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Previous thread >>5569619
+1 although this will be the last time i say it for a while
Just watched this movie. Is it just me or is Creed kind of hot in this? Not really his looks but more of his sensitivity.
>tfw day started with lots of dysphoria but then I got some feedback from someone who wouldn't hugbox
Well given how much of a fuckup their mom is I don't think their second mom can be a downgrade. Then they've had a dad, can have old mom's new bf as dad, and new mom's new bf as dad. Really these kids have a pretty awesome chance of landing a sweet mom and dad... eventually. :P
Green doesn't look good on you.
Does it mean you are a daddy and that you vigorously fight against those evil suporn surgeons who want to take away our beautiful TG penises?
Lol I am glad someone used that.
I spent like 600 gorillion hours in Photoshop making it
>tfw bi with a preference for men but recently met a cute and nice girl online
Feels conflicted man. On one hand i want a strong man to princess carry me and fuck me hard and on the other, i want a nice girl to hold hands with and cuddle.
There is nothing yet between her and me.
>tfw your instructor uses "=" as a comparison operator and gets confused as to why his code isn't working
>tfw your instructor is googling how to do the next step as he's instructing you
>tfw your instructor literally doesn't know what the fuck they're doing
God. Fucking. Dammit.
I had an excel instructor like that. I literally came into class, goofed off, skipped lab days and still got an A, because the guy couldn't do basic functions.
>tfw want gf but also want bf
Too bad i'm too manly and gross for either.
I got one of those when I took a class in 3D animation. He was impressed because he saw me messing around on my own and made a deal that I would get A's if I helped everyone out when they needed. So of course I learned nothing all semester.
I'm not bi. I've had juvenile attractions to boys I've spent a lot of time with, but it was more of a bro-love thing. I can tell because I've never found males/penises particularly attractive. I'm 100% straight biologically in terms of what gets me aroused, but I find many modern women contemptible. It puts me in an awkward spot.
I always fight for justice and protecting the weak.
it's funny because it's tru
interest in computer "science" instantly outs you as a gross crypto straight man
where the trips were born;
fates reveal caterpollers true form
This looks like me ;_;
I wish I was joking.
Would a straight man have such insatiable dicklust? :')
Please kill me :')
This makes me angry though. I'd be happy for an easy A if it was a class on excel, but this is a class on MonoGame. I feel like I'd learn more about game programming on my own ;_;
That really sucks, I'm sorry that happened. Feeling like your tuition got wasted is a terrible feeling.
It's so tempting ;~;
finally an edition i can stand up for and get down to.
so i drove my friends home so that they could smoke because i'm nice and they hoboxed all of us basically and i got high a little and now i'm pretty upset about it.
oh hey, you're uh, i thought you were...like, a myth...
it wasn't a bad experience i just don't like getting high and my friends are lame. i knew that was what was gonna happen tho. i'm actually more upset because we left my dog with someone for the day and they're all too tired and stoned to come with me to get her.
Aw well that's rude on their part then desu, you gave them a drive least someone could do is sit there and hang out for a little bit. Sadly a lot of people really just go crazy when it comes to weed idk.
I've never owned a fedora, sorry. I've always been socially awkward, but I've always been the "cool kid" of the nerds club. To put it in economic terms, in relation to social competitiveness, I am lower middle class.
I'm ok with that. I still have more kids than... all of you? :D
I guess if you want an answer I present male so crossdresser is out. I have 0 sexual desires whatsoever so Sissy is out. I'm going to pick C. fuck-up
me today. i still need to do something with my hair. everyone is telling me to go fulltime now and i feel like maybe i could if i got some haircare and more fem clothes. i kinda walk around in band t shirts every day.
better every day i guess. i went to the beach today and it was cold and that was cool and now i'm home and i wanna play with my dog and go to bed.
Please help me /lgbt/ you're my only hope
I started HRT recently and I'm starting to have second thoughts about it, how can I tell if it's actually right for me?
Honestly, the biggest problem is just that it's really been terrible for my sex life. Since starting, I've had a lot of difficulty getting and maintaining erections. It's gotten really hard to masturbate, and even harder to do anything sexual with anyone else (at least anything involving my penis). My orgasms have been greatly diminished too, they feel duller and less satisfying. My sex drive has been up and down: sometimes it's at normal levels, but sometimes I have absolutely no sex drive at all, which really bothers me. Occasionally my sex drive will be a lot higher than it used to be too, which is also frustrating in its own way since it's so difficult for me to get off now.
What can I do? I try to force myself to masturbate at least once a day to prevent problems from disuse. I even stopped taking anti-androgens after consulting my doctor about these issues. It's helped a little (it's now merely difficult for me to sustain an erection, rather than impossible), but not enough. I only like girls and I can only get off from stroking my cock or sticking it in someone, and I really don't want to give up sex and stop having orgasms, but I don't want to stop taking estrogen either.
Also, sometimes I get even stronger feelings of dysphoria than I did before I started. It usually happens when I look in the mirror, everything about my appearance will just seem really off. Is that a sign that I'm not really trans?
You look cute today Oddish! I think with even just a little bit of lipstick or some ear rings, you could make your look just a touch more feminine but still keep it casual. I really hope you go full time and stay full time because I agree, you do seem ready for it!
This is what I was thinking, but I'll be the first to admit I'm no expert when it comes to hair or fashion. I don't know if its the quality of the picture or whatever, but your hair looks like it would be nice if it just had a thicker look to it. I have very straight hair so I've never had to fight with it too much.
>tfw dysphoria coming back
What do I do? I don't want to return to being a depressive mess.
>over sized band t-shirts
best t-shirts desu
i love doing glitch stuff desu. you ever listen to a picture when you're fucking with it?
yeee, i dont know if i'm hyped for psychonauts 2 or scared. i want it to be good, but there's the possibility that it blows. hopefully it's good.
i really like roguelikes and arpgs, but i don't know anything about video games really so idk if that makes me pleb trash or not
>parents want full access to my university information
>they're super intrusive and have never given me a reason to trust them
>every goddamn day it's going to be an argument about "have I done abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz bullshit" regardless of how many times I say yes
Why can't they leave me alone
No, that's a good thing, people who take video games supr suriously and call themselves gamers and shit like that are Autistic normalfags, it's better you enjoy video games the way you are.
>That sucks :(
uhh not really
there are other things you can do w/o ur penis lol
and you said you can still function it just doesn't give u as much pleasure now right
doesn't have to be as extreme as ur saying, but yah there's a lil bit of a trade off
Probably not but I don't care
Idk, its all rly old and most things deleted bcus drama n such
A lot of the time it doesn't function well enough to use for intercourse, that's the problem. If it was just diminished orgasms I could live with that, but I like pleasing women and that generally requires using my penis.
Also, a lot of those other things don't feel particularly good to me. Even after taking estrogen, I can't get off just to nipple stimulation or anal penetration or anything like that. And again, it's not like a lot of cis girls would be willing to exclusively do those things.
I didn't know that, thanks. I'll look into getting on the pill.
>tfw I still don't have a qt emo bf
Come save me pls I'll be your sickly gf and show you off to my mom and cuddle you forever.
oh, i am lazy so i will stuck to my autistic method.
>be 6'2" amazon girl
>go to long tall Sally to shop for clothes
>they're all ugly
Just let me die
no you can't have candy pookie
it's deathly candy, adults only
>tfw have to wear a mask because huge man jaw
I wouldn't know, I haven't actually seen it.
>tfw many of ur colleagues are going to see you in a dress for the first time tomorrow
uhmm I've been in bed for like 32 hours straight now so uhm
ok I think ....
still no internet xd
How are you ??
is that why she wears the mask ??
does it at least taste good ??
((both my parents smoke I hate it desu .... ))
>trying to date mostly-straight cis women as a transgirl
nooo don't do that
at least date lesbians ; ~ ;
I wouldn't be able to handle dating a cis girl again t-b-h idk how u do it
lots of jealousy !!
uhmm it's you silly !!
a lot of 'straight' or straight-leaning bi girls say they're willing to date transgirls, probably more than lesbians in my experience. they just tend to expect you to fuck them like a cis guy would
I'm thinking surgical mask, hugboxers have told me my upper face isn't so bad and I can look cool and spoopy at the same time.
Found a website with cute clothes but my boobs aren't big enough. Am I gonna have to stuff?
Is this cute or is my taste Kayla bad?
>I wouldn't be able to handle dating a cis girl again t-b-h
Pookie confirmed for chaser :^)
you get some cool results with that though. if you mix methods you can get some crazy stuff though.
yeah senpai. all black is really great. you can quote yamamoto too if you wanna too.
i wouldn't call it underrated bu->>5572139 oh.
it's not really scary desu. i like it. it's a nice 2eep4u art film. i guess it's creepy in a way.
good luck senpai!
That works, as long as you live in a country where wearing a mask when you're sick is seen as courteous and not frightening like it is here in America.
i think it's cute if you're cute enough to pull it off, h-haha
looks fancy and you'd have to have things that go with it well
however that site looks cheap and i doubt it will look as good as it does on the site
when buying clothes i just get what's closest, and it's not always going to look decent, but it usually does for me
can always get it tailored if not
((personally for this id just buy from somewhere else, looks sketch))
It is but then my manly eyes are also frightening and people give me looks.
I'm just manly and spoopy in general I think ;_;
guess ill go download audacity and gimp. fuuuuck.
also seemsi m doing something right.
uhmm I'd be a cat bcus I already take care of one and I pet him a lot and feed him too much so I think it'd be v nice
((realistically a goldfish tho bcus I'm prolly a bad cat owner ; _ ;))
Do the striaght girls treat you like a girl though ?
I'm sure you'll find a les or bi girl if you keep searching...
u caught me .....
((she was like 5 feet tall tho and acted like an anime irl it sucks dating some1 that short ok))
>I like to watch the blazing tip mostly
that's kinda edgy tbqh
uhm uhm if u really like blowing the smoke couldn't you just vape then ??
smoking is bad for u ricky esp on HRT ; _ ;
I never outgrew my fascination with fire desu senpai. Like all boys I used to play with fireworks and blow shit up with my friends.
Still love the sparkles and everything, guess I'm still really edgyyyyy. Also I don't smoke very often. Usually do it only when I'm under a lot of stress. I do like.. a few cigs every few months.
nere's a better guide than i can write desu.
'saul cool. it's not for everyone.
you can just tell people this senpai: “Black is modest and arrogant at the same time. Black is lazy and easy - but mysterious. But above all black says this: "I don’t bother you - don’t bother me".”
and then be cool afterwards
Okay! This is cute but my frame is too big for it :((( especially around the *ahem* shoulder region
I wish I played w/ fireworks and went outside and stuff when I was a kid ....
uhm it's really good you don't smoke v often though !!
was worried desu ....
soooo unhealthy and expensive too !!
Are u still w/ ur gf Ricky ?? It doesn't sound like it : (
oh oh !!
that's what yohji looks like ? .-.
I always liked his clothes and stuff and saw that quote before but I didn't know he was THAT old
need to lurk /fa/ more I think......
>tfw can't tell if a feature is bad or I'm my mind is just exaggerating it
I can't afford a nasty habit, that's how poor I am.
>Are u still w/ ur gf Ricky ?? It doesn't sound like it : (
Yeah I am I just need attention 24/7 because I'm a vapid little bitch.
Yeah cat isn't too bad a choice. You could just be a total dick to you and you'd still pay attention to you. I think cat is better than fish because of the degree of freedom.
I think I'd be a dinosaur. I don't like pets but I'd like a dinosaur. I would ride it around town, and I wouldn't mind carrying myself around town if I were that dinosaur. Be a raptor and just go around eating people's cats and stuff.
>I will never give Ricky gf attention then watch her get all needy by not paying attention to her
I think its the best pic of her yet desu. Shes so fuckin beautiful.
>implying I don't read all your posts and happily sigh
Not like I'm developing a crush on you or anything...
It's so fucked up btw. I have no idea what you look like, what your personality is like and who you actually are. Like at this point I'm just being retarded.
I'm definitely being a little retarded. But in a good way? I dunno. I guess I shouldnt flirt with you so much in case you do decide to go and have a crush on me.
>tfw totally not crushing on Ricky or anything.
Fuck that! If I were a dinosaur and someone tried to kill me, I would eat them. DA NAH NAH NAH NAH DA NAH NAH NAH NUHHHH DOO DO DO DO DA DA DA DA DAAA DA DA AAAAADAAAAA
and so on.
FFS, yay or nay? I think I'd benefit from getting some work done. It'd be cool to cross the threshold into being pretty but I don't want to be that person that's super obsessed about how they look.
I bet you'd be one of those tiny cute chicken-sized dinosaurs.
Another mile run down, soon I will join the /fit/ club!
Todd is kind of a genius. Next time I have a math class I'm just gonna hand in scribbles and tell my teacher "it just works".
>tfw this is developing into a comically transbian relationship
Yeah you should tb-h. It's easy, you go up to one of the girls you like and introduce yourself. The rest will happen on its own :)
It's better than humouring a weird sickly tranny on the internet every now and then!
>tfw you think noses like that are cute on girls but almost all of the girls that have them hate them and end up getting them surgically altered
You resemble one of my shift leaders where I used to work, so I'd say so.
>tfw used to be super fat
>now left with gross everything
>also muscles dont go away for some reason
want to wear just sleeveless tops so much but they make me look like some kinda gorilla
>tfw you looked really angry when you were a teen.
That's where I'm sitting right now
I can't find any stores with an appropriate swim top that I could wear without getting looked at too much, but I feel like my boobs are noticeable if I go topless
>tfw you looked hopeless and dead inside in every photo of you as a teen
If you want to know why I wear bangs, here you go. I'm passable with them but without them (and especially from my profile) I look like a guy.
Are u me holy shit
Well I don't wanna be the reason why the dream dies so I believe in us desu ...
it's really not that bad desu ....
like ur brow shows some but ur jaw seems fine and ur forehead doesn't look big imo
ur nose is really small from side though woa
A-are you brick anon
>Younger sisters going through an ultra-liberal "I'm such an atheist" phase
>Swearing and complaining about how sexist and transphobic Christianity is
>Complaining about how much of a bigot my dad is
This is the most weirdly adorable they've ever been. I'm kind of tempted to come out to them.
t y for making my day. you tend to do that more than you think.
My hips are kinda big, but they go inward halfway through, before going outward until my waist. Why is this? Will HRT make them more normal?
>hey babe lol my hair is so messed up but i can't wait to see you tomorrow
No lie I get a message like that with this pic and a couple of winky faces or something flirty, I'd probably rub one out.
She's not wrong. I just went to mass on Sunday (forced). There was ONE 1 gay kid in the hall and no one but me and his family(they didn't look happy about it) shook his hand during that part where everyone shakes hands. Made me so angry, I wanted to scream.
well maybe shes intersex then
whats the deal here ?
>tfw not intersex and like 160cm tall
>tfw no hips
>tfw jaw takes up half my face
Why even live
yup hrt works if they were visible before and even if you didnt lose weight it will shape slowly that way
started seeing it from mirror like 4months in, i was rly fat but suddenly had like shape of an 8
it looked sooo super gross desu
>hips dips, it's a pretty male thing
fuck this life
>She's not wrong.
I know, I just think it's ultra-adorable that they're going through a little super-liberal thing like I did around that age. Also cool to know they'll likely be accepting when I do come out.
Whenever I was younger and my parents made me go to church I had really, really long hair(because lolclosettranny but I always excused it by saying I wanted the metalhead look lol), and the pastor was very much bothered by it. But he wouldn't say it, and tried to pretend he wasn't. He would regularly point me out for my long hair like "It doesn't matter what you look like as long as you're doing what god wants. Look at that kid right there, he has long hair and there's nothing wrong with it. I'm not bothered by it at all." and occasionally whenever I'd see him outside of church he'd be like "Hey, I see your hairs gotten longer. Some of the others at church are kind of bothered by it. But not me. Definitely not me. I'm fine with it." and like anytime he was mentioning me or talking about/to me it was about to hair.
>Whenever I was younger and my parents made me go to church I had really, really long hair(because lolclosettranny but I always excused it by saying I wanted the metalhead look lol),
Lol i just rembered, in my high school there was a metalhead freshman kid with long hair and he looked so girly, his voice was also androgynous that year. best way i could describe it was that he looked like a nerdy skinny girl, my friend in the guys locker room even went "cool theres a girl here!" every time we saw him.
but then he got upset so much whenever people called him a girl so he gained weight and stopped shaving. and looked like another boring ugly metalhead.
>neanderthal ape forehead
>brows look like i got them from an owl
>Boy pics are dead
>tfw parents refuse to take down manliest looking picture of me they have(My HS graduation pick that they begged me to shave my head for)
>"lol it's not about the fact you're still a guy in the picture it's because you were graduating and that's important"
>"When I finish transition will you replace it with a picture of me as a girl"
>"No because I think when you're older you'll realize that graduating HS was more important than transitioning"
Lol sure thing mom
>good chin and jaw
>tfw you can't see her for another 3 days
i would like to know the answer to this too, my instinct is that eating ~30 mins before taking your pills roughly matches peak estrogen with peak fat digestion/depositing, but i am also retarded
BBW = Big Beautiful/Black Woman.
but in my case i want to be a Big Beautiful Woman.
I do still plan to lose weight before i go on hormones but once i am on hormones i want to put on weight in the right places. i want to be big and beautiful.
i want to see if i can be in porn. but idk. I just want to be happy and empowered.
Yeah. After a while my parents would start saying "I'm starting to think he actually is kind of bothered by your hair" after everytime it happened which just baffled me because it was obvious from the first time he did it that it upset him.
I didn't even get to walk the stage because a teacher overheard my plan for a graduation prank and told the principal, was banned from even attending the event to see others graduate.
I'm still the same person and I think if they could accept that and understand that this is best for me it'd make me and them feel a lot better.
>its not like you live with them
I actually do currently
>you don't have shoulders
Is this bullyboxing?
Some kind of next level bullying?
YOU DUN WANT TO FITE ME GURL
being skinny would be nice but there is so much pressure to be thin. i basicly want to be like my best friend who is a bbw and i honestly think she is the most beautiful woman i know.
It's all about confidence, girl. If you know you are beautiful then you are!
CIS GIRLS GET OUT
srsly your profile literally passes 100%, not even hugboxing, now get out there and do girl stuff
I know girls who do fucking modelling with bigger / squarer mandibles than that
>I didn't even get to walk the stage because a teacher overheard my plan for a graduation prank and told the principal, was banned from even attending the event to see others graduate.
Well that's kinda lame
My graduation ceremony took fucking forever because the school wanted to congratulate each student who was accepted to any college (including the local community college) individually
There were about 200 people in my graduating class, and about two thirds of them were individually congratulated on being accepted to a college that accepts anyone who wanders past
>tfw you actually have a shitty jaw/chin and super manly profile and people with good profiles complain
Oh fuck off with your "I'm so mature, respect your parents, is there house" shit. I don't tell them to do jack shit, but the picture does hurt my feelings and I let them know that. I'd hope that they understood that, and I feel if they really did know to what extent it upsets me they'd remove it, and also I feel if they came to terms with the fact that I've changed but am still the same person they'd be happier too.
>tfw literally start beating self up after realizing how disgusting I am
I think I'm going to leave for a while.
See you all later.