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i was going exactly the opposite way, and it actually made me feel a bit better because people sometimes gendered me female, which was pretty nice
but everytime my mom or grandma were with me they were pretty much yelling at those people that i'm a guy
which was shit
but it wasn't too bad, learned a lot about makeup and designer clothes and hair dying and stuff
>taking /mtfg/ this seriously
Jesus christ how pathetic bro
Then stop misgendering me faggot.
>I dont't know why anyone is nice to you
Everyone gets hugboxed here.
Well shit, sorry. Can't argue with your criticisms tho senpai. I've only on this board a few months.
MY BAN JUST EXPIRED!!!
I missed posting soo much. I just watched some anime series to completion all weekend and cleaned the house. How was everyone else's weekend?
>tfw this anime made me cry
I don't think it bothers them very much.
What about your parents?
>having sex post-op
>shuffle into a new position
>blood stained lube drips out me fanfan
But you're insulting and misgendering me.
Have a rare pepe anon to soothe your troubled soul.
Ok weird question. Do your hands get way colder after transitioning for a couple years. I'm fucking frozen all the damn time and no matter what I do my hands wont warm up.
Is suffering the cold just a thing that I have to deal with?
Great person, gross body.
I just bully myself a lot
>tfw wrapping yourself in a blanket when it's cold
Meh, don't let being a little masculine prevent you from going out in girl mode. It'll be a lot better for you in the long run to start doing so as early as you can.
Lots of doctors make you have to have lived in girlmode for a while before even prescribing HRT.
I think your room looks nice, less clutter the better.
Why do you always wear the same dress and tights?
Also want to meet up after I get back from Portland? I would ask about tomorrow, but knowing me I will be busy the day before I leave. I should be back by 19th so anytime after that is cool.
I have rifles and clothes in my closet. on my floor is ammo, make up, computer parts, dildos and clothes.
I don't pass as a girl kayla and I go out as a girl with no one caring about it.
And go get extensions. I personally think it is cheating but whatever.
Do you faggots still think you can look as qt as this girl? You are straight up delusional.
>don't let being a little masculine prevent you from going out in girl mode
Uh yeah it has to, I am not the type of tranny that accepts going out not passing. Also I have been on hrt for almost a full year now so I got on hrt in guymode.
>Why do you always wear the same dress and tights?
BECAUSE IM POOR
I only have a small closest, my of my clothes are on a clothing rack that I keep near my bed.
Do you keep all your stuff in your room? Besides your bikes I mean. Or do you have another room/shed type thing to store stuff?
>Just because you won't be the prettiest girl on the block doesn't mean you can't pass.
but that exactly means I wont pass. If I can't pass then I can't go out, its simple as that, I will not subject myself to being made fun of by the cis public.
You pass a lot better than a lot of people, you should enjoy your transition instead of being in that weird middle-grounds.
I've been wearing chick clothes out in public for years now and i started when I wasn't passable. Its builds your confidence tremendously to do so and you'll worry far less about people judging you when you start doing it.
Its always a bit scary at first, but you'll be amazed at how nice people really are to you.
Cause she is just whining and refusing to try and change.
Do you really think people are going to pay that much attention to you? Most people don't look twice at any random person on the street.
all I have in the world is in my room besides my 2 bikes. I like having the ability to have all my stuff mobile fast. The organizers all close up and I did a practice run for when I eventually get kicked out and i can load my truck up with everything I own in 15 min, including the bikes. I'm probably going to be living out of my truck soon.
Being trans means you got a lot of awkward and uncomfortable shit to sort through. Get your big girl pants on and just embrace the suck because it happens.
Everybody suffers and its not a unique experience. I guarantee you that nearly everybody in here has experience the same feeling and got over it.
Funny enough Kyle isn't kayla's real dead name.
As for your question, idk i am bored. Why do you think I like traveling and meeting up with my friends in other cities? I am going to Portland Oregon basically on a whim because one of my friends asked me to go see her and her boyfriend. Seriously, my parents only heard about the plan a week ago. and I leave early Tuesday morning.
Look, I don't pass and people treat me fine. Stop bitching about how people think less of us non passers.
That is my bed and what is the problem? I have not smoked weed in the past six months and I got a really good deal on the bong. I can sell it for more profit infact. Oh, my mother gave me that bottle of rum around labor day. I drank about 1/3rd of it since then and my farther drunk about 1/3rd of it last night. still 1/3rd left lol.
yeah I am most likely going to change it soonish. I like the bird one though so I might keep it. Basically I change the posters around everything I get sick of looking at them. The mermaid one will get replaced when I find something cooler. I am getting sick of the other one beside the bird though. so that one will be the next one after.
You pass, I see you in trap threads. I don't and according to most here I will never pass so why risk being beat up? Also I am only into my 2nd electrolysis session so going full time this soon for me is a bad idea because my beard is thick.
>Do you really think people are going to pay that much attention to you? Most people don't look twice at any random person on the street.
here in california everyone publicly mocks strange looking people. Cis women out here are even worse, if I ever went to the mall in girl mode I am sure they would all scream at me and say I am misappropriating female only spaces.
I live in California as well and what the fuck are you talking about? You can go out in boymode wearing a dress and no one would give half a shit aslong as you aren't in the central valley.
I'm just saying that your expectations and reality are very different. Nobody is goign to attack you in a public place. Just stay away from ghettos and minorities and you'll be fine.
White people dont give a fuck.
Right now I'm just talking to Kiwi since she's on break and working on my Skyrim mods until dinner. After that I think I'm gonna hop on FFXIV again.
What are you up to?
I live in Montana and people have been nice to me always. No one has ever hassled me or called me faggot outside of my home.
Same with Seattle, but its generally more common to see trans people there.
>Nobody is goign to attack you in a public place
I don't know about that. Plenty of people here would attack him on sight. This is Kyler we are talking about. Bound to cause incidents the moment his mommy isn't around.
>here in california everyone publicly mocks strange looking people. Cis women out here are even worse, if I ever went to the mall in girl mode I am sure they would all scream at me and say I am misappropriating female only spaces.
You don't get out much do you? this has never happened to me. People just mostly just ignore me and let me go on my way. I also go to a mall about twice a month or something. I bought one of those eye brow threading packages where they do your brows for three months.
They were just being polite Kayla.
Kind of. Even in Sacramento people were nice to me. Then again Sacramento is the only place in the central valley I stayed more than 15min. I just take the five up though. Still, Kayla lives in some of the last areas of the inland empire that are still Republican. It is pretty bad out there, but nowhere as bad as she is thinking.
She lives in SoCal, she is a fucking minority. that said I have been to places where I am a minority and people don't give a fuck. Still, the only people who gave me trouble so far in life were some black people walking in around down town Seattle.
yeah I been to the mid west and nothing but kindness was experienced there and I am nonwhite.
hummm what? Do you think I am a degenerate who does all sorts of crazy crap and has a box of dildos under her bed?
>according to most here
As annoying, bratty and retarded as you are, you still have the raw materials to pass. You just need to stop dressing like ella fitzgerald, let your mones do the work. Idk.
>I see you in trap threads
do u like make a habit of checking out trap threads?
also u've passed irl tho u try to deny it like the whole world hugboxed u or something and while everyone gets shit from anons here ur reactions just make u an easier target
growing out ur hair for electrolysis is totally a bitch
>hummm what? Do you think I am a degenerate who does all sorts of crazy crap and has a box of dildos under her bed?
i think i've done more shit/at least as much
and i have a box of sex toys next to my bed
so, no, i just thought it was funny you just had all the stuff just laying around on your bed
>get dragon's dogma gifted to me
>it gets leaked
>have to wait to play it because now I have it on steam
Stop it video games.
went outside for the first time in over a month. im still blind. more news at 11.
Playing Underrail, feeling fat and funposting on 4chan. I have never felt more like a gamer. All that is lacking is some Doritos.
>Tfw voice slips once
>Start to get anxious but try to push through it and continue talking
>Start to slip even more because anxious
>The spiral continues till I finally shutup and wish for death
Oh, because I swear i didn't trip on two tabs of 25i with a dildo up my ass while playing lol. That didn't happen because that would be way too much degeneracy.
Kayla, I look like a fucking man. No one cares that I am trans. Yeah a few black people harassed me in Seattle, but that was about it.
Yeah I feel safer in girl mode as well. I think it is because they already know I am trans and think I am a faggot anyways. Like when they see me dressed up as a dude, I look like a faggot but they don't know forsure so they really yell at me.
Your tranny clinic was in south central LA.
yeah see i don't even remotely pass.
here is my before desu. Not much to work with.
>Yeah a few black people harassed me in Seattle
why can't black people stop being such assholes?
Also I know my clinic is there, I am afraid to make my next appointment because I don't want to be mugged.
Woah thats gorgeous
Go on r/transpassing. The mtfg transition timelines are mostly examples of girls who did their best. Not that they passed the best or had the bwst genetics: they accesorize and dress well and take photos at advantageous angles. Everyone gets clocked.
Meanwhile, redditors know like none of that shit. Some of them started too old, but most of them dress liek grannies and highlight themselves in a crowd by wearing rainbow dash hair colors and shit.
So idk take it how you want.
there are assholes of every skin color Kayla. I was just making the point that you were in a Black area when that happened so naturally they would be black. If you had to do it in a red neck area the people who would be mean to you would have been red necks. Stop being a fucking racist.
i want to be mom, but not this way
welp, i live in a ghetto and it's not like people are here all the time
especially when you can just drive somewhere else
>with a dildo up my ass
never used sex toys while on drugs 2bh
especially since i mostly use them at partys not at home
like i tripped at home only once (with 2ce)
>think I am a faggot anyways
yeah, pretty much this
they yell stuff like "Hey, are you a girl ore a boy" or "hey, get over here faggot"
maybe i should just go fulltime
but i don't want to come out to my family, i wouldn't really mind about other people
>implying in the future they wont be able to 3d print a body with your own cells and transplant your head onto the new body
Chinese are already working on head transplants right now.
> Worry, worry, and worry more.
> Worry about passing, or even being fuckable, people tell me it'll be fine.
> Still worry anyway.
Help, I'm trapped in a labyrinth of worrying! Part of me wants to post face pics but I'm afraid of them being proliferated around the internet. Euuuuuuuuuuugh.
Like 8 months in, but I haven't gotten my eyebrows done yet and I'm still getting electrolysis done so it looks patchy as hell.
I am as full time as one can be and my name is legally changed. i pretty much dress in boy mode to see family I seldom ever see and don't want to start drama or just for the hell of it because it is funny that I can still pull it off. I think people assume I am gay though because unlike pretransition most people now don't ask me if I like girls or have a girl friend. I think I can no longer hide my faggotry lol.
to make ourselves feel better. Like I said what is clocking? If you define it as getting called a man in public while dressed as a girl. that has happened only once to me in over four years. I think everyone knows I am trans though but they don't say it.
i dont have any more...
theyre cute arent they omg
little bandits thatll steal ur heart @ _ @
>tell counsellor i need help getting trans help/services.
>she has no idea what trans is because small country town etc
>she gets a trans site to email me, talking to this like 30-40 year old trans about accommodation and doctors etc etc
>she keeps calling me hon in fucking emails when im only 17 (at the time obviously)
i was so spooked when i heard it was a meme
qt, we have one bigger one going that we need to take a baby off of to propagate and we recently got another baby plant from my parent's plant
spider plants are a good one for cleaning your air but yeah plants also just add a wonderful home-y touch and tbqh they just make me feel more relaxed
>ywn get to transition at 16, stop masculinizing, get wide child-bearing hips, and enjoy all of your high school and college years as a girl
every thread makes it easier to let go, a little more and I might just make it
>tfw on all my photos it calls me a young girl
n i c e
face is hurty
got sirred when I stopped at mcdonalds drive through to get a cup of ice
this is something i almost did
don't try to feminize yourself, make sure to hide your hormones, and don't go swimming/etc
be careful about how you dress and it will be pretty hard to notice.
practicing voice may be difficult
hormones dont do so much that people will just see it
Get a job. Stop wasting what little money you have. If they won't kill you or kick you out, come out to them.
I literally cannot afford to have any hobbies at the moment because everything I spend goes toward mones, make up, clothes, etc.
>tfw 6'4" man-skeletoned goliath
My goal is to someday get to the point where some people at least see that I'm trying my best to work with what I have and just consider me a non-passing transwoman and not a hon. That's not happening anytime soon, though.
How can I buy big macs without my parents finding out about it?
Evening you filthy girls
I just got off work
How was your day?
If you're >18, all medical stuff is confidential
If you can afford it, go to a Planned Parenthood if they have a doc that can do HRT stuff
They base cost on income
Sorry if i sound retarded with that, i didn't read the prev posts :|
im going to vote for Trump in hopes that underage people won't be given access to HRT
I think we can safely say that kayla is no longer the kayla of the thread but has now become the angie of the thread and angie is now a has been who is 'happy' now, whatever that is
And this is to go even further behon
Eventually you *might* get gendered female everywhere anyway.
I was pretty sure I had no chance of passing ever but somehow I can't get gendered male anymore. Idk i think if you're lucky it's harder than people give it credit for.
If getting kicked out is a serious concern do you have friends you could live with? And, despite what i say about not being able to pass as a boy after a while, it took over a year for me to get to that point. You can probably stay at your parents safely for a while still as long as you keep your hrt hidden.
>black person finds Dr Who boring
would you find it enjoyable if there were hiphop sirens and twerking, gold chains and boosie as the doctor AYY AY HOL' UP *SMACKS LIPS* YOU FINNA SAY ITS BIGGER ON THE INSIDE MA NIGGUH YOU DAYUM RITE DAT DIS HERE SPACESHIP BIGGA ON DA INSIDE BIGGA DEN DESE NUTS NIUUUGGGUAAHH
They aren't the same
Considering that Sentai first started in 1975 while Rangers started in 1993
The difference between the two are chracter development, story lines violence factor, weapons, enemies, etc
I don't know, I have a doc that travels here once a month. But also I'm in, MT, we only have one or two docs that do that transition stuff since its not nearly as populated as other places.
I only have to see my doc once a year, approx, since i've been doing HRT for so long. For like, blood checkups and renewed prescriptions.
When you first start seeing a doc you'll start on lower doses of hormones at first, do testing to see if you're body is handling it well, then continue on with longer and longer gaps between visits.
Oh yeah, I know they're not the same, but I don't see why Power Rangers wouldn't be considered a sentai show; I can see the argument that it isn't part of the Super Sentai series, though, so we're probably just talking about different things.
Damn, sis!! Looking real good. I'm really feeling your style. We should go shopping some time...I think we could really "mesh" LOL! (Pic related, it's me dressing.)
Good thing I only drive places. I never walk anywhere because I know I will get laughed at.
Really making me feel bad tonight guys.
Well not all of us can pass Kayla. I am unpassing but I make the best of it. Girls are jelious of my hair but they know I am trans. It sucks major. I am ultra ugly too, but I manage to sleep around a little. If I can do it you can do it.
I walk around some times. No one really minds. The world isn't as mean as you think it is.
how are you doing?
:/ i feel like this thread is more depressogenic than usual, but maybe it's just me. it included poses with a knife and a rifle tho, so idk, i feel justified wondering if the bar is falling a little
It's not like she doesn't pass at all and she's utterly hideous. Yes, aside from the "troll kayla back" campaign, she is better looking and better passing than 90% of the trips here who are more liked. I was making fun of her ogre face she was making, which is done to get arise out of people like us. Don't hate for real anon, fun-hate instead. You will have a better time?
I am not delusional but I am indeed a hon who doesn't pass ;_;
They look happy, but they are just husks of humans because they know they will never be treated like real women.
I am going to portland on tuesday morning. Going to meet up with some friends and families up there. I almost went to Phoenix again this weekend with my aunt to see hurt daughter, but my parents told me no because they thought I would be too exhausted from that only to fly up to portland the next day.
When is pride is Seattle? I like Seattle very much and was up there in November. I am going back in the summer or something to visit or maybe even move. That said I will be in the federal way area more or less, but Seattle is a 20min drive up. It was cool because I was up there the weekend before they removed the gum wall. Yeah, oh, besides visiting my cousin again I can make out with that guy again :3c
No it isnt. Out of all the times I went out in public as a girl the only time anyone has given me shit was outside of that cool library in downtown seattle. Also there is a restaurant right by there that makes good pull-pork sandwiches
Ah yeah understandable. Well you know to get in contact if you do end up in the area. I got my tires fixed yesterday actually, but noticing its having a hard time starting up lately, so may be another shop trip soon. Hope you've been doing well otherwise though ^^
Just a legit question... Was anyone else here's favorite superpower as a child pic related?
You're either a chaser with shit taste or an extreme hugboxer.
Kayla does not pass. Plenty of people on this board are full time and passing. Miss cock wishes she could be as successful as them.
Yeah I will most likely be in Phoenix again soonish. I will most likely hitch a ride with my aunt or something. The only problem is my cousin lives in North Phoenix and things in Phoenix just seem to be spread out since there is no ubran planning besides more track homes. But yeah hopefully we can meet up soonish. We can go play video games or something.
people say I look like a girl.
they are only being nice desu.
Does zoolock still work?
first time at the gyno, 1 year post op, will I fool the doc like everyone says?
I wasn't saying you did or didn't pass, but its sounds like a lot of people here were making fun of you just because it was a fun or easy thing to do.
I'm not trying to hugbox or judge you, I'm just saying that fixing your hair would go a long way. I honestly didn't think you looked bad aside from needing the hair changed but, yeah, I am just one person so take it as you will.
I haven't been to it in a year but I remember it being in like May or June? I'm really not too sure. It was a lot of fun to meet a ton of other trans people but it wasn't anything to special outside of that. I got a free HIV test with instant results, that was pretty neat, can't hurt to get a free testing to be safe.
>no lothar to take care of after seizures.
I would have a nonsexual relationship with Kripp.
Me too. it's a bit of a shame that his face is so huge though. but he might be my favorite strimmer
I am neither?
The list of people I find less passing and less attractive than Kayla in an alphabetical order:
Abby - looks like an amphibious boy without makeup
Aife - looks like a gargoyle
Bexe - looks like a pony tailed weeaboo who collects mall katanas
Circe - looks like a boy
Elanna - looks like a dorky and creepy guy trying to sell you computer accessories
Faye - looks like a chimpanzee
Maddie - looks like an angry power lifter cross dressing
Nycteri - looks like a 40 year old susan's hon already
Oddish - looks like the guy from the mars volta
There's more but I won't go on. You get my point, Kayla isn't a prize but neither are these people.
lol. The way I see it (And I can't NOT look at Sandy and not laugh), face is the more pressing thing than the body shape. I dunno why but I look at Milly (Probably wrong spelling) and the face screams girl to me. Which makes me go "Yeah, pass"
Give me information on alternate methods of facial hair removal. As much as you have.
I'm looking for an alternate to shaving while I save up money for laser/try to find a place nearby that does the specific style of laser I need.
YAG Laser is the best for dark skin but I can't find anywhere near me that does it for hair removal.
Information on waxing or hair removal creams is especially welcome.
>saving up for laser
I-It's not even that expensive
I think someone here could have gone through this so I will bother asking. I'm 19, turning 20 in May, and I'm like, not feminine at all. Almost all of my friends are like, complete dudebros, and the few girls who are my friends, either want to fuck me or are around for uni purposes. I sometimes try and do small stuff in a feminine way for brief periods of time, like sitting with my legs closed or crossed, some manerism and stuff, but noone seems to get my cues. I'm trying to open my way so I can make an eventual coming out easier but everyone seems to ignore all that shit, even my family, they are completely clueless. Has anyone dealt with this shit? How did you manage to come out when being seen like this? I feel everyday I let pass is a day I'll look worse in an eventual transition and shit, it feels bad. Halp?
>tfw haven't seen Kayla's penis, but like checking out other trans girls' peni
Consoles suck for everything but fightan games.
This probably sounds weird, but I've been on HRT for years but only just now it actually hit me what it feels like to be transgendered. When I started my transition I had no idea what to expect, but I met some extremely supportive and helpful people that made me a very happy and confident person. I never once worried about how well I passed, or how people judged me and so on because I was rational and such. But recently after being here for some time, I'm finally starting to understand the bigger picture. Now I am starting to get self-critical on every miniscule aspect of life. I used to accept my body and its limitations, now I feel inferior. To everyone.
Pluck your facial hair. It's painful and it will cause some scarring and inwards hairs but it's better than saving. It's what I do.
Poor girl's solution desu.
But I've been so fucking delusional this entire time. A joke. I'm comparable to a goddamn hon in their ways - just without the will to put others down. I hate every single part of my body now. I've never had such a negative outlook on things before but it just feels like it starts to make more and more sense.
Even when I walk away from here, it'll still just echo in my head. Constantly. I've been losing sleep over it. I don't even know what I want out of living anymore, it all just feels pointless in the full picture. I don't want to become bitter and self-loathing, but it's hard to switch my brain off.