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Previous thread >>5550358
Who /excitedfordeath/ here? I keep finding myself closing my eyes before I cross the road the last few weeks hoping something will hit me, it's not even premeditated, as soon as I'm on the spot I just leap into it because I'm so fucking longing for it to come.
Holy shit I found a song from back when I was going through my emo girl phase (5 years ago o_O). Still so good.
Threadly reminder that this is the type of person behind anime posts and claims to be trans and is currently out there representing you.
what if not only is your life shit because of actions out of your control but because of actions that used to be in your control but you were too scared to act and now nothing is in your hands and there's no way to fix your life because you suck and fail at everything you ever do
wow thanks, I'll just make myself pass! just like that! :) I never realised it was so simple, all I had to do was wish REALLY hard for my entire skeleton to change, why didn't I do this earlier?
past is irrelevant and unchangeable. The big reason people fail is because they give up too soon or don't try hard enough. I mean sometimes shit happens but consistent effort generally breeds good results
wat? I only represent myself And yeah im actually a transgirl early into hrt. I'm extremely repulsive looking everyone already knows that. I don't see what your post is hoping to accomplish
I guess I'm supposed to be miserable and a shut in at home with zero social life or friends because I'm not attractive. Sorry for that I guess?
Looks dont have anything to do with trans or not, just the genes lol and she doesnt even push it that far.
Its a little eh to dress like a gay guy though and then tell people you are trans i guess.. But cant cant rly judge since go in trashy hobo clothes trying to be a boy mw my senpai and close friends know im trans.
Also aww poor korra, stuck with a long boy face like me :l
why are you basing your entire existence and well being off of a short lived thing like appearance. just get healthy and be andromode and live somewhere queer friendly. okay now focus on important stuff
I guess thats true, I can't make any headway into fixing myself because thats true, things get too hard and I give up
I'm just too tired and too old to keep fighting against the quicksand
The road to hell is paved in good intentions.
>I'm andro and live in a queer area and its pretty cool.
Yeah no lol.
>I mean you can sit in your room doing shit all or you can put effort towards accepting yourself, be it therapy or whatever
I'm not that other person you were responding to, I pass just fine. :p
This place is really depressing. I honestly might stop coming all together because I always end up feeling much much worse every time I come here and I'm not even a depressive type of person
>implying I can even go 'andromode' with a face/body like this
>implying that would be enough to make my dysphoria dissipate adequately anyway
>implying it's at all viable for most people to just up sticks and move to the other side of the country just to find a city they feel they can walk around and not get beat up for looking like an ugly creepy freak in
you're not making anything better, just fucking stop
if that's you in that gif, your face passes though
it's easy to say "just be andro" if you look cute or inoffensive enough, but when you've got a real lowest-tier caveman face or something then no, people will not accept you, they just think you're some kind of pervert because right or not people are treated better or worse depending on whether they're attractive or ugly in this society. It's the foundation of over a century of advertising and is the foundation for huge parts of our society, you can't possibly deny that.
I've been taking Pueraria Mirifica and Black Cohosh twice a day and am starting to see some results after maybe a month. How does this compare to actual HRT?
Post your bodies, height and time on HRT.
I want to know if i have any chance at all.
>stop ordering food, and cook for myself the last 3-4 days
>lose 4 lbs
what the actual fuck
>or find reasons to live not based on aesthetics
that's not how dysphoria works you fucking idiot
why would there be any need for anyone to transition ever if it was that easy to just ignore your whole body etc. and get on with life? do you even know how it feels to be trans or are you just tumblrscum who 'transitioned' despite not actually having dysphoria?
This is mine.
I watched too much tabby and ended up transitioning and looking just like her.
So legitimate question
When you guys do this depression olympics thing, who does the judging and gives out the medals? Do you guys do mandatory drug testing to make sure there aren't performance enhancing drugs involved?
3 years hrt here.
still have a ton of dysphoria, I just find things that aren't tied to my gender/appearance and try and enjoy/experience life like a normie.
I'm honestly not much happier than pre-hrt, but I just have different things fueling depression now
it's kara :3 should i propose now?
>adds prog to the list of banned substances
Now I see this one anon talking about suicide by pills. That's pretty WEAK anons. Anyone can dope out. Giving it a 4. I think we can all conclude that the 9-10 suicides involve a vest.
If you're chronically unhappy you're probably going to stay that way until you intervene and find things that help.
I just happen to be in a slump but I know the only thing that got me out of my last slump was getting off my ass and putting consistent effort in towards improving my situation for a long time. It's not fun but if you manage reap any benefits it gets easier to stick with the effort you put in.
meds/therapy can be lifechanging
Why is this a problem? She's prettier than a lot of the people here, and she actually has some confidence.
This place if full of trolls and pessimism, the only thing it will do is sour your attitude.
I have a huge brow and my eyebrows are like catterpillairs. I don't get shit because most people are decent enough to keep their opinions to themselves.
>implying most people wouldn't read her as a girl with makeup
What are you doing here you're so reasonable?
If you want to die go join the kurds and fight daesh.
If I think I'm not attractive , does that mean the shitty personnality leaves ?
And , I'm definitly not the best person in the universe but I'm not the worst either soo ...
I had to google the word cause I was sure it had something to do with babies and I was kinda confused but ... s-sure >///<
Yeah but Sarah is nice too ~
her stats r a lie
its true im typically a pretty good person xd xd haha
im south asian + white whats that mean op
I USED TO SEE YOU A LOT
gem i know thats not true
if we hang out we're just gonna meme i know itll be really fun
cmere lets have group cuddle and play vidya and talk abt weird shit
i added u to our group chat btw!!
creep on us
pookies first words to me when we met were
>Are you Scottish?
mite be ....
uhh idk kinda boy
my mid section is pretty boy like my tummy
and my waist isn't good lol
but I think my hips and boobs have improved for sure
red panda trip omg
;~; sorry, hope if u do leave it makes u feel better
>her stats r a lie
r they .....
what am I then ....
Hi Kari !! how was ur sleep
that's a cute misconception ;3 d-do you have skype :o
>I don't get shit because most people are decent enough to keep their opinions to themselves.
kek congrats on living in a nice place
also, anyway, that's secondary, the key problem is still that being 'andro' isn't enough to lower dysphoria, I don't expect to totally cure it but come on, I can't even reach that anyway with my genetics
hi pookie, I love red panda a lot they are my favorite animal
how r u?
grr I'm fat ok
let's measure me @____@
I wanna know how tall I ACTUALLY am
they're v cute ^u^
uhmm I'm okay these jeans feel rlly good on my legs idk y rofl
I get to see Frog tmrw hopefully so I'm really excited about that !!
show her my new house and everything
how r u ??
aaa that sucks
being nocturnal doesn't help being sad imo
hope u get back to normal soon bb !!
Like... not even at parties where everyone is drunk? I'm an unattractive socially awkward super nerd and even I've gotten some action at parties.
Granted its been about a year and a bit now. Just don't have the desire to meet people anymore.
...is it your face? I'm not trying to be mean I'm just saying at least in that pic you've got a pretty nice body. I guess sure some guys would be weirded out but practically everyone seems bi or gay now as far as I can tell.
Seriously though how do you guys survive without flag tags. This shit is crazy.
>tfw doing five tabs of acid tonight
Normally I weight two weeks between trips but I just had to trip tonight. Here's to hoping I don't end up just feeling dysphoric and beating myself up the whole trip like I did the last few times.
Passing isn't a real thing though. Almost everyone can get to the point where most people don't clock them. Even if you are built like heracles get some fat on you and you become an andro blob. It's mostly about how you act and present. Once you learn some feminine mannerisms and dress pretty girly and learn how to not look like a mime with makeup and you probably pass with at least 40% of people. Some hormones and a lot of time and only the most horrendus wouldn't pass. Actually take a look at some women sometime, most aren't young pretty girls.
>is it your face
No my face looks cute according to most people and my body as you've seen is fem. It's just most guys don't want to date or even have sex with us. It's sad but true.
#ಠ____ಠ Well maybe you ought to go find a man and stop hanging out with a bunch of pussies. Then again what do I know, I've never nailed a transgril, or trap, or whatever y'all like to be called.
Teach you how? I dunno, go to a concert or a rave or something. I only get it because I hang out with a lot of other drug users, so maybe try and make some new shady friends? If you're really incompetent at obtaining drugs you can always just have them delivered to your door from the darknet. If someone does sel/give you some tho always make sure to check if it's really LSD. A lot of things sold as acid will kill you.
Awww thank you guys. <3
No I should though. I just don't really eat. I get a lot of walking around but I lately I've been a huge slug.
I'm sure it wasn't that bad. You feel like sharing?
Damn this general is super friendly. I like it here.
I don't have any friends so the most I get is like "have a nice day ma'am" when I go to stores or something. no one really refers to me with any pronouns because well I'm nobody to anybody
well now i'm curious who you are
but yea nah it was probably just angles or something, i look bad.
this hugbox real tho
i just have been getting gendered female more often lately. yesterday i had to go to a vet for my dog and the nurse was a girl who went to the same school as me and she was prom queen, like really pretty, and she didnt recognize me at all and thought my name was clara when i wrote it down. and the more people gender me female the more i recognize in myself the overwhelming masculine traits like my shoulders, my back, my hairline, my profile, that make me unpassing.
You're getting gendered female more often, meaning you are beginning to pass.
You're masculine features are more obvious to you now but they don't seem to be hindering your ability to pass. Don't let it get to you, ok.
yus they are good art very high quality
i have a new skype. its "alljadetaylor". add me if you want.
idk. i tried some make up tonight for the first time in a while and i looked fucking awful. none of my female friends know anything about makeup and i'm so bad with makeup and my voice is terrible and i don't pass if i'm naked and i'm just sad dude. idk.
>tfw ur friend has been on hrt for less time than u and has bigger boobs than u
well seems i've lost my way. guess im back to sleeping for 20 horus a day or sometihng. how do i get out of this slump coffes not doing it for me anymore.
>lose all interest in boys, including him
>want to break up after like a week but im scared because I played along with him because i felt bad
whats wrong with me
what should I do
I dont know why I keep coming here, just makes me feel like shit
im 23, still havent transition and i fucking hate my life. I used to believe that transitioning would be the only thing to make me feel happy at least once, but I just couldnt do it.
I just want to murder myself in a bloody way
What do you mean? Thats a super old pic
I live in a country where transitioning is expensive as fuck, and I dont have any money
Also trans people get murder very often
and I know deep inside that transitioning is a fucking joke, I dont want to be seen as a clown
You need longer hair and laser hair removal. If you win the lottery I guess have the jaw slightly adjusted otherwise just... I don't know. That's to be like abnormally good looking. Lots of us straight people aren't as great looking as we'd like to be, ideally, in our mind's eye.
Cute neck though. Soft looking.
>not dating a guy with massive anxiety problems
>not nrting and cheating on him with his worst enemy for over a year
>not blueballing him during that year, making excuses about how you're not in the mood, meanwhile the lube you've been using to be fucked by someone else with is right under the bed you're talking to him on
>not eventually breaking down his mental state to the point where he's always on the verge of tears and constantly questions his self-worth
>not eventually getting out of bed one morning and acting abnormally nicer and more upbeat, then bluntly outright dumping him
step it up.
i don't know how
i can't handle basic human interaction
it was horribly irresponsible for ne to do this to him i can barely even talk to people and i pretended to love him and now i can't break up
hes lonely and sad and never had a gf i think if i handle it wrong he could become suicidal
please someone tell me how you break up with someone ive never done it
i realize how awful i am, i just don't want to make it worse
also its a skype ldr bf i met on r9k this is probably important
were both 18 tell me if you want more info
tell me exactly what to do im neet and hikki i seriously don't know how to be social
Maybe you'll do better but theres honestly no telling for certain. Some people just have that bad luck. The only thing you can do is try to ensure your own saftey, hopefully it will leave you room to transition but you can never know. I ain't going to pretend I know how bad it is where you are, only you can judge if you think it's safe or not.
tits are more anonymous though. you show your tits online, it's not like you walk around in public topless, nobody is going to spot you and be like "hey it's Sarah from the malaysian paper-cutting discussion boards!"
Thanks, thats what I think too, when I share my story people feel like they can give me advices even when they dont really understand my situation.
Anyways I decided to not transition, I decided that living in denial would be the better idea.
So I'm having a weird moment with defining my sexuality and I'm starting to wonder if I'm a chaser or just...idk
So I myself am trans. I'm attracted to women, somewhat attracted to men (not manly men, more Shota or lanky or femboy types), but I fucking haaaaate vaginas like I think they're so gross. So ideally I would date a trans girl because I don't mind dick (love it actually, although if she didn't want it touched this wouldn't bother me in the least) and I'm not turned off by butt holes either. I just genuinely think vaginas are gross.
So am I a chaser if I don't necessarily seek trans girls, they just happen to be the best case scenario from what I'm into? I'm not against dating dudes I'm just really picky and Im much more inclined to be attracted to a girl.
like 90% of trans girls are this just date other trans girls like everyone else here
wanna go out?
That's pretty normal anon. Vaginas are usually pretty gross. It's rare you find one that looks just right, tastes good, doesn't smell weird, and isn't loose. Then again maybe I'm just picky to. Who can say really.
desu, chasers in the strictest sense are the kind of people who hit on you purely on the basis you're trans without getting to know you as an individual first. chasers are the sort of people who think it's okay to open on OKC with "so do u still have ur dick".
but eh parts are just parts. as disgusting as you think vaginas are, they're still a natural thing at the end of the day.
Vaniity is 42 years old.
>Tfw a hon looks better than you...
Hahaha, I totally can hear that sound you're talking about in my head. I'd find it sexy personally, but I guess I can understand how some people might get grossed out by such sounds coming from somebody's body.
you're not at a dinner party where faux pas are scrutinized. it's some depressed straight dude alone in his bedroom.
no matter the cognitive dissonance, tits are a biological brain hack.
the worst that could happen is he posts your tits on r9k so i mean, would you be able to live with pics of your tits circulating on the internet if he's a bitter jerk or nahh?
anyway i seem to be outvoted. yes it's weird but straight guy... tits...
I wasn't really thinking of the owning part rather just when they're on someone else. But desu the scrotum was the least triggering part of the package for me, the penis was the worst, always getting hard, I hated the feeling on erections, and even soft it would just be like touching me and constantly reminding me of it's existence. Damn, I'm glad I don't have to deal with that thing any more.
Also, just shave the hair.
its almost 7am and i have been crying and hurting myself in my room the last 5 hours.
i should go to bed before my parents wake up
will i eventually have the courage to end my miserable life and stop suffering ?
next time release yourself from life. self harm is an inexcusable and pathetic way of coping with your problems. there's no excuse those that need help shouldn't be seeking it.
you're probably not even scar-anon.
i was referring to attention-seeking on an imageboard. you don't deserve validation. seek real help or just finish the job.
ex machina was such a crazy movie omg
get a job, support yourself. you don't need to be carried on the emotional or financial support of others. if you truly want to change your life, you're going to have to have the determination to pull yourself out of whatever mess you're in. it's not easy, but it's not impossible.
it's not 'edgy'. it's pretty reasonable, actually. if you have nothing to contribute to society, remove yourself from it. the world is overpopulated enough as is.
what was it about?
>get a job, support yourself. you don't need to be carried on the emotional or financial support of others. if you truly want to change your life, you're going to have to have the determination to pull yourself out of whatever mess you're in. it's not easy, but it's not impossible.
I have a job, i dont earn enough money to live on my own, and i cant transition in my parents house
Whats your next advice?
there's already countless ways to end your own life, many are painless and instant. a large majority of the depressive types are just cowardly. even giving them the readily available option to die, they'd still opt to do their same song and dance. it would still be good to legalize it regardless. people should have the freedom to choose.
there's plenty of things you can do in that scenario. find a better job, find a housemate to split rent with somewhere. you could self-med at home.
>there's plenty of things you can do in that scenario. find a better job, find a housemate to split rent with somewhere. you could self-med at home.
Havent found a better job a year.
Still cant affors a split rent
Self med? To get kicked?
what's /mtfg/ listening to right now?
Those are very unusual looking for something self inflicted. My initial impression would be that like they fell on something very sharp that was able to cut their whole body. But those cuts self inflicted? That's interesting.
dont support cutting you immature idiots
you'll regret it when youre older and realize its not cool to cut, that it looks like shit, that everyone knows you're a childish unstable moron who isn't capable of bettering themselves and resorts to cutting for attention.
it is for attention
it is pathetic
>look in the mirror at myself from different angles
>no idea how ill pass
>other defects somewhat help, like my overbite making my head appear smaller
Not everyone can look like supermodels anon.
>Mid 30s, MTF, new haircut/bangs, No HRT. How am I doing?
Reddit thinks she's doing great, fantastic even. What do you think?
>looks like an average mid 30s woman
I hope you didn't expect a contrarian opinion
I am not going to do image search on random redditors people post here, it's depressing.
>mfw working week is finally over
FUCK YEAH 2 DAY NEET LIFE GET HYPU.
How was your day /mtfg/?
>work week still not done for me
>one more day
listening to Bowie's final album before bed, don't NEET too hard this weekend j.me
ugh i fell asleep on skype call again
i should really start to realize how tired i am, say goodnight and hang up
i'm always afraid i'm gonna end up snoring on voice chat even though i know i don't ever snore