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Whatever for whatever.
I'm goin to bed.
Love the picture
That's tranny as fuck but as long as you pass it should be fine.
First for hugs!
Might as well get my favorite image out of the way?
Why is everyone so mean to korra?
sure she isn't the prettiest but did she do something wrong? typically people are only really rude about it when people are dicks.
>scheduled a meeting with head of LGBT+ group on campus to try and help me find trans women to talk to because dealing with everything by myself is starting to suck ass
I just don't know what I'd ask any of them but my counselor suggested I do this before I try to start HRT. I'm just nervous about starting and mid-transition stuff, and idk what to expect early on
i am a male seeking to undo the mistakes he has made
i am ashamed that i must come here to undo my breasts.
>talking to sd
>i don't wanna work rn i need help to get motivated
>"how much is he offering?"
>like 50$ for like 10 mins which is p good!! which is why i need to be motivated!!!
>"i'll just send you 50$ so you don't have to work."
>mfw 50$ richer without having to move
I hate you so much. I want your life so bad..
i'm gonna slap the both of u lmao!!!
i already did a show on cb today so idk i just don't wanna move, but also money??? like 50$ isn't really that much at all but it's so easy
i wouldn't douche or anything, the guy just wants me to stroke my girltinkler for 10 mins lol. but i'd have to get out of bed and turn my light on and be all seductive
S H O U T I N G
idk about the fat thing but i'm with you family
WHO /PRETRANSITIONFEELS/ HERE?
lol broken in different ways. 8 second kidney is gone but they scale stupidly well. they are doing more consistent damage than ever before. killing spree got nerfed 20% and it can be cc'd but it's still probs the best rogue spec. Sub got viable again though
I just paste over whatever I made before in paint
I could probably live with my mom and stepdad after I graduate as long as things haven't disintegrated between us. If not then I'm sorta SOL.
I'm just a person with a lot of self-loathing. I'd be fine working a shitty job and saving up, I'm not above that at all, but I'll internally berate myself for not being successful as my friends the entire time I'm working (I already do that enough now as it is)
Go for it; if you're Viking enough to pull off a name like "Astrid Sigrún Anönsen", then even if you don't pass nobody's going to dare to harass or misgender you.
>50 bucks isnt any money
bitch i'm literally scraping fucking pennies just to eat every week this month. are you fucking kidding me. one of my good friends last month starved to death in the cold because 50 bucks is WEALTH to us
ur 100% right, i just didn't want to waste my lipliner for work and i took this pic right after c: i feel like when i work it doesn't matter but in pics and irl it def does
well i mean i know it's not like pennies, but it's not a lot of money really? what can you even do with 50$? like 150$, 200$, sure. but 50$? that's not even like an hour of work
what am i sposed to do they're big ;-;
TF??? PEOPLE MAKE 75$ A DAY??????????? AS IN LIKE 400$ A WEEK????????????? TF HOW DO YOU LIVE OFF OF THAT
bitch dont act like you dont know a majority of americans are poor and struggling to live off what they make. I mean come on now.
Anyone got any trans related green text stories?
> "Hey are my shoulders small?"
> roomate: "No they are really small actually"
if i post my picture can some anons call me a transbian hon or something
i did a pretty dope smokey eye tonight imo
50 bucks is like half a day's work or more for most people, it's quite a bit of money in a relative sense
> " but i mean you have a nice frame, i mean they are wide enough"
Zero - 100 real quick
> smile and nod *screams inside* go to sleep with sad playlist on again
I'll dispel some myths now
>I'm not the genderfluid hon I post
>I'm 25 no older or younger
>I am indeed ugly and overweight >tfw 170lbs
>I'm not agp but tried to convince myself at 12 that wanting to be a girl to the point of tears was just a fetish (it didn't work at all just made me sadder)
>I genuinely mean everything I say and care about the people I know even the ones on an anime image board
>I had the choice of laser eye surgery free of charge or glasses and I chose glasses as a fashion statement
starting self medding in march hopefully, then I can become the hon I was destined to be
God damn it must be so nice to live in a closed of little world like that and just live happily. I envy you so fuckin much.
>great grandmother asks why I'm acting so girly
Does the ride ever end?
I got home safe if anyone cares
>8 hour shift
>4*12 = $48
it's what I make m8, are you really this disconnected from reality? I'm a secretary in a hospital, so it's not like I'm a burger flipper either. 50 bucks for ten minutes is really good, that's like $300/hr
>why would you work for half a day for 50$?????
because you have to? is this... a serious question? it is quite easy to reach a point where you have to do such a thing, not everyone has the ability to sell their body on the internet for easy money
like not to disparage you for being able to do that for yourself, but come on
Catfishing situation? Sorry, I don't understand.
Do you think you are hot enough to sell your body on the internet?
I feel like I might be able to pull it off. I would appeal to very niche weird market though.
>tfw kinda crushing on Josh Peck now
>tfw repression mode, awkward shy boy
>tfw your friends were more clued in to your identity than you are
>tfw they took every opportunity they could to make you cross dress, pressured you to kiss boys despite insisting that you were straight, and teased you by implying you were a girl
>come out to one of them as trans, and they look at you confused and say "what's that??"
i'm in the god damn computer lab for fucks sake!
they think i'm wierd enough saving all these anime reaction images...
No amount of penises could fill the hole in my heart
How can they be that dense?
they seem sweet though at least?
not sure if i should post this
i feel my torso is not feminine
They were great friends, theatre was the best. Idk, I guess they just liked the idea of me as a girl, they didn't know what being trans meant.
That kind of attitude is what got me into this mess. I can't patch myself up with sex.
I'm on drugs on 4chan at 1 in the morning after a day of extreme lewd posting. This isn't a sign of unhealth, this may as well be a gigantic neon billboard. I really do wish there were more you could do. Idk if I need protection, I need a way to stop hating myself.
What is this name change hooliganess.
>mfw he offered 70
i guess idk. all my friends have had ffs or make 4k+ a month and stuff. it's just idk. it's a whole other world.
well i only make like 100$ an hour usually cause like i don't have privates the whole time, and i rarely do privates so in public shows it's 100+ an hour
but like how do you live on that?? i spend that much money on shit easily all the time so i guess it just seems really weird to me..... like i couldn't live on that at all with my fucking 56$ lipstick
my horrible fat cheeks make my jaw look wider (if that was even possible)
scorpions and spiders and shit are weird huh
they got hearts that look like the shape of a poop. what's with that? get a normal ol' heart dude
>see a trans chick post her nudes on tumblr
>her tits look cis despite being smaller than mine just because of the way they fall on her
Well I'm upset now. I keep unfollowing people who post smut too, i just want all the porn off my dash.
just cut my head of already senpa i
mine's 10$ and i feel like it's expensive....
also who \m/ here?
who /hansol/ here?
>cut my head off
you're a fucking tease, why you gotta remind me of how much of a freak i am? way to break my heart bb.
Also mado mado mado
I dont know
might be getting locked up and forgotten, that'll be good.
my facebook is the same
I recently deleted everyone off it though again because I didn't want you all to know that I had killed myself but I didn't do it
hug ppl and dont sex
>tfw you might hug someone some day
shit will be so cash
i do have hair fyi
>but like how do you live on that?
It's obvious enough. I don't believe many people here enjoy hearing about your bragging whenever you feel the need to blog and show off your lifestyle. If you showed some kind of genuine compassion, that would change things, but you just don't care and it shows.
it isn't a compliment fuck mader fukr
sorry am i bullying you too much? you sound sensitive about it. i was just surprised because when i read it the idea of coming in someone and getting your head cut off at the same time was somehow, very degenerate and erotic, but romantic didn't reach me? it's nbd tho.
So I'm thinking of coming out within the next month or so
How do I go about it? How do I not freeze up in fear?
it doesn't really work
for me it didn't at least because i already knew all of my problems rationally and on paper
unless you don't actually know why you're fucked up there's not much point
that's not so bad, i can live with $2.50. when are you going to grow your hair out btw? idk your social situation but itd help a lot yknow.
i am both of those things. i also forgot 'bite me' doesn't apply with you. it was subconscious. you can 'bully' me all you want. you're really just begging to get raped via handholding.
leave me out of ur shenanigans!!!!!
some drugstore lipsticks are good idk! i just like tom ford lipsticks. they're expensive but the packaging is pretty and they're amazing
idk it's not that i don't care it's just that the concept doesn't really make much sense to me anymore.... like i had a single mom growing up and we weren't rich at alll, but she never involved me in money stuff and she always provided for us. once i lived on my own i started camming and back then i was making like 100~150$ a day at most but i would work way more..... and now i make way more than that with less work and idk how i lived like that anymore. that's the problem with sex work i will never be able to do a job that pays 20$ an hour....
I straight up told my mother, same with my oldest friend, sort of slipped it into conversation with my boss and after that it was easy to tell anyone else
I don't bully anyone but kayla but she is a bitch
I am growing it, I had to cut it for an interview in September like right down to a #2 it's just thick. honestly though hair is the least of my appearance problems
I forget N some one shoot me.
>tfw Noun will never say Chijo with glee again
>tfw Noun will never lust after you again
>tfw Noun will never love you
Just fuck my shit up senpai PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPookie is a cute
not me but who /electrosongsaboutfucking/ here?
I know...I've never managed more than 3 months without doing drugs. I'm pathetic.
I know vaguely what my problems are, but not in detail. I havn't a clue how to deal with them. Some are trans related. Some are not. They're just a tangled mess of insecurities, personality defects, anxiety and isolation, and self hatred.
yo edie an anon wanted feet pics and said 20$ per is that a good price should I hassle them for more.....
glass is nOT CUTE!!
mine grows thick as fuck, cursed abo genes. but once you get it to the length you want it's going to be a nightmare to wash.
'ruined' ? you're cute as fuck. i want pet your hair and steal the shirt you made and just live in it. i want to take your glasses and see what it's like not to be blind. i want to cuddle you and hold your hand while we watch all the movies you could ever imagine together.
Well if its really you !! You can stay I guess. Wasn't really sure if you was reels... can't be too careful. had a feeling you've been posting though. how do you figure out I was here?
i could probably give you a consultation some time when i'm sober
you don't sound too complicated, no offense, and that's not a bad thing
lay off the stims though, okay? one of my friends is a stimlord and he offs peopl
i like their pigments but i don't use their lipstick like ever anymore tbqh lol. my tom ford red lipstick is like my every day, then i have yves saint laurent and lancome with a few mac reds. the tom ford is just the prettiest.
ya that was when i was struggling. i would just wait for skype clients to msg me like all day. i would only realistically work for an hour at most but it was a lot of waiting and stuff. now i make like 200~400 in a few hours.
and nervous around pretty cis girls? no lol. if anything they're the only cis girls i get along with. i feel more comfortable around them.
that's a good price but sell a set of 6 for 100 and don't accept less
$20 an hour would be great for me. I can barely find a part-time job that pays more than $8 an hour, and I doubt there's a $8/h job I can do that won't drive me crazy from the repetition or abuse, and I can't imagine one where the wage would feel like something other than an insult.
My situation was like yours. Single mom. My mom was unemployed, though, so food was always really tight. Vanity wasn't even possible. It still isn't, for me.
I've been thinking of breaking into sex work for real. Not camming... I really don't think I'd be able to put on a good enough show, and I don't live alone even if I thought I could. I have to say the idea makes me nervous. I'm not really sure where to start with it. I've done hours of research, but nothing I've read comes from other trans girls, so I'm still not entirely sure what a good routine would even look like...
I'm really tired of my lifestyle. I wish I knew what it was like to not worry about food and to be able to spend money on taking care of myself. I hope that's motivation enough, but I think I need a little guidance.
i wouldnt post unless i was sure you knew for sure it was me
havent ever posted here before, and its been months since ive been on /lgbt/
you specifically said /mftg/ in your text
don't do sex work you'll be used and abused and degraded to pieces
please im saying this from the bottom of my heart i cant stand seeing girls get forced to do sex work because life is just shit
Good night guys.
I feel so much better after tonight desu
Thank you for ur companionship, means alot.
LOVE U ALL.
>tfw I know I'll still never make any friends as a girl
Its okay SENPAI
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Oh I did.. Muh brain... Welp this is where I've been shitposting mostly.
a gay alligator aka the boy who sucked on my feet. He's pretty chill though.
well i mean is this your last resort? cause if it i give you advice, but otherwise it's better to avoid it if you can
i used to wear hypnotic poison..... that's the only good one tbqh..
tops, soles, with a dildi in between them etc
i'm kind of a loner myself, but more by choice. cis people suck tbqh lol
it just gets frustrating with length. mine was half way down my back i had to cut the back part of it to neck-length. the rest is chest-high.
that sounds like something i should be saying, not you. i'm the ugly freak after all. sometimes i ponder if you'd be better off if i didnt visit at all. i dont want to traumatize you or anything.
o did u tell everyone about me
i hope u said good things >////<
just told them how you surprised me with your foot fetish. Had no idea.
If you'd be willing to, I'd happily take you up on that offer. I have not seen a therapist since year 2 of transition, and I probably need to. I transitioned very fast, and never dealt with my mental state properly.
I'll lay off the speed though. Dipping back into it was a mistake.
>a gay alligator aka the boy who sucked on my feet. He's pretty chill though.
Hello boy who sucked on Mado's feet...
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the only way you're a freak is fetishistically - and i like that a lot since i can relate. you're fucking cute, okay? i won't take no as an answer. i won't lay a finger on you without your consent, don't worry about that. i'm the most docile person you'll probably ever meet.
I told my mother I was never comfortable nor felt like a man growing up. she said that she kind of got the feeling this was the case and that was that, a lot of my friends were like that too. that being said the rest of my family has disowned me because
>m-muh country straya fuck off poofs and boat people we're fuckin full aye
I made it sound easy in my previous statement but I did burst into tears telling my mum and best friend but it's one of those things that is hard to get out but once you get that ball rolling it gets easier to talk about
maintaining hair like that daily will be a pain in the ass as I've always had the forced #2 short back and sides proper young lad cut because of my grandparents raising me but I think I'll be able to manage it
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that's what you call a foot fetish
yeah i was always shaved to like no fucking hair, until i was about 17 where i said 'you ever touch my hair again, i will slit your throats in your sleep'. i wasn't really sincere in that promise but noting my lack of empathy they took me pretty seriously. i have pretty good genes when it comes to hair. i hope yours starts to grow out soon.
good feels please?
That's really heartwarming, anon. I really appreciate the sentiment. Life is shit, though, like you say, and so am I. What God hath forged, He saw right to make crooked. I've had more than a few jobs and I haven't been able to hold on to them. I just get too restless. Too bored.
If I go into sex work, my concern will be mostly my physical safety... I don't think being degraded and used bothers me. Outside of how I tend to react to repetition, I'm extremely cool-headed and difficult to hurt.
I don't know what options I realistically have. I'm smart enough to do whatever I want at a university, but I can't really think of anything I care about. God knows I've had enough time to think. I can't remember the last time I had an interest in something other than sometimes chatting with people.
Sex work has been seriously on my mind for at least a couple months now.
It's no last resort. I can still feed myself. I'm not at much risk of losing my home - though, if I did, I would end up homeless.
> Tfw you wish every day that you had straight hair, but instead you have incredibly curly hair that requires copious amounts of maintenance, constantly gets knotted and takes forever to grow longer (in appearance), since it curls.
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It's v pretty! and I'd love to we should ....
we should go to the ZOO actually desu
You are LITERALLY me
I hate my hair fml
fite me tmrw I'm in bed rn...
don't feel weird. there's absolutely nothing wrong with having things that please you. i would love to fulfill your needs if you were ever comfortable with it, or in the mood. i'm not exactly good at the whole arousal thing.. i just want you to feel better about your body, it's underappreciated.
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You have to do that constantly, and relaxed hair has neither the strengths of curly hair (looks fucking amazing with good upkeep when it's down below your shoulder blades, but it takes YEARS to reach that point), nor the strengths of straight hair (clean, easy to manage, looks good if well-kept).
woa do you have a big place?? with like roommates and stuff....
When are u two getting married o-o
being degraded and used goes hand in hand with lack of physical safety. you could be beaten, slapped around, all sorts of terrible things. i know you think you don't have any options but please keep looking, even if you have to pinch pennies, work fast food or do oddjobs nonstop, do not do sex work. please, it breaks my heart. a friend of mine ultimately lost their life because of choosing sex work
just please don't
idk i dont think we're ready for that..
we've only met irl twice desu
you've always been a slutty crocodile. Sweet nonetheless. it was an interesting feel, would feel again.
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we'll figure something out. worst case, we can just kiss and feel each other up or something gay. it's a shame woof is forbidden but i understand why. it's just an itching curiosity. god i am sick.
when do we get to hang out again.. i wanna be with you...
Believe me, I look skinny as it is.
>Lose some weight to around 150 and you'll probably get your waist down to like, 28".
I will. And then I'll probably ask /fa/ if they have any tips on how to get into modeling.
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did you guys move?
Hope you find a place moving out seems fun desu
This is a nice song I like it
Are you still working at that place bexe? How's dishwashing? Do you wanna quit soon? I know I did after a bit lol
oops that's a lot of questions.......
love u long time......
i'm glad someone appreciates me here
it fucking sucks and my hours are terrible so i'm trying to find something better... now that i have actual recent employment on my resume it should be easier, but for the time being it's shit
my coworkers keep asking me why i haven't fucked my gf and it's super awkward because i can't lie to people but i also don't want to be like "hey i'm dating a tranny and also i'm also a tranny"
i play csgo and dota and mario kart 8 mostly, dota least-so but i'm going to get back into it soon
Thursday hopefully!! But don't get so attached to me!!! Its not wise!!
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We did but we moved to Oregon altogether. it does sound fun hopefully I will soon very soon
No it'll be after school. But I hope you can stay out late
I know I have hypothetical options, anon, though I find I continually question whether life is worth living. I have a healthy enough fear of death to keep me from doing anything stupid, but I don't care enough about life, either. The only things I care about are... superficial, though I have an online friend and a couple family members, so I suppose they count...
Dunno if I could get into it anyway. I live in a pretty small town of about 40k, and being trans obviously makes me a pretty niche product. There aren't even many regular jobs here.
Life is shit in this gray area of having nothing but being afraid to die.
Yeahh, idk retail seems better than that. What are you looking for rn?
Also that gf thing sounds really awkward lol I kind of got similar stuff to that like people asking if I was gay or w/e oh well.
You'll find a better job soon I'm sure.
Now we've learned our abc's....
aaa gl mado
hf w/ croc boi
u never played online mariokart tf??
9/11 fucks up my life and i kinda just cant stop tjinking about it. Its terrifying, it burned into my memory, and it has defined mine and yours and everyone our ages lives in significant ways that some people dont put enough thought into.
I've always wanted to write a story about it, going all the way back to the end of ww2, what caused 9/11. The cold war creating distance between super powers, the fight between their beliefs waging wars on bystanding countries. The money trail it follows. All the way to the event itself, and what it changed after. The way we make and watch movies. The way we look at eachother. The way we talk or teach or the way we profile. Its all connected, and its all observable. History is told to repeat itself, so observing something like this is...important. immensely important.
>not even knowing about mk8 online, let alone owning the DLC
i'm looking for anything that will give me near-fulltime hours, i want to move out and live alone and/or with someone
the gf stuff is annoying but i get around it by being extremely nonspecific or by invoking her virginity... but they've already taken to both calling me gay and calling my gf a lesbian........
what's it really like for you?
we should start counting to a million or something. And tank you I guess! Thursdays my bday so hopefully I'll have some money for some pays
>I find I continually question whether life is worth living. I have a healthy enough fear of death to keep me from doing anything stupid, but I don't care enough about life, either. The only things I care about are... superficial, though I have an online friend and a couple family members, so I suppose they count...
i know these feels so intensely. i'm sorry i can't give you better guidance but i beg of you to do everything you can to avoid sex work :/ it just depresses me thinking about all the people out there being used like trash by 'people' below trash..
>tfw can't do psys with mado and sit in her lap
>and grind against her
Roommates are cheap but kinda dumb imo....
Can't you and your gf get a place? seems soon but yeh.
>what's it really like for you?
Wellll with that work stuff they'd just tease me asking if I was gay or straight a lot and I denied it ofc and brought up my ex sometimes.
Got gendered fem sometimes by customers but uh it wasn't anything too bad. One of the fry cooks kinda grabbed me inappropriately in the walk-in cooler before I quit though, he was super creepy.
We should desu....
or the GREEK alphabet or something idek
>Thursdays my bday
Friday is mine that's funny omg
hopefully I'll have some money for some
candy mostly desu
Well, thank you for your concern, anon. I value myself as a really nice person, but I don't know what I can do with this life. All my compassion is wasted on having no passion. My gifts are wasted on having no opportunity. I don't do anything with my life - I don't even take care of myself. I barely eat.
I assure you that I will only enter the sex trade if I am reasonably sure that I won't end up losing my life as payment.
... it's just... a better lifestyle could change me. Maybe it could fix me. Make me better. Maybe...
>All my compassion is wasted on having no passion. My gifts are wasted on having no opportunity. I don't do anything with my life - I don't even take care of myself. I barely eat.
>... it's just... a better lifestyle could change me. Maybe it could fix me. Make me better. Maybe..
relate so bad :/
> I value myself as a really nice person
god it hurts thinking of a sweet good meaning person being defiled and used. ughh. please eat more and take care of yourself anon, i really wish i could provide for you
Alright I'll make sure to get an extra bag of sour skittles and give it to u as a late bday present
>Id have you in a collar with a leash. unable to run away I could bite your neck as much as I want.
why's ur nose so red tho for real
also takes more time than that l-lol
six months is like, the beginning of changes
I'll try to take better care of myself... as for food, it's tricky. I don't really have much of an appetite to speak of. Know any easy tricks to get hungrier? I've been hovering around my current weight for so long.
I don't have enough money for weed, but I've heard that would do the trick
I hope you have many friends that care a lot about you
"It is recommended by lactation advisers and used by breastfeeding mothers to help stimulate milk production and supply and it is also supposed to help either gain or reduce weight. However, there is not enough evidence to support these claims."
What should I do if fapping no longer feels good? I've never done it cause I enjoy it, mentally that is. Always just under the "use it or lose it" premise.
It's becoming more difficult to accomplish now and doesn't really feel good.
skittles isnt rave candy!! Either way I'd cherish it.
Better send those skittles.
good morning everyone. What's going on in here?
>tfw you always look 100% male when waking up and need to cover half your face to even look slightly feminine