>long time friend and me hanging out in his room
>watching house of cards
>suddenly Kevin spacey is making out with a dude
>me:"ohhhh shit wtf is this?"
(Not homophobic just really caught me off guard, was only half paying attention and suddenly Kevin spacey is bisexual)
>him:*sarcasm*"oh because you aren't bisexual?"
>for the record I had not discussed anything of the sort with him ever. I am rather femme but never actually bothered coming out because who cares honestly.
>me:"w-w-what? No...."
>him:"because if you are that's fine" while giving me an "oh cmon just be honest" look
>me:"n-n-nooo...."
1 week later
>go into his room
>sit down, look at his smaller screen
>myfreecams cam girl with horrible fake tits
>literally look like coconuts in a pair of tan socks hanging off of her chest by a single staple
>proceed to tear her apart in front of him because ughhhhhh
>I guess he thought she was hot because he was mad, but not mad mad the quiet mad
>i think he was trying to put on hot cam girls so we could jerk it together
>earlier in friendship he showed me a funny porn and turned it off when it got to the sex, "we aren't watching a porn together, I haven't known you long enough"
>implying he would be open to doing that
>after that day he quits inviting me down to his room
>buys me a ps4 destiny bundle and ditches town, just leaves
I never considered him like that, but I think I hurt him. This happened last year, we text occasionally now.
>>5546280
I was expecting porn but all I got was sad
>friend tries to be supportive and encouraging
>friend might even be into OP
>OP n-n-noooo's and fucks everything up
>and for what
disgusting
>>5547096
Yes I realize that now, I wish I would have taken the opportunity to atleast be honest with him. There would be no chance of us having been intimate though, even if it was just a prank bro.
I saw him as a father figure more than anything. He was 5 years my senior so the thought of intimacy with him made me recoil. He made me better just by being around him and talking, I loved him but only as the most influential person in my life.