Anyone else get really excited by the concept of stranger danger as a kid?
I'd always walk around at night hoping someone would eventually force me into a van.
When I was a teenager I definitely had the same feelings. I think it's because I was super lonely and just wanted any sort of physical attention. I also still get sexual fantasies of getting caught doing something bad and being manhandled by a security guard, or a cop.
I thought that the danger was to be killed by a child-killing psycho because I watched too many 80's-tier horror movies. I didn't know that molestation was a thing even though I was molested.
in middle school I had the weirdest fetish, I wanted a man to rape and murder me and then bury me in his back yard so I could be with him forever, it's really messed up but I thought it was really romantic
Well back when I was young there wasn't many people too computer savvy and I learnt it really fast so I was on usenet and shit when I was like 12 years old. I remember emailing people dick pics and shit and that was before camera phones existed so I had to use my parents big dslr camera lol
I'm still amazed I was never raped. I assume the pics are long gone now since back then a top of the line $2000 DSLR still could only top out at like 4MP so the pics weren't exactly top quality.
I'm sure kids can't really do what I did since parental controls weren't even a thing back then and most people had no idea what went on over the Internet.
Being picked up by an older guy and having sex with them then dropping me off at my house after? Sounded like a dream.
I worked out many elaborate plans in my head about how i would avoid getting killed after we did it.
>I don't understand why anyone would want to be a women
To get some of that female privilege
Oh god, same. I was never sexually abused as a kid, as far as I can remember, but I always fantasised about older men as a young like 9 to 13 year old. I'm still very attracted to male authority figures, especially cops.
When I was in middle school, me and this girl I knew would have play dates where we tied each other up and pretending we were kidnapped and being assaulted by a pedophile and we had to try and survive after masturbating/"being assaulted".
When I was in my early teenage years, I used to have a coach who was this ugly fat spic in his early 20s with a face that resembled a cross between a pitbull and a pug. For whatever reason, I developed fantasies where he would abduct me and rape me, or where he would turn me into his sex slave and send videos of me being molested by him to my parents.
There were a few times he put his hands on my shoulders, or where I could feel/smell his hot breath on my face as he shouted commands, and I masturbated to these furiously.