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Ok, I'm going to have to take your word, given clearly despite my best efforts, I'm just plain not able to see it. Fucking dysphoria.
Pookie you have a weak chin, idk what you're talking about.
Maddie, idk what you're on about, your profile is fine and pookie's right.
>Tfw you're the anon whose been avoiding coming out to their ultra-suspicious mom
>Tfw you're not even trying to hide it anymore
>Tfw you're not sure whether or not you're actually out to her
At this point I don't even care. I've openly mentioned taking "tranny pills" in front of her and she didn't hardly acknowledge it, but I know she heard it.
>not listening to Rotting Christ
what a pleb
>tfw people say I look like a lesbian
I want this to stop.
Coming out is overrated anyway
>tfw 1 and a half years and still havent told my dad
Before I leave, can someone tell me how to not self-harm
I feel really fucking tempted to right now
Where is Elfginger for this edition ;~;
>Your hair is very curly
I kinda really hate it sometimes l-lol it's TOO curly
have to straighten it to look kool now ....
>Pookie you have a weak chin
noooo it's bad okay
at least from front I got a butt chin senpai ....
uhmm not sure
lore is SHIT in that game anyways they ruined it desu..
should I just shave them off ;_;
Maybe you should stop making out with girls in public
how is it mean? i didn't mean it any 'meanly', was just being honest. they're so thin and raised up so much it looks like she's constantly trying on purpose to make that 'dude im sooo high' face.
i'm not really sure what i can do about them ;_; i smoked for a long time and didn't wear sunblock but i take good care of my skin now and don't really know what else can be done. i mean, i am older than most people that post in this thread. idk what faye's secret is
>mfw everyones telling they look like men from their profiles
>everyone ends up looking like a cis girl
>be the only one with huge nose and forehead
oh well. fuck my life too
I look like a man though and can't pass and i'm not even a lesbian.
Hugboxing is cancer.
You should be glad its curly with that color. Girls will KILL to have curls. Literally the shit they go through for them is ridiculous.
Janna isn't an elf, I checked. Yes, the "lore" for League sucks. It used to be different back in the day but they scrapped it all to push gameplay over world design. I... uh... used to be more heavily into that kind of stuff when I was younger. ^^;
<---- this girl still post in /mtfg/?
i want to fap to some transgirl soles
Talk to an irl friend about it maybe?
Whenever I was in early highschool I used to cut myself but eventually stopped after an older student in one of my classes dragged me off to a bathroom to talk to me about it. He didn't provide any real help because I wouldn't give him any solid reason as to why I did it, but he made me promise that I wouldn't do it anymore before he'd let me go back to class, and just knowing that he cared enough to help made me stop. After that I developed a huge crush on him despite the fact that that was the only time he'd ever talked to me and the last time too. I kinda wish I had made an attempt to be around him more. He seemed really sweet and was p cute. Anyways what I'm saying is just knowing someone cares and doesn't want you to hurt yourself can be really heplful.
I think it might be because I have no idea how to make a normal facial expression when I take a picture
idk senpai they are pretty arched and thin tho
sorry anon ;__;
>stop being a pussy.
I don't think that's a good thing to say to someone who's having these thoughts ;~;
no hugboxing pls
>tfw avoided coping with self-harm because my friend nearly killed herself with self-harming
>tfw not into drugs and alcohol so could never cope using that stuff
>tfw learned to cope by eating food
why couldn't I have coped some other goddamn way fuck. Stopping this shit has been difficult.
The fact that so many books still name the Beatles as "the greatest or most significant or most influential" rock band ever only tells you how far rock music still is from becoming a serious art. Jazz critics have long recognized that the greatest jazz musicians of all times are Duke Ellington and John Coltrane, who were not the most famous or richest or best sellers of their times, let alone of all times. Classical critics rank the highly controversial Beethoven over classical musicians who were highly popular in courts around Europe. Rock critics are still blinded by commercial success. The Beatles sold more than anyone else (not true, by the way), therefore they must have been the greatest. Jazz critics grow up listening to a lot of jazz music of the past, classical critics grow up listening to a lot of classical music of the past. Rock critics are often totally ignorant of the rock music of the past, they barely know the best sellers. No wonder they will think that the Beatles did anything worthy of being saved.
You don't have a butt chin though pookie ;_;
OK, sorry, I guess I'd just feel bad if someone said I looked stoned all the time but that's just me ;~;
Not that being stoned all the time is a bad thing.
Please don't kuppy. Take a breath, go outside, direct your attention elsewhere. The scars don't ever go away.
Is saying someone looks like a lesbian a nice way of saying wow you're really manly but i'll be gentle.
>You should be glad it's curly with that color.
aahh that was when it was dyed l-lol my natural color is brown desu
>Girls will KILL to have curls
idk why they would desu it's sooo much work just to not look like a big poof ball ; ~ ;
I just wanna be a basic white straight haired person desu ...
uhm uhm I really liked when league did the Journal or Justice thing or w/e where they did weekly lore updates was really nice
and then they abolished summoners or w/e and it doesn't make ANY sense now
>biggest man gorilla
ur not even okay ur a qt now stop
o-oh okay thanks I think anon ^^
And you don't have a masc profile elanna !!
dysphoria ruins all ....
>felt lonely all day
>Close friend that I've been wanting to talk to gets online on steam
>Was busy at the time so I figure I'll talked to them later
>They're playing a game when I get back
>Figure I'll just talk to them when they're done with the game
>they go offline right after they quit out of the game
I feel abandoned
Not necessarily, there's a few characteristics that make people seem like they'd be lesbians
Like how sometimes you can just tell if someone is gay, except you seem to have either passed or confused their subconscious
someone i know is trying to publish something on TERFs in an academic journal. She has been getting hate mail and blown up on twitter all day and now the journal editors are getting pressured to not publish the piece because "TERF is a slur" and the author is "using hate speech". This shit is outrageous and it makes me so angry
Brunettes aren't bad. In any case I have straight hair. As a man I never knew what all the fuss was about with curls, but girls love 'em.
The Journal of Justice was pretty cool. Nowadays Summoner's Rift and all that stuff makes no sense, you're right. They just assumed if they gave everything new graphics and focused on the e-sports no one would notice. I remember back when they used to do stuff like the Noxus vs Demacia game to determine the new boots, but they don't do stuff like that anymore. I guess the "for fun" modes are good though and they've upped the story value on things like Miss Fortune/Gangplank/Illaoi etc
the beatles have some fantastic songs but are massively overrated as a body of work
distract yourself in any way possible that does not involve hard drugs
pet a cat, read some webcomics or something, go for a run, hug a pillow, sleep, play a videogame, listen to music, do anything else, JUST
>"TERF is a slur"
is this real life?
Why do I like wearing beanies all of the sudden? Is it because they're cute? Is it because I wish I was a younger 20 something skater punk girl living in California? Is it because I smoke too much?
Maybe you should've talked to them then o-o
I'm sure they wouldn't have been bothered by you saying hi
>I'd just feel bad if someone said I looked stoned all the time
t-this desu ; _ ;
would u tho
I think dysphoria would be an abusive sex partner desu
down w/ terfs
>tfw never smoked ...
>is it because they're cute
for me yes
>younger 20 something skater punk girl
i don't skate but everyone tells me ive looked like an emo/skater for forever
>smoke too much
i totally do that too.
>havent eaten for 2 days
>didnt feel like going to the store this morning
>have a presentation in front of entire class today before lunch break
okay im going to collapse
I like mine with little poofballs on the top.
Uh oh. I think I'm coming down with hipsteritis.
>As a man I never knew what all the fuss was about with curls
yeh me neither desu, I think straight haired girls just get really bored and wanna do something ~new~ and ~cool~ and have volume and stuff
does look cool on some ppl though !!
>upped the story value on Miss Fortune/Gangplank/Illaoi etc
Yeh definitely !! I just can't get into it the same way as before, more jaded and less interested now I guess :s
that Noxus vs Demacia game was hype tho and really cool that it had in game effects
alright I'm omw rn fampi.....
pls eat ; _ ;
it's sooo unhealthy to not eat for that long !!
cute pic ....
did you present when you went for your interview, sheen?
>tfw no bf to sweetly destroy me as he tells me loves me more than anyone
it's so indica-heavy though, it just makes me tired and shit, couchlock is boring as fuck, and i'm starting to not enjoy how i feel on any drug... like coffee is more enjoyable for me than alcohol now
if i could get some sour diesel or another sativa-dominant strain on the other hand...
Ohh you're that /pol/ person I've head about !
Did anyone here welcome you to the thread or ask you how things were going in life ? ^-^
mmmmmmm. just ran outta that
im sitting on a bunch of top shelf blue dream, its toxic as fuck
>Cousin's cousin is also trans
>So lonely I'm considering going into cousins steam friends list and finding their other trans cousin to see if they want to be friends
y don't I have more friends
Pls, you're girly as fuk. Gimme your lunch money or I'll give you a wedgie.
reminder guys jesus loves you and i do too
dont forget to turn the shit up
mail me some :^)
i've only had a real sativa maybe twice and it was insane in the best way possible... everything else i've smoked is just a depressant
just do whatever you gotta do to stop harming yourself, cutting and other things can be addictive
probably, but i'm just not really into indica highs, and i don't know anyone IRL who would share it with me and would rather not push it on those i know
>tfw no bf to transcend this ugly flesh with
I'm allegedly a repressed trans hon. My primary reason for being here is to get to know some trans people and facilitate some polgbt crossover. There's a bunch of really cute threads about it and as far as politics goes I've been surprised but what I've found here.
I just had a dream i missed my job interview tomorrow and then, on top of that, didn't go to work. lost two jobs in one dream. thaaaaat was stressful.
i'll enjoy it a lot more when its nice outside. the water today was way too cold to go in.
Help I got hugged today by a guy I know and he crushed my tiny boobs that are in a ton of pain and I yelled really loud because it hurt so much, am I going to die? I already died because I yelled out in pain so much for someone bear hugging me, but they'll know eventually.
Aww .. It could be a good idea ... But aren't /pol/ people against hrt for young people ? :3
Cause like ... I've been on hrt for 5 months and I'm 18 ... does that mean that you think it's a bad thing ?
And hrmm .. What surprised you the most on here ? O~o
>takes ages to dry hair w just a towel
>and when you are finally dry its all a curly mess
every freaking time, why not to just wake up 5hours before having to go out.
That's more like it, nerd. Easy pickins, you don't scare me, you look like a lesbian :^)
You'll be really spooped when you find out how manly I look.
>tfw just smoked some sweet stuff
>tfw I knocked the pipe over because its fucking cold outside and I was too high so I ended up wasting some
I'm always doing stupid shit like that when high I swear.
I'm generally opposed to messing with the hormonal development of minors because I am not sold on the entire process, but I think it's fair to amend the definition of minors in that context and maybe make an adjustment towards the age of consent - which I think is around 14-16 in most countries. Anything below that I'm a bit skeptical, but that's a whole big subject. My views towards trans people would be considered extremely liberal by /pol/ standards.
As for what has surprised me, I didn't expect to find as many far-right leaning people or Republican types. Even people on the Democrat side have surprised me a bit by highlighting some of the tensions between the trans community and certain strains of feminism.
Cost isn't an issue, though I obviously don't want to spend an insane amount on one item. All the money I've saved up has been for my transition, and I consider this part of that budget.
some kind anon once gifted me with these blogs. my fashion still sucks but its not her fault
>taking 3 years old boy pic me in a fight
You wouldn't even dare to start a fight bby
>tfw no qt bf to have a bloodbath with and elevate our love by sharing bodily fluids
Ohh , so when people get the age of content it's alright . Fair enough ^-^
What about like .. hormones blockers ? So like unsure kids don't have their whole body changed ?
So like ... no hormones to make them more girly/manly .. Just something to let them time to make a good decision ?
( as of like right-left side rep/demo .. .I have no idea how that works due to .. well me not understanding it much >~< )
I will but now I must sleep.
Is this close enough anon? It's the best I can do.
It's okay qt I don't mind a gf either.
Republican/Democrat is basically just the USA specific designation for what is commonly referred to as the Right and Left in politics, respectively. In other countries the parties often have different names or titles. They're also called "Conservative" and "Liberal" although those are fairly loaded terms.
I'm not sure about hormone blockers. I suppose if they're safe and don't cause any permanent harm, and it's done with parent consent after an evaluation, why not? For me the main thing is that I'm not certain kids can make that important of decisions and the technological limitations thus as they are leave me skeptical. I don't have a hardline stance on it though, I'm always open to reading material on the subject.
well maybe idk prolly not
a few anons know me though
I was refering to me. I'm the big girl. I'm 5'9 and have the physique of a Greek god!
please plow the shit out of you then cuddle afterwards by the fireplace? okay
its just sex ;)
i know, i was referring to me
5'9 not big though >:C
its big enough a height difference for me to melt
>physique of a greek god
have literally thought the same thing about myself after looking at how my bodyfat distributes itself lol
Ohh , interesting !
I googled it a bit ... I think I'd be more of a left wing.. But at the same time a right-wing ?
I hate the fact that a lot of education things are regulated by money ..
But I also hate that some people who have difficulty at school , get more help .. ( aka getting a 2k computer paid by the gov that you can use during exams and use the auto-correct .. that's plain stupid and unfair .. ) Unless that's left wing ? idk >~<
What about you ? :3
you don't live in toronto though
>For me the main thing is that I'm not certain kids can make that important of decisions and the technological limitations thus as they are leave me skeptical.
blockers are more or less a temporary measure and merely delay puberty, and act to relieve the negative effects of high testosterone on female brain structures (mostly regarding mood and other "feels-y" states)
also people generally realise their gender/orientation at a very young age, so there is very little threat of true cis people saying "you know what, i should go against what my body/brain is telling me and change my gender in order to experience a great amount of social friction"
if you take blockers for 2-3 months and feel worse rather than better (where worse != tired or unmotivated), youmight not be trans
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk (me), kassie
Well see that's where politics gets tricky, and interesting. The "right" and "left" are actually just big social alliances of different political groups. Through history, organizations have sort of moved around. There's also some contradictory terms with the USA in specific because of the history of the terms.
You could very well be a centrist though, or what they call a swing voter. Someone in the middle who will vote for either party depending on their appeal, or you might just be a part of a special interest group that is more comfortable on one side of the spectrum. ( for now )
I'd likely be classified as "far right" by my detractors. I've consistently voted conservative, but I don't agree with them on everything.
we could :3 where is here?
purely on a chemical/mood basis, the feelings you get from failing to pass or anything similar are not relevant here since that's based on appearance and social status
experiencing the mental effects of low T and moderate/high E is ideal if you're questioning, but you can't do that for very long without experiencing the developmental effects, and most regimes will not allow you to start with anything close to that level of E
Ohh I see ! But You'd only be considered "far right" because you've always voted for them ,right ?
Since you're not agreeing on everything , you can be only a right ? Or is there a bigger spectrum with like "extreme right" that will agree with everything ?
Im feeling sad and lonely, I never thought I could get this far, and Im not saying it as something good but otherwise, I really reached a point so bad I never thought could become real. Now only suicide is left.
>Finally started taking estrogen
>Few weeks later and I've gone from not giving a shit to being full ">tfw no gf" mode
I just want friends, and more than that a girlfriend, but I cut off my irl friends and I'm not going to school anymore and not a job either and when I do get a job it'll be at this car dealership where I'll be working for like a year and a half 70hr/week to try and save up for surgeries and everyone there is way above my age range and I can't really socialize with them very good and I've only got like two real good friends and I'm so lonely I'm tempted to call up my abusive ex and beg her to start talking to me again.
what do about lonely feels
i want to put a fucking collar and leash on you.
how nowhere are we talking?
>tfw /lewd/ is too cryptic for ur immature eyes
Saw this on front page. This is a trans?! That is not possible.
>Hook up with another transgirl
>The next day she says shes not really attracted to me because I give off a gay vibe
Should I be upset by this?
I don't think I'm mean and rude. I've been a bit mean and rude to certain people but only when they refuse to let up. But I mean, I've heard all kinds of things about people here just generally so that's why we have to talk to each other and find out. :D
And I'll spiral into despair over your absence and self-loathing for putting you through it all.
I'll consider swearing off people to keep it form happening again but ultimately be too selfish to anything like that
>I'll consider swearing off people to keep it form happening again
I'll spend 20 minutes trying to assure you you shouldn't do this while getting more emotionally drained and reconsidering everything until I finally leave. Then I will spend the next 3 months missing you and every little mention of you brings a wrench to my heart and me wondering if I should have just been stronger, stuck with you longer, or what I could have done to make things work.
wtf is this person talking about?? i have that i'm trans on my profile and everything but like idu what they're trying to ask me or what they're talking about
day by day making yourself look more female till they dont know, live with the fact that you will never have all the things they have, make a life for yourself till you either find something really worth living for or live with the thought that if it gets bad enough that you can end it in seconds, either way live with trying to hope, its the only reason im still alive
Just take it as a warning not to wear your partner out I guess. I'm not sure how to bring this up to her or even what we could do about this. She just not talk to her lover about her feelings? How much do I owe her before I need to start worrying about myself? Am I enabling her behavior? Maybe I should be more upfront? But maybe that'll make her feel worse? Probably will honestly.
Don't get worried, just consider how your partner feels. Ask them if you're not sure.
n-no it's okay
i relate heavily to what both of you exchanged
>though it was a friendship, not a relationship.
same for me :/
>And I really am the less stable half of a transgirl duo...
yep... and that's what caused me to lose my friend forever
how about fuck no
t will accelerate if you come off HRT and be even worse than before
seriously my parents are the same but I'll take to the streets before I let them force me to pretend I'm something I'm not
>It's frustrating how common this experience is for us... I really do wish I could stop hurting people, but I can't stay afloat without them. All I can really do is damage control
i really feel like i am doomed to ultimately make a negative impact no matter what i do despite having the opposite intentions
i need people just not to have a breakdown, but i just drag them down.
A security guard in my shopping centre came in and talked to me and got onto the subject of a 6'4 transgirl who has lunch at a cafe here every week
>oi man like I don't get trannys they're fucking weird hey if I had the power I'd tell em to leave the shop
"y-yeah you t-too"
i swear to fucking god if i become friends with this girl and end up meeting this guy irl i'm going to fucking slap him in the face on sight
shannon i'm gonna be straight with you. you've come ridiculously far in the last 2 years, and you know this. you've had a lot of moments of realizing this as well as realizing that you can get surgeries you want or at the very least live better and all of that. you need to find a point to your life already that doesn't involve looking pretty or supremely passable. js
k can i just say something here
what the fuck is wrong with cis men who think that it's somehow nice for me to hear that i'm different than some other trans girl because she's not as attractive or passable or whatever?? is it just because they're trying to solidify their heterosexuality, or are they really that fucking stupid???? GENUINE QUESTION. like how on earth can you flirt with me and say this kind of stupid shit while telling me how desperately your trans friend needs help to look attractive??? i am trying my absolute hardest not to fuck his shit up but i am on edge here
Why don't you just go stealth? Would have thought you could afford it by now... I just don't get into that kind of awkward situation anymore. If I get into a discussion about trans or intersex people irl, it's as a neutral onlooker since the reason I hang out at LGBT places is that I'm just another radfem political lesbian. And my bad case of PCOS gets me a lot of sympathy from other women...
>I know I won't get this job
now you don't know that, I used to feel that way every application I'd send in to a place, the fact you got an interview gives it more promise
I work on my voice while serving customers or answering the phone though. the worse that can happen is a leb calls me a faggot
oh sorry, I thought you were my stalker anon who being malicious my mistake
ughhhh whatever whateverrr
idk...because i don't want to be stealth really? you know how awkward it is already for me when i've gone out with guys and his friend's gf's ask me shit about sex or like whether i want to have kids someday or whatever? it's already fucking awful for me when i go out and guys hit on me all the time cause i know when i tell them i'm trans whenever i don't disclose earlier on they're never ok with it....... i already pass irl fine and live my life as a woman and have been in situations where guys talk shit about trans women around me and i'm not going to sit there and pretend that it's ok to talk shit about us or people who don't pass as well as i do so i can remain stealth. i'm trans it doesn't matter what i look like or whether or not i have a vagina. that's not gonna change. i don't like shout 'I HAVE A DICK' everywhere i go or anything but i don't pretend i'm cis either. seems really counter-productive.
>Not going stealth
>tentatively agreeing with everyone when they talk about vagina related subjects
>laughing at gays and degenerates and non passing hons with your cis friends
>never datung anyone because they would have to find out eventually
>Never letting anyone meet your parents
>Or anyone who knew you before you passed
>those of which you will NEVER speak to again
Tsk tsk edie
Different strokes, I guess. I grew up being "one of the girls", so blending in as just another woman, as opposed to a transwoman, feels pretty natural to me. Not to mention people think I'm bullshitting them if I tell them I'm trans. Which is really becoming an issue to get paperwork done since I'm stuck with my old ID nobody believes is mine, so I'm glad that I'm getting SRS three months from now so I can get my full ID change and permanently leave the trans label behind.
the worst thing is that lots of girls strive for this
ya but as shitty as that is, in that example they're not invalidating the girls womanhood while complimenting you
i was literally raised in a family of 6 women with no men and had hair down to my ass till late in my teens and had my first bf at like 13 etc....it's not about blending in, i can do that just fine. it's just that there's a difference between being yourself, and pretending you're cis. people don't know i'm trans or ask me if i am 99% of the time i do anything, but i don't lie about having PCOS when i don't even have ovaries so that people can see me as more of a woman lmfao. diff strokes tho ur right
Hrt by itself isnt necessarily bad for you. anti androgens are necessary, but theyre a blood thinner. So basically, you cant smoke at all. You're more likely to get clots, which is risky if you have a predisposition before hand. You shouldn't drink either because you're already using your liver a lot.
That aid, medically hrt is much safer than it us to be trans societally. Trans people are victims of homicide or suicide at an alarming rate, and thats the primary cause for the low life span.
As for your pecker, its not going to get less healthy per se, but its likely you'll become infertile. Erectile dysfunction is also a possibility. Just have to gauge how much you want all of these things vs being a girl.
Since you're from femgen, you're probably a repressed tranny anyways, and you should start as soon as possible, because the longer you wait the worse it'll be. And if you ARE trans, you WILL transition eventually.
Oh i absolutely strive for stealth. If i could pull it off i fucking would. Lucky for everyone i guess, that will never be a possibility for me.
you can't smoke or drink on it or your organs will get fucked up a lot quicker than usual
also you have to avoid high-potassium foods
aside from that, meh, it's pretty hard to get wrong, the finer issues of doing it unmonitored is that it might not be as effective if you're self-medding but if you're coming from femgen asking about this, you probably don't care if you don't end up with big tits, right?
Honestly, the PCOS thing isn't even a lie of mine. It just started as an assumption someone made after I mentioned my hair problems came from an endocrine condition, which is blurry, but technically true. From that point on, it just got repeated from acquaintance to acquaintance and followed me, I just never bothered to deny it. Rumor power... I just love it. I also have a few people who suspect I'm a detransitioned FtM. I'm not going to correct them either.
I fucking hate this. I live with my ex right now amd its sort of often that shes like
>i miss boy 'oddish'
>remember when you were a boy
And theres pictures in her room from when i was a boy and it all just makes me so uncomfortable.
they can't beat you up and shit if you're not even there
you don't announce "I AM LEAVING IN 15 MINS, SO IF YOU WANT TO BREAK MY LEGS, DO IT NOW" or anything, you just leave without warning
are you underage or something? why can't you get away from them other than being too scared to venture out into the world alone?
So how do I make myself look as different as pre-hrt me as possible? I don't want people at my hs reunion to recognise me desu
>my grandmother has started talking like this
I haven't even changed
We dont even think about being exes anymore. Were best friends and stuff, even after we broke up we haven't stopped talking. So its mostly comfortable.
I think they miss boy me, but also think the separation is a compliment. If she misses boy oddish, 'he' must not be here. Idk.
Change your hair color. Was it as long when you graduated as it is now? I so get a haircut maybe. Change your bangs.
Well I could do the auburn hair but the rest would make me feel like the token hon ;~;
Who would get a fursuit without paws??
It was only about shoulder length in high school, definitely didn't have bangs back then
Ugh I've gotta learn how to makeup one of these days.
At least for me, being a girl is about how others interpret my gender upon seeing me. Its not enough that they respect me or that i acknowledge myself. I want them to think i am totally regular and just a girl, with no plainly visible shortcomings. I dont want to be the "oh, shes trans. She does very well for herself tho. I think its wonderful."
Just go as you are then. Probably no one will recognize you already. Or, if you're like me, they wont remember you or care.
it's prettty easy desu
>I dont want to be the "oh, shes trans. She does very well for herself tho. I think its wonderful."
i mean you don't have to be that tho to not be stealth. like when i go out guys tell men i'm with that i'm really hot, i get numbers, i get hit on a lot etc but if they asked me if i was trans or it was relevant to the conversation i would bring it up. you don't have to be plain or be like ... unnoticeable to be seen as an attractive woman
There's no such thing as me. Just a kaleidoscopic chaos born of a thousand pasts, possible and impossible, constantly moving. My persona just molds into people's expectations and there's no one behind the mask to care. I'm a just empty shell, ever ready to become what one sees on the empty, grimy canvas.
Dont get me wrong, fashion wise i prefer subtle or plain things. Contemporary i guess? And i have no delusion of stealthing. Or be hit on by random hot dudes like you. I think I'm just adapting to my best chance: blending in enough that people dont question my gender of focus on me enough to see the things about me that dont pass.
Might mean you're bothered by unsolved conflict. Or that you feel guilty because of something wrong you did to them. More context would be nice?
For instance, my dream tonight. I accidentally slept through my.job interview AND didn't go to work. WHY WOULD I DO THAT? Its because I'm nervous about how undisciplined and lazy i am and i dont want to fuck up these job opportunities and subsequently.my living situation. I think most dreams are based off of like anxieties.
I cosplayed at an anime con 6 months ago and someone recognised me ;~;
Maybe stuff your bra a bit. Wear a skirt.
Listen I'm not the dream whisperer or something. Dream soeak is not actually passed down through generations of tribal circles.
But that sounds like probably youre scared of losing someone special to an unkillable or unbeatable sickness or political situation.
>stuff my bra
That would look stupid desu. Might get a pushup tho
because you will look great
>Heels arent fun desu
I know but like you cant go wearing baggy clothes because literally no other girl there wont be wearing a dress
trust me this is coming from someone who has had a reunion and regretted not going girlmode
wow transphobic much
also of course she will look okay she is like 5'5" and intersex
I assumed the reason you dont want to be recognized is because you want everyone to not remember you were a dude in highschool, and so gender you correctly etc. Guys dont have boobs. If you have more noticeable boobs people wont think you're a guy.
Sorry i got distracted. I dont know the relationship between you and your moms dude, but yea maybe unsolved tension?
These dream readings arent free btw, you owe me so many goth tips now.
I just bought my first corset, fter a while of thinking about it and attending a panel about it Ive decided Im going to give it a shot.
I was told it can redistribute stomach fat into butt and breasts, who could pass up on a chance for that?
I used to be like you. There's really no better way of saying it than young hon. You pick someone you can relate to who looks like the femboy you could have been if you started a few years earlier. Then you prop them up on false superiority over the rest of the lazy ass betas around here.
One day you're going to realize that living vicariously through them and lying about their features was a mistake. Jormy will become Rawr 2.0 unless you cure yourself of younghondom.
Repeat after me Jormy is just some beta with a fringe.
I'll probably dress like a lesbo, not a frumpy dude
>inb4 whats the difference
My boobs are already pretty noticeable. And I don't care about people remembering me I just dont want to be the center of attention or anything like that.
I won't look fake if I put no effort in, ezpz
I'm running out of pills and Inhouse Pharmacy won't fucking ship my order for some reason and says pending. What do? Anybody had any simillar issues? If i do run out of pills how long do i have till the changes start reversing? I have maybe less than two weeks worth of estrofem left and i'm having a panic attack right now. What do i do? how do i get my pills fast right now? I tried contacting customer service but they didn't respond yet.
It's already been a whole day that it's saying pending and still not shipped
What do i do? Please help me
girls wear skinny jeans to go down to the shops or if they are going to go see a movie
they wear a dress if they are going out to say a school reunion where they might drink and go out afterwards