I want to go through mtf transition but I am simply terrified of coming out to even my closest family and friends.
Also terrified I'll become some liberal ass with a degree in gender studies
also terrified of being wrong
please give me guidance
OK. Let's guidance.
Why do you want to transition? Especially, be clear about how you became convinced to ask about this on /lgbt/.
Why are you scared of coming out to those friends and family? Be sure to ask that of them not only as a whole, but also individually.
Why are you concerned about being "liberal" and studying gender at college? Establish the connection between these and the transition you are seeking to pursue.
What makes you think you might be wrong, and what might lead you to know? Too, what do you perceive as the consequences?
>I want to go through mtf transition
>Also terrified I'll become some liberal ass with a degree in gender studies
Imagining a you as a young girl who's nervous over this makes you sound adorable.