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How do you deal with feeling detached? Everything feels really pointless right now. I keep trying to find things to do for fun, but everything seems really uninteresting.
>tfw sore throat, hot head, sniffly, coughy, hard to breathey
On the bright side, about half of us aren't. Sex with a dog, or any animal really, just seems to gross for me. I mean that physically, but also in terms of how much of a creep I would feel like for engaging in sex with something so vastly different in terms of mental capacity, etc.
(A dog girl would be okay as long as they are just a regular girl with dog ears and a tail. Anything more is too furry for my tastes, but I wouldn't have any moral objections.)
School resumes in a few more days for me, how can I deal with dysphoria and school at the same time?
>you will never be a qt model.
Yeah, why does that matter?
I meet normal (supposedly) straight guys regularly irl, it's not worth it meeting some chaser from the internet...
like seriously, if you've seen my pic you can tell I have no problem with girls nor guys...
What if they find out someone is trans via other methods?
>tfw I am an ugly tranny so I only ever get to be associated with chasers
That's why I'm going for the gay boy route instead.
Didn't see the new thread. Goddam it.
I need testosterone because of a medical condition, but have no working insurance and can't get prescriptions as a result. Buying insurance is cost prohibitive and won't do much good because of the crazy copays. I won't die without it, but I do get seriously fatigued after a few weeks without an injection. I was wondering if it is safe or advisable to buy it online? And if so, do you guys have any experience with any specific sites? Thanks in advance and I love you /lgbt/.
they chase harder.
>be playing game with group of 6 on skype, everyone else is friends, i am only friends with one
>everyone just thinks of me as male because of my voice
>they all treat me like shit
>one finds out i'm trans
>suddenly starts creeping on me
>stalks me for two years
i don't know what drives ppl to 180 their views on you bc you take estrogen lmao
things worse than living. i wouldn't recommend it.
There's nothing after death, this is it, do or die, this is all you're gonna get. What difference does it make to hang on a little bit longer? Why not do whatever you've wanted to do before you take the final exist, no matter how crazy?
Wow, I never said anything about sex...
Why would anyone want to hang out with some that rights like a privileged little man baby?
>Seriously though I hope you're baiting and aren't really this much of a butt hurt chaser.
>Why not do whatever you've wanted to do before you take the final exist
This shitty recycled speech is getting really old. People die because they have issues and they can't be who they want to be. You're practically telling them to magically wish away all their problems. So pretty much fuck off and die cancerous trip.
>present "male" at uni
>one guy asks if im trans
>tell him yeh cuz why not its 2015
>turns out hes a chaster
w e l p.
real talk the rabbit hole goes deeper, he started dating another trans that took my legal name because she was jealous of how much he desired me. it was a freak relationship. i just had to sit back and witness it all unfold like "???" i actually met him because he was best friends with my ex, it was awkward watching a manifestation of creepiness and jealousy stand in front of me and try to act human.
I could use that ;~;
Anyway off to bed! Here's to hoping I die in my sleep :)
>I had a polish mtf add me for no reason
top kek, the implication of I or anyone here not suffering from debilitating depression and suicidal desires and doesn't deal with it every. single. day. is nothing more than something that I can chuckle over.
No, you fabulous fucktard, I'm not telling her to "just get over it", I'm suggesting her to do something with her one and only chance at experiencing existence instead of just mindlessly tossing it away while half-heartedly wish that something better like an afterlife would be there after they fucking end their existence. If they want to do it, fucking do it, but what have they got to lose? Fucking hell.
wouldn't know, never accepted their request
>you're an old man
I didn't know 25 was old, I bet you think I am actually pic related, truth is I look far worse but I'm not old
Let me suck your cum out of the penis please. I will drool it out a little bit then slurp it back up. Open my mouth to show it on my tongue and swallow it. Kiss your cheek, caress your hair, call you beautiful and tell you how it tasted.
I'm not lying though.
My weekly workout routine:
Monday - Full body kettlebells https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NkXw9hB0Zpo
Tuesday - Insanity: Max Interval Plyo
Wednesday - Full body kettlebell v.2 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4wla9HNwbzA
Thursday - Insanity: Max Interval Circuit
Friday - 300 Abs
Saturday - Muay Thai class or 20K run, depending on the weather and how I feel.
Sunday - Rest
What do you study / do for a living?
I have no idea what go for. I need to apply for schools in a month or so and I'm not really sure what I want.
I mean, I'd like to get into sewing and making clothes and there are few places where I can apply but I'm not so sure would that provide money my all the transrelated expenses. I'd be interested in computet related jobs but I'm so lazy to do any hard math/physics, I'd much rather just do the thing. I'm okay at math tho.
Also I'm way too lazy to properly "study" books so I don't want go study medicine or anything too theoretic. I'd just much rather learn a trade by doing and get a simple job.
Maybe I should just be a waitress?
i wear heels never
i'm already a giant
>>I mean, I'd like to get into sewing and making clothes and there are few places where I can apply but I'm not so sure would that provide money my all the transrelated expenses
you could try tailoring/alterations independently
also i think Uniqlo plays well
assuming you already know how to sew and such
trades are also worth your time
I've dated a girl who was 6'3, but she was way too insecure about her height. She only wore flats. I think it's kind of hot when the whole package flows and lots of guys do dig tall girls, but I'm confident with my height and being a little bit shorter is not a problem.
I understand what you're trying to tell me here, is that you're not currently happy with the way things are and you don't want someone to come along and fetishize it wrongfully and offensively. I was thinking more along the line of liking a trans person for who they are, regardless of which stage of transition they are in. It's not like a body part is a total deal breaker anyhow.
That sounds cute, in an awkward nerd girl sort of way.
I meant if someone can pull it off. It's not so straightforward to explain in details, but easy to tell with a visual cue.
Height doesn't really matter. There's charm in both short and tall girls. It's a matter of how you project yourself with confidence. I know some manlets who don't care they're 5'9-5'10 and still pull cute girls.
I do visit that board from time to time. I'm not a mindless replication of their memes though. I just think the average height chart for men and women needs to be updated. At least in Melbourne, 6' is considered the cut off for being average.
I was hoping someone of you looked like this.
tfw reposting other peoples posts as your own
i'm 6/10 famn, that mean i can pass the class depending upon the gtrade curve, whixh is to say im usuallu an uggo, but SOMETIMES i look average
She came out as trans a lil bit ago
sooo pretty my fav desu
since you seem like i can trust you anon
i'll give you the god's honest truth
I'm drop dead gorgous
litterally a 11/10
but i hide behind faux insecurities to get people to like me more
k e k
im uggo bruv not turbo uggo
like regular uggo
like a regular person
>it tru merc...
this is a lie
people perpetuating lies are sinners
sinners are people who sin
the wages for sin are death [ Romans 6:23 ]
how would you like me to kill you little one
i'm doing this for yoursake
Oh yeah. She was doing that because being the fashion equivalent of a castrati paid the bills. There's a renewed fad for androgynous male models and she fit the bill, so long as she was just on AAs.
i've been drinking and i'm posting here to keep myself awake so i dont piss myself whil sleeping after drinking
i'm perfectly sane, logical and sensible; you're probably a bit insane and you're just projecting that insanity on me
>I'd really love that actually
i want someone to kill me too
rip to us not rip'ing
>ywn have started AAs at 13
just fuck my shit up senpai, pic fucking related
why did you call them a cunt? that isn't nice
oh i can't buy guns kiddo
if i could buy a gun me and my mommy would have been long gone, lol
right now i'm listening to Rihanna's new album; Anti
i was listening to some songs i wrote alot lately
other than that, Panic! at the Disco's first album and MIKA
nothing especially crazy
although i have been listening to the same 12 songs or so for the past 8 months but idk if thats strange
you lost interest over what part?
i like pop music
i also like hiphop
i also like rock
i also like classical music
i also like that bullshit john cage calls music
i also like rock
i also like r&b
i also like country
i also like some metal sometimes
reggae is kool too
i like all sorts of stuff
my tastes are probably broader and more eclectic that yours, but idk what anon i'm talking to
i used to maintain this
just so people could see what i liked
did you notice how i commented on calling them a cunt, but not you telling them to kill themselvees?
you're a fucking retard man, why dont you pour yourself a big glass of bleach and chug it?
just make sure u use lots of heat protectant and deep condition often so you dont fry ur hair
maybe she gets a job in the afterlife
>i make a joke by commenting on the lesser insult to an anon
>retard-anon gets mad
i like that song's chord progression
also i think i had put it on reply while i was crying or something, idr
i stopped using spotify as my main music player a year ago, anything since then is something i dont actually own or haven't paid for
also, i want to be loved by and have sex and be impregnated by Harry Styles
are you really going bald kiddo or is this a meme?
i'm growing a fullbeard right now, i went on a date today but the girl left cause she said i looked too girly and she only liked real men, so i''m going to shave my head tomorrow
>talking to me about my music tastes
>has autism for titling the file
its funny but yeah
£8 every like 3 months or so for 125mcg estrogen patches. I'm not on an anti-androgen because post-op but when I was it was £16 since they put them down as two separate prescriptions (each prescription is a fixed fee of £8).
yeah, i doubt it shows up in spotify, but there are a few songs I'm listened to litterally several hundred times in a row;
i hate myself far too much to really care what other people think of me.
at times i do have the media tastes of a teenager girl and thats been the case for like 12 years so i dont feel embarrassed.
also i'm a musician myself anyway
i pay $10 for E and $10 for spiro, after insurance
i like memes
the lyrics on that song are pretty telling.....usually the songs I loop like that end up being more relevant to me than I thought, when i look at them after the fact
i've been tripping on this board since like June of 2013, I've probably been here longer than you, why don't you converrt all of that newfaggotry to ammonia and drown yourself in it
respect your elders you worthless shit
NOT EVERYTHING HAS TABS FAMN
I couldn't play by ear as a teenager, i had to find EACH AND EVERY NOTE
ON ITS OWN
halp i want to talk to a boy but im nervous and hes way too cute for me so im not even going to try ok
A U T I S M
hmm, you're off pitch, but thats actually not terrible; with better breathing technique you'd sound pretty good actually
your breaths are shallow and i think you might also be hunching over or have posture
but yeah your singing is not bad, you sound like a girl
Yeah, I sung that from memory, leaning on my laptop so that the internal mic could pick up a thing, so, well, doesn't get much worse and I haven't practiced in years because I'm ashamed of my T-wrecked voice...
>qt ^ ^!
also i am fine i suppose, i hope that you are well
how is work
shit, yeah, with some work you can be just fine
i have a bunch of weak notes and they happen to be the notes I want to sing most often and I rarely have opportunities to practice
dont squander skills and knowledge!
no that was more for singing, but breath for singing is healthier breathing for speaking in general, yes
breathing deep with your diaphram instead of little shallow breaths assists in precluding one from straining their larynx so much and pinching it so tight
oh, yeah you should! work hard, and if you start now, obviously it'll be "less work" since you can spread out your practice and be a bit more methodical and such
sounds like fun~
it's not vital, but it is helpful, and its easier on your body
i also would wager it's easier to find a "girl voice" through use of singing vocal technique, but thats just my opinion so idk
dont make it terrifying, just do it famn
being nervous is natural but if they're going to ask you to sing anyway then you're obviously talented or skillful enough that they'd request that of you..........also its not like you have to wow the crowd, just have fun!
>i don't remember much of speech therapy thats why i asked.
>i always sucked ass at doing those like mmmmmm sounds because my lips are extremely sensitive and the vibration makes me laugh.
well it can take time
lip rolls/ lip trills which are basically rasberries, and tongue trills, which is just rolling your "r" are both very useful for singing and speech, as it helps to teach you how to regulate your breath, and frees your tongue from straining and pulling on the larynx
It was easier when I didn't have to mask the T-damage. My speaking voice always sounded female, thankfully, but it's still a little too damaged for clean singing.
So, yeah, I didn't need voice training so far,but I'll have to go through some if I'm to sing again...
I'll be munching on my butter-pecan cake and sipping my strawberry tea until you can make it, then, little colonial barbarian.
Well, it's easier to sleep with men, obviously.
I'd guess that trades are a lot more difficult to get into.
I find that just being more comfortable with myself has made it easier to make friends with all kinds of people, but women are more open to talking to me.
As for the more general stuff... well I dunno. People hold doors for me more often, and people seem more comfortable around me. I wasn't that masculine pre-transition, however.
people are nicer to me as a girl, and they also assume i'm stupider and are more likely to mansplain or whitesplain to me
well, if the lower end of your "female range" sounds more boyish, thats perfectly reasonable; and women with lower voices aren't uncommon. You have to look at the bigger picture, your voice as a complete package. you just have to tip the scales enough into the female arena.
also, just use blended voice as low as possible
ideally, my voice is like
Falsetto/pure tone F5~G6
idk your body is an instrument, make it scientific if you can
and remember some sounds/vowels will be easier to sing on certain notes, so you can take advantage of that too, to change the pronunciation of words to your advantage
I'm assuming you're from the US.
> also assume i'm stupider
Oh yeah, that's something that I've noticed somewhat. Not really sure what that's all about. People seem to figure that I'm a filthy casual for some odd reason.
all the videos on this channel
look like they could be helpful enough to you; although i've not watched any of them, just read the titles
i'm being intentionally provocative using terms that 4chan users will have a tendency to inherently dislike
>to delighting in condescending, inaccurate explanations delivered with rock solid confidence of rightness and that slimy certainty that of course he is right, because he is the man in this conversation
whiteplain is that but substitute "man" for "primarily of European descent"
Is this style qt? I think I might ask for this.
>thx. why arent there more kind helpful trips like you?
thanks, i had a hearty chuckle
im a useless piece of shit anon
i only came in here bc i started drinking desu
speaking of which, I also i think i've pissed enough to not have any nightmares AND not piss myself while unconscious
RUDE desu RUDE. im not blind 傾城先輩
baka but not really idc
If I've met them online, then it'll be on my profile. If I've met them offline, then I'll usually tell them after a first date or somewhere along there.
A few people didn't read my profile and reacted poorly to me coming out to them, online. One guy tried to tell me that god made me a man and that I should detransition, hahaha. The people I've met offline have all reacted well so far, though.
But have no neo-vag so I can't scissor and isn't that the American dream?
jeez i know that meme all too well. had a fucking $10 webcam mic that did that. i actually threw my webcam out when i moved.
excuse me angie i dont think scissoring is appropriate during g-rated cuddling.
that pic doesnt seem so bad until the whole snake eater ladder in the rain thing. but i could hold your hand on the rest of the journey. positive thinking!
to be honest Angie you're more of a qt than you think
thanks.. but yours is qt too?! dont give up pookie
>submissive in other ways
>not wanting to surrender your body to a manly man
>not letting him pin you down and thrust in and our of your butte
>not letting him pump his load deep into you before cuddling
are you some kind of faggot?
I know so fuccgurl, and you will go to florida 3 times a week on business trips spend time with Ernesto
take it from me Ange, time makes fools of us all, live now or iwata tomorrow
Could estrogen gel cause, like, fat growth where it's applied? My tummy has bulged out where I've been putting it, but I'm not sure if it's the gel or just me being fat. I haven't gained much weight anywhere else tho...
It's not really bloating. It's not really fat either I don't think, it feels weird. And I'm not really like, as chubby as my bmi would suggest. I'm paranoid something fishy is going on
>youre starting to sound like kayla
ouch, at least I have her car ready
>I'm probably gonna get an implant next week so I guess it doesn't matter anymore
my endo told me that nobody does it anymore, I'll find out if thats true when I go to a new endo some time in the next few months
thank you bb ( pls stay strong. let me see your war face.
implant in butt or tummy? i always had mine in butt.
it's definitely uncomfortable, i've resisted the anaesthetic once and it was not pleasant at all but nothing to cry about.
its not something they should take lightly. can u see a therapist please sheen
electro i can understand. i've had laser and it was uncomfortable on my upper lip. i heard electro was a looooot worse. i've also had botched blood tests where they've collapsed my veins because i was dehydrated. implants were less pain than laser which is less than electro, so take that for what you will.
please sheen I don't know what's melodrama or real anymore but I don't like it and I know you don't want to do it either so please try and turn your situation around, keep applying for jobs, if you have the time to post here then you have the time to do online job applications it doesn't matter what the role is. you need to find your purpose in life because I can tell you right now it's not sitting here telling us you want to die, if you are unhappy with your weight then go out and exercise and don't stop just because it's hard, nothing in life is ever easy and you should know this so go back out there and just do it
Yeh it sounds painful but at least it's only twice a year
But I'm intersex, I can't get pregnant
I only know a few people irl with one, and nobody in mtfg talks about them
Butte, I don't think you can get them in the tummy?
Like $200 I heard, probably cheaper than gel over 6 months
i'll just draw one on you :')
btw who is your endo? mine used to implant me with discounted ones that were like $100 or less from memory. but they stopped doing that before i left. im only asking because didnt you saw your endo was gonna move to coffs or some shit? i'm paranoid its my endo thats moving and i need to contact him soon.
Edie I need your advice.. how worth it is doing cam stuff for money? I'm contemplating whether or not I should.. I really really need the cash right now, but I'm afraid of exposing myself online like that. Convince me?
>tfw nowhere near enough girlmode to fund degarelix with camming
i passed my driving test though! which means i get to wean off my sertraline, which hopefully means my libido won't be kill for much longer.
i'm worried about my gf, she got a phone call from family last night (she doesn't speak to them much and isn't out to them), shes been really down since won't say what's wrong or what was said in the call.
i don't really know what to do
I find typically my contribution is actually heard if I anon post
I clawed my way to where I am now, I lost all the weight and got employed it was very tiring but I got there and you can too. I went through countless applications, rejections, interviews, networking with people to find more opportunities. I moved two states away from my family with nothing, no safety net life is hard for most of us trans or not and the only persons input or opinion that matters is our own
What if I'm not even mtf and just genderqueer, gq people want srs right, gender queer people feel dysphoria please I don't want to be a tranny anymore.
gq people are only dysphoric (if you even call it that) about not being part of a certain social gender
being mtf is about your gender identity which isn't attached to the social idea of what a gender is and how they have to behave
the problem is if it leaves an online footprint of your past doing camming or sex work of any kind, it can completely kill chances of climbing up a lot of professional ladders later in life, then you're trapped in sex work till you're too old to be desirable and then what? kill ourselves?
i dunno. i don't know what edie's plan is but hopefully things are different where she lives.
there was a post a few threads back about someone who started taking finasteride on top of their usual regimen and it halting their feminisation, and all people need is an anti-androgen and estrogen. im worried, i started taking it in november and i haven't noticed any boob growth since then. im freaking out.
I don't quite follow let's put it this way I've wanted to be a mom so bad it hurts and cried about used to be afraid people would know I think of myself as a girl hate having to do anything equated with being a man being called him he boy name depresses the ever loving shit out of me I hate my birth defect and want it gone hoped and prayed to be a afab dreamed about however I'm incredible manly in my actions from years of repression there no famine features about me at all I thought that's what gq was.
Would it be that easily connected to me if I did web cam shows in t he past? It's not like my real name would be visible or anything and I'm not on any social media someone could dox.
no that's trans
genderqueer would be more like this :
"I am sad because I can't fulfill the expectations society has in my birthgender" or "I sometimes enjoy stuff / dress in stuff that society associates with the opposite gender"
amab : enjoys wearing skirts, sewing and other stuff you don't associate with masculinity
afab : enjoys lifting, drinking, fighting and other stuff you don't associate with masculinity
a genderqueer would be either patrially or completely not fit society expectations of masculinity and femininity
I dont know what your beef is with me but it doesnt help that you scream your bullshit at me in every single thread
in addition its impossible for a virgin to be a rapist and even just the thought makes me feel physically ill
I dont know how screwed up you are but its at least leagues ahead of me, and thats saying something
I'm so secure in my self-hate I tend to automatically dismiss compliments. Here, have a fresh pic.
So another name for tomboy, girly dude?
Fuck I really was hoping I'm not trans even my psychicahtrist says I am I don't want to be hon I don't want to be a laughing stock anymore there's not a single girl that looks as manly as me I should just give up.
I was on chat and crying cause I'm pathetic this guy guy hey do you live at address I live at now, he say wow I saw you on /b/ I'm a janitor on there didn't know you we're a faggot I asked him to triforce to prove he's not a new fag he couldn't I laughed he said he had a system that could ruin my world and shut down my internet service. It came back on in the morning so I figured everything was cool week later I'm going to jail for homicidal intent with a recording that isn't even my voice as the evidence I won by the skin of my teeth but Jesus was that scary.
Lol Im all for that he got me too. I vote fire ants shoved up his bum.
nah because genderqueer is an identity thing so they can get into the LGBT thing and be oppressed. its usually involved with sometimes crossdressing or dressing androgynously and obnoxious hair colors. A friend of mine is GQ and he wears dresses as parties, when he gets his hair cut he throws a picture of Tegan & Sara at the barber and admitted if he was born female he'd probably want to transition male. he's upper middle class and has a permanent 'the grass is always greener' mentality. he's a good guy but i don't think being a bit faggy/trying to deconstruct gender roles as an identity/having an identity intertwined with current day gender politics necessitates being part of LGBT, it's like some sort of ascended ally status and isn't 'real'
jeez i hope so i love victorian looking stuff and co-opted femme versions of male clothing, i love dressing neo-victorian dandy or like an 18th century fuckboi
I will post the recording tonight and my own voice for contrast. Wish there was more to tell I had my steam account on a spreadsheet here and I guess they figured it out from that I have no idea how they found my house it was pretty damn scary. Moral of the story don't post anything that can be traced back here I been doxed twice once on here they found my grandmother's house which scared the shit out of me cause she us disabled and I love her more than anything was scared cause 4chan users are goddamn psychotic. Then my face book was leaked I not sure why I'm still here I guess I'm a glutton for punishment lots of trips have been doxxed here I'm not sure why I guess cause of how much selfie posting we do I don't get the hate we all hate ourselves anyways.
Hmm maybe it was the exif data from photos you've posted. Fuck.. I'm a trip on other boards and I have a feeling the janitors really despise me there because of all the attention whoring I do. I posted my steam a few times as well but I don't see how my steam is connected to my irl name and address. Scary shit.
This is why you post no personally identifiable information and photos on 4chan. I have a completely separate Skype that I use for adding people from here so that nobody can trace it back to my real life, so I get total control of how people know me
what bothers me is how much damage a person can do to you without ever leaving their home.
at least not living in america makes me difficult to SWAT, as well as the fact that i'm continuously moving physical address.
i god ddos'ed once. got way out of control. one of my friends jumped into the situation and she got ddos'ed too, but she's a really umm.. open person and she began talking with the guy who was doing us in, kinda fake befriended him, got a huge doxx file on him, he got angry and tried to ruin her, she turned round and was like "hah my parents are federal agents, we'll fucking rek u".
he was shitting himself but he still wanted to put on a tough guy face.
as a result of my friend's mental persistence, she managed to stir up enough shit for a guy who was also involved in the situation to turn away from his abusive relationship (the ordeal began when i joined in with taking the piss out of his abusive girlfriend).
worked out alright in the end but i'd rather just not provoke anyone to target me in the first place now.
have you made sure people can't resolve your IP from your skype ID and vice versa? skype really isn't secure. that played into the above story.
I just woke up from a dream where I gave myself an orchy in a hotel bathroom. I think I know what I have to do.
there are times i've woken up in the morning after dreaming of garroting suits in the cleaning supply cupboards of a stock exchange, or lamping somebody to death with a length of scaffolding in an abandoned hospital.
it doesn't mean i think "holy shit i've got to do that now, it's destiny!"
Go to anime conventions, get some numbers, they're probably all closet trans anyways :^)
In seriousness, I never met any trans girls my age. Do you go to support groups or anything?
anon stahp, i didnt get any work done yesterday o////o;
i have no idea desu, never played hitman.
all i know is that was probably one of the most disturbing dreams i had because i was just so cool about killing someone, unprovoked. i went into that stock exchange with the intent of murder...
in all of my other dreams where i've killed, even dream me has felt very uncomfortable about it and it has been in life or death situations where the other was an aggressor.
Well for me I have very vivid dreams, like they are so real I can even feel in the dream. This one I never had before but I have been getting really upset lately over my disgusting male parts and I feel like the only way I can move forward in transition is to kill my balls off myself.
The only way you can move forward in attention whoring is to stick with this same self orchi shtick. It's funny that we're say the point that people actually believe you're considering this still. If you actually wanted to do it you'd have done it by now but at this point the shock value is really diminished.
ill tie you up dangling from the ceiling ass up and facefuck your throat while eating your ass and pussy out
youre gonna have bite marks all over your inner thighs and hot wax draped over your nipples
In all honesty, I ran out of time, but the implication was a case of the lewd disease.
>don't talk about it again unless you actually follow through.
sorry but you don't have power over me to hush me from talking about something very important that no one talks about enough here.