dream I was gay but i'm not gay..
i jerk off ma dick with girls, lesbian porn, hetero porn...
but i have OCD too, obssesive compulsible disorder..
maybe is a obssesive thinking, i have 5 days with this..
Do you want a hug, anon?
Apart from that, I see no purpose of this thread.
Sexually charged and sexually repulsive-themed intrusive thoughts are not uncommon OP. If you're having trouble telling normal, pleasant thoughts from obsessions you're better off talking to a professional or other people with OCD.