I am a woman *sees the reflection of my masculine guy's

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>>5603426

I don't know either, anon.

>>5603426
Post pics and we'll be the judge.

>>5604809
I already did. The response was: You will never pass.

>>5604809
She'll never post pics and any claim of posting them is probably a lie

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We're all destined for death, most of us by our own hand. I feel sympathy for you, OP, because I too will always feel incomplete and disgusting on a visceral and fundamental level.

>>5604907
I'm not the only one that saw a xenomorph behind a metal wall with splooge all over its face in that thumbnail, right?

>>5603426
>masculine guy's body that looks like Hercules and Adonis' love baby

I've seen way too many trans people with godlike bodies pre transition


why does this happen

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Sure.
But no one else will agree or support you.

>>5605033
Is it weird that one of my mom's complaints when I started transitioning was that I apparently "looked like an Adonis" and I was ruining it?

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>>5605623

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SPOILERS: Your mom wants to FUCK you.
Seriously though, I hate when cis normies say that. The body was ruined to begin with by our birth sex's puberty. We should never have ended up looking like that to begin with.

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>You have a beautiful male figure you're gonna ruin with hormones

Fuck you mom I don't want a male figure

>>5605033
i don't know but it keeps happening

unless ppl are allowed to take hormones at 12 already! ;-;

>>5606131
Weird. There was one morning where I was still kind of half asleep, and she curled up on my bed, above the covers, and just stared at me.

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>>5606202
>take hormones at 12
If I could only redo my life...

I had a mostly slim, androgynous body before hand. Now I have a slim androgynous body, with tiny boobs. yay?

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>>5605623
>>5606169

Ask them if they wouldn't rather transition if they had your body. Unless they're FtM, there's no way they would not tell you they would or that they understand you. I am at least glad I have not heard this comment from my parents.

>>5606222

Me too, senpai. I was so fearful of telling my parents as a child for no reason. They're conservative as hell, but not violent or histrionic. I didn't realize that, so I kept this and everything else bottled up. They might have relented had I consistently said what I felt then from that young age. Now I'm stuck like this.

>>5606267
>Ask them if they wouldn't rather transition if they had your body

My mom and I had that discussion. She was arguing that I should be willing to trade my 20 year old body for her 50 year old one, and that she would much rather be a 20 year old male.

>>5606302
>>5606267

Moreover, she said being a woman is shit and if she could have been male, her life would have been much better and more adventurous than being a weak woman and wife making potato salad and taking care of babies. Her words.

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>>5606222
>tfw i almost came out when I was 12
thinking about it just fucks me up, maybe one day ill get past what could of been.

>>5606350

Will you tell the story, anon?

>>5606463
There's not much to tell, one day I went downstairs and I wanted to explain to tell my mother i wanted to be a girl. Basically i sat on the couch told my mom I had something to say to her. I couldn't talk, like I was frozen with fear or something. I think i cried a little there but said "nevermind" and went back upstairs. As a kid I wasn't really brave.

Anyway, I think back on that day a lot, really sucks. At least I came out proper when I was 19, could be worse ages to come out but damn do I curse myself for my actions that day.

>>5606322
Sounds like she's just mad she's a spineless victim of her sexist society that didn't have the adventurous spirit to tell everyone and their expectations to fuck off.

Disregard all advice.

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>>5606655

>As a kid I wasn't really brave

I wouldn't say that about myself either, then or now, really. The closest I ever came to saying it outright to anyone instead of giving roundabout hints before I came out at 20 was probably 6-8.

I wanted to be a girl, and I actually thought my mom was actually MtF herself (since I didn't know about reproduction and all that) so I wanted to ask her how I could do the same. We were both on the bed, and I may have been lying in her lap or sitting next to her. But I felt on some level that that was incorrect and that she would be offended if I asked. I remember really hesitating about it. I don't know what I said, but I never asked.

I wish that I had said something earlier, but maybe not at that point.

>>5606350

I know these feels fucking hell. The worst part is I actually told them and their response was "Oh you mean you're gay?"

I just panicked and backed out, said it was just a phase and I was fine. This is the true feeling of regret.

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>>5607849

Shit, senpai. At least you got the words out even if you backed out. I'm >>5607836 and >>5606267.

In my mind, I kind of alleviated the anxiety of not coming out and transitioning earlier by a bit when I realized that actually I wasn't quite as helpless then as I thought I was then, or that I did have some agency in selecting the life I would live. That I at least had the forks of choices before me, and that I wasn't doomed to this from the start. I should have been able to make up the difference between ideal circumstances and the ones I was living. I'm not religious much anymore, but if there is a God, then I wouldn't be so mad at him because I did get lots of hints and some chances. This isn't the life I would have picked if I knew then what I know now, but I had choices and chances. So in a way, I don't really feel I deserved to transition early.

But I always feel bad for those who actually said something when they were young but who got pushed back in the closet , like Kayla. In my mind, they really did deserve to transition early. It makes me really salty and pisses me off for some reason.

>>5606322
I always wonder whether the people who say these kind of things are only doing so because they don't understand gender dysphoria and the way it would affect them if they had the body of the opposite sex, or whether they genuinely wouldn't be bothered by being the opposite sex. It's not like it can be tested for that person in particular, or really at all.

>>5606222
>>5606350
>come out when I was 12
>parents take away my computer and send me to catholic private school
>they still don't talk to me the same
i-if only we could change the past, yeah...

>>5608186

What would you change? Just self-med and leave your parents in the dark?

>>5603426
you hate yourself because you don't know yourself

>>5604923
No, me too!

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>>5604923
>>5609989

"Re...co...mmen...da...tion...

See-

Psy-chi-a-trist"

>>5604923
I'm struggling very hard to see it and I am only kind of seeing it.

>>5609864
>le armchair psychologist's professional opinion