish girl with me. its tear jerker oscar bait for cis women to pity trannys, whether they do it from an anti-trans view or a shitty trans ally view isn't important