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2016-01-31 23:50:26 Post No. 5642378
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Ask a NatSoc guy trying to get out of his "group" anything.
>Be National Socialist for at least 3/4 of entire life.
> Always knew I liked cute fem guys
>Bottled that shit up for a loooong time
>Recent life change, lost fiancee, job, house, literally crippled mentally and financially
>Living alone now, a lot of time to think...
I know I like girls, but I feel like I could only be happy protecting and loving a cute guy. I know I dont deserve it, and I've done some pretty terrible things and kept the company of men who'd, lets just say, wouldn't be to happy with my being gay.
I'm not sure what to do at this point. I have so many thought and emoutions going through me right now, feels unbearable. Maybe this is some kind of punishment? I still am NS, I can say that much, but everything is just so "off" now. Like none of this was supposed to happen...
And advice or comments, guys?