Long story short, I got fucked up really bad as a kid.
I really wanna join in on the whole relationship game, but I just can't do it.
Tell me what I'm missing out on.
inb4 go to /r9k/
Interested. I had a fucked up childhood and have no social skills and no friends
You boys will be fine I promise you're still very young.
I'm not TOO much older than you but after you get out of college/trade school whatever you decide to do you will realize how young you really still are. You haven't missed out on anything. Those faggots that say high school are the best years of your life didn't live in the 2000's
I'm 18, but I feel like I've passed the best years of what could be sexual/amorous exploration alone in my room. Having contact with some other guys, I have a notion of how good it could have been for me. I just feel like crying.
Don't you have a lust for life, want to see what's out there. You're at the age when fucking up and making mistakes is acceptable. You have all your life in front of you and you're now an adult that can do the things they want.
Or would you rather end up like me knowing you let life slip through your hands and have no opportunities left, nothing to look forward to but your eventual death?
I would like to know what fucking and loving feel like, ofc. I wish I was this hedonistic kind of person that I'm not. Also, there's always a lot of studying to do. Offing myself to relieve me of the suffering that will come would be better.
>I would like to know what fucking and loving feel like
don't we all. but you're basically not even in the age where most gay guys are comfortable coming out yet. life throws opportunities at you every day at your age, you just have to start seeing them and be prepared for them. try to focus outwards and not inwards, each day brings another chance.
you can off yourself when you're my age, but don't miss out on your 20s when life is the best for men.
Idk man, basically all the gay/bi guys I have know since I was 15 fuck like rabbits. Don't know if thats relevant, but I'm not American; and most affluent people don't really care if their children are gay or not, so most come out quite soon.
Life has nothing to give to me. I just don't have the favorable premises, you know?
There's a lot of homophobia within the general population here in Brazil, that's true. But most people don't care or just aren't out to their folks.
Life is laying things open for you daily, you just gotta learn to see it without your current outlook. There are opportunities everywhere. But I guess at this point we're at an impasse because I'd love to be 18 again I'd do so many things different and not end up a handhold less, kiss less virgin at 33.
Good luck to you brazil-bro. Don't give up.