>>5551771 i understand that it might hurt, and could never hope to understand how much and in what ways, but remember that if you love and respect him, you cannot act like this. if you manipulate someone with the prospect of your suicide, you're:
a) in a fundamentally unhealthy relationship b) being an abuser c) showing little concern for someone you say you love.
Why do people never understand what this will put other people who care about them through? I spent an hour texting with a close friend who was threatening to kill himself last night (over text, locked in his room)told me he was going to slit his throat, I did everrything I could to try and get him not to, but after an hour and a had he told me he done it.. despite crying trying to break down the door iand calling the police I got no response. Turns out he didnt do it but HOW do you put someone you consider a friend through that kind of hell? I just lost someone else last week.
>>5551854 >you're just in the cry for attention stages fuck, why do people have this attitude? this attitude really got to me so i just loathed in my depression throughout my entire teenage years until very recently. i was fucking ashamed to get any attention towards me and tell anyone i thought of suicide constantly. why isn't it already bad enough to even want that kind of attention? why do people blame others for being depressed? it's so fucking hypocritical. it's like saying "kill yourself or i don't care about you" while simultaneously saying "if you kill yourself you're selfish because you don't care about my feelings.". people are fucking assholes.
>>5552759 what do you expect them to think? >i hate myself and feel so horrible that it overrides one of the biggest instincts any organism has, the will to live, but other people feel bad if i'd be gone and would have to spend some time to get over it. you're a selfish fuck. don't get me wrong, you did great cheering your friend up a little. but no, other people don't have to cater to your feelings.
>>5552759 I never really considered it an odd topic to talk about. I guess some people might get all freaked out but just because I'm talking about suicide doesn't mean I'll do it. Maybe I'm just numb to it because I'm so used to the thoughts that they don't bother me anymore.
>>5552875 >you're a selfish fuck. don't get me wrong, you did great cheering your friend up a little. but no, other people don't have to cater to your feelings. Turns out he did it just because he thought something i said to him was rude. decided to fuck with me i guess. Last time I put myself out there for anyone.
If your willpower is so weak that you will kill yourself over a breakup, I doubt you will have the willpower to go through with killing yourself. Anon, you are a miserable human, aren't you. I hope it gets better for you, big homie.
>>5551771 Besides a more in-depth conversation on another platform, there's not a huge amount I can say, or promise you. I cannot say it will get better. I cannot tell you you'll forget about him. I cannot tell you you are, at your core, a great guy. However, I can assure you that with time your current situation will change - perhaps for the better, perhaps for the worse - and that you have an active role in that change if you choose to assert control. If you need to seek psychiatric help (which all signs point to yes) you aren't being weak, or proloning the inevitable. You can use other people, smart and kind people who have spent years studying so they could help people like you, to get a foothold and make your life more satisfying. I cannot promise their success, but it's certainly worth a try. There's plenty to live for. It may not be easy to see that right now, but if you choose not to kill yourself you will find something else to bring you some joy, or at least contentment, and no matter how fleeting it may be suicide will offer you no such possibility. I tried to jump in front of a car 2 years ago. It swerved and I survived. My brother shot himself. He didn't. I don't know how you feel, but I know it's not good. Just please - not for anyone else's sake, but for your own - try to endure, and pick yourself up. There's so much out there, and you owe it to yourself to try.
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