/mtfg/ - Trans Gril General

>>5574102
Getting surgery to install wheels and a steam locomotive.
Wbu?

choochoo

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>>5574102
>tfw not trutrains

>>5574096
>>5574101
How do I work up the courage to tell them? I just want to run away from home so I never have to do that.

And I know I'll hate myself if I detransition. I'll probably kill myself after ten more years. But hurting people feels horrible and I'd rather hate myself forever than make anyone sad.

>>5574098
This is make or break, don't let the fact that you're scared push you towards detransition. This is about making yourself happy and being healthy, please don't compromise on yourself just because you're making people somewhat uncomfortable. You don't know if they'll be sad, right now they're only concerned because they see a guy whom they assume is a guy having noticeable feminising changes.

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>>5574102
>trains
yes please

>>5574110
family meeting?

>>5574110
Write a letter?

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>>5574106
>steam
Old engines pls go, this is a space for diesels and younger. Pic related, she'll never pass as an electric.

>>5574109
Autolocophilia ;~;

>>5574108
Woowoo :D

>>5574099
sounds painful. work today or clothes? my memory sucks. i only slept like an hour so i'm pretty delirious.

>>5574110
Take your parents one by one, same with siblings, make sure to start with the parent most likely to accept, make sure they understand it's not something that's negotiable.

With friends, same thing, start with those you trust most. Chances are most people won't react horribly.

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>>5574102
I do
It's time for IMAGINATION

>>5574117
I did this and my parents couldn't read my handwriting, guess I'm a giant retard

>>5574118
It's all I can afford
Not all of us have govt. funded public transport
Check your privilege.

>>5574116
We don't really do those in my house but I suppose.

>>5574113
Right now I'm neither happy nor healthy. I'm sad and stressed out over what I'm doing. But you're probably hopefully right. I just can't imagine what I'll do if I come out and either one of them doesn't take it well. They both always say how much they love their brother and who am I to take that from them.

Plus what if this questioning of whether transition is right for me stems from more than just people who don't know? Am I not really trans for questioning this at all?

>>5574117
I had to do that to come out to my parents too. Maybe that's an option.

>>5574126
I can never get the words out when I try to do that. I just freeze.

>>5574136
but lightrail is $2.50 with dsp, step it up kuppy.

>>5574139
A lot of people question it at some point, it's really pretty normal, especially when you're still stuck somewhere in the middle like you are.
Really, they have to know at some point, there comes a certain point where living a double life becomes impossible, and better to tell them now than then. If your parents are accepting, there's a higher chance your siblings will be as well.

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>>5574102
Who doesn't.

All the attention whores come out the second a new thread is posted. Happens every single time.

>>5574134
Why not put your trip back on. None of these remaining dregs have you filtered, some wouldn't even know why you got filtered and dropped trip at all. Shit, some of them probably think you're a nice person. Isn't this your time to shine, 2016 can be the year of Angie the most popular trip ever. The dream you've always wished for.

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>>5574118
>Autolocophilia
>mfw

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>>5574165
dank meme m8

>>5574154
Hearing that it's normal helps a lot. That's actually such a relief it's calming me down quite a bit. The effect of thinking that my thoughts of detransition meant I wasn't trans was like a feedback loop in my brain making me feel worse and worse.

I really appreciate the advice from you all, thanks so much mtfg. Idk how I'm going to work up the courage to tell everyone but at least I don't feel quite as scared and alone now.

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>havent eaten for almost 2 days
>thus started yesterday
>entire left side of lower/ middle tummy hurt to the back
>cant even stand straight at times
>tfw not sure if hungry or dying bcus shit kidneys or such

Paaaaaaanic aaagh

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>>5574166
why does my autism make me post this image in reponse to yours every time? is it terminal?

This general has convinced me not to get on blockers. There's no way I'm going to turn myself into one of you walking abominations.

>>5574170
not a clue anon, im sure its not terminal though

>>5574169
EAT SOMETHING

>>5574169
eat something pls

>>5574173
ty so much!!!
>>5574174
i don't know, i can't physically stop myself from doing it. it's an extremely strong compulsion.

>>5574110

Good thing my mom makes twice the amount that my dad makes and is more accepting. My dad was angry about it at first but now he has a "meh" attitude.

So yeah, talk to your mom first and then siblings and/or cousins. Before telling dad since their usually the ones that get upset.

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>>5574173
See you in 10 years

>>5574179
maybe my spergers is contagious? idk, if so rip you

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Evening /mtfg/ how is everyone tonight?????????

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>>5574176
>>5574177
Theres nufin to eat. And sooo cold outside.
Think ill sleep first and see later, its not as bad now that lying down.

Wont die, i think ehee.

>>5574184
pls no, i don't want ass burgers.

>>5574187
Order delivery?

>>5574169
that's me right now, food is overrated. but you should get some

>>5574180
My mom and dad already do know, though I don't think I've made it clear that I'm getting close to wanting to go fulltime. They're both tolerant at least, not sure if accepting is the right word exactly. What's affecting me now is telling my siblings and friends, because they're the ones worried about me.

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>>5574188
dw dubs gives you immunity

Wetseat, bb, you here?
I emailed you.

>>5574197
i hope so.

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>>5574198
i'm always here
>>5574200
I'M FUCKING INVINCIBLE.

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>>5574192
Ikr
Tfw we were guessing bmis earlier today with sum1 and he told me im too skinny. Look like bmi 23.

2 freaking 3.
Thanks so much for calling me chubby

>>5574180
>dad since their usually the ones that get upset.

60% of the time its because they think their kids are supposed to be a carbon copy of themselves so they get upset if you want to be a girl since to him he thinks that "I failed parenting and my boy wants to be a sissy because i didn't teach him right".

40% its because their conservative and they think that you were "brainwashed by the librul conspiracy to be a faggot so democrats have more votes" or something...

If their a combination of both then oh b

>>5574181
I'll probably kill myself by then

>>5574173
When you start posting on Susan's in 10 years, we'll all be ready to say "toldyouso"

>>5574209
I'm the anon that post was replying to and I'm pretty sure my dad has aspergers. But thankfully he didn't react in either of those ways.

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>>5574173

Blockers are only useful if you did laser treatment on your face and you need it to prevent facial hair from regrowing.

But otherwise if you didn't take blockers prior to puberty then its not going to change your appearance that much.

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>trains
>not trams

>>5574217
I'm not an old fetishist like half this general seems to be

>>5574221
TOOT TOOT. typical fucking headspace.

Hey.

I joined my mum doing family errands yesterday and stayed the night at my aunt's place.
drank maybe 4, 5 glasses of wine? i don't know because i just drank it out of a tumbler.
then i knocked back a couple of beers and finally worked up the courage to come out to my cousin.
I feel so much better for having done it.

>>5574229
>old
so you're admitting you're underage

Also if you don't start hrt, you will be an old fetishist for real by the time you do, and we will all laugh.

>>5574243
grats! i hope it went well.

What are the official trans animes I need to watch to become a qt girl with soft balls?

>>5574250

Just so you know, taking HRT when your young doesn't mean shit.

If you were an ugly looking guy before taking HRT, your going to look like an ugly guy after HRT.

My advice to the other person is that if you don't look feminine or at least androgynous currently then don't, otherwise you'll make the rest of us look bad.

>>5574255
Shugo Chara

>>5574217
some people don't want testosterone in their body full stop though

I want to cosplay Vi but I'm not sure I can pull her off.

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>>5574259
b8

>>5574255
Kashimashi: Girl Meets Girl

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>>5574259
Nice b8

>>5574265
you told me my dubs would make me immune, but these compulsions are taking over me. you fucking lied to me. help.

>>5574269
shame you cant repost your image, get fucked

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>>5574271

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>>5574255
my doctor prescribed Thomas the Tank Engine. there's really no contest.

>>5574262
blockers are like gonadotropin releasing hormone receptor analogs right?
their mechanism of action seems so much tidier than stuff like spiro.
before i started tripping i think i asked trans help general about getting hold of relugolix. i contacted 2 suppliers but got no reply, which is a pity.

>>5574252
it did, thanks. i honestly think most of my family will be supportive as soon as i let go of boymode for good.
i'm hoping my cousin will be able to help me navigate makeup soon. a lot of it, especially anything to do with primers, bb creams, foundations, concealers etc is scary.

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>>5574271

So, quick question:

How to I time out voice feminization? Like, I don't want to start too soon an be in man-mode with a chick voice, but I don't want to have an overly-masculine voice while I start to look more and more feminine from HRT.

>>5574259

>Faye

Mmmhmmm. Explain the tripfag known as Faye.

>>5574277
>posting my cancer with dubs
i love you. please kiss me on the mouth.

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>>5574207
>tfw 80kg

>>5574278
start ASAP in your own time. it's not going to stop you slipping back into man mode if you really have to talk to other people, but get practice in in private so you're better able to quickly go fulltime with your voice later.

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>>5574275
>>5574277
stop shitposting pls im trying to have a serious discussion here

>>5574278
you realize it's not a permanent change, right?
>>5574286
y-you too :')

>>5574281
Okay let's do it, are you qt?

>>5574261
Wait I watched like half the first season and don't remember trans stuff, pls explain? Do you just mean the council member?

>>5574282
>tfw 6'1 and 63kg
skeletor mode 4 life

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>>5574289
no.besides, i would want to date first.

>>5574295
one of them was a cross dresser

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>>5574281
>tfw cancer
rip idubbz

>>5574304
please dnot'remind me i can't handle the feels.

>>5574297
>not moving in together after the first date then breaking up months later after realising its an abusive relationship

What kind of transbians are you

>>5574308
>not being able to endure the abuse for the one you love.
do you even serious long-term relationship?

>>5574255
Wandering Son, but that's less qt and more just depressing

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You girls think I can cosplay Vi for anime expo this year?

>>5574313
lol.. sure why not

>>5574313
You look like a rapist

>>5574255
Every time someone posts an anime girl you need to watch the series she's from.

>>5574313
only if i can cosplay lee sin by your side. bald from chemoing the cancer your image gave me and blind from the disgust it causes me. faggot. :')
>>5574317
>look

>>5574317

:(

I'll go back to /femgen/ now.

>>5574278
Chances are you'll just start getting comfortable enough to keep it going all the time by the time you go ft if you start asap.

>>5574323

We can double jungle to pay for that chemo. Just invade lots.

>>5574313
lol, I just saw you on reddit. You seem a tad tan to cosplay vi, unless you plan on wearing really light foundation.

>>5574316

I've got a little over another 5 months until the con. Gonna try.

>>5574331
the reference is lost on me, sorry. i didn't actually play league that much, it was just a prank bro.

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Wat up /mtfgay?!
Still wanting to be little girls?

>>5574333

>reddit

Shit, you trying to get mtfg to hate me?
Yeah I might do that. My skin has gotten a lot more pale up north but I'm still super tan.

>>5574342
>being 20+ 6'0+
>wanting to be a little girl

no, i'm realistic. that kind of delusion is how you get hons who dress and present entirely inappropriately.

>>5574344
I don't see a problem with using it to look at tranny timelines and at bottom-to-mid-tier memes.

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>>5574342
You know it bb

Does it make me a chaser if I want to be in a relationship with another trans girl?

>>5574359
for the genitals or the mutual understanding?

>>5574342
I'm a big girl...

>>5574365
The latter

I wouldn't even expect lewdness desu. I don't even know how two trans girls would have sex.

>>5574372
Benis in butte

>>5574372
Lots of awkward cuddling, and that's how you unlock the nipple orgasms power.

>>5574372
it's a double-edged sword. one on hand, you have someone understanding and accepting. on the other, trannies are emotionally retarded.

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>>5574375
>sticking your benis in anything, ever

>>5574372
i thought transbians had sex with each other by going on the pull, bringing back 2 muscle bears and both bottoming for some top tier group sex.

>>5574385

Sometimes

>>5574385
>transbians
>bears
what.

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>>5574385
>bears

>>5574383

Double the dysphoria, double the fun. Said no one ever.

>>5574384
>not sticking your honey covered benis into a bee hive hoping that you get stung so bad that it has to be removed.

Do you even tranny

>>5574389
>>5574390
sorry for letting my biscum slip out.

>>5574396
nigga i like men and women, but hairy men can fuck the hell off

>>5574398
big, tall, ripped, muscle-bound, hairy, bearded men are the best kind of men to bottom for though.
why would you want to get porked by a skinnyfat femme pipsqueak closeted tranny in denial again?

>>5574398
Hairy men are great fug u.

>>5574405
because i find body hair disgusting, sorry for having a preference lmao

>>5574391
it's more like, you'd be able to ease each others dysphoria to a degree. but at the same time, as you said, there's twice as much of it. so it's counter-intuitive.
>tfw no gf to be attentive to and fulfill her every desire through passion and devotion.
>tfw you're insufferable regardless so you'll never fulfill your purpose as a subservient lover.

>>5574405
so how many of either have you slept with exactly..?

>>5574381
Sounds pretty cute

>>5574385
Sounds absolutely disgusting

>>5574410

It would still sorta suck,desu.

>>5574394
>not making a failed attempt at sticking benis in something and falling apart in dysphoria
Those bees wouldn't even have a chance ;~;

>>5574420
being trans in general makes everything suck. it's partially why i prefer to focus on my lover.

>>5574410
ye olde "how do you know til you've tried" meme.
none. i've been too sexually repressed and scared of stds to try hooking up with anyone, but i know what turns me on.
i also have a thing for sweat. even musty, bordering-on-stale sweat. i've had absolute pigs of guys with obvious lack of hygiene walk past me in public but as soon as i catch their drift i go weak at the knees.

>>5574409
this is an absolutely fair point, sorry for being a bitch about it.

>>5574431
You're a disgusting freak. You're no doubt fat and smelly yourself.

>>5574431
>this is an absolutely fair point, sorry for being a bitch about it.
Thanks, apology accepted

>>5574348

Main issue is you never know how hard they are hugboxing.

>>5574431
>kv tries to shit on other peoples taste in sexual partners despite never having experience in the subject
>liking sweat
okay i have to give you a few points for this
>absolute pigs of guys with obvious lack of hygiene
as much as i like scent, i'm not going down on a guy with a tumbleweed and dickcheese. whatever though, you do you.
>>5574441
dem train toes.

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>tfw start E
>suddenly don't want to kill myself

>>5574448
This feel is so close ;~;
Soon

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>>5574102
>put off transitioning since i came out at 16
>keep it bottled up
>lose all hope
>see these timelines
>hope again
>I make a thread asking for help
>"unless ur 15 and andro already your fucked"
>more than one person says this
>mfw

>>5574435
except i'm not. are either of my 2 mtfg skype contacts here to confirm i'm not fat?
and i do keep myself clean and in good hygiene most of the time. having the off day where i skip the shower and let my top build up an odour when i'm not going into public, why is that a problem? in a world with scat, necrophilia and bugchasing, BO ranks pretty low in degeneracy IMO.

>>5574447
hey i didn't say anything about forgiving dick cheese. it's purely a sweat thing and was in spite of those people having poor general hygiene, not because of.

>>5574448
enjoy while it lasts :3

>>5574462
can confirm.

>>5574342
Tfw AGP attraction and don't know whether my mind wants to inhabit her body, or fuck her relentlessly for looking like that while juggling.

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>>5574441
CADDY

>>5574459
It's a good thing that age is a meme

>>5574474
Is it entirely though? Surely starting young would have benefits?

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>>5574459
Well, if you want a long term timeline to show the issues of a late transition, I guess I got one...

>>5574462
real life is a lot different to your fetishistic fantasies. your biggest kinks tend to get very boring very fast. getting rammed by a bear may be fun the first few times but then you'll just realize a dick is a dick.

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>>5574342
...hmm and everyone here gives me shit and tells me that "cis women never ever wear heels"

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>>5574481
And a more recent pic...

>>5574482
>but then you'll just realize a dick is a dick.
but a cis guy would be much happier to give it to you than another trans girl, no?
there are reasons for the way i feel. i'm 6'3 so your stereotypical muscle bear would just do a much better job IMO topping me, where i would just feel really awkward and uncomfortable getting done by someone smaller and lighter than me.

>>5574484
do people actually say that. heels aren't an everyday thing is all. she's on camera trying to look sexy to sell the video which is probably why she's wearing them. but regular don't wear them except to special events.

>>5574479
Has its benefits, but genetics is more important than age. Anyone saying that transitioning after 15 is dumb is honestly meming.

>>5574495
sry that should say "regular women"not just regular

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>>5574459

This girl is 33, no excuses. She's at 8 months HRT.

>>5574495
The women in my family wear heels at least 3 days out of the week. When I went out the few times in girl mode I wore heels too, I don't know what the big deal is.

>>5574496
Well then, I guess I'll go pray that my genes will suffice

>>5574484
people give you shit because you're an idiot with no taste

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>>5574504

A better pic of her.

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hi i took melatonin last night and actually woke up at 1030 this morning. upon waking up at my target time tho for the first time in weeks i realize i have no idea what to do when i actually wake up on time and have hours of free time to myself. i think i'm gonna make coffee.

how are you doing mtfg? what are your plans for your day? anything exciting, or are you just relaxin?

>>5574462

Fucking disgusting

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>>5574102
Chuchu mothafucka

...tfw gonna skype consult for ffs soon.

Apparently my face is girly from a far but the "mannishisms" are apparent within the 5 foot range. It really sucks getting cat called and then chuckled at when they get closer

>>5574513
suit yourself.

>>5574491
it depends. not all transgirls feel genital dysphoria. size is barely even a factor, i've lost all feeling in my legs from someone smaller than me before. also, as i said, you wouldn't feel 'awkward and uncomfortable' getting rammed regardless. you'd drop your retarded fetish standards in a heartbeat if you had someone milking your prostate.

>>5574505
and i can't remember the last time i or my sister or mom wore heels. except like heeled booties. but not like.. stilletos or w/e

idk maybe its cultural where you live. poor-ish women wear heels more because it gives an illusion of class.

>>5574509
>people give you shit because you're an idiot with no taste
says the person who probably wears hoodies, skinny skater jeans, and hightops all day every day

>>5574501
3" heels and under are OK for casual dress. Over that, they mostly fall either into formal or fetish/drag queen wear...

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>>5574495
It's just the whole thread (anons and trips going anon) trolling Kylerd.
Don't give it much thought.

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>>5574520
>but not like.. stilletos
I am not talking about six inch or even 4 inch heels. I am talking about like 2 inch heels.

>>5574504
>>5574511

Randy really changed

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>>5574521
>tfw wearing boots with skinny jeans tucked in right now

>>5574526
O. i don't usually post here but i like fashion talk so yea. didn't know the culture.

>>5574524
yea. especially if their flat heels and not pointy

>>5574530
living off of dead fathers life insurance will do that for a tranny

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>>5574516

who are you goin with?

>>5574509

yeah that's actually tru lmao

>>5574524

do people actually wear like 5" heels to the grocery store?

>>5574512
riding the coffee train all day. shitposting is all i have to do. you got plans?
>>5574532
>wearing shoes and jeans indoors
what are you going outside or something? dork.

>>5574529
Those look terrible. Why do girls wear below 4 inch heels?

>>5574532
>boots
oh jesus I should have known, if its not all stars its boots... I hate boots

>>5574540
because even a 2 inch heel is enough to make your ass, legs, and gait all look great.

>>5574518
>it depends. not all transgirls feel genital dysphoria.
Honest question here and I know I have no experience, but is genital dysphoria always a constant or is it something that comes and goes?
To me I just feel like I would be a lot more comfortable with using my dick with another transgirl for the reasons mentioned above about having mutual understanding and being able to focus on your partner.
Using it with a cis woman I just, it's like a reminder that you're not cis and you were "supposed" to be a man or whatever. I wouldn't be able to disengage my feeling like a female from my genitalia in that case and that's where the problems would come from.

>>5574532
>tfw skinny jeans show off how mangled my legs are
>tfw my highest boots barely come up mid calf
Loose fitting clothes and comfy shoes 5ever

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>bought the album
>I actually like it
time to kill self

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>>5574447
I just noticed there's like seven toes on that thing, yeah. I love that artist though.

>>5574472
hiiiii hope you're well.

>>5574529
I think those are cute but I dress like a toddler/weeb/weirdo

>>5574548
either you have it, or you don't. it's too much of a varied thing and it has varying degrees. for most, it's crippling.

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>>5574532
>tfw wearing boot cut jeans with men's hiking shoes
fug rules

>>5574529
eh those are ok. they look kinda "lower class chic" but like i said its usually poorer women who overdo it with the heels wearing

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>>5574521
>hoodies
>skinny skater jeans
>hi-tops

Want to know what kinda people wear these? Normal not 40 year old girls. especially trans girls because it doesnt make you stick out or look super weird.

>kayla gets back to uni to get a proper degree
>first day she shows off in a eye burning red dress
>super high heels and i would fuck me face on

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>>5574538

>shitposting is all i have to do
a poem
um idk. i do need to go grocery shopping for the week. i'll work later too. i have stuff arriving in the mail? otherwise i have like no plans for the day loool

>>5574548

>fucking women
well there's ur first mistake

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>>5574532
>tfw not wearing pants rn

>>5574537
Well, I occasionally wear heels that high on ordinary days if they fit my dress... But I'm quite comfortable in those, can even sprint in them, so it doesn't look awkward. Really high heels are mostly good for events with a lot of standing around, when you want to be noticed. Most trans girls don't want to stand out...

>>5574566
what, but i haven't made that mistake, i was talking in purely theoretical terms lol.

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Which language should I learn /mtfg/??

>>5574566
you want me to wrote a poem?

>>5574572
Korean

>>5574572
C++, obviously.

>>5574572
DUTCH

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>>5574572
Sign

>>5574562
Wearing a hoodie in southern California is retarded, its never fucking cold. Also I am going back to class in guy mode because I am too masculine to try grill mode at a school where all the women are 9/10.

>>5574567
Kit, you're being awfully lewd rn

>>5574572
Slovenian

>>5574548
Genital dysphoria doesn't quite work like that. It's more of a question of if you have none, if having sex causes genital dysphoria, or even touching or looking at it causes genital dysphoria. It doesn't really matter what gender your partner is, certain things just may cause you to feel dysphoria.

>>5574521
>she said I have shit taste
>that must mean she wears hoodies
no I just don't dress like my dead square of a great aunt.
stay pleb sweetie

>>5574576
I wish I had done this, seems like every tran who has money for surgeries is a programmer.

>>5574560
I am poor.

>>5574487
Bailey Jay's mom/5

>>5574572
Lernu Esperanto.

>>5574577
Why the hell would anyone want to learn Dutch? I mean, it's the worst sounding language in the world. German sounds like shit, but Dutch sounds like German with a shitton of phlegm stuck down your throat.

>>5574580
can wear skinny girl jeans w girl hoodies and converses w/o anyone caring unless you are super manly, i mean like man man. (not the dysphoria delusion tier)

>>5574562
>i would fuck me face on
*cue goodybe horses*

>>5574592
Actually, I was a forest scientist. And I'll soon be a pensioner.

>>5574597
I am super manly, you think I want to dress formal all day? No, but it hides my masculine body enough to where people assume I am a 40 year old woman instead of a teenage boy which is how I look in guy mode.

>>5574580
why not wear girl versions of guy clothes like girl-cut jeans and plain tops but with a more feminine neckline?

>>5574588
so i guess i don't have it then, weird. it's like i don't mind having it because it's fairly easy to ignore, but i wouldn't want to have it go in someone else's orifices because that's something that would feel wrong.

>>5574603
>forest scientist
neat

>>5574596
oh well... to me it's one of the nicest sounding languages in the world.

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>>5574603
how the fuck do people like you score good jobs? I can't even afford to live in my car let alone land a real job like that

>>5574610
Forgot to quote >>5574576

>>5574611
>people like you

Kill yourself you piece of shit

>>5574610
You're welcum :3c

>>5574610
You can't waifu your computer if it doesn't have a name!

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>>5574609
>why not wear girl versions of guy clothes like girl-cut jeans and plain tops but with a more feminine neckline?
because I tried that and it just makes me look like a weird man

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>>5574587
but its too warm for pants rn ;~;

>>5574616
I meant people who up and change professions. I was always told once you pick a profession that you are stuck with it forever.

>>5574623
i might have shit taste but i don't think that's actually a bad look.

>>5574611
If by "people like you", you mean people who qualify for Triple Nine Society membership, like I do, the answer is pretty obvious: quite easily. Being one of the country's top students, the government handed me a lifetime contract when I was 19...

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>>5574626
eh
I wear pants no matter what weather
I don't want to get bullied for shaven legs

>>5574629
I dunno if it is or not. I killed that jacket because I washed it and I guess it was dry clean only so it went all out of shape

>>5574623
You look normal

>>5574623
stop wearin plaid idiot

>>5574610
You talk about cute boys dressed up like girls doing programming but you aren't one of them. :^)

>>5574623
Stripes maybe?

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>>5574568

it looks awkward when anyone is wearing 5" heels to the grocery store cause if you can't walk in heels generally you shouldn't be wearing them lol

>>5574571

phew ok good

>>5574572

french or chinese

>>5574573

yes pls

>>5574610

ew lmao!!

>>5574630
>Being one of the country's top students, the government handed me a lifetime contract when I was 19
That's soo fucked I can't even. What about people who weren't privileged enough to do well in school? Does your country just make them homeless?

>>5574643
any preference on type of poem? it's been like 8 years since i wrote anything.

>>5574623
You look like Jormy. Are you related?

>>5574618
Don't say what I can or can't waifu, my computer and I are my otp. ;~;

>>5574617
Thanks kuppy :3

>>5574609
Count yourself lucky then. I was lucky enough that my genitals didn't bother me at all day to day, but when it came to actually having sex with someone it was just strange. It felt like having an itch that you can't scratch, every instinct felt out of place and wrong. Different things tended to trigger it or make it feel worse.

>>5574637
I'm not a cute boy? ;~;

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>>5574538
I just got home from my normie job, disgusting I know.

>>5574542
Pic related, triggered?

Bonus dog paws.

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>come out to family
>Aunt suddenly starts telling me how masc, tall, handsome, etc I am every time I see her
>Be making an (edible) glitter covered, heart shaped cake
>She literally comes up to me and unironically complements how I managed to make it to look masculine

Just what the fuck? does she think she can make me cis, or is she playing games with me?? ;_;

>>5574623
hips don't lie bb ;)

>>5574623
H I P S
I
P
S

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>>5574632
oh right. i guess that is one good thing about living by yourself ;~;

>>5574650
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

>>5574655
Do the same thing to her

>>5574651
woah, your dog can wear boots? :') welcome home. i'm amazed you don't just rip your clothes off immediately after getting home, i hate jeans.

>>5574655
It's like when people try to overuse sir if they notice, it's them trying to reinforce "I know" mentality and like, act like it's something you're hiding etc.

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>>5574650
What's your computer's name then?

>>5574643
That's pretty much why I only wear those hidden under floor length boho dresses. That just makes me look like I'm gliding above the floor.

>>5574659
Hi kit, how's it going? ^^

>>5574643
>ew lmao!!
Hey, be nice, some of us spent their teens learning code and crossdressing ;~;

>>5574651
>triggered?
Not really. Living with a dog really grosses me out. I have had dogs all my life but they are outside pets.

>>5574646
I CAN NOT EVEN THIS POST FUCKING LEL

>>5574646
where does the privilege meme end? i acknowledge that being born into a supportive and financially stable family is a huge privilege for me, but privilege of innate intelligence? that's just luck of the draw, come on.

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>>5574647

none whatsoever :o

>>5574651

that dog is serving loooooksssss

>>5574667

idk i mean i def like wearing nice makeup whenever i do anything but i don't wear heels for casual stuff like like grocery shopping ever... you can look pretty cute without them! i mean i don't wear pants, so

>>5574668

>crossdressing

e w

>>5574669
hate is a strong word, you shouldn't use it if you don't mean it.

>>5574659
It's nice to cover up though
Don't have to fret over stuff.

>>5574673
Privelege is being able to be in the position to live comfortably and afford all the things you need for your transition. I am the opposite of that because I am 26 still living with my mother and I don't have enough money to even get my hrt refilling in a month. I am fucked.

>>5574537
Spiegel

Alls i need is brow and trachea.
My bangs mostly work fir now. But my eyes have a little brow roof

I have a helluva forehead

>>5574676
You asked for a poem.
So I am delivering.
I hope you like it.

haikus are so fucking easy, they feel like cheating.

>>5574665
Elannas-Macbook-Pro, but I'm seeing a Debian girl named YEAHWUTOKAY on the side. I'm a bit of a slut desu.

>>5574676
Don't give me that judginess edie, everyone has/had their own ways of coping >.>

>>5574686
oh i fucked up. i mean You asked for poems.

>>5574687
>Elannas-Macbook-Pro
A sterile name for a sterile relationship
I'd focus on the Debian

>>5574676
I wear them because I can. They're as comfortable as sneakers to me thanks to pointe training... So why not? I could walk miles in heels if I wanted to.

>>5574683
Better stew about it in your private pool Mr. CEO at your dad's company.

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>>5574610
>trap programmer

https://twitter.com/EpicSammyJames/with_replies

IDK why she set her twitter to private but i love her progress.

Morning trains choo choo

>>5574676
>crossdressing

you say this like crossdressing always has to be some AGP tier fetish. are you saying there is a different term for dress oppositely from their assigned gender with no sexual connotations?

>>5574683
your mum is still letting you live with her when people in our position are often kicked to the curb. try and see the positives sometimes instead of just getting pissed that she didn't endow you with a genetic predisposition to a ridiculously high IQ.

>>5574663
>>5574676
He's a very stylish dog you know.

I tend to sit about for ages in my clothes before getting changed because I'm lazy.

>>5574580
Nigga have you seen the weather? It's been cold af in SoCal.

>>5574702
well, strip. now. jeans are an abomination in terms of comfort.

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>>5574685

iktf lol. i need brow and rhino tho cause i don't have an apple. good luck girl!!!! spiegel is a p good doc for that sort of stuff.

>>5574686

10/10 i am clapping viciously while typing this desu

>>5574687

why wouldn't you just transition once you started crossdressing tho this is what i don't get

>>5574695

how tall are you exactly with like 5" heels on?

>>5574700

clothes shouldn't be gendered in the first place tho. plus idk. crossdressing is just weird to me lol

>>5574702

get that pup a contract!!

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>tfw this face shape

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>>5574623
>childbearing hips
Did you steal jormie's hips?

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I shall head off to bed now
Night girls

>>5574708
pls poetry isnt hard. i'm not creative enough to write a real poem.

>>5574696
I haven't been able to use the pool in 4 months because we are low on propane and its 5 bucks a gallon so I can't heat the pool.

>>5574700
I have a high IQ, I have a math degree for fuck sake, but in America that meas nothing, connections mean everything here.

>>5574703
Cold and me have different meanings. I run hot as fuck so right now its t shirt weather.

>>5574708
Only 6' tall. Not too conspicuous.

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;_;

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my side profile is shit
pic is from june last year

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who else happy about how they look ?

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>>5574714
>kayla
>high IQ
Even if that was true you are still autistic as fuck.

>>5574714
>high iq, maths degree, means nothing.


Ummm... youre stupider than you type

>>5574708
>why wouldn't you just transition once you started crossdressing tho this is what i don't get
Because not everyone has the luxury of knowing about trans stuff from an early age, I was sheltered as fuck and never knew what transition was until I was 18. Dysphoria was just something that I assumed was due to me being broken in some way.

>>5574724
you look like lalalilly lololel

>>5574725
not yet but i'm happy that i haven't completely lost the potential to get where i want to be.

i've been staring at my family's faces for ages now trying to see their bone structure and guess what the bare minimum FFS i would need would be.

>>5574725
not yet

>>5574733
nah I don't have such a prominent upper jaw and gpym nose ^^

>>5574725
Happy isn't the word, I don't really know what it really means anyway, but I'm content, I guess. I know that even with plastic surgery I'd still be old and ugly, so...

>>5574706
I think my skinny jeans are really soft and comfy.

But if you say you, I like it when you boss me around.

>>5574724
girl jaw

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>>5574724
Lemme give you a proper makeover, hon.

>>5574739
I think youre pretty

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>>5574725
I want to cut my hair like this, dye it pink and just post pictures on tumblr all day so I can be hugboxed and happy

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>>5574713

i highly doubt that

>>5574716

>6'0"
>inconspicuous
do u live in texas cause that would actually make a lot of sense lool

>>5574724

tru

>>5574725

meeeee
but i still want rhino and brow just to look better. my looks don't make me depressed at all tho lol

>>5574732

i mean i kind of get that? but idk when i started wearing makeup and then eventually wore women's clothing exclusively i was like living as a woman but didn't know what to call it. that's why it confuses me cause whenever ppl say they crossdressed to help with dysphoria it's very like 'i wore it at home when no one was around' and i don't get why you wouldn't just be like 'aw this is nice' and wear it all the time if it helped even if you didn't know bout mones or what being trans was

>>5574727
Who doesn't want to be barbie?

>>5574738
>lying on the internet to the phrenology expert

>>5574714
You are stupid Kayla. You are stupid. Get that through your stupid head. You're well up there in the most stupid of posters in this thread. You are fucking stupid. That's why your degree isn't worth shit and if you weren't so stupid you would realize that. Instead of thinking something stupid like you're intelligent but America just doesn't care about that. Wrong. It's because you're stupid. Nobody in America cares about stupid people.

>>5574741
thx bb.
>>5574743
noice.

>>5574725
This isnt you

>>5574102
trains are fun
>be rico
>grapple train mid air
>train freaks out and flies to the moon

>>5574745
Let me guess. Bad case of obacon, right?

>>5574738
prove it brah
post your profile pic

>>5574751
who are the most stupid posters?

>>5574757
No, i just hate my own face more

>>5574749
>le high IQ reasoning

Im feeling depressed, Im 90% I already reached the point of no return, there is no way I could ever look like a female.

>>5574739
you ain't ugly tho
you look vanilla/borderline-attractive imo
>>5574737
hope you are soon <3
>>5574736
that's a good start :)
>>5574743
lmao
>>5574747
go for it
>>5574748
fair enough
how are you btw didn't see you around in ages
>>5574754
who said it is ?
>>5574758
how does that affect how happy I am ?

>>5574759
Kayla and anyone that circle jerks with Kayla.

>>5574748
I'm French. And 5'7" without heels. Most of my friends are taller than I am and that doesn't stop them from wearing heels.

>>5574748
She really hurts me.
But I deserve nothing more.
Her name is mirror.

>>5574749
I don't

>>5574749
Honestly, if you're going that way, I'd rather be Eva Braun...

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>>5574772

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>>5574777
>I don't
what?

>>5574766
i was in the airport yesterday with my mum to pick my granddad up, and we stood there rating the attractiveness of the people coming out of baggage reclaim (her idea not mine) and it's a real eye-opener.
people are right when they say a lot of us just have far too high expectations. we don't just want to be women, but top tier attractive women, more attractive than like 80% of the cis women i saw in the airport yesterday.

>>5574751
repetitious assertion that someone is stupid doesn't make them more stupid

>>5574772
Funny. I recorded myself singing "I'll be your mirror" yesterday...

>>5574782
I don't either. It's just not how I would want to look or be seen as.

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>>5574766

cis women are clocky a lot so i think ur fine

>>5574769

i'm goooood! i've just been working on my goals more so i haven't been here as often. but i am eating breakfast and stuff rn. how are you?! how have you been since SRS? you seem p good from what i've seen on fb in passing.

>>5574771

>france
oh see, if i was in france i would be dressed up nonstop. anywhere in america tho it's very strange to do that.

>>5574772

this is sAD OMG
R U OK

>>5574765
>>5574751
You hate on my intelligence yet you don't even have a clue what I have done in life. I am the only one here that designed a bridge and built it in 2 weeks, and I am not talking about some shit bridge either, it was a 90 foot span and I didn't have much of a budget.

>>5574714
>I have a math degree
was that the 34th or 35th degree you got Kayla Fermi ?

>>5574796
post pics of bridge? sounds genuinely interesting.

plot twist: kayla and lalalilly has a common ancestor

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>>5574724
pfffhhehehehehe

>>5574781
Much appreciated.
Your affection helps me cope.
Sorry I'm so sad.
>>5574793
As happy as ever.
Surrounded by you people.
You are my comfort.

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>>5574748
Shame is a very real thing. People that cross dress in private to deal with dysphoria have a lot of it. I wasn't prepared to present as a woman until 2 months on hormones.

I mean, I know there are people who are perfectly willing to wear makeup and start presenting in high school or junior high, but I wasn't willing to face the humiliation, and not having a name for it would have made it very hard to explain to my parents.

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>>5574749
I want to be Klaus Barbie.

>>5574798
I deleted everything I had, mom has pics but they are in boxes. I used to do stuff like that though on a daily basis with our company. All we needed was a civil engineer to come in and check it all and we pretty much flew by the seat of our ass. Let me sketch a quick pic of how I did it.

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>>5574796