>basically exclusively jerk off to futa porn
>unable to feel love towards either gender, only want friends
>don't find anyone irl attractive
>can't be asexual because I masturbate daily
>yet even then I don't enjoy sex at all
>maturation doesn't even feel good at all yet I still do it
What the actual fuck am I
Just cuz you JO doesn't mean you aren't asexual. Asexual just mean that you don't mind people sexually desirable not that you don't like to jerk it. Lots of asexual people I know still jerk it.
I was bored the entire time and didn't really want to do it or continue.
Either out of addiction or force of habbit. I've been considering trying nofap to break it.
I didn't know that, sorry.