/mtfg/ Transgirl General

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first for neet hours

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>>5607710
over there maybe

>>5607710
Tru nigga hours you mean

>>5607710
I'm a psychiatric inpatient, not a neet.

>>5607710
>neet hours
lainanon would like to have a word with you

who in cali please have sex with me my fuckbuddy friendzoned me and i need to watch youtube videos while we suck each other's gts

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hey /mtfg/ I'm gonna go pick up some donuts, what kind do you want?

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>>5607710
hey kiwi

>>5607723
None. I've eaten way too much this weekend. It's time to starve myself.

>>5607723
the kind that burns calories

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>>5607724
hi sheen

>>5607725
Hey thats my line.

>>5607728
how.ru

>>5607740
i'm ok!
waiting for wednesday so i can laser again
trying to get out of my job and into a better one
hbu?

>>5607749
just waiting on the call or email to know if I have this job or not

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>>5607751
same here
good luck c:
anyway i should sleep now, it's like 6am
g'n!

>>5607751
I need a new job, but I can't decide if I should interview as a female or a male. I don't feel ready for girl-mode, but being a super-femme-weirdo-with-tits isn't much better than not passing.

>>5607751
fingers crossed you hear back Shan

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>>5607755
nini and good luck to you too
I should go to bed too its almost 9pm!

>>5607757
I interviewed female even though I don't pass that well
>oh there seems to be a mistake on your birth certificate
>uh, actually... there's not
>oh, OH

>>5607758
me too
ty

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Ugh
Time to start first day as a teacher

>>5607768
good luck bb. ill be praying for u.

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>>5607768
good luck Angie :)
you are going to kill it

>>5607762
Yeah, I'm thinking about taking the plunge. I'm filling out online applications using my fem name right now. If I pussy out, I just won't answer any calls.

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>>5607779
at some point you just gotta woman up, you might look and or mostly feel like a hon but it is your life now afterall and just have to do it toprove to yourself that you have the ovaries to do it

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>>5607771
>>5607778
Thanks
I'm nervous as hell

>>5607793
cuddles soon. how long does this thing last again? my memory is fucking garbage.

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>>5607768
Good luck Angie, you can do it

>>5607768
Good luck
What are you teaching?

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>>5607793
give them heck

>>5607796
7 hours and 45 minutes

>>5607797
Thanks

>>5607802
I'll try

>>5607785
Wow, thank you so much for the encouragement. You're fucking awesome ^.^

I'm so sick and tired of being in this stagnant half-fem rut. It's hard to break out. But like you said, I just gotta woman up.

My bf lives a while away and I won't be seeing him until Valentine's. Perhaps I should surprise him, with new-and-improved femme me >:3

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>>5607804
fuck. hang in there.

Sheen, you are officially become badass. Hope I can build up similar courage. March is going to be a stressful month. If my birthday present isn't a round of cuddles and headpats, I'm reviewing my friends' contracts desu.

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>>5607807
I hope I can

>>5607815
you gotta, or i can't come die/ in your arms.

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>>5607815
if it's too long you know how to get out early

>>5607762
wait uuh, why do they need your birth certificate for a job interview?

>>5607800
Microsoft office
Just fuck my shit up

>>5607818
I gotta survive

>>5607823
Franku has best life hacks

>>5607860
That should be easy to teach, what year are the students?

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>>5607839
I'm am curious of this now also
>>5607860
allahu lifehax

whats the best diy srs technique

>>5607866
9th grade

>>5607839
>>5607867
to make sure I'm not a dirty foreigner taking an Australians job I guess?
the 457 visas are for doing that

>tfw made homemade pizza just for partner
>she sits on redit reading while you wait for her to eat it while its getting cold

>>5607880
she is a cis girl and she only cares about herself
what do you expect

>>5607880
>tfw no slut to make me pizza and only pay attention to her when I feel like it

>>5607872
>sheen will never be a dirty foreigner taking my job
t-that's fine I'll just work it I guess. did they say how long you'd have to wait to hear back?

>>5607883
She's trans as well ;~; I th-think she cares..
>>5607884
I'm only a slut for her though, does that count?
>tfw she sees the post so starts eating it >~>

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http://www.activistpost.com/2016/01/flint-residents-told-that-their-children-could-be-taken-away-if-they-dont-pay-for-citys-poison-water.html

Gotta love how dumb America is

how do you get a gf

>>5607888
wednesday apparently
and then I need to ring them on thursday if I don't hear back
but I guess that would automatically mean that I didn't get it

>>5607911
Ask grill out, Yuri love is best love

>>5607915
how do you meet a grill though

>>5607905
>decentralized solutions to water distribution should be a goal that we start working towards.
Pretty dumb

>>5607911
Funpost on mtfg until someone confesses their love to you

I've been coughing for about 12 hours straight and I feel like death
I just had a large mug of green tea with lime and honey and I can feel my throat again
Now I'm going to take a shower and go to the doctor

>Tfw have perfect night of cuddling and watching funny anime with cute friends and I feel fantastic
How is everyone else?

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>>5607911
you lie and lie, like guys do all the time
>>5607912
here's hoping they call
>>5607925
that's terrible, I hope it's nothing too serious

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>>5607923
>tfw ur not anyone on mtfg's crush

>>5607929
Kill yourself

>>5607932
I-I've always liked you best Maddie...

>>5607872
interesting
I don't think you'd even need to provide ID here or anything.

well I hope it works out :3

>>5607929
the opposite of that

>>5607930
Thanks

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>>5607935
O-oh my goodness...

>>5607923
>taking out one piece that isn't negative and ignoring the other parts

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>>5607932
you're pretty Ms Madeline b-but no homo

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>>5607941
>tfw you will never lift with Maddie
>tfw you will never cook post-wo meal
>tfw you will never cuddle and sex afterwards

>>5607947
He works for the mercenary, the masketta man...

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>>5607930
I need this job
like, I wasn't joking about the suicide thing...


>>5607932
iktf but at least you have a (you)

>>5607936
>well I hope it works out :3

ty

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>you will never celebrate straya day with jörmy

why bother

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>>5607947
Y-you too
>>5607951
You wouldn't want me anon, Im annoying and bratty and I always have to be the small spoon >.>;;
>>5607957
Yassss that's the stuff

i want someone to hold me desu

>>5607957
I really wish you were Sheen ;-; you're too lovely to just disappear, you haven't run out of chances in life a lot of the bad going on in your life was me less than a year ago

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>>5607964
iktf

shower time
Adderall
a glass of whiskey
and diesel jeans

>>5607977
nice, thats a combo of things i can agree with for sure

>>5607967
I'll probably pussy out like usual but its a good chance I'll be upset enough to go through with it

>>5607986
No you're too pathetic to achieve anything in life, even something as simple as killing yourself. You're going to be posting your garbage here for years.

>>5607989
Calm down that T rage

>>5607702
starve urself bitch

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Happy Australia Day

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>>5607986
I was really overweight a year ago and unemployed until less than 6 months ago in a new city with no support or real money in this time I've lost 40kg and could very well be managing my own eb games. you can do this Sheen I believe in you
>>5607989
E P I C
P
I
C

>>5608009
....i wish i started transiton chubby instead of a toned handsome guy.

Tbh, if transition doesnt work out, i'll feek like i wasted a perfectly fit, handsome boy with respect for women and in touch with his emotions.

....if only i started a little chubby with a softer bone structure

>>5608009
>lost 40kg
tfw did that once, tfw can't do it again

>>5608007
Happy straya day cunt

>>5608009
Sheen needs to lose like 100kg at least

>tfw loser neet who didnt even graduate high school

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>>5608007
Premature m8.

>>5608028
how heavy do you think I am?

>>5608009
I went from unemployed neet at 110kg to 60kg with a shitty job, woo. There is always hope.

Hiiii everyone. Good morning. Wish me luck on getting to my appointment in the city today. Or a cool fiery explosion if I crash and can't make it.

>>5608023
You too you cunt

>>5608050
Right time here

>>5608059
good luck for the non-explosion part

>tfw you put too much vinegar and not enough olive oil in your salad but if you try to fix it youll probably make it even worse

fuck this gay earth

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>>5608059
good luck at your appointment beepy! nohhh no fiery explosions, only good things

Been looking for a job for 2 years. Time to bomb parliament or an hero?

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>tfw linking threads to mom

>>5608078
why

>>5608078
I really wouldn't, but at least there isn't any kayla posting

>>5608071

Why not both?

Happy straya day to every ausgrill on here

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>>5608081
she asks about stuff

>>5608082

>>5608101
That's adorable lmao

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>>5608098
Happy Aus Day

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>>5608033

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>>5608104
Merry Tony remembrance day

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>>5608108
hi mado

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>you will never give yourself ffs with a shotgun

Will spiro tits always be pointy and weird or do they eventually even out? What other AAs are available in the US?

>>5608112
Wew. Why not?
I would have if I could buy one.

>>5608033
Don't feel bad, there's always adult school/online school. Some places still hire without highschool education. Or maybe you'll find someone to care for your neetness.

>>5608108
why are you throwing up at me

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>>5608111
Hello there

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>>5607702
OMG my picture on the front page!!<3!!<3<3

I feel like Spider-Girl

Question on blood work. I ended up having T levels below cis women counts, and no FSH and LH, basically. Do I need FSH and LH at the expected quantities or am I okay with them being nonexistent essentially. I was taking 50mg for that blood test and halved my dosage to 25mg to see if I will still have T controlled with those levels less affected.

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>>5608118
Cause tfw

>>5607768
Ganbatte senpai!
>>5608033
Almost me tbqhwy.
>>5608112
Stop reading Invisible Monsters then. :^)

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>>5608116
Because i'm yuro.

>tfw strong masculine nordic features and will never pass
>tfw make yourself sick by seeing your man face

>>5608125
tfw what?

>>5608110
RIP Tony Abbott who did literally nothing wrong

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>>5608129

>>5608132
Mado
How many of these pics you got? Post your folder info

>>5608132
im still confused

pls dont kill me though

>>5608130
anyone who can be 54% themselves is never wrong

>>5608033
iktf!

>>5608114
I was on spjro and my tits were never cones

>>5608128
Yeah I'm too...
Best freedom they got in the US, that you can just end your life humanely.

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>>5608134
When I'm home and at my computer. Its a decent amount.
>>5608136
No promises

>>5608114
>>5608142
a lot of bs about what does and doesn't cause what is just anecdotes and wishful thinking

cypro isn't available in the US, tho there are some more atypical ones that I've even been trying to look into

>>5608033
That's alright bro

I bailed out of a basic computer course

>tfw just had my first ever multiple orgasm and while post-op

Vaginas are so great, even if they're a vagina made from a recombobulated penis.

is it weird if some days your left boob is bigger and some days your right boobs is bigger

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>tfw anti-neet services orientation about to start
wew lasses. It's time to learn to love Mr. Goldstein.

>>5608153
Is it weird youre still AA after 2 years?
What the hell am I doing wrong?

>>5608153
left boob will in the majority of cases be larger than the right cus its closer to the heart

Just tried to by titty skittles through all day chemist. Will it go through? And if it does I'll soon be joining you all, what do?

>>5608112

>ywn giving anon a high five with your hand

>>5608101
Hi oryx's mom

>day off
>woke up at 10am
>lay in bed for 4 hours because i should epilate parts that are gonna hurt today and i don't want to
>get up at 2pm and do it
>it doesn't hurt
>what a fucking waste of time

giant epilator that will rip my whole head off FUCKING WHEN. srsly, get on it braun

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>tfw hon and pig disgusting face

>>5608168
I'm a super silent person, don't make much noise during sex, can't even shout if I wanted to, but epilating my stomach/chest makes me moan in pain.

>>5608176
I'll pay for your ffs

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>>5608176
>my thoughts manifested into an anon poster

I was sad so i ate an entire bag of chips and now I regret it

I'm fat please help

>>5608185
Don't think ffs would be enough, anon.

My head is like 3 times larger than cis women and I have a disgusting man body.

>>5608185
Not that anon, I wanted to explode in jealousy then I realized no money in the world is gonna fix me...it's not like I cant afford surgeries but nothing can buy me a friend that fixes my inside ;_;

Curious if you're serious though. If I were millionaire I'd make some trannies happy for sure.

>>5607993
>starve
fuck you cunt

>>5608200
samefag is obvious samefag

>>5608185
what an ass

>>5608148
interesting
what atypical ones?
i'm trying to find a GnRH antagonist.
since the oral non-peptide -golix's are still in clinical trials they're way too expensive, so i'm trying to get hold of an injectible, degarelix. just one shot a month.

>>5608196
every time

>you will never be a super successful billionaire business woman
>you will never fulfill the dreams of desperate transgirls everywhere by paying for their transition

Horrible feel

>>5608198
>If I were millionaire I'd make some trannies happy for sure.
listen to your own words
if people are fucked mentally, no amount of surgery would help

>>5608180
t-that's hot desu

i don't make a noise its just embarrassing really, my left half of my body is more masculinised than the other side with a difference in body hair development by about 5 years. i have to epilate my ass, but only my left buttcheek. it's not bad in itself but my butt is kinda round and bubbly and its that bit where it meets the thigh and holy shit that usually hurts.

>tfw doing a half assed job of epilating always makes me giggle

>>5608215
I'm on zoladex which is a gnrh analogue implant that you get every 3 months. Good shit completely nukes T but expensive if you have to pay for it.

tfw u get to the exit and then the one fucking invisible pinky behind you gets you because you had sound off

>>5608240
tell me about it. GnRH analogues are much better for you than spiro and cypro but their price is prohibitive. it sucks that it feels like the medical industry is cheaping out on us at the expense of our health.

>>5608226
My transition unfucked me a bit, trust me.
It's just that I've got absolutely noone to "be female" around. I'm a proper tomboy and I hate all of it and wanna let go of my old super masculine self, just never learned how.
And the loneliness alone is driving me mad.

>>5608236
Thats odd. Epilating always makes my skin look real bad and it never stops looking like I got minor acne all over.
I don't dare epilating my butt though.
Plus walls are thin, I don't wanna moan, bloody hell.

>>5608250
Pharmaceutical companies are legit evil

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so i have like
7 hours to do this basically because i'm getting dick later. i woke up like an hour ago i'm soOoOoOo bored. like i kind of want to make breakfast but then i'm like ... or u could not and u could just fuck a lot tonight worry free lmao. i already epilated 80% of my bod so... prepping for sex is annoying

wyd mtfg how is your monday going?

I just took some photos of myself to send to a new hair stylist I'm going to be seeing. For the first time ever I think I look like a girl. No tricky angles or anything, when the fuck did this happen? Can't stop smiling now.

>tfw you jerk off to alleviate the stupid pent up sexual tension from avoiding jerking off so you can think clearly
>finish
>feel like a disgusting man

thanks

>>5608263
It's going great. I'm finally starting to accept what I am. I think I'm leaving LA today and transitioning back home.

>>5608256
I'm all alone too, and it's probably one of the main reasons I'm here and doing this

>>5608281
that's nice that your family will be there for you

>>5608240
Just googled prices
>easily $950+ for one shot.

Hell, i could save up cash for srs or an orchi by foregoing the injection and using normal aa's

>>5608285
Doing what?
If you want we could skype when I get home.

>>5608291
Well that's the thing. I've only told my mother but first thing I'm doing when I get home if telling everyone else...

It's gonna be too much fun.

Aw the trans Lieutenant colonel didn't win Australian of the year, I liked her. At least the winner was baller as fug.

>>5608293
Come live with me and you can get it for free from the NHS.

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>>5608300
I only just heard about Aussie of the year thing.
Only candidates I heard about were the trans army person and the army dude about equality.
Who were the other people?

>>5608302
I can hear the sound of kayla raging at this already

>>5608298
why not lay low and save money and have a plan (job, place to stay) should things go bad at home

>>5608302
if you know how to get GnRH analogues on the NHS through a gender identity clinic pls share your wisdom with me srsly.
i honestly thought they'd just put me on spiro or cypro which is why i decided to skip the bullshit red tape and self med.

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>>5608307
http://www.australianoftheyear.org.au/honour-roll/?view=results&year=2016&categoryID=0&desc=Australian+of+the+Year+2016

But yeah David Morrison is gr8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QaqpoeVgr8U

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>mfw atheists whine about being suicidal because their life sucks
Why dont they just fucking kill themselves if theyre so convinced there is no god or anything. Not like they have hell to be afraid of, just end yourself if life is so shit, youre gonna die now or later anyways and since NOTHING happens when you die you might as well just get it over with.

>>5608312
My gender therapist is like the most wonderful person in the world. She got me started on hormones and blockers asap, didn't have to wade through any of the bullshit other people here have to. I don't even see an endo because she says they give sub par medication so I just get the good stuff straight from her. I guess you just have to get lucky.

>>5608321
i've had nothing but bad luck with the nhs in other areas of my health :/
would it be too much to ask who the gender therapist was or where/which area she works?

>at doctors office waiting because of a cold
>nurse comes out to call a name
"ANITA DICK"
>someone actually stands up and follows her
W O W
O
W O W

>>5608312
No doctor in the uk is going to put you on spiro crap, we're not barbaric Americans. The standard aa's over here are cypro and lupron or a similar gnrh

>>5608332
Is this bait? Why would you take hormones if you don't want boobs?

>>5608328
She's based in Edinburgh, Dr Kennedy

>>5608332
You are a fucking idiot

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reposting this here from my thred, pls advise:

I'm years into HRT but still living as a guy because I look nothing like a girl. I probably will never be happy with myself even if I get FFS. I'm over 6 feet tall with a very male frame, there's no surgery for that shit. I'll never have kids or probably even have a good long term relationship. I'll have to take medication all my life. etc.

So i've been thinking about just stopping HRT and trying to be a normal guy, start lifting and shit so I actually look presentable as SOMETHING instead of a giant androgynous mess with manboobs that's scared of being seen by people. But i'm worried that i'll just start having bad dysphoria again, and then my HRT progress will be lost. After all, estrogen supposedly alleviates dysphoria, so maybe i'm just feeling that and if I go back then i'll feel like shit. Right now i'm feeling like this is just a mental illness that I can potentially transcend by fulfilling a more masculine role. I'm not even feeling bad about visualizing myself as a man, in fact it seems a lot better than what I am now.

What do you think, would this be a mistake? Anyone have experience with this?

>>5608320

wew lad

>>5608320
Well, you seem to think atheists are all selfish amoral jerks. Actually, most of us know something lives on when one dies. Nothing really mysterious about it either, it's just called memories. And bad memories can really mess someone up. So, even when you're desperate, knowing the last memory you'll leave is that of a grisly, self-inflicted death and that it will likely fuck up people who care about you, some of them permanently. Well, that's enough to stay someone's hand. To go easily? Well, that would require both a lack of faith, and a strongly rooted belief in one's complete isolation. It happens.

>>5608340
>>5608336
alright alright, i get it, im an idiot.

I just thought i was trans before, then i decided im not, but by then i'd already started hrt and it just made me feel good about myself. I liked what it did to my face and most of my body, and controlled my libido and made me feel calm and a lot more sane.

When i ran out,i told myself i was done with it, but then i started hating the way my face looked again, i started getting thicker body and facial hair. I looked coarse and rugged, and my self esteem started to drop again, so i just decided to buy another load. Then when i ran out again i panicked and bought another load. I just like them, i don't want to transition, but i just want to be feminine, and feel good about myself.

>>5608338
>tfw i tried to touch base with an old friend of mine in edinburgh hoping to come out to her... still no reply
thanks though!

>>5608335
hmmm. does anyone know what it's like dealing with the initial surge going onto a GnRH agonist? do they prescribe finasteride or something else to stop that surge spiking your DHT until your test drops again?

>>5608343
if i were in your shoes (and i'm kinda heading that way) i'd keep on the hrt but start lifting and hide my manly frame behind muscles. female bodybuilders are a thing and the muscle mass might misdirect peoples' attention and give them a reason for your manly frame "oh, she works out, probably does roids that's why she looks like a man". you'll (we'll) still need FFS to really pully this off though, and don't actually do roids. at most cycle ligandrol.

>>5608358
if the breasts are a problem for you, raloxifene maybe? it's used to treat breast cancer (and endometrial but that doesn't count for us), and osteoporosis. it's a weaker estrogen agonist than the usual like estradiol, but it's an antagonist in breast tissue and has been used off-label for gyno in males granted it hasn't progressed too much.
what it could do:
-prevent and even reverse your breast development
-retain/maintain the feminine features you want to keep
-protect your bone mineral density
-your libido will still be controlled (killed)
-you'll possibly be more prone to depression than on proper estrogen
-carries the same types of risks for thromboembolic events as other estrogens, i don't know if to a greater or lesser extent than estradiol valerate.

>>5608358
Just stay on the fucking hormones and get the double mastectomy. There. You can now live as a sterile man with a significantly female body and hormone profile. This yoyo business is just making you crazy.

>>5608358
>hating your body
>hrt making you sane
Apply whatever labels you want to yourself, you have gender dysphoria. What made you decide you aren't trans? You sound trans.

>>5608387
sounds more like a nutjob

>>5608387
yeah they probably are but i look at it this way.you can probably treat whatever the etiological origin of gender dysphoria is as discreet. that is, you're natally predisposed to want to present as the gender other than the one you were assigned. it's kind of a "nature" thing, whereas your life events, or "nurture", might lead you to feel insecure about fully expressing that to the point that it becomes engrained and really hard to feel secure completely letting go of other gender signifiers.
so that's the way i see it really is that a lot of non-binary people are probably the same kind of gender dysphoria with conflicting insecurities.

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>still at doctors office, reading a book
>50~ish year old man starts talking to me, says I look like someone he knew named Jason
>shake my head and say no, go back to reading
>he keeps talking to me for a few minutes before deciding to bother someone else

>>5608387
I'm just not. I don't feel like i am female, although i don't really see myself as a man. I don't want to transition nor do i think it would be worth it. It would be humiliating and potentially just make me look worse.

I would like to be female, but i don't know if that's really it.
>>5608385
I know. Maybe one day i'll have the money and balls to do it.
>>5608381
Is it expensive?

>several months on hormones
>have to go to a funeral where my ridiculously bigoted family will be
>they already think I'm a fag and keep searching for signs (not out to them)
>boytits.jpeg

fuck

>wake up
>no food in the fridge
;_;

>>5608406
yes. more expensive than estradiol. you can buy 84 x 2mg progynova on QHI for €14.20. so how many would you take a day? for your purpose i'm assuming definitely no more than 4mg, so for 84 days you're paying €28.40.
84 x 60mg raloxifene, more like €158.
you'd only want to take one a day so you don't get a pulmonary embolism or some shit, so you're not going to see further feminization, i'm just guessing you'd hopefully see maintenance of what you've achieved on estrogen.
you're paying more for less results, but that's the price you pay for not wanting boobs.
one option could be to cycle between raloxifene and estradiol?
take raloxifene until the breast development subsides, go back on estradiol until it starts becoming a problem again (since it'd be cheaper to be on estradiol), then jump back on raloxifene.

>>5608406
You don't have to transition to be trans. Moreover, the 'mentally female' aspect of being trans is overstated, you were raised male, everyone here was, you're not going to feel like a woman under those circumstances.
>I would like to be female
Trans. Sorry f.am.

Nobody is saying you have transition or follow any sort of traditional course for dealing with it, but it really does sound like you're dancing around the reality that you have gd and you would rather be female.

Hey, I'm new here and I feel awful.

>>5608429
You'll fit right in.

>>5608429
What's wrong?

>>5608224
iktf

>>5608429
Hi Kathy and yeah welcome to the pit of self wallowing in misery

>>5608406
Check out your insurance coverage. It's not uncommon for preventative mastectomy to be a covered procedure.

>>5608413
I have something in my pants you can eat ;)

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>>5608429
Welcome to hell

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>>5608198
>>5608197
>>5608194
>>5608185
>>5608176
>tfw your mom supports you in whatever decision but has no money for the absurd amount of work on your face
>>5608429
Welcome friend. Post your feels senpai.

>>5608437
I have a lot of doubts about my gender identity although I know that I am a girl and the thought of being stuck in a man's body for the rest of my life depresses me. Still, it's hard for me to let go of doubts and uncertainty. I might be having full-blown panic attacks these days if I wasn't on anti-depressants already (been there).
On the upside, I feel more confident in coming out to my mom every day. I'm tired of hiding my epilator and make-up ;-;

>>5608302
I'd drive you crazy.
....hopefully crazy enough to have you orchi me.

>>5608449
why is the pit so deep

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>>5608457
Doubts are pretty shit
I've experienced them a lot
Somedays I could be going from full-blown self-hatred dysphoria to "Am I really trans?"
Don't let that get to you.

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I have an interview to a locksmith job in 4 hours, I am afraid out of my mind. It will be my first real interview. How do I not panic and look weird?

>>5608462
You tell me desu, thats a question i've been asking for a long time ;_;

>>5608463
>Somedays I could be going from full-blown self-hatred dysphoria

I feel like screaming every other hour. At least the unceasing sadness makes me motivated to exercise to distract myself with physical exertion. It's a weird feeling to care about my body for my own sake instead of pleasing anybody else.

>>5608468
be friendly, smile. =]

>>5608468
Try not to be a cunt.
>oh wait ... this could be a lie, too

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>>5608468
Look up details about the company.
http://www.inc.com/travis-bradberry/how-to-ace-the-50-most-common-interview-questions.html
Pretend to be tony stark. I'm not kidding. Watch iron man 1. Pay attention to how tony stark acts. Pretend to be him.

>>5608468
Be everything you aren't I guess.

>>5608480
But tony stark is a rich attractive man :(((

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Is 2mg of Progynova too low? I will be getting bumped up to 4mg in 2 months. A lot of websites say 6-8mg is recommended dose, but all the actual medical recommendations in Au say 2-4mg.

>>5608472
I'll have to commend you for that, I've been doing some unhealthy things as of late because of dysphoria.

>>5608484
Robert Downy Junior did spend time in jail.

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>>5608486
2mg is low, 4mg is typical, 6mg is typical for people that poorly absorb estradiol. For very poor absorbers I've heard as high as 8mg.

>>5608480
Well I watched wolf of wall st this morning with an entire pot of coffee. I don't know what to do, I feel worried I can't answer anyone's questions and I actually weep when I look people in the eye.

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>>5608500

>>5608500
move some place where the mentally challenged get helpers for their day to day life, it's the only way you'll ever live "independently"

hihihihihiihihhihhihihihihihihihi

:3

>>5608500
Do you have health insurance? It sounds like you have pretty bad issues besides dysphoria and could need some counselling or more intense psychotherapy to deal with life.

>>5608508
post butt

>>5608492
can you start on 4mg though? or should you have a month of 2mg first? idk

>>5608510
:O L-l-lewd

p-plus its only 16:26 ><

>>5608510
yes let's all go to jail

>>5608511
i'm not rushing on to a higher dose of estradiol, i'm sticking with 2mg for now. the most important thing to do is nuke your test.

>>5608514
underage pls leave

>>5608513
post butt!

>>5608509
Dont waste your time replying to Kayla, shes histrionic as fuck

>>5608509
>Do you have health insurance?
I am getting on it oficially today any time I can pick up the phone but I have phobias over using the phone because my mom would beat me up when I was younger because I answered the phone and the guy she was cheating with would be on the other line.

But yeah I have horrible social anxiety. I became a hermit just to avoid humans as much as possible and every time I go near people I feel they are all looking at me and judging me poorly. I went to the mall for an interview shirt a month ago and I threw up because too many people were there and they all made me feel like they hated me.

>>5608520
no lewdanon ><

>>5608426
>Trans. Sorry f.am.

>Nobody is saying you have transition or follow any sort of traditional course for dealing with it, but it really does sound like you're dancing around the reality that you have gd and you would rather be female.

just fuck my shit up f a m

>>5608527
butt?

>>5608531
t-t-too lewd :O

>>5608526
So how many more lies can you produce today?

>>5608524
Kayla and Haysack sitting in a tree
W-H-I-N-I-N-G
"My life is terrible can't you see...
WHY ISN'T ANYONE LOOKING AT ME!?"

>>5608517
yeah, i'm starting 25mg spiro though and ramping up a little quicker, 2 weeks instead of 1 month

how do you make your boobs bigger

>>5607702
Please add this link to the next OP for makeup resources:

http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860

>>5608538
oh shi... am i doing something wrong by starting on 100mg?

>>5608534
=[

>>5608543
I started on 100

>>5608542
Nice link desu

>>5608541
Massage them

>>5608550
n-no lewdanon ><

>>5608556
=P

>>5608536
Its totally the truth. I get afraid as fuck and usually never answer my phone. I haven't even made my clinic appointment for a hrt refill because I am afraid of being yelled by the person I am talking to. Every time I talk to a person now it seems like they hate me and are scolding me, I can only see people as hate filled monsters trying to hurt me.

>>5608553
i need specific techniques

>tfw no boy to slap you and cum on your face

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>>5608517
Yeah, I know I should just wait 2 months but I want it now. Hopefully 50mg cypro is enough as well. I've read of higher dosages but my GP is pretty firm that nobody would ever need more than 50mg so increasing it is silly.

>>5608562
Dont ask me my breasts are non-existant rn

>>5608567
1 7 3 8 yah ay ay

>>5608541
Implants. Scroll though the vid, person went from A cups to DD cups in seconds. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=luNahOEvqco

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>>5608571
nice meme

>>5608579
or this vid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kZk5CdFCkys

hello everyone

>>5608543
i may do the same. i'm just paranoid about strong side effects

I'm going outside to exercise. Ignoring onlookers when I take my nordic walking sticks with me might actually be exercise for going girl-mode. Who knows? See ya later girls~

>>5608599
takwe care kathy =]

>had a dream where I overheard my mom noticing signs about me changing
>decided to come out to her in the dream
>she wasn't accepting at all and basically disowned me
Well guess I'm not doing that for a while

>tfw not being held

>>5608619
=[

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Good night
Happy Australia Day

>>5608529
Sorry, I know it's not what you want to hear, but we've all seen the denial dance before.

>>5608538
It's probably not necessary to start that low, if you have an allergy to Spiro you'd know after your first dose. 100mg is a more typical starting dose. I was dumb and started with 200mg.

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>tfw every feature on face is super masculine and awful man body

>>5608634
iktf

>>5608468
I hope I'm not being a bitch in asking this, but how many 'first real interviews' have you had in the past few weeks?

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>tfw keeping my insurance after all
>tfw it covers FFS and SRS
>tfw it might cover BA
I don't know how to describe this feel. I want to scream.

Daily reminder that all passers in this thread started HRT with:
>a weak chin
>little brow bossing
>a round face
If you don't have these things you're gonna have a bad time.

>>5608632
alright, thank you! i feel a lot more excited now since i don't have to start super low.

>>5608641
What insurance covers FFS?!

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>>5608637
Not like I ever wanted to pass anyway.

>>5608645
This is true.

>>5608632
>>5608648
erin didn't notice a reaction to spiro until hitting 3-4 weeks in when hitting full dose

Ay, I'm 5 months on mones. Is it common to feel like they haven't done jack for your face? People say they see it but I feel like they're bullshitting me to keep me from killing myself

>>5608652
NYSHIP does.

>>5608648
>>5608655
Seriously? I didn't know erin had a spiro allergy, or that it took that long to show up. I've heard mostly of breaking out in hives or feeling like crap almost immediately.

>>5608638
>believing kayla

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>>5608659
>implying hrt does anything for your face
Oh anon.

>>5608661
Had my code disabled on another board desu.

>>5608664
i guess i'll just start at 100 for 2 weeks then up to 4 after that.

>>5608664
It was shortness of breath and breathing issues for a bit. Probably not an allergy but some other sort of bad reaction.

>>5608671
up to 200** not 4 wtf

>>5608665
Softening of skin and padding your cheekbones with fat, to name a couple.

Tfw Kayla the pathological liar will never constantly lie to you and tell you that you pass

>>5608681
I still have manly skin on my manly face.

>>5608682
I'd rather she tell me I don't pass...

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>>5608645
I-I hope that describes me... I hope girls in this thread who get dysphoria about their skull structure can all get facial feminization surgery eventually :/

>>5608727
post pic we will tell you

>>5608694
rip

>>5608659
Super common. Everyone that I knew through that period said my face changed a lot, I didn't notice any changes.

>>5608674
Blood pressure related? I had an adverse reaction to spiro as well but it took 2 years to develop. Glad she's alright though.

>>5608671
That's reasonable, good luck!

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>>5608727
Most tgirls look like the Red Skull from Marvel lol

>>5608727
At least Kyler never will.
Curious what this place would be like if people werent so awfully poor though.

>>5608726
Real dysphoria hours! Who tf crying?!?!?! Why you ain't smash that mf kill me button?!?!?!

>>5608739
Whose in your butt recently?

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>>5608740
>tfw I have that chin and jaw

>>5608739
>Everyone that I knew through that period said my face changed a lot, I didn't notice any changes.

I guess it's one of those things that progresses so slowly that the person in question just can't even tell. Kind of like hair growth, you don't notice until it's really fucking long.

>>5608736
I would if posting pics of myself on 4chan didn't seem like such a terrible idea and if I didn't abhor photos of myself that much.

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>>5608740
>ywn be anything but a red faced NatSoc

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>>5608740
>tfw arab genes
Of all the people I really should look like that but somehow I dont.

>>5608752
>basketball shoulders

>>5608754
Allah doesn't want you to transition

>>5608757
aww you're jelly, how cute
still doesnt make her less dead you jelly jellyfish

>>5608763
how she ded?

>>5608747
One thing I noticed pretty quickly was the change in skin quality. Went from thick, oily, skin to a thinner, pretty balanced one in a matter of months. Made me look a lot younger. Of course, I now have to use both day and night skin creams, since I'm not really as young as I look and estradiol is bound to make it really dry if I don't care.

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>>5608764
Suicide, probably because of mean hons like >>5608757

>>5608747
It's residual self image. I don't see a lot of difference years later, although I know that my face has changed. It takes a long time to work past that.

>>5608745
What do you mean?

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>>5608645
>tfw have all of the above

>>5608771
lizbell is a cruel mistress

>>5608773
Have you got that bp stretched this year?

>tfw noone will help you escape your life

So I have to watch Lola Rennt by tomorrow and they're only showing it at school late at night so I read the summary on Wikipedia
What the actual fuck

>>5608760
But then why did he grace me with an okay face?
Curse him for my shoulders though. And pretty much everything else.
I need a body transplant.

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>>5608779
>>5608779
a cruel man

>>5608783
>tfw all hrt was turn me into a twink

>>5608771
>>5608763
Jokes on you im a cis male with no dysphoria

Do you have any tips for coming out to my family guys? I've had a few close calls already and each time my mom gets more upset with the idea of me being trans.
>in high school she was upset with me because I kept shaving my arms and legs
>first day of college she found my stash of girl clothes and wanted to take me to a psychiatrist for a moment before I told her that was stupid
>since then she's found girl clothes and makeup a few more times
>she's convinced it's a phase and tells me that it's stupid
I'm 20 now and about to start self-medding. Wat do?

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>>5608790
>tfw all hrt did was turn me into a man with long hair

>>5608794
>mom watching tv
>hi mom i'm a tranny

>>5608786
That movie is hot garbage

>>5608726
my MEME
ctfu bruh

>>5608791
a cis male judging trans girls? you're a real winner