My supervisor shouted at me and I feel bad. How do you like to cheer up, gaygen?
my supervisor at a shitty job i worked twice a week at once yelled at me and i told him to go fuck himself and if he calls me that again i'll fuck him up and piss on him after raping his skull and he never did it again. he never talked to me either. in fact i don't remember him coming but once at the same time as me, but he avoided me then. jeez men are really afraid of violent homos. its not like id really rape him
Ask him to give you his warm cummies in your tummy.
>How do you like to cheer up, gaygen
Remember, the universe started by a rogue particle. It's literally coded into our universe that things are supposed to go wrong.
If they didn't, we wouldn't be.
Also be grateful that the earth was positioned in a manner that allows life form, and appreciate the fact that you're conscious and you're literally comprehending the universe.
Open this pic and your super computer of a brain can comprehend the whole universe, instantly.
Your manager doesn't matter.
D'aaww, that pic's cute.
He looks adorable with curly hair, I wanna see it tossle around.
And honestly, I could do with deleting all of mine but there's something really sentimental about them all. I don't record as much as I used to.
Also were you trying out for voice acting??
>It just watches with no personal attachment to what happens.
>Observation not intervention.
So, there's zero reason why one should worship such a God.
If it doesn't give a crap about whether you live or die, why should we believe that it gives a shit about the way we choose to live our lives, like religions suggest?
It literally makes no sense.
>Death isn't anything to worry about it isn't really even a punishment, just a transition.
If life isn't precious, what are the arguments against murder, suicide, abortion etc etc?
I'm only here out of boredom. If it weren't MLK day I'd be at the gym and class.
>how do you like to cheer up
Doing anything I love to do.
>anything plant related
>shit posting on 4chan
I've always preferred straight hair, I wish mine didn't flick up around my shoulders.
>Also were you trying out for voice acting
No, it's mostly recordings for Vocaroo threads, among other things.
I don't have a nice voice, or the range for voice acting.
Martin Luther King Day, even I know that.
Martin Luther King Jr. Day. All schools are not in session today.
Lol I'm like a 5/10 and gay guys seem to like me pretty well.
Seriously though, the amount of personal preferences that gay guys have is kind of staggering compared with women. Twinks, Chubs, Bears, Husbandos, Otters, Wolves, pups, Sayters etc. Pretty much no matter what you look like, you're going to make some gay guys dick diamonds.
I would totally grow pot if it were legal to do so. Just because you can make a drug out of it/smoke it doesn't mean it doesn't deserve to live and grow.
>let it grow, let it grow
woops wrong video
ok, i don't agree with that but i do just naturally think of him a lot, I mean also
>>5569562 those muscle tiddies
I've helped voice act for some indie projects in the past before, it's really hard, desu
You can just talk naturally like I assumed, there's this whole theatrical flair to it that makes me feel weird to just sustain for too long. I don't think i'm cut out for it.
Also, straight hair?
There isn't any point to anything, anon.
But dick is pretty nice, so, you know
>guy on grindr I'm talking to doesn't like diana ross
wrong video, sorry. I use ctrl + c constantly and sometimes I copy things I don't mean to paste.
Diana Ross is pretty good, but unless he hates her I see no reason to stop talking to someone just because they aren't Diana Ross fans.
>holes lacking energy
Have you thought of getting a dildo?
That's how I am irl. I see no reason to pussyfoot around. I say what I do with no remorse. Sadly people don't like my honesty. They want fakeness and I despise being fake. I say what I mean and mean what I say and needless to say I really don't have friends apart from my husband and family members.
>break up w/ bf of 1 year
>feel like absolute shit all week even though I'm the one who broke it off
trying to play CSGO to get this nigga off my mind but damn I feel like I made a big mistake
also he's taking forever to say what he's crying about.
I'm polite to people I don't know, but i'm more polite with people I know personally in my life. I just see no reason to show extreme care and kindness to people I don't even know.
Except SP has a deeper less gay voice and he doesn't cry. I've never seen him cry. He got teary eyed a few times at movies, but not full out balling like this guy. Plus SP is taller and more muscular and well - more handsome. I really can't watch this video. I stopped watching after 1 minute and stopped listening around 2:30 and refuse to listen or watch anymore.
I have one saved on imgur from my past before I met SP. I don't know how to get pics removed from imgur especially ones this old. I know SP would be upset if I posted it.
I'm polite to strangers, but I work guest services, so I do that by treating them like toddlers who need constant help. I'm actually meaner to people close to me, since I know for a fact that anything they do wrong can't be blamed on secret mental handicaps.
Yeah, you should just give up and beg me to marry you already. Who else would take you in?
>Jesus. Why are you trying to lose weight at 140?
As I said, I'm mentally a bit fucked lately. I developed some sort of bad mindset. I just can't imagine myself gaining weight and looking good.
>I just can't imagine myself gaining weight and looking good.
Bro, if is too short to be fuckable to everyone.
Who cares. Just get a good skill, and you'll have a great Self Esteem Backbone. I call it a SEB.
I made up that acronym.
I know what you mean I use to work retail/cashiering you have to act fake constantly. It's sickening to my stomach I know.
>be da dood durl you always have to de
>let it doe
Fuck, I can't find it in the archive.
Basically it's about me becoming a bit anorexic. I'm working out every day and I do a lot of cardio. Otherwise I only have bad thoughts. At the same time I am really hungry all the time and without energy. I only feel good for a couple hours after eating a lot and the problem is I always think about food when I'm working out (I've never done that before, I was never that hungry when I went to the gym). I have a few days where I just don't care about calories counting and then I eat a lot of unhealthy food and feel terrible afterwards. I try to compensate that by working out a lot the next day and starving myself basically. Somehow I'm never really satisfied lately.
>they can't do anything on their own
Yeah if you ever work in a gas station convenience store you soon learn just how hopeless and needy people are and not only that they are impatient as well. The 3 very unbecoming traits that no one finds appealing.
It looks like SP, Juppy.
I bet he cries all the time when you're not around to abuse him.
I don't understand.
The guitar manufacturer?
I don't play guitar, in fact, I dislike it a lot when people play guitar in my presence.
I glare at buskers whenever I pass them in the streets, good for nothing cunts.
>I'm too stupid when I'm doing this alone.
You aren't stupid. You are searching for something wrong/ problem solving. That's a sign of high intelligence. You're just hard on yourself.
Refuge in audacity. I'm recovering, but there was a time in my life where most everything I said was false. My true, inner self is fragile and I don't like feeling vulnerable. Melt the ice around my heart, anon.
I've gotten lucky with the hotel job, most people are too sleepy to be very rude in the mornings. Except for this one repeat who seriously hates me, everyone is nice and polite back.
>Maybe, I just need to get used to a better diet now. I should gain a bit weight.
Also, pic related. Been living off this for years.
I can honestly say, I've never done and serious remodeling with my penis before.
If you bulk up to say 160, and decide you don't like the way you look. Eating 1300 cal a day, and doing lots of cardio will get you back to 140 in no time.
Just goes to show how good he is at it.
>Refuge in audacity. I'm recovering, but there was a time in my life where most everything I said was false. My true, inner self is fragile and I don't like feeling vulnerable. Melt the ice around my heart, anon.
It's ok. Being frightened is nothing to be frightened about.
Do you think Abraham Lincoln wasn't scared during the civil war? Even though he knew he'd win, he began writing daily angry letters to lots of people out of stress. Ms. Lincoln ended up tearing up these letters before the postman saw them, to save Lincoln's relationships. After the war, he thanked her graciously for being more mature. But there's nothing wrong with just writing.
Remember, writing can help ANYONE.
Jeez I remember those days. I worked that the front desk at a motel once. It was awful especially this one couple who were displaced from New Orleans because of Hurricane Katrina. They were so rude and annoying as hell. They practically lived there in the motel all my time of working there. We apparently were their messengers. They would receive phone calls through the motel and we had to dispatch these calls to their room. So instead of getting easy pay as you go phones like the should have they made us be their personal operators. It annoy me so much. I'm glad I quit that job.
You're skin is pretty elastic. and when I say no time, I mean like 6-8 weeks, so not literally overnight.
Bulking up would probably take allot longer. I put on 60 in about 9 months, but that was pretty much eating everything in sight that wasn't nailed down.
The point of bulking is to gain muscle, not fat.
You can gain a lot more than 60lbs in 9months, if you eat like a fatass but you'll end up looking like a sack of shit.
morning is for cardio
nothing wakes you up faster than the initial burst of "why the fuck am I outside?" at 6am in freezing weather and you forgot your gloves in the house so you're trying to finish the route even faster just so you can get back in
>I don't play any instruments, I just don't like when people play music in public.
Lighten up desu. it's light-hearted and fun, makes no difference to your day
A lot of people here cling to this idea that 'i don't like X' means 'I HATE X SO MUCH ARGH' and they just stress themselves out.
If you don't like the music, fine, just don't pay attention to it, don't stick around, put in earphones, whatever. At very least understand that the busker is having fun doing something they're passionate about and getting paid for it, and a lot of people walking past enjoy it. which is more than you can say for most.
A little culture here and there doesn't hurt m8
Pic on the right is now going to be my ideal look. I may never be that cute but seriously that's the most attractive look I've seen on a masculine guy without giving off "top only, no cuddles" vibes.
>tfw not brave enough to get a buzzcut and go for the "beefy soldierboy" look
you won't be satisfied til you try and get a job in the year 2020 and the google skynet overlords search every nook and cranny of your social media postings and, through biometrics, recognizes your penis
Remember: if a guy you are dating complains that you spend too much money on handbags, it means he wants to marry you in 20 years
More muscle = more calories burned daily
Yeah, i know.
Just wanted to lose all the extra fat first and get it out of the way, that's why i was on a cut diet.
that talking lips reminds me of what what in my butt
>tfw no lifting buddy with benefits.
L O N D O N
>I hope not. Putting on 35lbs of fat to get 25 pounds of lbm would suck.
It's 20-25 pounds of muscle/year for elite athletes.
Maybe it works different with noob gains, if you were skelly.
>invited SP to come with me to Uni gym
>we do exercises
>head to the locker room
>notice the showers were empty and no one around
>slip into the shower together
>start to get light headed from the sauna
>couldn't have sex because almost passed out of heat exhaustion
Sometimes sexual escapades with your significant other doesn't go as planned in your sexual fantasies.
Hopefully next time we decide to do that we eat before we exercise and drink plenty of water. Normally I'm not sexual at all when I go to the gym. My sexual feelings are turned off and I'm there to workout only, but having SP with me was sexually arousing. That's why I normally go to the gym alone.
Ann i need lifting buddy
Motivating myself is fucking impossible these days
Move here pls. My gym has towel service and a jacuzzi
Everyone is different. The human body can easily put on more than 25lbs. Just look at roiders.
There are people with naturally higher hormona levels. Are they capped at 25lbs/yr just because they're natural?
FatLife is pain. Being lighter feels so much better it's not funny
>Everyone is different.
That's a given, a low test guy and naturally high test guy won't have the same gains in a year.
I was just talking about a research i read that was conducted on elite athletes, supposedly with no roids.
I feel. They probably extrapolate from a short period of testing. Offseason going onseason may build 4lbs of muscle in the time a noob builds 2lbs, but the noob will build 2lbs all year where the athlete will stall out as they're much closer to their performance ceiling.
The more you have to gain, the faster it can happen.
You are trying to draw attention to the fact that you have pretty underwear. It is logical to think that you want to draw attention to your libido with that.
So, want to give pics or are you too coy?
back when I was a teenager I guess, now i'm so ancient i need physical touching to get hard.
Boners, as in rock hard cock, no.
Maybe a semi-chub from a really hot guy wearing something slutty like compression pants or a speedo, or something.
im gonna go "work out" today with my roommates but most likely it's just going to be jogging. which is fine. i dont really get any physical activity and i've gained quite a bit of weight since i started my medication so anything helps
Does gaygen ever see a piece of clothing and just immediately think "these were made for me to take a dick in"
is it? i mean i'm just not horny all the time like i used to be. i mean also im battling some depression and weird hangups that keep me from boning up in public. now if it's a picture and i'm at home and can pop a boner with no worries then sure??? idk. i guess i dont get the question
Hahah yes. I use to get Undergear catalogs and they had assless unerwear and always thought "Yeah this is for underwear fetish gays to fuck in"
One time I saw a hot dude in speedos on the beach standing up and his gf was putting sun cream on his legs. She got to the top of his left thigh and she had both hands wrapped around his thigh rubbing in the sun cream. I was sitting directly behind him and, because his stance was wide to allow his gf to get her hands in there, I could see her accidentally bumping and touching his bulge.
That gave me a huge boner. I just got a semi thinking about it.
Well we weren't trying to have sex in the sauna. We went into the sauna and then showered. We tried to have sex in the shower, but alas it never happened. It's way too hot to do anything in a sauna
Here is california. Ex's club had a fuckhueg jacuzzi in it. Could actually sit far enough away from people to have seperate convos
Mine cuzzi smaller but the showers are really nice
yeah I suppose, but every single jockstrap SP and I own is strictly for sexual pleasure not actual application while doing exercise, etc. I wouldn't say Jockstraps are slutty, but they are sexy and easy access for getting fucked.
I found it in a folder labled "Jupp" I had a computer external hard drive failure so mostly all my good photos were lost forever, but SP was kind enough to give me everything I sent him. So I must have sent him it before.
Dragonite is quite a handsome pokemon. One of the top faves. I know it's SP's favorite pokemon.
That sounds pretty swank.I was pretty stoked to have a gym with both wet and dry saunas.
If I ever decide to sell my house and try to make it in porn, I'll let you know. lol
>tfw want a personal sauna
>dry sauna around $2,000
>wet sauna/ steam room nearly $6,000
I only said that to annoy you.
I'm going to bed now, enjoy the rest of your day.
You could build your own dry sauna, easy peasy. Basically all you need is a ceder box and a space heater.
A wet one would be harder since you'd have to worry about moisture and mold.
>moisture and mold
As much as I love my Uni steam room they never clean it. Mildew all over the cracks in the tiles and calking glue. Window sill has black mold growing on it. I know it's not fun cleaning them, but cheezus. Even if I complained about it the front desk would just ignore me like all the other things I brought to their attention.
I mean... that ice-cream place beside the beach is nice and the chips in that shed chipper were really tasty. But the rest was a bit of a dive - homeless people everywhere!
Felt like I was in fucking Neilstown.
Decide to get 'pumpkin pie' flavored yogurt. This tastes like shit! And these damn fucking containers you cant spoon jack shit out of them!
I got stood up again today. I honestly have no clue why I keep trying.
You can tick one more useless shit-bag off the list. In the equation of probability you've increased your chances of finding bea. So don't don't feel too down about it!
Well, I would assume if you're going to get a steam room you'd have the money to make sure it's done properly. Like a, pay more now but save more later type deal.
I take exception to that comparison - I pay my taxes!
No, I haven't - but I've tried pumpkin before and it isn't for me. I'm not a huge fan of sweet things anyway.
My only issue with dry saunas is that the inside of my nose gets so dry that it hurts to inhale. Sweating a lot I don't mind, but the air in there is so piercing dry I feel like I will get a nose bleed if I'm in there long. The steam room allows moisture in my nostrils and I'm able to breath easier. Plus the wet sauna can get hotter than a dry one.
I really really really like your name. Favorite Roman emperor tbqh.
Fabulous. At least you two won't be short of things to do when you're meeting up. Between Bray and Dublin you've got loads to be getting on with.
Also, if you go to the zoo I demand you take a picture of the red pandas for me.
His son Commodus destroyed Rome. Marcus was one of the top 5 best emperors of Rome. His book was a personal journal not meant to be read. He actually wanted his journal to be burned after he died. His daughter held on to it.
>hurts to inhale.
I know what you mean. You build up a tolerance to that pretty fast though.
Ruffling other guys hair? And here I thought we had something special.
Hard to argue with that. If I'd hit my wife, I probably could have saved the marriage. lol
Not sure I could commit to being that guy though.
i just successfully lifted my rage away and it went surprisingly well
i feel a lot better now and i hit a new OHP pr of 45kg. huh.
> things wouldnt have turned out like they did
just to add to what I previously said. He was one of the 5 good emperors his son was one of the worst.
How do I stop being 'invisible' to people? I hang out with friends, but noone ever asks or converses with me desu. Sometimes I make jokes, people either laugh or tell me it was really shit, or don't react at all. Sometimes I feel like I'm in one of those cliche movies where someone dies but doesn't realise it yet, and everyone is ignoring them. idk.
Whenever I try to be clever or cool or anything people say I'm trying too hard. Still, I managed to have a decent night out with some mates recently. I guess I'm not very comfortable because I know a lot of people, possibly including my friends, do not support LGBT people round here. They make it awkward for them. I think they know I'm hiding something, but they don't suspect I'm gay.
>professional big brother/dad
That doesn't pay though. So it's not work it's volunteer. I understand the whole give to your community thing of volunteering, but that shit don't pay the bills yo.
He watches after kids with special needs and just takes them places and makes sure they do all their, uh, i forgot what he calls them them but it's this list the parents/company gives him that the caretakee is supposed to accomplish with every shift he gets.
It's not volunteer, to be sure, either. I dunno what you're thinking of but he gets paid.
Oh, that's an actual job with mentally handicapped kids. That is an actual profession, but "big brother" organizations is all volunteer.
Being a Big Brother/Dad is just the way he described it feeling like sometimes and plus it makes me swoon hardcore whenever he tells me about the warm fuzzy dad-feels he gets when the kids he takes care of and him bond.
Although technically one of the "kids" he takes care of is like a year older than him..
very narrow compared to my waist.
Luckly I have fridgemode to aspire to, so there is hope.
I once worked at a shitty store that sold cheap shit and child's toys. There was a girl who was part of these Handicapped homes and a trip to the store I worked at was one of the highlights of their days when they went out and did stuff in public. One girl came up and was buying a coloring book. She said to me "I'm 24 and I still like to color" I myself was 24 at the time and I could see she was ashamed to be still coloring at her age. She didn't have downs syndrome but it was like her face was smashed inward. She had big eyes and a rat like feature to her face. I don't know what disease she had, but anyway. I felt like I had to make her feel better about this shame and I said to her. "I'm 24 too and when I visit my mom's house I color all the time with crayons and pencils" she then got extremely happy that someone like me that doesn't have a disability also liked coloring. I literally made her day she was so happy.
Yep. My wide hips are fantastic for deadlifting and squatting.
>mfw dat lower back strength + leverage
>claims she's sub
I needed a good laugh today.
Tape says 17" but I can't be sure it's super close..
I'm also 5'8.5" although that was measured awhile ago and I've been shrinking ever since I was nearly 5'10" about five years ago
That's too fucking sweet
I don't think I've ever done anything like that irl
I've drawn pixel animations of birthday cakes for friends before, I recorded myself singing and playing for someone who was feeling sad
But only over the internet
I found the disease. She wasn't mentally disabled like the rest of the children who came in she was quite smart to have a conversation. But she looked like this
Is it weird I'm attacked to women, but really muscular women, along with really muscular men?
>a rare condition that keeps her body from storing fats
holy shit, why is the human body capable of that
Poor woman.. </3
She seems to be a bad-ass despite it all so good on her.
A bit more than average but not really noticeably, I don't think.
Not super muscular but like really tough looking chicks, sure
I attack women also...verbally on the internet.
>Not super muscular but like really tough looking chicks, sure
I like strong women who can beat the shit out me. Make me a bitch. Throw panties in my face and make me suck their roided clits.
Why is it that I can hit a dog when the bitch acts up?
Why is it that I can hit a man when the bitch acts up?
Why is it that I can hit a child when the faggot acts up?
But I can't hit a fully grown woman even though they act up more than the average child?
My dream is too have a more violent society towards women.
>imagine her giving you a hand job.
>Just someone who can be my daddy despite, you know, being a mommy.
Would you ever let a huge muscular chick get a strap on and fuck you in the ass?
i spent so long on it.....
Seriously I have been lifting for two years. Currently I am doing 6 days a week, deadlift+bench one day and squat+ohp the next, monitoring everything I eat (complex carbs, protons, veggies, plenty of water and vitamins). I was good friends with a body builder/personal trainer, and we used to lift together. and he used to tell me "you have perfect form, man. good job."
I started off at literal skelly. I couldn't even do more than one push up. Dead serious.
Some of us weren't made to be muscular gods, brah. At least I'm healthy.