▶ HonGen, because MTFG is for passable mtfs only.
I started HRT at 24 which is way past the complete male puberty so I knew that I shouldn't get any hopes up esp with my big wide shoulders and narrow mannish hips. I wish I had the strength to kill myself because I don't want to be another hon but it doesn't matter, I am just going to be a man on estrogen for life because there is not way I am coming out and living my life as a man in a dress, I am just going to be another "odd" guy with gyno now.
How do other hons here cope with their hondom?
I don't care you are underage I don't care how much trouble I can get by wishing minors death but DIE YOU INSUFFERABLE SCUM I WANT TO PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE UNTIL THERE IS NOTHING LEFT TO WIPE THAT SMIRK OFF YOUR EASY MODE FACE
Unbelievable, you come off as the most striking psychopath ever I wouldn't get surprised if you secretely get off to seeing others suffer because they didn't have the chance to start hormones before they were completely wrecked by male puberty. I know what a type of person you are because I can see right through you even though others are perhaps oblivious and charmed by your cute dumbass personality. You are enjoying this, aren't you?
We really don't need more drama, anon. This is not the way to talk to people.
If people are being cruel, then ignore them or tell them you hope they become better people. There is no need to be aggressive.
It sounds like you have something heavy on your chest, and I hope that you will be able to deal with it before you hurt someone with it.
"Hon" refers to stereotypical older trans women who look like crossdressers. They got the nickname because they like to say "hon" and "sweetie" and other stereotypically feminine words when referring to people.
AGP refers to "autogynephilia", an idea that describes people who fetishize the image of themselves as women. It is not often considered to be a meaningful term.
What? Am I not good enough for you to give me one fucking intelligible answer? Why are you doing this? What is the matter with you?!
Started at 26. Girlmode hangs by a thread. One thing slips and I'm clocked easily. Settling for androgyny or being openly trans at this point. Stealth is a far-off dream.
> knew I needed to transition by mid-teens
> put it off because too scared to start
> don't start HRT until twenty nine
Please give me a time machine so I can punch my past self in the face.
I say girlmode, but really it's just me saying fuck it, presenting as best I can, and relying on the kindness of strangers to treat me with respect.
Almost a year of HRT and voice practice, nah, neutrality is the best I can do. Either people think I'm the hugest sissy faggot on Earth or I'm the most convincing faggy lesbian that's set foot on this world.
Either way, I'm still a faggot. Goddamnit.
Pookie the truth is, while you do look kind of boyish rather than passing, you are nonetheless cute so the word 'hon' doesn't really apply to you
It'd be reasonable of you to post in the 'non-passing gen' that occasionally pops up but you posting here comes across as a slap in the face to those of us who, as well as not passing, don't look remotely cute and look like massive, hulking creeps instead
I didn't think this was a serious thread desu oops
>kind of boyish rather than passing
yah this is true idk I don't really wanna pass w/o makeup but idk what to do l-lol
>closeted, in total guymode, on HRT
>go to library in the evening to study
>on my way out happen to see the reflection of my body side-on in a window
>obvious bigger-than-gyno tits poking through t-shirt
>rest of me looks like gross big-ribcaged quite muscular bearded man
>but with obvious tranny tits that I didn't realise had gotten this noticeable (tbf I don't go out much)
>die from embarrassment, hold books over my chest the whole way home
well shit, guess I'd better buy a sports bra. any tips for making them not be noticeable under your shirt?
>transition at 20
>start getting good tits and hips and pass as a female just fine in a few months
le genetic lottery face though i looked like a 13 year old boy and dont have any body hair sooo maybe something fucked up
>started @ 22
>no butt, 34c and bony as bone fudge. manly bone fudge(41'' shoulders)
tfw in a loving marriage to a chaser who paid breast aug and ffs. JUST DO IT.
>obese, hairy as fuck
>have complete financial capability to start hormones
>18, 5'1 and feminine skeletal frame
>can't get over my obesity and sit around frolicking in my own depressive shit
why can't i make myself a better person and just lose weight already
will i still end up as a hon even if i do lose weight
is any of this even worth the effort
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when I was 20 I decided I wasnt going to transition after 21. Right now Im 23, I havent started transition and I have tried to kill myself three times in the last 5 years.
Still Im happy about my decision of not being a freak
Im happy im not a transfaggot getting beated in street and being a horrible man that dress like a girl, I even have a trans friend and I dont go out with her, I only met her at her house or mine.
Have you ever considered going to therapy for your severe depression (ignoring the trans stuff)? It might be helpful or it might not but it has got to be better than wanting to kill yourself all the time.