Hi /lgbt/! Yesterday I wore some clothes my gf left at my place. Red panties, a nice lace body and leggins. It's not the first time actually.
I'm still straight, at least I think. But i just can't help it sometime and i just think i look really good wearing that shit. when i'm dressed up i get hard and fap and then i feel really sad and ashamed.
What should i do? Do you have any suggestion? I'm so confused right now.
Only reason to be ashamed is if you believe wearing clothes that make you feel good about yourself is wrong. Like, I get being embarrassed to go out in public, but you're literally by yourself. Believe me when I tell you, there are more girls into crossdressing their guys than society would have you believe. Make it something you two do together, if you think she's up for it.
No one here can help you OP because gays are degenerates, not therapists.
My advice is useless as well but anyway here goes - Many men have masturbated while wearing a women's panties. I don't know why but there is nothing odd or uncommon about it.
As with any sexual active I would advise discretion and caution with who you share this with because people can mock or perhaps feel violated. But hey, as long as it doesn't take over you life carry on.