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/mtfg/ - Trans girl general - Candy Thread

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fav candy??

▶Informed Consent Providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
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▶Minecraft Server: don't.be-so.autistic
▶hi kit
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▶MTFG Radio https://www.dubtrack.fm/join/mtfg

Previous -> >>5513235
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Chaser here
I want to talk to caddy and drink with her and actually learn about her.
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xst for hons
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still should give me something to read out
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>>5514066
>b-but that wont make me look any better or be qt o__o;;
ur already those things u just don't realize it waahh

>>5514068
>iktf
it's a v nice one

>>5514061
A-at least no one said anything
....right ??

>>5514079
jormy pls I don't need these feels rn.......

>>5514094
read abt ur fav candy.......
describe it to me ....

>>5514092
sht game
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>>5514075
its ok. you just feel very familiar.
>>5514094
here. i'm going to bed. use it wisely.
http://ponyfictionarchive.net/viewstory.php?sid=703
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>>5514097
I don't really have a favorite candy D:

>>5514102
Uhh
nothx
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>>5514097
ded game.
>>5514102
what do i feel like? hheheheheh. i hope you rest well and don't get muscle cramps god bless.
>>5514103
do it or no balls etc.
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>>5514105
Makes me want to do it even less anon.
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>tfw you lack the social skills to maintain even an online acquaintanceship
If I didn't watch you guys bicker, I'd have no social interaction most days whatsoever.
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>tfw never be cute enough for ppl to like me or hit on me

btw.
kira x pookie desu.
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>>5514109
forget where i am for a second whoops. i cant even provide u readingmaterial how awful. i just listen to bad music lol.
>>5514110
i only have one friend online and zero offline. let's bants. whats up?
>>5514114
i like you, your looks aint got shit to do with it. you need to cheer up tho.
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>>5514110
>tfw lack the socials skills to make friends and the only way you can get people to talk to you is by getting them interested in you
I have 5 people who want to date me right now, I'm really fucked up.
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>>5514105
tru

>>5514103
WHAT
how do u even live

>>5514110
this is so sad
this is so true

>>5514114
I like u sheen ; ~ ;

>kira x pookie desu.
uhmm
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>>5514114
what about poor frog tho ;~;

she is such a qt and makes me laugh so much
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>>5514119
i used to like hon honestly, it was just more varied than allstars and had a better shittalking community. kinda disappointed the mmr dickwaving carried over to dota 2. rip.
>>5514123
he looks likehes seen some shit.
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>>5514119
>>5514120
OH GOD I FORGOT
I AM A HORRIBLE PERSON
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>>5514125
I play the easiest one
LoL
: ' )

>>5514120
she's my fav and sleppy rn !!

>>5514123
is he ok
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>>5514131
what's your favourite champions? you better pick wisely or im gonna cash in this ticket of making you sry..
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>>5514132
uhh I don't rlly have a fav champ desu .....
just play w/e
I have the most games played on Trist, LB, and Fizz tho
plat 4 bb
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>>5514116
>>5514119
I meant LIKE like me tho
god whats wrong with me even
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/mtfg/, do you have a crush on any celebs? Pic related for me. What a qr
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>>5514116
Not much really.
Just woke up at 8pm, have to get up to make my one meal a day. That sort of thing.

Yourself?
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Could I pls ask you girls for some advice?

My parents have let me know that they would never support the idea of me transitioning. This is based on their belief that it would lead me to a destructive lifestyle, citing the notion that i would be so outcast from society that I would be forced to surround myself with other LGBT people (promiscuous, no family values, etc).

Could you just let me know how normal your lives are /mtfg/?

Can trans people integrate into today's society?

How do you deal with your parents?

I'm 18 and live in one of the most developed countries on our globe.

I just really can't deal with this.
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>>5514142
Asking the wrong place.
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>>5514139
>you will never be post transition arin and marry jon
LITERALLY WHY LIVE
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>>5514119
I have an awesome friend.
This also will take a long time to load.

>>5514142
I fit in decentlyh.

>>5514136
easiest moba
too bad im bad
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it's about time
only took them about 4 weeks to ship the darn thing
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>>5514144
Okay, I'll go post this in the help thread. Enjoy your afternoons.
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>>5514145
Fuck you ;~;
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>>5514137
well ofc i dont love you i havent even met you or seen you or anything. sorry(?)
>>5514136
real talk have the opportunity to play much LoL but enjoyed the very little i did play. fizz seems fun. kog'maw a best. i'll spare you today.
>>5514141
about to eat dinner, which will be spaghetti. apart from that just living that shitposting escapism life.
>>5514142
i live with my parents, theyre cool with it.
>>5514147
what si it??
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>>5514084
I think you're being a little overcritical of yourself, I'm sure you look fine, how are you tonight anyway?
>>5514092
HoN was great, I actually liked their broken original heroes
>>5514097
Hi Pookie
>>5514137
I'd give you a hug Sheen, maybe buy you something nice but nothing lewd though, women aren't my thing
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I'm starting to see myself as a girl more and more when I look at myself in mirrors recently, hormones are pretty cool

I'll be 6 months in like a week
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>>5514152
laser hair removal kit
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>>5514150
No, I meant on 4chan.
Many of us don't live productive lives, regardless of the trans.
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>>5514137
o-oh ; ~ ;
cute ebin

>>5514139
n-no definitely not

>>5514142
ur asking on 4chan
so many of us are neets lol
uhmm
yes you can live a normal live though

>>5514146
I'll carry u ^ _ ^

>>5514147
is that ur corset??

>>5514152
1v1 me NERD
fizz is fun !!

>>5514153
h-hiya

>>5514154
that's good !!
are you going fulltime soon? :o

>>5514156
OH
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>>5514142
dump your parents
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>>5514159
i dont think thats possible
also after the third time
https://clyp.
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Yuri boob based doujinshi
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i got work now girls but please be safe all of you
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>>5514159
>are you going fulltime soon?

Nope, I'm not even out to family yet and I don't really have any female clothes or anything yet. I mean ideally I'll get to a point where I can pass even when I dress boyish but that's probably some time away. I also wanna get laser first if possible.

Ideally I'll be able to go full time this summer in like June or July though, that's what I'm aiming for at least.
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>>5514153
>I think you're being a little overcritical of yourself, I'm sure you look fine
NO
>how are you tonight anyway?
I'm pretty ok, start work in 2 hours though. How are you?
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>>5514153
i remember a guy i used to talk to me took me into a midwars lobby when prisoner was released and just said 'hes like devourer' so im like 'ok fair enough' then he literally throws a hook across the river that went through the creep and hooked me. BALANCED AND FAIR, thanks S2. also monkey king was the best hero in any moba ever period undisputable.
>>5514156
sounds painful god bless
>>5514159
i haven't played LoL for like 2-3 years now and when i did i only played like 10 games. im not in a situation where i could even download it, plus we probably live in different contintents. so basically what i'm getting at is, you're such a cyberbully trying to beat me up.
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>>5514152
>well ofc i dont love you i havent even met you or seen you or anything. sorry(?)
t-thats wat I meant I'm not cute enough for anyone to like like me...
>>5514153
>I'd give you a hug Sheen,
...
n-no
>maybe buy you something nice but nothing lewd though,
...
n-no
>women aren't my thing
oh

>>5514159
yeh ebina is one of my spirit animals tbqh
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>>5514166
reminds me of skype w. the gf
still
p gay
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>>5514173
Who would you kiss though sheen?
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>>5514168
You too Kit !! Hope you have a nice night at work <3

>>5514166
uhmm
go be a phone sex person ok
leWD

>>5514169
aww ;~;
I hope it goes well sparky !!

>>5514172
I'm sorry senpai ; _ ;
where u live ??

>>5514173
>yeh ebina is one of my spirit animals tbqh
she describes me on all levels......
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>>5514152
Spaghetti? Shitposting? Literally the same here.

I made up a big batch of sauce in December and eat it when I can't be bothered cooking, but still need to eat enough to not die.

As for shitposting, I'll probably spend the whole night making random anonymous posts on here and other boards, getting maybe one or two replies every few posts.
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>>5514168
You too!

>>5514174
I spent a lot of time on that since it failed
3 times on uploading

>>5514180
Just having fun jeez
my feelers.
hurt
also
what server do you play on?
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>>5514173
as i said, i have no idea what you look like, i also ca't jduge your personality online, i am better at reading people in person (obviously) id def hang outwith you and do whatever normal people do. who knoqws what wcould happen.
>>5514180
straya, unfortunately. i'd totally fuck you up on LAN though, miss plat 4. hheheh..not really though.
>>5514181
god its so fucking delicious i'm in heaven. i hope you enjoy it. i'll be here all night bb. give it time soon you'll get all the (you)s you can dream of.
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>>5514170
I will find you and I will dispel this idea in your head. do you work in a bar or restaurant? as for me I'm good, looking at stuff I will never wear, might watch a movie or something
>>5514173
Sorry Shan, my life is a constant journey for the penis, I still think you could use a hug though
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>>5514178
out of all the trips?
pretty much faye I kinda have a crush on her right now where I want to kiss her on the mouth and hug and stuff because thats as far as I go with my attraction to girls

I don't have any guys I want to kiss because I am a loser neet but today I saw a guy and realised I was perving and then I was all
>h-heh I don't know when I started checking guys out irl

>>5514180
me too, awkward and shy and messy hair and everything
>>
How do I get over hating my voice, and tell when the voice I'm doing is on the right track?
I don't even know what the hell my current voice is supposed to be, it's weirdly deep and as per the pattern of my male lineage I have a unique accent which I can't bear listening to for long enough to pick up the finer details of it (I mainly know what my voice sounds like from being mocked)

>>5514156
At-home laser hair removal is a thing?
I thought full-body unquestionably had a price range in the thousands...
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>>5514192
i got mine for $525
edie told me she used it herself and a few other girls she knew so i trust her opinion
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>>5514192
whats your accent homie?
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>>5514185
>my feelers.
>hurt
don't be omg
uhmm for League?
I play on NA

>>5514186
aaa that makes sense for the time you're posting on
I love aus posters these threads are CHILL

>>5514191
that picture
>PLS

>>5514192
uhhm practice it?
idk senpai
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>>5514196
you just told me to go
and work for a sex hotline
;-;
feelers
also
me too
you have a name that you use?
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>>5514196
i usually post for like 18-20 hours a day.
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>>5514194
Slightly British, but given what the younger kids would mimick when I was in high school the ends of my sentences were particularly deep and stretched.
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>>5514197
noOO don't it was a meme okay
yeh my IGN is ~ tfw no yaoi bf ~

>>5514198
I post 24/7
made a bot that cute posts for me while I sleep
get on my level
((not really don't ban me THANKS))
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>>5514186
>i have no idea what you look like
its bad
left is at my best on a good day
on the right is a normal day/bad day
https://unsee
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>>5514189
one day I hope to maybe have a guy mistakenly think I look okay long enough for him to talk to me but this is a dream.
I bet you will get the D long before I do.

>>5514196
ebina is the best tbqh
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>>5514203
But my feelers
Sadders
Also i sent a friend invite
i think
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>>5514189
Nuhm I am the worst add me on skype or something and I'll send you a photo to prove it :V. Do you have any idea what movie you'll watch? Also buy and wear all the cute things
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>>5514203
i wish i was a robot. also what a fucking username INCREDIBLE.
>>5514204
how old are you out of curiosity? i don't find you unattractive or anything.
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>>5514204
are you a KV? shouldnt have wasted your youth
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQ2VHDtta5M
this song is so HYPHY

>>5514208
ok I get on and check gimme a seck

>>5514210
thnx senpai
>tfw
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>>5514212
>tfw kv 4 life
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>>5514213
okie
also
my name used to be Hentai Butts
so pls no judge
>>
ughhhh awkward lol

also heartbeaten's ending is jdimsa
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>>5514212
what's a KV?
>>5514218
you two are so degenerate. i'm amazed you don't get banned i heard riot was nazi.


ughhh fucking hate my mood changing at the drop of a hat. wish i wasnt a jealous type.
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>>5514221
normie reeeeee
>>5514214
sex is overrated, especially now that hrt killed my sex drive, so dont feel bad that you're a kv
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>>5514221
Ugh.
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>>5514210
32

>>5514212
>are you a KV
yes
>shouldnt have wasted your youth
I know, I was scared of coming out and worked at a timberyard and didn't have a girlfriend or anything ever because I am pretty much straight and well look at me
it was impossible and still is

https://unsee
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>watch something silly from netflix
>cry smile for 10 minutes straight at the ending
love how skittles made all the feelings come out from inside again. feels so good <:
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>>5514229
woah wheres that hostility coming from anon
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>>5514229
There are successful trannies?
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>>5514235
the ones who an heroed probably
>>
I need to sleeeeeep
otherwise ill be too tired for tomorrow
https://clyp.it/ze5naed1

>calling them titty skittles
They are Fem&m's faggots.

>>5514221
hentai they dgaf im pretty sure
>>
Why are mtfs obsessed with anime girls?
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>>5514221
>what's a KV?
kissless virgin
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>>5514230
>tfw still can't feel anything
my hormones are clearly not working

>>5514237
thx for the insight sis
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>>5514227
i don't get jealous of that kinda stuff. my girlfriend always gets bored of me on skype after like an hour or two. then we don't talk much at all and suddenly she adds someone to her contact list on skype and then her steam shows her mobile icon. god i want to detach myself from this stupid brain. help.

>>5514229
>>5514232
>>5514235
>>5514237
>>5514236
>>5514240
is it bait hour already??
>>5514238
fair enough.
>>5514241
oh, i got the V couldn't figure the K. fair enough. ty.
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>>5514237
I dont think i am a REAL woman lol and find myself really gross, but this is the only way to go.

have a nice day loser
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Ciel x Sebastian fan fiction is really cute l-lol
don't judge me pls ....

>>5514220
The 3ds game? o-o
I need to get more games for mine I only have smash4 >>;;

>>5514230
aww cute
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>>5514248
oops u goofed lots of sales for xmas and new year, most ended now tho lol

could have gotten mh4u for 50% off too~
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>>5514249
go to bed
>>
hihi
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>>5514244
huh you sound like my girlfriend
but she insists she didnt just post here
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>>5514251
waahh ;~; o well
I played monster hunter before, it was v fun
I used hammer I think ?? idk kinda got stuck on some parts tho l-lol

>>5514255
hi !!
how r u rummers?? :o
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>>5514204
Well no one is going to clock your voice so you don't need to worry about that and you pass, you just look very defeated most of the time, if your to stick to your fitness goal I know you'd feel a lot better about yourself
>I bet you will get the D long before I do.
unfair competition really, the most I ever did with a girl was hold ones hand in primary school, it was guys from highschool till now
>tfw slept with a catholic ministers son
>>5514209
I should probably set up skype one day, a few people have asked me about that in the last 4 years.
Movie? I might watch Inside Out tonight.
>buy and wear all the cute things
end of the year 'maybe'
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>>5514258
go to sleep dude
you'll feel better tomorrow
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How's /mtfg/ doing run?
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>>5514244

Don't have an answer? Just call it bait!

Ha ha, Showed them! Works every time.
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>>5514259
yeh it's hard ;~;

lots of nice 3ds games tho imho
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>>5514264
*Rn
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>>5514259
good thanks m8, just got paid from work so i think some shopping is in order &i need to buy a new webcam u.u wbu?
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>>5514264
Pretty gud, you?
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>>5514268
ok maybe you won't feel better tomorrow
but
it's worth a try isn't it
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A-Anyone want to kiss? I fantasize about kissing. Its so...
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>>5514257
she didn't. if that's even the case, talk to her more. my girlfriends probably such an ignorant fucking cunt she has no idea how i truly feel but i only have myself to blame because i outright won't tell her how i feel about her neglectful nature. i don't think i'm ever going to talk again.
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>>5514272
Sad and lonely
Trying to find something to make me feel good
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>>5514279
sorry you feel that way faym
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>>5514261
You should! That's a good movie :3
>>5514274
>Tfw got my new years kiss this year
It was a great way to start off 2016
>>5514280
Aw, I'm sorry. Got any happy videogames or something to play?
>>
https://unsee
.cc/saziponu/
Decent / garb for 5 months
Th-Thanks >_<
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>>5514264
I'm ok reading rlly bad fanfiction rn desu........

>>5514266
uhm uhm which ones do u recommend??

I wanna get style savvy and maybe Pokemon mystery dungeon if there's one for the 3ds ^^;

prolly ask for it on my birthday lol

>>5514269
a webcam ?? for what ?? o-o
sounds nice tho I want money x_x

>>5514274
that's gay anon.....
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>tfw Im sitting here high af in a schoolgirl skirt and striped thigh high socks
Im so agp and cute. Anyone want a gf?
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>>5514284
I'm not at home rn
So I can't really
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>>5514285
not a bad start

i got less after 2 years ;__;
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>>5514285
grats(?)
>>5514287
stop
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>>5514286
so i can whore myself out to the masses cus im the [spoiler]AGP Queen[/spoiler]!
nah for real just for group video calls on skype and stuff..
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>>5514286
Pookie why do you hate kissing ;~;
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>>5514285
Woah, lewd boobs looking great. I'm pretty happy with my 7 month ones :3
https://unsee
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>>5514290
Thank you!

>>5514289
I just hope they aren't terrible v.v
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>>5514290
Make me stop. Do it.
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>>5514264
>>5514288
Evening Kuppy, are you at a family dinner or something of the like?
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>>5514292
aahh that sounds fun !!

>>5514293
I love kissing desu it's kind of my favorite l-lol

>>5514294
lucky !!
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>>5514294
Thank you!! x.x
Hopefully I get decent development over the next year, don't want it to go past a point though.
Also, nice growth^^
My mtf friend has gotten virtually no development in 5 months so i think im lucky
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>>5514294
your 7 motnhs are bigger than my 4 yrs. lol.
>>5514299
usually i would but ive lost my willpower.
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>>5514300
Yeah I am
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>>5514302
>>5514285
Want you to see my failed tits.
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>>5514305
I raise my tea in your honour then, I never liked family things either, feel free to funpost here with us till you can get home. how are you finding your new haircut now?
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>>5514305
That really sucks, I hope it is over soon!
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>>5514309
It's nice
The family dinner is fine too
I just got struck with dysphoria ;_;
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>>5514308
sounds hot desu
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>>5514302
Pookie why do you get to kiss frog all the time and I get to be alone?
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>>5514310
I have no real problem with the family gathering
I just feel dysphoric as fuck for some reason
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All this talk is making me spagetti about my work meal later today @_@
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>>5514304
>your 7 motnhs are bigger than my 4 yrs. lol.
S-sorry, they kinda exploded when my endo put me on 10mg E from 4mg. Hopefully they keep on going ;;
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>>5514313
It's not all the time @__@
I wish it was more desu uhm

u shud find a qt to kiss then.....

>>5514308
uhHH

>>5514319
omg
>10 mg?? .-.
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>>5514319
>10mg E from 4mg
wat
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>>5514311
>>5514314
sorry, I got the impression from "lonely" that you're not a fan of family things my mistake. dysphoria is that friend of a friend who gets in your face and talks about my little pony, I hate it. even worse so when it hits at work when you've got a line of customers and you have to push through it with a smile
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>>5514319
yikes, im only on 6mg. im happy for you though. i dont really care about mine i don't have a use for them.
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>>5514320
>>5514321
Seemed super high to me but hey it's what my doctor said and it seems to be working? It's getting lowered on my next appointment and I'm getting an implant probably.
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>>5514320
hHHhuu
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>>5514319
so it's true after all, as long as you go crazy on e dose you get titties
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>>5514320
I want to kiss Ricky like super bad. I wish I could kiss Ricky ;~;
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>>5514329
go too crazy and I'm pretty sure your hair starts thinning
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>>5514335
My hairlines still trash but mines gotten way thicker now.
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>>5514253
I don't think most here go outside and probably end up nonbinary w tranny tits...
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>>5514338
being a boy with a vag and tranny tits is my fantasy
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>>5514343
trip on Gaye
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>>5514343
I think that the technical term for the "boy vag" is "axe wound".
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>>5514345
Or mangina?
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>>5514314
Oh that's even worse, really hope you feel better soon :(
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>>5514346
Mangina is how someone acts.
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>>5514330
Who's Ricky?
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>>5514348
Ahhh ok. Was just a daft joke anyway, I like wordplay.
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>>5514347
Thanks
I just feel so gross and manly right now
I probably should sleep when I get home
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>>5514352
>I like wordplay
You will have so much fun here. Boy pussy, girl tinkler, shitoris, various tumblr terms - it's like these people want to mangle the English language beyond recognition.
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>>5514353
Come on Kupps you are not gross and manly, only fat.
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>>5514344
i think gaye already has girl tits
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>>5514357
Didn't her mother pay for implants?
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>>5514355
>only fat.
>mfw I have to lose 30-40 lbs to be a skeleton again
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>>5514359
maybe, or just a lot of milking practice
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>>5514253
>>5514338
Idk about getting accepted since hiding myself rn but no one stares either if i go out in grillmode.
But was just on lunch break at home and finished the movie so kinda do go outside with my boyboobs.
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>>5514353
hope you feel better soon kuppy, has it been consistent all week or just in blocks. I really feel like you should arrange to see counselor (just say you're feeling depressed if you don't want to disclose why to anyone else) you may find that helps, even possibly help you work up the courage to express your feelings to your family and friends.
>>5514354
>shitoris
that's a new one
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>>5514362
you look fine, you wouldn't get a hundred chasers after you if you didn't
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>>5514355
Perhaps I only look manly because I'm fat
Or I am really am manly

>>5514363
Sometimes I feel like I look fine
Others I feel like a disgusting hon beast thing
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>>5514354
Lol, I've already been here for over a month ;)
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>>5514368
You just started, ofc you'll look manly. The usual progression looks wise is:
twink -> femboy ->crossdresser -> trap -> tranny.
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>>5514373
>twink
I wish that's what I started as
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>>5514123
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>>5514373
i got the twink body but not the face
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>>5514373
I mean
I feel so much more manly when compared with others who aren't on HRT
Makes me scared I won't pass
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feck. that wasn't zlip. melatonin time. but ty for keeping it gay, homos. <3
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>>5514368
iktf Kuppy, I do that dance everyday and it's easy to get stuck down like that, as it stands I feel like just not doing it anymore. that isn't to say you will be the same, I believe in you though
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>>5514379
I put off starting for so many years as I didn't see a single point when what I was starting from was so already fucked up masculine, I'm way better for having done it though.
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everyone like:
>makes me scared I won't pass
just keep taking your damn pills everyone. deal with shadow on the face if you don't get removal, conceal darkness or splotchy even if you don't see it at first. it is v visually impactful. especially on estrogen where constant shaving or plucking increases incidences of hyperpigmentation from *any* inflammation, espeically if sustained (mask of pregnancy like shit going on here.) on ppl struggling with voice, idk how i got it, i got it down by fear, i'm too old, but other ppl seem to do fine too in time. do stuff, don't crawl inward--but indeed keep yourself guarded, armoured to others. you owe them nothing, and have nothing the spare
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>>5514369
Goodspeed young woman!

>>5514374
I forgot to add "man-beast" before twink to cover all of those with bad case of BDD.

>>5514377
Says you.

>>5514379
Don't let yourself fall for that. The vast majority here started as pasty, slumped shouldered nerds. You are no worse off than them.
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>>5514383
Thanks
I will try
I feel annoying when I do this but I also want to express my feelings.

>>5514384
Yeah
I'm gonna try and get HRT as soon as possible.
Yet I'm always terrified I'm fucked either way.

>>5514387
I try not to
I know I probably don't have it the worst. But sometimes that mentality does happen, just gotta learn to stop such thoughts
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>>5514389
Going to go the self medding way?
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hey you dirty dirty fetishists in adorable onesies looking like spooky scary ghosts
wuts up ?
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>>5514389
it's easy to feel like way and that's in one part what this thread is for
>>5514399
morning lily, why aren't you spooked by my agpoltergeisting
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>>5514402
cause I ain't spooked by nuthin
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>>5514399
hey lily how's your vagine
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Tfw the bones you had shaved for ffs grew back
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>>5514407
cisnormative boring
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>>5514386
My skin tears and bleeds everywhere if I shave every day, and it's always been like that
I have to let it grow out a bit or else it gets ingrown and looks and feels worse than letting it rest for a day or two
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>>5514413
Have you tried laser/electro yet?
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>>5514394
Most likely
I'm way too much of a coward to come out there

>>5514402
Perhaps
Some people are nice while others will tell you to fuck off
Especially if it's consistent
I should probably try and stop
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http://www.obsev.com/entertainment/25-most-arresting-jawlines-hollywood.html

>every female celebrity has a masculine jawline
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>>5514416
Not yet, I don't have any money and I doubt my parents would pay for it and I'm far too embarrassed to ask
I really do need a permanent solution though
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>>5514417
Just remember to at least go to a GP and get frequent blood tests. Stay safe Kuppy.
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>>5514420
they're just really skinny with no fat on their faces
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>>5514422
Thanks
Any advice for self medding in Australia?
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>>5514426
All the sharp angles suggest otherwise
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>>5514406
I'll spook you yet honny
>>5514417
>Some people are nice while others will tell you to fuck off
this is why you shouldn't listen to anon posts
>>5514428
my advice is to make it your last option, please consider at least trying to take a look at doing it through the system
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>>5514438
try me m8
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>>5514428
Alldaychemist was what I used, started with spiro going up 50mg each week till I got to 200mg and then started progy. Went to my GP after the first month of being on both said what I was on and why and asked for a blood tests to check my hormone levels/lots of other things. It was all pretty easy.

I've still got the small pile of spiro/progy off them that is in date till 2017 on offer for you if you want it/any other australians willing to hit me up for it :V.
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>>5514438
>>5514438
>my advice is to make it your last option, please consider at least trying to take a look at doing it through the system
Going legit is definitely super important and I highly suggest you look into it as well.
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Morning or whatever time zone you're in
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>>5514441
>pic
well, this is me
>>5514444
if my advice holds no merit, Sarah has quads to back it up
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>>5514444
0044
0404
4444
0004

quads tell the truth
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>>5514450
so ?
nothing spooky there
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>>5514438
Why the last option I should take?

>>5514442
Well
Don't you live in SA?
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>>5514449
hi i cant sleep.
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>>5514455
Sorry to hear that anon
I'm just waking up
Gotta get ready for work :(
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>>5514459
i dont know whose worse off here. sorry, dont die of boredom.
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>I will never be a qt transgirl who plays her favorite game fast for AGDQ and have a bunch of nerds with terrible beards lust after me
why live.
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>>5514465
fuck off cosmo
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>>5514468
Naw I look better than her
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>>5514365
I dont have chasers lol..and i look like an ugly boy. Not a man anymore but boy.
Wudnt be wearing guy stuff and feeling hideous here otherwise ..
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>>5514461
I would say you are due to the lack of sleep

>>5514465
I hate speed runners
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back to blue :3
i missed it so much yo :o
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>>5514469
i'm not.
>>5514471
can't sleep, no motivation to shitpost. im just a mess. whats your job anyways
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>>5514454
if your dosages aren't controlled correctly you open yourself up to numerous health risks that can be reduced or avoided with proper care, self medding is meant to be a last option for those who generally either live in places where professional treatment is non existent/expensive/bureaucratic or violently transphobic places
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>>5514413
i found shaving in shower helped this. keeps the skin warm and shaven easily. there are specialised mirrors that keep a constant flow over the mirror to counter distortion even to help this, but i didn't even bother with them i just was careful to throw all my hair back and leave the sideburns area to after getting out of the shower, which i did mostly by plucking.

because i went on hrt early, before laser was ever going to be affordable to me at my age in 2001 while still filling my rx's, i had the unfortunate side effect of much of my facial hair going blond (tho as a happy effect it became softer and less resistant to shaving with hrt as well) i gave up on laser and plucked my entire face periodically for a decade and a half becoming both ridic proficient plucking v quickly and being able to tolerate an epilator (which is a bit rough on your skin tho). shaving was easy and worked in a pinch when i had no time to pluck growback. i did get hyperpigmentation tho (again estrogen encourages this, similar to what causes the mask of pregnancy, increased tendency to freckle) which is really dealt with easily if you take care of your skin and find a good foundation. (skin care is really important, it's not fun or sightly to apply makeup to torn up skin)
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>>5514473
>tumblr hair

>>5514476
Deli clerk but my new job starts soon.
I'm going to be doing an internship on student teaching
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>>5514454
I was Victoria my first 3 months hrt
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>>5514482
>tumblr is everything I dislike
k
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>>5514473
you should go orange and a bit longer like you had
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>>5514484
And heading back in March
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>>5514484
Come back pls

>>5514479
What kinda health risks?
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>>5514480
I may have to try that again
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>>5514488
to challenge me to a hon-off, then sushi in the park
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>>5514487
>long hair
not even my grandmother likes long hair on me lol
>orange
nah had it red for a while now
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>>5514485
>taking jokes seriously
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=B-lwDNN4Mi0
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>>5514490
the health risks are minimal desu unless you have some other major illnesses
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>>5514490
For fucks sake KUppy, you are about to nuke your body with estrogen and you didn't bother to read up.
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>>5514494
>
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>>5514482
oh right, i hope that goes well.
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I don't want to wake up but I promised I would...
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>>5514500
It's going to be piss easy.
I'm going to be teaching kids how to use Microsoft office suite 2013.

These kids are in 9th grade and just learning ms. Something is wrong here
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>>5514505
sounds fucking awful, i'm so sorry.
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>>5514493
this hair would look awesome on you just saying
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>>5514509
too hard to keep it nice and I don't look that good with hair this long
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Evening /mtfg/ how is everyone tonight!?
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>get up
>get dressed
>browsing the internet
>come across something sexual
>get turned on a bit
>vagina dirties clean underwear

How do you girls deal w/ this?
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>>5514507
It's because the education system on this state is bad.
Kids are a lot slower than what I was used to back in Jersey.

Also I need a new look before going because I've gotten tired of my hair
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>wake up
>immediately hit by anxiety about today
First hurdle is BSing my dad to see if I can get a ride to the train station, and then its smooth sailing as long as I dont fall asleep on the train. Second is going to be the blood test.
>blood tests
HELP IM GONNA DIE AAAAAAAAAAA
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>>5514516
whats your hair like now and whatd u like it as?
>>5514514
trying to turn my brain off, how about you?
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>>5514517
why lie to your dad ?
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>>5514518
Just finished work. Done working for the week so yay. Kinda tired but want to stay up an internet.
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>>5514521
sounds good, i hope you have a nice weekend. youve earned yourself all the internet you want bb.
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>>5514519
Not out to him yet. Just gonna tell him my mom and I are meeting to do some stuff but this will be the first hes heard of it so he might be suspicious. Then again he doesnt tell my mom anything most of the time either so he might just got with it.
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>>5514518
It look like this now.

I was going to get something that framed my face better plus new color.
Edie said a warmer brown with it cut just below my shoulders would be best.
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>>5514525
why are you having blood work done if you aren't out 0_o
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>>5514526
ye, shoulderlength is legit cute as hell.
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>>5514514
Good until I saw your pic. Now I feel sick to my stomach.

Posting comedy to distract my illness.
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>>5514526
Oh it's the tile fucker. Good thing he wasn't a tranny.
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>>5514490
like the other anon said they are minimal if you're rather healthy, if you're not getting regular blood tests you could be underdosing the only risk there is getting minimal results, liver damage and higher cholesterol are essentially a given but can possibly be made worse
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Is s size 8 considered fat if you're 5'11? How about a size 10 shoe?
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>>5514528
Im out to my mom and will come out to my dad when Im ready. I just want to get on HRT before I do.
He bought it so far, didnt even question what her and I are gonna do downtown. Usual uncaring dad. :T
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>>5514531
Oh god
>tiles
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>mfw 18 months on hrt
>mfw 6 months post op as of today
>mfw I have no face cause I am old now
>>5514537
ahh I see
good luck anon
>>
If you're not even on hrt you shouldn't EVEN FUCKING BE HERE GET THE FUCK OUT YOU DISGUSTING PEDOPHILES
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>>5514529
I think so too

>>5514531
Tile fucker?
I don't get the reference
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>>5514547
if u do it pls post a pic.
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>>5514497
this
for all those that are not on hrt,
understand what you're getting yourself into or you will rekt yourself
>>
>tripping off five tabs acid
>Spend majority of trip in front of mirror

well my day is ruined.

>>5514085
Starbursts best cnady. Or pretty much any chewy/sour/fruity candy
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>>5514540
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mXPiLA9pKXw
Thank you, Im gonna need it. Needles terrify me.
>>5514531
>current year
>not fucking tiles
>>
the discord link is dead in the op
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>Ignorant self medders

Not even once
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>>5514540
>lilly
>old
>tfw ancient
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>>5514561
I feel old
first time I came here I had a beard an benus
and that was like 2 years ago
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>>5514551
I will

>>5514555
Um ok
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>>5514540
>>mfw 18 months on hrt
>>mfw 6 months post op as of today
>>mfw I have no face cause I am old now
wow i had no idea you were on hrt for such a short-time. i guess most face stuff is settled, but it still gets gradually better. idk i'm way older at 31 and considering topical estrogen which apparently thickens and fills out the skin in studies using dermal punches in studies you can find on scholar.google and pubmed and may be worth looking into compounding pharmacies over. if it helps them vs ageing, it might help younger people even more. i don't like bringing up a well-known name here who has left and wants away from here, so if anyone doesn't already know her with meaningful familiarity u probably pls shouldn't contact her, but when i met ufufu i asked her abt her hormones. she was on relatively low spiro (but t levels controlled) and remarkably high inj e2 valerate. it really does seem the whole "women are most attractive when their e2 is highest during their cycles" thing is potentially probably a broadly applicable reality. if one wants to avoid estro-nausea and bisexuality inducing e2 doses, local topical e2 might supplement well, esp if the dermal punch studies are actually indicative
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>>5514571
woah you met ufufu? whats she like irl?
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>>5514540
Maybe if would stop smoking like a fucking chimney everyday you wouldn't look like a used up old bag.
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>>5514555
holy shit my sides
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>>5514571
I c
idk honestly I love how I look
just looking back how much I changed over the last 2 years made me feel old
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>>5514540
you're lucky and I'm envious tbqh
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>>5514555
I never knew there was a continuation. My eyes have been opened.

>>5514571
Oh. I'm sad to know that ufufu wants gone. She was fun. Well, all the best to her, then.
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>>5514573
me feeling old has nothing to do with how I look
sorry anon
no old bag here
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>>5514567
>>5514576
well I look a lot younger now than before I started... but I still feel super old, having lived this long without any achievements isn't helping ._.
>>
>>5514519
Why tell the truth?
>>
>>5514584
Because that's what people who aren't autistic do.
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>>5514576
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V5PLNMn3Wfg
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>>5514579
There's always more with 4chan.
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>>5514582
You look and sound like a 70 year old chain smoking grandmother
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>>5514584
Honesty is the ~right~ thing to do and there's definitely some benefits if he turns out to be supportive. I'm also only delaying the inevitable.
On the other hand if he isn't then I'm not sure what'll happen but I kind of like living her so he can wait a bit.
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>>5514590
you sure have seen and heard me
lmao
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>>5514587
I'm not sure I believe you
>>5514591
>Honesty is the ~right~ thing to do
>
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>>5514583
everybody at their own speed
don't worry imi <3
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>>5514589
I literally can't go to the bathroom when I have guests. Once I had to hold it in for like three days because my ex slept over a lot. At one point I sent him to get groceries just as an excuse to have privacy. Whenever other people used the bathroom in my house, I could hear everything and it was super awkward so I'd always put on music or something.
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>>5514593
I have and its an absolutely disgusting experience that I would love to forget.
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>>5514601
You know that girls do poop, right?
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>>5514583
iktf
we will get there
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>>5514611
Why are you not dead yet?
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>>5514606
I have yet to do it in public ladies toilets and dread the day it happens

>>5514612
you're terrible
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>>5514598
<3
>>5514611
*hugs*
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>>5514572
she was very sweet--and tall, willowy and just gorgeous physically obviously--but really, just really sweet and honest, and i have no idea why people would have any malicious intent towards her. it makes me really angry that the doxxing and that sort of acting out is what people do in place of coping. i could never see her wishing ill on others or wanting others not to pass, it resonates with me a lot that people on here often only recall her wanting to help them. she likes feeling good about herself, but it isn't to compete with anyone or debase anyone else.

in person, like i met her when she was 19, her voice was a bit diff, not unpassable at all, def cis range; but def an example how your vocal cords thin over time after i heard that audio clip of her, if that's any encouragement to anyone. (professional singers often go on birth control to cut out all testosterone to stabilise their voices, there is basis for this) really it wasn't even so *blaringly* obviously her until i heard the nervous laughing like speech until when she was clearly pained and uncomfily talking about being tired of being stalked. it like sets sinking pangs of empathetic hopelessness listening to it. people have to ruin shit for everyone in the trans community and i hate it.

>>5514579
>Oh. I'm sad to know that ufufu wants gone.
idk. i havent asked directly. she just said as much here, & it's not really in her pattern of doing things to come back to something after she's gotten tired and moved on. i don't really talk to her, i didn't even know she went by ufufu online. she's a pretty busy person who does lifestuff, and i have little pretext to speak with her; except in the awful incidence i saw her being posted pretty disgustingly on not just here but *other* boards here and i thought people here /rose/d her and i felt insane looking at it. i had to look at 4chan history to even realise "ufufu" had a long history here. i'm only still here cos despite being 4chan i need its honesty
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>>5514606
I just feel exposed. I can get the same with showering. I can't have anyone in the house when I'm showering, unless they're showering with me. I get paranoid they're judging me because I take like an hour or so, also scared someone will be stupid enough to walk in or something. If they were a guest, I'd feel like an asshole for just making them sit there for so long bored out of their minds.
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>>5514617
i wasn't around for the doxxing and whatever audio clip you're talking about but it sounds awful. people treated her like shit when she was a genuinely nice person.
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>>5514612
Be a better person.

>>5514611
True, that. Ganbatte!
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>>5514614
>>5514624

I'm trying to help sheen so pipe down. The only way he is ever going to let his family be happy and free is by ending his life, the only thing they will ever thank him for.
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>>5514612
Why are such a bitter asshole?
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>>5514629
Fuck me I'm done with this thread, you people are SICK.
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>>5514629
That's way too edgy for me dude
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>>5514629
simply epic contribution my liege
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>>5514614
It can't be that bad. I would storm a coffee shops or a bar or heck, a gas-pump station. When you gotta go you gotta go.

>>5514618
I think they are more annoyed at you spending an hour in the shower.
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>>5514623
>she was a genuinely nice person
she's exceptionally smart, unique, and talented too, able to maintain interest in life, real things not just misery (and its love of company always wins i guess). people gain from being around people like her, people who can actually keep it together and do stuff--people being fucked up and disgusting hurts everyone. she'll move on. she's amazing, but everyone else, i'm sad cos a lot of people seem to know what they've lost and keep losing in these cycles. fucking "community"
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>>5514629
you need to calm down. i'm here if you need to talk about your issues.
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tib badora :DDDD
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>>5514649
mornings greetings to you fellow enlightened
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>>5514644
that's the thing though, i've never showered when people are in the house to avoid that problem. like when i plan to have a friend over, i'll tell them to come at like 10 because i'll be in the shower since 8 or something. even after showers i am really sluggish at drying off and finding clothes etc.
>>5514645
people are just incapable of getting along.
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>>5514645
>smart
I ve convo w ufufu, and shes cool, but you're pouring it on kinda thick
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>>5514649
I sent kiwi a dumb old pic of me and the first thing she did was put a fedora on me
:^(
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>>5514645
Jesus Christ you seem really fucking creepy and obsessive. What the fuck.
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>>5514651
Why do you take hour long showers..? That's pretty bad for your skin.
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>>5514649
Our mission is to turn lizbell and Sarah away from the lainanon darkside
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>>5514649
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>>5514653
Are you two aware of you both looking like boys when you talk naughty to each other?
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>>5514651
Anon...
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>>5514660
I think that's the part of the charm for them.
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>>5514660
They look like men anyway.
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>>5514652
>shes cool, but you're pouring it on kinda thick
meh, so i'm a lil sanguine, and our subjective opinions don't really matter. but objectively she was liked and appreciated by a lot of people and it's not remotely hard to understand why

it's part of the underlying of problem of not letting anyone else have nice things, and stupid acting out shit by assholes with personality disorders

to you she's cool, or meh, idk, or whatever; to others i can easily understand why she was important, which i think eclipses and takes precedence since it's a much greater problem

on her tho really tho, you have to think abt the motivation of trying to hurt someone like her, to make this site perma unusable for her communication-wise. it's just gross how purposeless that is
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>>5514656
i have phobias of the water, i spend like 90% of the time just standing near the shower too scared to go near it. i've had traumatic experiences with drowning and even if i can rationally understand that its basically impossible to drown in a fucking shower, it still creeps me out. if i get a single drop of water in my ears i get freaked the fuck out and my brain just goes into some kinda shock, it's awful. i vastly prefer showering with someone else, they make the whole experience feel safe and it takes like 10 minutes lol.
>>5514661
whatd i do this time? i mean i dontl iterally say that, i just say 'come at 10'.
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>>5514660
Closeted gays playing out lewd anime fantasy.
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>>5514650
Hi gud morning :DDD
Is gud day tu be euphric
How u? :)

>>5514653
Lmao cute ^^
Light bullying is the best

>>5514658
What's the lainanon dark side and why do they need to be turned from it? o.o

>>5514659
That right there's a quality gif, do you mind if I steal it?
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>>5514660
>ywn snuggle with another straight man and be qt gurls together
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>>5514671
Sounds awful :\ Have you looked into cbt?
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Hello friends.
I only drank enough last night to just get a bit drunk but now my head hurts and my jaw, too?
But it's ok, I have pixels to distract me

I slept in an empty bed last night, too.
I want to move back in with my fiancé
I've come to feel kind of weird and dreamy when I'm not hanging out with him

Anyways, good morning
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>>5514678
cock and ball? i'm just kidding. no, i honestly didn't know it existed until it was mentioned in the threads a day or two ago(?). it's all just a matter of willpower for me. it's just stupid to know something is actually impossible and then be scared of it anyways. i don't have access to any kinds of therapists here, it's a small town.
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>>5514674
Euphoric and self aware my liege, however after the first day of my extended weekend I'm already getting a bit stir crazy. how are you m'lady
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>>5514674
i like dis memes :DDD
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>>5514674
What does lain anon do all the time here?

> hon talk
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愛し名詞ています
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>>5514655
>you seem really fucking creepy and obsessive. What the fuck.
if your concern is genuine, i've seen her mentioned thread after thread, and i'm just someone who knew her at one point in time. apply this more generally, she is gone. irrelevant. we do this to more than just her, snipe people we are jealous of and it wrecks things for others. it doesn't affect me, people wonder where she is all the time

maybe you're rawr, idc

if so please do mushrooms and get a practioners guide to schema therapy and sit alone in a safe room of your own pouring your tangled shit privately into a journal as many times as necessary for you to find out why you need to hurt others to cope
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>>5514629
oh my god, you're such a jerk!
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>>5514676
>>5514672
>>5514668
>>5514667
I didn't even mean it in a bad way.
Just find it weird that two tgirls get off on each other like that when they don't pass.

Do they realize it? How do they handle their intimate acts?

I call attention whore card with AGP as a buff card and enchance their combo with not true trans card but actually a lonely autist card.

- Fedora Autist.
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>>5514695
where'd all these cards from? this ain't yugioh.
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>>5514685
>it's just stupid to know something is actually impossible and then be scared of it anyways
Meh, just because it's all in your head doesn't make it any less valid. Sucks that you can't find therapy though.
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Hello qt's.

>Mum decided to tell one of her bff's that I'm a filthy tranny
>Turns out her "Sister-in-law" is actually her former husband 0_o

>>5514683
Hey there Circle, why aren't you living with fiance anymore?
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>>5514701
i just miss comfy showers with my ex. i used to enjoy showers a lot before the incident.
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I smell really bad and feel gross today. Last night I went to bed after my mom was already asleep and I didn't want the shower to wake her. Now I'm at work and can't take one now to make up for it

What do
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>>5514686
Oh no, do you have any plans for the long weekend?
I'm just kind of sleepy, gotta make my way to my first class, people on the way gonna try to convert me to a religion like a sheeple ;~;

>>5514688
I lik meme
Fug tahts big benis :DDD

>>5514690
I think it's more like she depression posts. She probably doesn't even look as bad as she thinks. ;~;
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>>5514704
Good evening Shell! how was the rest of your stay in Melbourne?
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>>5514695
I suppose there is something akin to a "spiritual" side to it all, where the individuals involved can acknowledge that they both deal with the shortcomings of appearances and through that they find common ground.
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g'morning mtfg,
s'up?

>>5514683
make sure to hydrate and take care'a urself!

>>5514710
hand-sanitizer on the smellier grosser parts maybe?
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>>5514695
maybe they don't care for other persons looks so much because they're girls after all?
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>>5514719
how dare you post something that actually makes sense? people that have people that accept them despite flaws are truly blessed.
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>>5514707
Well hopefully it's something that improves on its own with practice.

If not, fingers crossed that you find a new SO to keep you safe in the shower.
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>>5514719
You high?
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>>5514704

I got kicked out 'cuz I wasn't on the lease and our other friend wanted her lady in, too and didn't want someone else doing it 'cuz the landlord would've been less willing to excuse it. > 3>

..

.. and I kept sleep eating.
I'm an awful sleep eater.

>>5514720

I'm drinking lots of water, np np <3
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>>5514713
It was great, I really enjoyed my time in Melbourne, coming back in April actually.
It's so fucking hot here though, I miss the weather over there.
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>>5514720
>hand sanitizer my butt
Scary

I don't have any with me anyway but maybe I can find some.
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>>5514688
>.<
>>5514711
daily reminder: tfw no benis ect.
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>>5514730
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parasols.

anyone else too lazy to use sunscreen as regularly as they should and too much expired high quality sunscreen lying around wish parasols both vanilla and varied were more of an accepted norm, not just like an asian norm or lolita fashion thing?
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>>5514734
glad you fun over here though it's a shame you will miss my hon-off with Sarah in March. I'm glad this years summer so far has been far tamer than the first year I moved here where we had the week of 45+
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>>5514729
i don't think i'm ever going to meet another person in my entire life. losing him was pretty much the last straw, so now i get to stay indoors forever.
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>>5514744
...or just not goign outside when the sun is out .-.
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>>5514727
Looking at a mirror image of you is awful.

You see the person go through the same stuff you do and reminding you of what you are all of the time, awful aswell.

Also what about dysphoria?
Oh my god.

I'm going to leave it here, if they think they're happy and transitioning for the correct reasons, fine good for them.
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I wish I could know for certain whether or not I pass... for years, I've never been misgendered. There have never been comments that would indicate I don't pass. Nobody stares, unless it's guys at my butt. I've even lived in a dorm with shared washrooms and no one has ever clocked me...

The lingering insecurity is a result of how painfully awkward I am irl. It makes me feel out of place.

pls halp how do I stop worrying about things that have no evidence
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I enjoy coming here to laugh at and harass people who are worse off than me, which is most of you.
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>>5514741
rip benis :(((
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>>5514752
yes, exactly. healthy behaviour, for all enemies of the sun (sorry 4 neurosis ref); but with a protective shield vs uv, and if it were common enough as easily used to hide your face in normal weather from people you don't want to talk to as umbrellas!
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>>5514752
cause that's convenient!
>>5514744
yesss. But I find them cute as fuck so I'm biased.
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>>5514753
>Looking at a mirror image of you is awful.
I wonder how many people are reading your posts and acknowledging their own shallow vanity.
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>>5514755
>talking shit without a name
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>>5514752
oh you meant coping by not going out. i think we all know how to do that. not the best option in most of the north american continent which still loves sun and cars for some reason
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>>5514733
>sleep eating
Thats a thing?

>>5514747
>hon-off with Sarah in March
Dammit thats a shame, I could easily beat the both of ya.
Is there a prize involved?
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>>5514755
Trip on elanna
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>>5514769
>>>5514755
>>talking shit without a name
o m g, i've noticed the same thing. i kno it's 4chan but so is wikipedia
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>>5514775
what?
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>>5514773
>Trip on elanna
bof. ??? cmon, idgi, she seems ok
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>>5514744
It's pretty normal to use umbrellas to block the sun. I have a basic black one with a coating to raise its ability to protect against the sun (a lot of umbrellas and parasols allow sun to still get through). A really fancy one is silly, though. And they don't offer 100% sun protection. Without sunscreen you can still tan or burn under them.
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>>5514770
yeah, I usually try to avoid the sun as much as I can .-.
but parasols can be qt indeed.
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>>5514744
Lolita fashion is great, if I wouldn't look like a deranged rapist gorilla I'd partake in the fashion as a hobby
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>>5514775
Nigga what the fuck is your ass even saying
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>>5514782
I'm 6'7" and dress lolita for animecons.
Problems?
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>>5514778
>what?
4chan and wikipedia both have anon probs and have to deal with them. wish awful crap were filtered a bit better somehow so this place wasn't just a pile of dontreadthecomments. i guess means that places like reddit uses (tho involves a username, is not anon) often degrades to even crumbier shit when ppl have a name to defend. idk what the solution is tbhon, other than mass drugging of the planet with serenics which i plan on doing at some point
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>>5514785
Sick disgusting degenerate hons like you give us all a bad name
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>>5514782
I think it's interesting though I prefer gothic to the poofy cupcake dresses that some people wear
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>>5514785
I could be whatever height I like but it won't change my face or build
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>>5514780
yeah, reflections and shit? or through the umbrella? how much uva and uvb survives being reflected off surfaces?

it would be nice for just the zinc in my foundation to be enough or something. not the stinky ombrelle stuff that burns and makes me have reapply everything every time i sweat
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>>5514788
>wish awful crap were filtered a bit better somehow so this place wasn't just a pile of dontreadthecomments
I don't. I support giving assholes the opportunity to make themselves look like douchebags.
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>>5514790
At-least not a 5'4" lonely asperger that thinks he's trans because couldn't have social interractions as a guy so dropped out, hid into a dark room wanting to slowly become an anime girl.
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Almost there~. How's everyone this morning? I'm feeling a little more calm for the time being but I'm sure walking into the clinic is gonna make me have a freak out. Any sort of doctor does that to me, even the dentist a bit.
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>>5514792
>I think it's interesting though I prefer gothic to the poofy cupcake dresses that some people wear
yeah, me too, idg the childish pseudopaedo-shit, it all references a time where it was more matronly than assoc'd with kids, except in portraiture where only the richest of families could have clothes like that progressively made throughout all their child's growth--and again that's if you believe portraiture reflects the clothing available at the time of the work
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>>5514796
M'lady
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>>5514792
>poofy cupcake dresses
that's Sweet Lolita, I like Classic and Gothic
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>>5514801
Except that's most likely the opposite of what happened.
"Dropping out" is what tgirls do when they can't have social interactions as a girl.
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>>5514801
Nice projection there hon. You sound jealous of people who actually pass.
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>>5514809
No that's what a guy does when he doesn't get anything but laughs from girls and bullied by other guys.
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>>5514806
>>5514808
good taste
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>>5514735
well like if ur butt is the main issue then u should like just wipe first-off cus a lot of human smell is actually from bacteria feeding on ur sweat and dead skin so clearing sweat and dead skin can reduce them and if that isn't enough u could put the hand sanitizer on some toilet paper and dilute it with water for some kinda diy wet-wipes, a lot of public facilities and businesses have hand sanitizer

>>5514754
kids are one of the best measures cus they generally don't have the social bs to be polite and stuff built up and they ask questions when they're unsure/curious

>>5514755
u probably don't have it as good as u think/say if something as pathetic as that is how u spend ur free time
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>>5514815
No, that's where all the overcompensating, hypermasculine "bullies" come from.
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>>5514744
I'm just straight-up bringing parasols back this summer. If anyone disagrees with me, their thick, oily, sticky, gooey cream can pretend to compete.
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>>5514815
how is this still a convo? idk your issue. i was what was roughly 5'4" in high school and girls didn't laugh at me. you can be a failed male or whatever, but being a creep is what you get laughed at for. i do wonder where your ideas come from.
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>>5514819
What..?
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>>5514822
>I'm just straight-up bringing parasols back this summer.
I SUPPORT U
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>this thread

someone pls come help me brush my hair i slept on it and the back got knotted as FUCK. painful.
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>>5514825
Bullying is a sign of insecurity.

It's what people do when they're desperately trying to draw criticism away from themselves.

I'm not saying all bullies are secretly transgendered, but they are all cowards.
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>>5514816
An old friend of mine who used to be into J-fashion and knew I liked it tried to get me started with a few pieces, I could never decide if I looked like an unattractive fat girl or a gorilla so I gave up on it
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>>5514818
Butt and pits.

I ended up doing basically what you said but I used liquid soap from the pump in the restroom at work. Kinda ghetto but now I can probably make it home at least
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>>5514830
parasols are pretty nice though, i've had people give me shit for carrying an umbrella on super bright days
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>>5514795
Reflections and through the umbrella. A lot of cosmetic parasols, like the one in that image (probably!... maybe not), let through almost all of the sun... they have an SPF of like 3. You have to get one actually designed for the task.

Most sunscreens make my skin red and feel burny, but I've found Neutrogena's Ultra Sheer ones to not burn my skin, but also stay in place through sweating. Aveeno's natural ones with zinc/titanium don't burn either, but they're kinda greasy and will make you look even whiter.

I burn very easily.
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>>5514833
hope u rlly rinsed cus soap can irritate the skin if u leave it on
and make sure to clean urself properly as soon as u get home
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Im getting some breakfast while i still have time and a waitress called my mom and I ladies which I'm sure was a slip of tongue by a waitress that just barely looked at us but hey that's nice
Apologies for the run of sentence btw
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>>5514833
Why are you such a disgusting smelly sack of shit?
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I hate umbrellas. When I was young, I would always cut my fingers trying to open/close them. I used to carry an umbrella with me when it was raining to give to my ex when I'd meet up with him somewhere. It's always claustrophobic when people try to share umbrellas so I'd step out into the rain because I'd rather get wet than trip over peoples feet.
>>5514841
what are you having? i hope its good.
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>>5514830
You pretty much have to be super skinny to be a good brolita. Obviously there're exceptions but because of how poify the clothes are it amplifies big arms /chest and whatnot.

>>5514838
In my experience the best sunscreens for both avoiding white cast and not irritating your skin come from Japan. But that makes them expensive so it's hard to afford to use them on anything but your face.
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I'm awake! Hey there all!

>>5514841
Good morning~ What are you having for breakfast? Good luck at the clinic today!
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>>5514833
On your way home, stop by the dept store and grab a box of these. Put a small stack of them in a sandwich bag. They're literally the best invention since sliced bread.
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>up all night doing a ruby assignment and working on some small stuff on my website when i get bored of doing that assignment
>realize "omg its 8am, better go to the post office to mail that keyboard"
>so tired i almost run a red light driving there
>get inside the post office and there is a huge line
>i sit in the line for like 15 minutes then realize i have no idea how to mail a package
>leave post office without shipping keyboard because i didn't want to be awkward because i have never shipped anything before

wew lad

i feel like im gonna pass out but i have to be up until like 4pm for my laser consultation...
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>>5514848
hi teri
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>>5514855
Heya ^^ Hope you're doing well today! Idk I was thinking about going to a game store later today to see if I can be social but I'm getting scared as the idea gets closer to being real.. lol
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>>5514845
>>5514848
Goodmorning ~!
I'm getting a Greek omlette, spinach, tomatoes, feta, and some other stuff I forgot.
Thank you by the way! My phobia of needles really wants to act up right now but I'm trying to keep it calm.
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>>5514864
>that tiny bit of coffee in the spoon
cute.
just dont watch any of it happen and you'll be better off.
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>>5514864
That's very masculine
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>>5514841
I think the first time I was ever gendered as female was when somebody said ladies first to me and my mom
we should hang around with our moms more
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>>5514864
>My phobia of needles really wants to act up right now
Find a hand to hold while it's happening. Last time I had to lay on the table squeezing the nurse's hand for like 20 minutes before I finally felt okay to get up.
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Good morning girls ~ how are things? n.n
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>>5514853
post site
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>>5514864
Yeah needles suuuck I always have to look away. You just getting bloodwork?
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>>5514863
ehhh ... a game store???
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>>5514853
>leave post office without shipping keyboard because i didn't want to be awkward because i have never shipped anything before
All you had to do was tell the people at the counter that you have no idea what the procedure is on shipping something.
That's not awkward.
That's why the entire post office isn't already 99% automated. Most people don't have a reason to snailmail objects larger than a gift card.
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>>5514869
I think I'm going to have to spend a long time consoling my mom if someone recognizes us as mother and daughter. She'll recover, probably.

>>5514872
Better. Going to spend this evening with a friend being productive, then all night with some kittens.

How's you?
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>>5514853
For reference:
http://www.wikihow.com/Ship-a-Package-at-the-Post-Office

(I totally get the panic of feeling awkward because of not knowing how to do something I think I should know how to do, by the way.)
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>>5514882
Yeah idk I don't know other places to go more so a friend gave me the idea. I just am really bored these days and wanna meet people in town.

>>5514886
It takes time but as long as parents aren't being like hey fuck you buddy then usually they come around on things.
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>>5514886
Friends are gr8 to have I hope the day goes well with them!

I'm on my way to comic con rn with 3 of my other friends its gunna be like a 2 hr drive at least D:
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why doesn't 4chan have a dating board?
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>>5514894
Isn't that /r9k/?
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>>5514894
isnt /soc/ essentially that
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>>5514894
>>>/soc/
May the force be with you.
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>>5514894
A sense of compassion for its users.
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>>5514886
The first time that happened to my mom and me was the best. She was so surprised she couldn't stop talking about it for hours. "That waitress called us 'ladies'. She thought you looked like a girl." She was more surprised than me.

>>5514869
>we should hang around with our moms more
Truth tho
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>>5514894
>>5514898
>>5514900
huh it exists? what else could sound so maximum badidea
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>>5514894
Isn't that what /soc/ was for?

>>5514888
I know. I was just lying when I said I was fine with them coming to terms with my transition at their own pace. I am very much not fine with that, but recognize it's me just being unreasonable and overly optimistic. Complicated feels.

>>5514892
Aside from the car ride, that sounds great! Anything particularly outstanding going on at the con?
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>>5514904
This one seems about right.

>>5514907
I understand, it's hard watching someone have such a hard time coming around to support something so basic but at the same time, all this gender stuff is really new and legit confusing to like 80% of the population. Such is life.
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>tfw cum almost nothing
I'm going to make it, mtfg... I'm going to be a real girl..
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>>5514906
why is it bad idea? 4chan users are by enlarge nice people, you have to take the banter with a grain assault.
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>>5514883
>>5514887
yeah i just started panicking because what kind of dummy 22 year old doesn't know how to ship a package and like didn't want to make it this big thing or anything. i do stuff like this all the time. the last time it happened was when i was at my old college and didn't understand how the whole library computer system worked so i walked around for like 20 minutes then just left instead of asking for help lmfao.

>>5514878
i put all the code on jsfiddle because i don't wanna post my actual domain and i removed all the actual links to my stuff for obvious reasons but this is pretty much it. i change the color schemes/music/background pretty often.

https://jsfiddle.net/11hdcd6x/embedded/result/
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>>5514888
oh I walked into a store like that and all these nerds stared at me the whole time ...
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Why, why I didn't start HRT in my teens
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>>5514916
>set chromium to full wipe on shutdown
>clears cache/cookies/passwords/user input/etc
>trip gets removed every time

i might just stop tripping because of this desu this is annoying.
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Why do breakfast places give you so much food I can't and shouldn't eat all this
>>5514867
I'm gonna keep my eyes closed, that should probably help. I'm also gonna tell them to say nothing until it's done!
>>5514869
My mom would certainly appreciate that
>>5514871
My mom is gonna hold me to make sure I don't run or something lol
>>5514880
Bloodwork, physical, being informed and consenting to hrt
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>>5514913
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>>5514926
>this is what a feminist books bike
What?
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>>5514915
It's by and large you silly bastard
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>>5514888
Gaming stores can be pretty fun. Hygiene-optional spaces are on the decline and, by some mysterious process , cleaner geeks are better geeks.
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>>5514922
Don't stop tripping, aomo.
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>>5514929
An ass
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Morning
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>>5514924
Oh nice just starting? Grats! Finally having that first bottle is one of the best feelings!

>>5514931
Yeah, I'm not sure what to expect the last gaming store I went to sometimes in high school had that same problem, basically felt like a dungeon inside. Kinda worried though cause the main one I know in town, from what I've heard someone I used to hang out with is a manager there so could be awkward.
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>>5514921
>tfw only realized im trans at 18 cuz agp and it was already too late
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>>5514922
tripping helps you trace garbage you post in the event you feel like you've said anything somehow important you want to go over in your mind again tho--but it only really occurred to me since finding those weird archive sites
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>>5514929
I intended to put a comment next to that which raised the question of what "real girl" means, but I thought that retarded image explained it perfectly.
>What?
Turns out it did.
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I've kind of skipped out on responsibility for today, I could drop by the new comic and game shop to see how it is
I miss edh Thursday
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>>5514935
how was sleep? my eyes are half-alive for once.
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>>5514930
>grain assault
have some awareness before criticizing people that are cuter than you
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>>5514931
the best game shops are the ones that have the big mech pods like pic related for like armored core and whatever other mech games they can program them for.

when i was like 19, i had lots of super older friends for some reason and i got taken to one of these places by my friends and i had never been before and everyone there was actually really cute.

>>5514932
why lol

>>5514941
i never really post anything that serious on 4chan and i'm not one to like participate in le epic edgy 4chan drama so i can't really think of any reason to ever go back and look in the archive for my trip

unless i started making dank memes or something....
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>>5514921
This is the hell we chose.
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>>5514939
>tfw only realized im trans at 18 cuz agp and it was already too late
agp will not make you transition and if it does, the very pills you would take would help you reconsider going back to a normal life as your motivations would be more at some sort of will. like even physically, spontaneous erections gone, you could live in private.

if you feel you need to transition, agp when present in such cases really only seems correlation not causation and you shouldn't waste being 18 on a problem you may never outrun and may make you even more miserable as androgenic damage progresses
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>>5514939
Don't you dare to wait. DIY if you must. at 28 (started 25) it's pure nightmare.
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>>5514946
Sleep was weird. My dog woke me up. I didnt dream but i was delirious or something on waking up, thought my dog was part of a dota team.
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>>5514950
It was just an excuse to post Yakui; you can stop tripping if you want.
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>>5514957
It could join Alliance and replace Bulldog.
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>>5514959
couldn't you have posted it without any text at all?

like this.... (if i hadn't responded to you of course)
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>>5514951
I'm punishing myself by not eating let's see how it goes (17h for now).
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>>5514950
yeah i get really achingly, stupidly political abt community breakdown shit, mutually destructive narccistic personalities vs mutual aid; and health care practices and have a shitty memory so i really hate having to try to rely on my own mind to recall let alone repeat what i've already said in even poorer quality
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>>5514955
>>5514956
nah im already on hrt and older than that now
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>>5514961
It feels weird just dumping images without text on a discussion-based board, though.
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Oh god databases are so boring
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>>5514967
Told you.
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>>5514960
it's a dog, not a rat
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>>5514965
Have a happy life then ;_;
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>>5514960
She was already on a team. Full of other dogs that looked exactly like her.
Like i said, it wasnt a dream. I didnt see anything. I just had this predetermination stuck in my head when i was waking up? Does anyone else ever have this? Its really scary.
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>>5514965
best of luck. rly <3
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>>5514971
hheheheheheheh nice one.
>>5514974
sounds weird. dont get spooked too hard.
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>>5514966
does this mean we just post anime images back and forth without an actual discussion?

>>5514967
what are you doing with them?
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>>5514967
Even cute girls doing cute things can't make databases interesting.
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>>5514971
>it's a dog, not a rat
rats are nice tho, we just talk to much. stupid 1984
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>>5514971
haha nope, im a hon anyway and fucked in the head in more ways than just being trans
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>All these posters telling people to hurry up and get on hormones at a time when they are most susceptible to influence.
I understand that it's regrettable for you that you didn't put a stop to male hormones taking a toll on you physically when you had the chance, but to put this in a sort of analogous context, this is a bit like validating a 10 year old girl as being mature enough to have sex. That little girl inside them is young and desperate for that validation. If it turns out that as they get older they didn't get the results they were looking for, now they're stuck with them.
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>>5514971
Woah funny.
>>5514978
This sorta thing happens all the time and i just never think about it. I wake up with delusions of reality. Wtf.
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>go to bed at 2am
>sleep until 5pm

Living the neet dream
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>>5514980
Are the images a distraction from discussion? I hope not, I'd like to actually have meaningful conversations. Maybe anime butts don't add much to that.
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>>5514985
failed quote >>5514973
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>>5514984
Oh, hey, another wood rat.
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>doing an comp sci and digital art double degree
>terrible at maths, logic and computer science
>lack any creativity
>don't believe in university degrees anyway
My whole life is a lie.
My identity, my career path, the whole lot.

Anyone getting the popcorn ready for when I eventually crack?
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>>5514942
I was trying to express my gratitude for the magic of hrt. Not question what it means to be a girl. Chill.
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>>5514990
Good morning! (Good afternoon?)
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>>5514986
idk i'm like the only person who advocates fertility storage before starting cos going off minimum 70-90 days for gametogenesis resumption is intense and awful, and yes the permanent fertility thing is a myth taken for granted--or narcissistic unapologetic sex offenders would be waving self-pitying lawsuits around

nothing is irreversible abt mtf hrt, you can go back to being a normal guy easier than any ftm and *very* few ppl get boobs from hrt they could not conceal anyway (and that's not counting how they would shrink)

if macho bodybuilders can deal with bitch tits so can any dude
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>>5514990
I went to bed at 8h and slept until 19h.
What is daylight?
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>>5514988
i wake up thinking i've already had certain conversations or there's drinks in the fridge, then i actually look in the fridge and it's empty, but it felt so fucking real.
>>5514990
i do that from like 10am-2pm, i broke my sleep schedule just to interact with the decent people here and because my only friend doesnt even talk to me anymore so why bother caring about my timezone anymore
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>>5514998
at least you have a life, my life is mtfg
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>>5514998
What would you rather be doing?
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>>5514629
Daily reminder that this is the quality of people who post here. Fuck the lot of you.
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>>5514967
iktf
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>>5514996
>Oh, hey, another wood rat.
yay! hi woodratkin! o/
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>>5514970
I know you warned me ;~;
I was still unprepared for this, I'm gonna fall asleep.

>>5514980
Nothing at the moment, we're learning terminology, the entity relationship model, entity relationship diagrams, the concept of attributes, keys. Just ;~;

>>5514983
I want mangos to teech me databases, I'm stuck with a grumpy older guy ;~;

>>5514986
I go by the assumption that if someone is at the point where they would consider hormones, they're pretty sure they're trans regardless of age. That said, it probably would be less irresponsible to put the pressure on for blockers, there's nothing irreversible about blockers.
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>>5515002
Guten morgen!

>>5515004
I dunno, we only get like a few hours of it during winter.

>>5515006
Why doesn't your only friend talk to you anymore? ;-;
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>>5515006
I just looked it up. This is called the hyonopompic state, and basically its an emotional state wherein the brain thats been asleep attempts to understand the real world. Basically your brain waking up has shorter term memory and tries to fill in spaces. Cool.
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>>5515003
That's your obsession for female sex characteristics speaking.
There are other risks and factors involved with hormone therapy.
It affects your health. It affects your mood. It affects your thinking. It may not do much at all to help you achieve a feminine appearance but still leave you with all the negative side effects.
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>>5514993
it was a joke my friend

>>5514998
>wanted to do computer science
>didn't want to take calculus 3

hey, just do a web design or user experience degree like i am doing! you don't have to do any math beyond like two statistics classes, and the rest of the time you spend doing like design theory and actual web dev classes.

doing like hardcore not web programming is boring and autistic anyways. making things look nice and do cool things on the internet is the best.

>>5515020
i had to sort of teach myself SQL for a job once, it was the most boring thing ever. in fact, i was doing a computer science degree at the time, planning on being a database engineer for dat salary but then teaching SQL to myself i realized how boring it was and even though the money was good i would have killed myself trying to do stuff like that every day.
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>>5515021
becuase i'm boring i guess. every day she makes new 'friends' and i become increasingly irrelevant. she sits there with like twenty friends and has the nerve to sit there telling me how she's 'bored and lonely' when she's literally the only fucking person i have on this planet and i'm sitting here like a fucking retard trying to devote all of my time to her but i know i'm just inferior to whatever memespouting fuckwits she talks to instead. i'm bitter as fuck lately, i apologize.
>>5515023
that sounds trippy and awesome. thank you.

coffee coffee cofee
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>>5515027
tl;dr: talk to your doctor to find out if Tittiskittol (tm) is right for you.
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>>5515032
Friends suck tbhon, just get a cat or something.
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>>5515037
can't. my parents own a dog, i don't see it often because it exclusively lives outside.
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>>5515030
>calculus 3
The funny thing is you really, really don't need multi-variate calculus for almost anything computer science related. (Or regular calculus even.)
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>>5515032
Do you have any hobbies or anything like that?
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>>5515020
>I go by the assumption that if someone is at the point where they would consider hormones, they're pretty sure they're trans regardless of age. That said, it probably would be less irresponsible to put the pressure on for blockers, there's nothing irreversible about blockers.
yeah i think this is generally best practice and outlook, and the degree to which estrogenic effects are permanent is p negligible unless you somehow have rare large boobs, are left with prolific gynecomastia--and the only trans women i can think of with large boobs don't just have weight in their chest, so that would likely shrink

i do worry we can't take the "no one would want to be mistaken for trans" thing for granted anymore since we're a pop culture fascination now which hasn't really happened before except the highlighting of the cringe fringe; but we really can't be held responsible for pop culture. it's claimed us, we didn't claim it. we can only do harm reduction to the best of our ability, and that still prioritises risk assessment: under any possibility they are trans, so more ppl can have normal secure lives there is too much importance on ceasing the advance of androgenic effects and starting estrogenic effects earlier while they might still be significant (not like they aren't undoable, as observed in like every ftm on t, and we again rarely grow chests like they do, if ever)

we can make a paranoia about hrt like we do "substances" and it won't be pretty
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>>5515039
calc 3 is easier than calc 2
fight me
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>>5515030
>even though the money was good i would have killed myself trying to do stuff like that every day
Living this life right now desu. Though in my case I'm finding that an actual work environment is a lot more interesting than it was in school, so I'm not expecting I'll want to kill myself anymore.

>>5515027
What do you suggest people do instead?
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>>5515038
Dogs and cats can be friends though, my mom had like 3 cats and a dog.

>tfw animals are the only ones who like me
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>>5515040
i used to watch streams, now i'm essentially on dial-up tier internet so i just listen to music on my hard-drive and play games when im not demotivated. oh and shitposting of course.
>>5515048
my parents wouldn't allow it.
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>>5515012
Nothing.
Rather than being able to do one thing well, I do everything poorly.

I lack the drive to get better at anything, so while I may be interested in lots of things, I'll never have the patience to actually get good at anything.

I helped a friend's band write their early songs. But, as they practiced and got better at composition, I stagnated and eventually withdrew my efforts of my own accord (for their eventual benefit).
I taught some photography basics to a relative. She has easily surpassed me now by miles, and I have slowly stopped as it became very same-y.

I'm just not good at things. I lack the focus.
I'm great at starting things, but terrible at seeing them through. I just get bored and stop.
This degree probably won't be any different.
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>>5515042
It's been a while so my memory is hazy, but I do remember calc 2 being pretty terrible.
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>>5515027
>It affects your health. It affects your mood. It affects your thinking.
...? yes maybe if you are well beyond the age of consent where blood clots ARE a significant risk. other than that, sex hormones are sex hormones--testosterone may make you violent, estrogen may increase prolactin and thus precipitate crying easier but doesn't really change how you feel apart from being antidepressant like sex hormones generally are

negative side effects?! like do you mean spiro dizziness or fatigue? if uncounterable with sodium intake, there are more transparent alternatives
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>>5515039
you do, but it just depends on exactly what you are doing. i have a friend in seattle who uses calculus every day for his job, and another friend that lives like 5 minutes from me that barely uses basic arithmetic. they are both senior developers lol.

>>5515043
sounds pretty awful. i've always had a thing for web design/development type stuff, but i didn't realize it until about a year ago.

when i was about 15, i was using the view source function of my old firefox browser to steal css from peoples' stickam profiles to use on my own. i eventually stole so much css from other people and changed it a bit to make it cool, i became pretty popular on that site because of it.

i've been doing the same kind of thing with my steam profile ever since i was like 17 as well.

i love making things look nice so much and i'm glad i can have a viable career in doing that at some point in the future.
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>>5515041
>we can make a paranoia about hrt like we do "substances" and it won't be pretty
Consequently, you're doing precisely what the cis community accuses you of and reaching to a lower and lower age demographic to convince young people to go jumping off a cliff when it might not be in their best interest after all.

>No, mom, I'm not just "going through a phase."
Some of them... *are*...
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>>5515030
Awe, well not all programming is database stuff but even just glancing at SQL I can completely understand why it would make you feel that way. Did you actually finish your cs degree?
>doing like hardcore not web programming is boring and autistic anyways
O-ok ;~;

>>5515039
>tfw needed multi variable calculus for a chemistry degree and never needed it
University is sometimes a shit

>>5515041
Idk, pop culture phenomenon or not, most of the things that would lead someone down the road of seeking HRT still likely means that most people asking are trans. I mean, there will always be those few that slip through, and there are probably more of them now with the pop culture obsession with trans people. A lot of people here are coming from a place of experience, I know that had I gotten the exposure to trans stuff when I was younger, I probably would have got on hormones sooner.

It's a touchy subject. I think what I find hard is when someone underage asks me how to deal with or fix the dysphoria. I only really know of the one way, and in those cases I legitimately can't say anything but "get on hormones".
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>be me, live in a very dark and cold place
>dont own a jacket or gloves or beanie
>go out regularly, come home everything aching and numb bcus frozen
>put hands under running water
>realize you just burned your hands and now theyre sore and one of them has a mild burn mark

Yup, im a dummy
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>>5515051
I identify with what you wrote way too much. I wish I had some advice to give about pushing through depression or finding a way to stay focused, but honestly I am probably not the person to do it.
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>>5515056
>Consequently, you're doing precisely what the cis community accuses you of and reaching to a lower and lower age demographic
how low are you accusing me of? we merely talk about delaying puberty so it may be voluntary. estrogen is rarely if ever started as early as it is begin its effects in phenotypical afab people--nothing would be irreversible. when it's started *super* early idk how i feel abt that, but even then: ftms.

again refer to how many ftm "failures" there are, are there many that aren't more about genital surgical outcomes and false hopes there? is there an active /ftmg/ that really needs this place. no they're out livin life like ftm ufufus

risk assessment based on the worst that could happen does not inform reservations such as yours in any meaningfully rational sense whatsoever
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>>5515059
>not being able to deal with the cold
scrub
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>>5515043
starting early.. ._.
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>>5515057
i stopped my cs degree in the middle of it.

these are all the majors i have had since finishing high school in order

>childhood education
>psychology
>biology (pre-med)
>IT
>computer science
>web design/user experience

i'm way behind. i'm only a sophomore basically at 22 but i'm definitely happier with my web design degree now than i have ever been in other programs. there is a new building at my school just for my program that is amazing and everyone in my classes is so cool and there are lots of cuties, even some of the instructors!
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>>5515055
>sounds pretty awful
Well I'm not in software per se so it's a somewhat different situation anyway.

That's cool that you self taught yourself like that. My dad did web development in the side and tried teaching my sister and me when we were young but I don't think either of us care.

>>5515056
Look at it from the opposite perspective. For many people, getting on hormones younger is only going to be beneficial for them, even if a few just are going through a phase. And the effects of not getting on hrt early are equally, if not more irreversible. So by saving cis kids who are just confused you're screwing over a lot of trans youth by making them wait.
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>>5515059
Get something to cover your hands and head already, Anonymous.
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im so damn tired yet i have a work meal in 2 hours @_@
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>>5515064
>is there an active /ftmg/ that really needs this place, no
Umm
>>5491810
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>>5515057
>I know that had I gotten the exposure to trans stuff when I was younger, I probably would have got on hormones sooner.
>It's a touchy subject. I think what I find hard is when someone underage asks me how to deal with or fix the dysphoria. I only really know of the one way, and in those cases I legitimately can't say anything but "get on hormones".
def! this is of so much greater importance to me and it's not as if i couldn't have gone back. i wasn't going to get any taller than 164cm i know that much, and GNrH analogues that block gonadal hormones cause people to gain height before sex hormones are introduced as observed in klinefelter's, so wouldn't end up with stunted males. shit, i probably would have been a taller woman.

kids are seeing professionals and being monitored by them. while i do worry about parents, parents have always been crazy--yes that might need to be visited if cases of munchausen's and coercion may be occurring. but idk any of us who are giving our e2 and cpa to 13 year olds

who is mallory? how can a trip be so yardleyian baity-like?
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I've never watched porn before, but if they had this from a girls perspective, I'd probably buy a headset

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=OA1ADXe8u2E
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>>5515070
>making them wait
I'm not encouraging withholding it from anyone.
But I am not going to go around telling anyone that they need to rush the decision just because they're going to start balding in their late 20's.
All I'm saying is that a lot of this HURRY UP AND TAKE THE PILL comes from insecurity, and everyone would be a whole lot better off if they could get over that insecurity.
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>trying to figure out whether i'm trans or not
>always end up lying to myself to try and justify it
i can always be mtftm if it doesn't work out
r-right g-g-guys?
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>>5515077
are they as dysfunctional and miserable as here? is that possible? if so, is that accounted for by the fact non-binary and survivor influx (who aren't illegitimate if they choose to be trans) have their own painful issues as some continue to live as women, including women predated upon, that may affect their decision to transition?
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>>5515085
Yes? There are lots of options, there's not one-true-path to take.
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>>5515085
HRT doesn't really do any irreversible damage until like one year or more.
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>>5515083
>get over that insecurity
can you "get over" how rapid permanent voice changes are?
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>>5515089
Of course there is...
It's
>GET ON THE PILL AS SOON AS YOU CAN!
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>>5515086
I don't know, I only read the occasional post I happen to see on the front page. Some of them seem pretty damn dysfunctional and miserable though, yes.
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>>5515083
Children who are allowed to be their preferred gender show that they take to it honestly in studies, the pill at an early age is such a life changer, all this insecurity about deserving your gender that flows through this board would be killed. How can a child ever be their preferred gender of every one constantly gets to debate it their whole lives
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>>5515091
>irreversible damage
what is the irreversible damage tho?
bitch tits? we know gametogenesis resumes unless surgery has taken place. anyone curious can buy a quality microscope and go off a few months (minimum 70-90 days which is how long it takes sperm to mature), not even joking
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>>5515093
I mean, that's one of the better options in many situations, yes. It's not the only thing you can choose to do, though.
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>>5515097
hey
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>>5515092
Yes.
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>>5515097
I know someone who wanted to save sperm at 8 months and whose sperm count was to low to conceive after 3 months off e
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>>5515069
Honestly, it's pretty normal to move around like that from program to program, I'm 24 and in basically your position. I mean, I started in CS and basically went:
>Computer Science Specialisation (kicked out)
>General Sciences - CS Major
>General Sciences - chemistry and biology double major
>Chemistry Specialisation (completed)
>Application dev diploma
Same dealio, really liking the diploma program compared to university, feels very practical and engaging.

I wouldn't say you're behind, you've actively been in school throughout and I know a lot of people who are dropouts that are just now upgrading at 24. ;~;

>>5515078
I'd say the outliers such as pressuring parents and the like are probably not even worth considering, I doubt that most cases presented to a medical professional would ever come close to that. That also sort of becomes less of a big deal when you're talking about people who are 15 or 16 or so and are talking about self medding online. Under those circumstances they're sort of outside the system anyways, and are self identifying as trans.

I dunno, it's complicated. I do feel like some people project their own regrets and wishes onto people who are younger, but I don't think there's that much risk involved in most cases. It's probably better than the susans approach, where people will unironically pressure people to stay off hormones until puberty is over.
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>>5515094
yeah i suppose i could imagine. it might be like a gaze into tumblr--at the same time tho, they are forced to make far more permanent changes to their appearance with t than what we do with e and antiandrogens. if they want to go back, they *do* face challenges we don't, or rather, they face challenges like ours when we transitioned because they've had androgenic exposure

idk, with mtf transition like surgery yes, pemanent, we want to avoid shit like uh: http://www.savaperovic.com/sex-change-reversal.htm
hrt otoh, makes us temporarily gynemorphic and potentially cute if we're lucky, effects which are easily withdrawn
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>>5515103
>saving sperm
For what purpose
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>>5515065
Hey you try :7 !
Not going to leave bed for the next 12hours. Eheee
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>>5514907
Lots and lots of panels and taking pictures !
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>>5515102
then why do some ftms have the wisdom to not go on t if they value their voice whatsoever?

you want to be hacking up particulate or vomiting in the emergency ward and then juggled around uneasily through already maybe the worst experience of your life just because you can't control how you sound with your pharynx involuntarily fully distended?
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>>5515109
bazinga... ._.
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>>5515108
öiöi ;3
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>>5515108
I was outside yesterday kiddo

cold 2 ez
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>>5515107
I have had day long cries about not being a mom, so did they, it's a thing some women want to do
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>>5515105
why did you get kicked out of your course if you dont mind me asking?
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>>5515105
>the susans approach, where people will unironically pressure people to stay off hormones until puberty is over.
oh great, so this yardley "i'm a hon so everyone should be a maladjusted hon" shit is not isolated? that really makes me sad :(
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>>5515115
What am i lookin at m8?
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>>5515119
I want to be a mom too but using my sperm would be weird af.

>you will never have two sons
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>>5515123
At Anime Expo 2012 there was a sticky note on a pilar for some reason so I took a picture of it.. I found it funny.. holy shit
I was so autistic.. ._.
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>>5515116
C: öiöi

>>5515118
b-but its so cold. Why would you go out :x
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alright i have my laser consultation in like 5 hours and i can't even keep my eyes open anymore so im gonna nap or something.

goodnight friends.
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>>5515105
I'm so jealous of the american college system, I wish I could of just switched instead of having to drop out
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>>5515112
>you want to be hacking up particulate or vomiting in the emergency ward and then juggled around uneasily through already maybe the worst experience of your life just because you can't control how you sound with your pharynx involuntarily fully distended?
Why are you strawmanning me because I'm bringing up a criticism of rushing people to start hrt?
People need to be informed that it's not some magical technology which makes all their dreams come true.

Here's my approach:
>If you're considering hrt, DO RESEARCH FIRST, talk to a professional.

There is a lot of rhetoric on this board that is borderline, "girl, you need to ditch your asshole parents and start taking whatever you can get your hands on from some factory in Indonesia," without any regard for what they're supposed to do to support themselves or their hormone mod addiction.

This is how people end up on 4chan massaging each others' figurative clits.
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>>5515107
Some people want to have a child created with their genetic material. I personally don't want that (too worried that children would inherit various mental health issues that run in my family), but I can understand why others might.
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>>5515083
And where do you think that insecurity comes from? Probably waiting as long as we did to transition and not wanting others to make the same mistake.

I do think therapy should be advocated a bit more to people who are unsure, but even then taking Spiro and e for 3 months while you do isn't going to be at all irreversible if you decide transition isn't right for you.

>>5515122
I for one can attribute not starting at 11 to posts on Susans actively discouraging young transitioners.
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>>5515129
>tfw free uni
>still a miserable tranny who can barely make use of it

Well, it's not gonna be free for long at this pace
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>>5515103
>I know someone who wanted to save sperm at 8 months and whose sperm count was to low to conceive after 3 months off e
i had to store myself. once at 20 after starting at 17 but my fertility doctor was a famous fraud who had his clinic shut down and again just last year at age 31. its only ivf quality. infertility is already common in pre-hrt mtf populations and it is uncertain why.

http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/25269748

the full-text pdf should be still accessible at this link:
https://www.researchgate.net/profile/Ashok_Agarwal2/publication/266322939_Semen_characteristics_of_transwomen_referred_for_sperm_banking_before_sex_transition_a_case_series/links/5430bb070cf277d58e96b4b4.pdf
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>>5515133
And knowing that in a way you are the father ._.
>tfw always looked up to mom and want to still be one someday
O welp :l
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>>5515124
I feel the same way, like if I were to have children and be a mum I'd want it to be through my own eggs and getting pregnant, not through sperm.

Though my spouse is child-free anyway so it works out in the end.
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>>5515127
Because neet bux!
It's not even cold in Sweden, just like -15c or -10c

>>5515133
I want that too but I dunno
>tfw no sons with my god tier nordic man genes
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>>5515135
>I for one can attribute not starting at 11 to posts on Susans actively discouraging young transitioners.
i'm sorry. :( puberty should always be consensual and i'm sorry you were denied that right
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>>5515136
Are you on scholarship or does the government pay for it, either way I'm kind of jealous, I've got £18000 in student loans now and nothing to show for it
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>>5515135
>And where do you think that insecurity comes from?
The constant mocking, ridicule, and criticism they face.
Nobody wants to be a hon.
So lets drive them all into suicide?
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>>5515143
Silly memma, teach me how to stay warm <:
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>>5515145
I wish that I even knew puberty blockers existed until a few years ago; I don't know if they just weren't available back in the 90's / early 2000's when it might have made a difference for me or if they just didn't get mentioned in online resources unlike today, but I think I would have had an easier time coming out and saying that I wanted to delay puberty for some time to think things over instead of feeling like it was an all-or-nothing momentous decision.
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>>5515152
You come here and cuddle me in my neet cave bbbbbyyy

>>5515155
>tfw three siblings
feels good
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>>5515143
>tfw it was -10° here and it's back up to 6° now
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>>5515133
>>>5515107
>Some people want to have a child created with their genetic material. I personally don't want that (too worried that children would inherit various mental health issues that run in my family), but I can understand why others might.
yes thank you. some of us are only children. some of us only have one surviving immediate family member in one parent with a terminal illness, and also left as the last evidence their mum even existed in the first place. like my feelings are irrational, it is unlikely i will have kids, but they do not go away, you can't reason with irrational feelings. everyone around me is having kids. advances in uterine transplants are in the news constantly which would theoretically only require a donor ovum. i needed to take my immobilising ruminations going through the humiliation (twice) of trying to store them and freeze them so i could forget and just go on
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>>5515147
>Nobody wants to be a hon.
So you agree then that delaying even just blockers is a bad thing?

>>5515145
It's okay, I'm doing my best to make up for it now. No sense wallowing in self pity over transitioning at 22, it could still be worse.
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>>5515156
>>>5515155
>>tfw three siblings
>feels good
sorry if my deletion buggered things. i was emotional and my grammar was ballistic, as usual--more than usual.
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>>5515161
>So you agree then that delaying even just blockers is a bad thing?
Yes. And I never advocated delaying anything.
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>>5515150
Hey Kit, hope you had a good new year.
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>>5515164
hiiiiiiiiii shell are you back from your trip yet???
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>>5515150
Hey Kit.

>>5515147
Or could it be frustration watching people struggle with the same issues you once did using the same inaccurate information you once had and at serious risk of making the same wrong decisions you once made?

I was pressured away from hormones when I was a teen. I strongly advise a therapist to any trans or questioning person, but I have no qualms about recommending AAs and E2 to those AMAB. Not "because they'll be a hon if they don't", but because statistically they'll be happier if they do. And for the vanishing few that are not? Little nubs on their chest.
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>>5515161
>I'm doing my best to make up for it now. No sense wallowing in self pity over transitioning at 22
that is really the best attitude, pretty much the only attitude to be able to move forward effectively. i hope it can hold for you. <3 22 still gives you a lot of room, justbtw. i've seen it a lot, but "successes" at that age veer more private than those that started earlier, due to past acquaintainces, i think; so i think they are artificially underrepresented
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>>5515169
Yeah Melbourne was really fun, plus its like half the temp of Perth, its so hot here!
Got to meet up with Lizbell and OzAmelia as well which was really fun. Me and Liz went to a cat cafe!
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>>5515126
>was
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>>5515177
post butt!
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>>5515163
>>>5515161
>>So you agree then that delaying even just blockers is a bad thing?
>Yes. And I never advocated delaying anything.
ok so this all over the place by now. most kids still make their own decisions by their own research. i don't think our voices have the power it's as if we seem to be assuming here, and on the internet i really don't think that they do not accurately that see half of us are crazy and they need to glean what they can and make their own choices.
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>>5515182
Oi! Thats my line!
Post yours qt.
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>make their own choices
and ofc i mean, when they even have such input
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>>5515183
can u justify why you kee p deleitng posts im s o lost mright now.
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>>5515163
I guess I've been misunderstanding what you were trying to say.

>>5515173
I've been on hrt for about 19 months now and for the most part I think I've remained pretty positive other than a couple depressive spells then and there.
>but "successes" at that age veer more private than those that started earlier, due to past acquaintainces,
What do you mean by this?
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>>5515120
I failed too many classes and my marks were too low. Dysphoria, depression, repression and too many drugs. I was not a happy person.

>>5515122
Yeah. The standards applied by older transitioners sometimes are completely unsuitable and it makes me sad when it causes harm to someone.

>>5515129
>being jealous of american universities
Don't ;~;
Also, I'm Canadian
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>>5515181
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>>5515185
mebby later @_@
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>>5515190
>>but "successes" at that age veer more private than those that started earlier, due to past acquaintainces,
>What do you mean by this?
because there are more people that know them in their professional and academic and social histories that they may have accumulated and could easily be trying to have control over how are contacted, and how they are contacted, etc. i mean that's if they value moving ahead in life, it just seems observably common in that event
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>tfw you forget your age and then realize you're 22 and not 23
What a relief
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sry for double post

>>5515191
ahh i can relate to that except my drug of choice was lashing out at people

>>5515214
>tfw 23 in exactly 3 weeks
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>>5515214
And yet still a hon
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>>5515216
I thought I was going to be 24 in a few months
jesus christ how horrifying

>>5515217
Can't be helped, my face is completely fucked.

>try to avoid mirror
>fail
>cry
Hon life lel
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>>5515187
>can u justify why you kee p deleitng posts im s o lost mright now.
how are you lost? i corrected grammar. i can understand that i'm already hard to read, but i didn't otherwise change my posts except to make duplicate words and unclear language less impactful. i just put more emotional shit into this thread than i should, and i'm trying to calm down so i organise my words a bit more understandably. it happened at more than one point even, but justifying what trans people do to maintain/secure quality of life is one of those things that can throw me out of whack. sorry
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>>5515216
I went through that phase as well ;~;
Can't say I'm too proud of my years spent trolling and griefing.
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>>5515231
are you really Lithuanian?
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>>5515190
Basically what I'm saying is that we have to be conscious that there are different situations for everyone.

I live in a very small, remote community. Very rarely, a young person pops up who is beginning their transition. Problem is, the entire bigoted town knows who they are. There is no where they can go for support except the mental health clinic which is ill-prepared in these matters. The doctors here are very conservative and rarely, if ever, confront trans issues. The only supportive environment they have is online.

So when you're 15 years old and you've set your mind to transitioning at all of the well-intentioned advice of the big sisters on social media, they will reach beyond their means to achieve it. Rather than saving up for a car to move to the nearest big city where they can pursue this goal in a more supportive environment, they'll just go full retard and completely fuck themselves over in terms of employment and make choices with consequences they can't retract. Nobody here cares that they have rights. They're more likely to be found 13 years later in a mineshaft than to find a lawyer that is interested in their case.

>HURRY UP AND GET ON HRT
isn't bad advice, but it's not the best advice to someone who doesn't have their priorities in order.
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>>5515233
can you grief people with a fist? :_:
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>>5515237
Are you really an Oryx?
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>>5515191
I'm probably alone in this but I actually thought dysphoria made it easier to do well in school. I drowned myself in studying and homework to take my mind off of it.

>>5515213
Oh I think I know what you mean now. Yeah I suppose that's pretty true for me. I'm still "boymode" at work because that's how they knew me when I started, even though I can't remember the last time my boymode didn't fail to strangers and stuff. Same with a few old friends and my old college professors.

>>5515227
If you're delusional about your age it's not much of a stretch to think you could be delusional about being a hon.
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>>5515247
No.. I just like them..
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>>5515237
no, i apologise to lithuanians, it's a screenname meant to be as anonymising and context-removed as if it were from a captcha
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>>5515237
>>5515247
checkmate.
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>>5515248
>delusional about your age
w-what
I think i'm very realistic about my appearance btw, maybe too realistic.
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>>5515248
yeah, it's complicated. i dropped out of high school and returned to life full-time or whatev like a lightswitch; so i gratefully accumulated less of those complications, and had what few complications could exist were more easily clarified and solved. all that was left was senpai and my hangups wrt that, and ugh, small town ottawa
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>all that was left was senpai* and my hangups wrt that, and ugh, small town ottawa
obvi i said famileeeee, not senpai. i won't delete this time. jesus christ 4champ, gimme a break
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>>5515245
No you can't. I'm sorry that happened, that's at least a thing that's been left in the past right? ;_;

>>5515248
I have heard it goes that way for some people, if it's about distracting yourself then it certainly would do the trick.
Up until I got into my late teens and dysphoria really started to settle in I had been a straight A student, but then I basically shut down.
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>>5515271
i was confused what you meant because i try to avoid interacting with my family but senpai is love, senpai is life
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>>5515281
this one was pretty slow comparitively.
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>>5515278
yeah that part of my life is over but unfortunately getting arrested twice in less than 2 weeks leaves its mark, at least i look back and laugh and think "wat the hell was i doing??"
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>>5515241
I see what you mean now, somewhat. I would hope though that someone in a town like yours would describe their situation when they ask for advice, or better be smart enough to judge how advice like that applies to them.

>>5515256
You thought you were one age but you actually aren't.
You think you're a hon but you actually aren't.
Makes sense imo.

>>5515265
I guess it's hard to say which is better, gradual out l transition like mine or light switch like yours. Hope things go well for you!

>>5515278
Yeah. School as a distraction didn't stop working for me until the stress of senior and graduate level classes when I was almost done college. Is different for everyone I suppose.
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>>5515281
>>5515284
it's been pretty fast lately. this thread alone destroyed my gw2 boss breakbar and am near defeat. time to start a new thread while i'm too disoriented to participate!
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>>5515286
I know what I look like though

Time is just hard when neet
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>>5515286
>Hope things go well for you!
u 2 <3
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>>5515285
I had no idea you were so hardcore Rumy.
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OH FUCK
I just realised I'm wearing a Questionable Content hoodie.
I got it years before they introduced the tranny character but I've worn it at least a day a week since I bought it.

Fuck why did it have to become a meme. Should I take it off and never wear it again or burn it?
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>>5515300
pee pee on it. light pee pee on fire
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>>5515300
i had to google what the fuck you were talking about. whats it look like
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>>5515291
Thank you!

>>5515289
You're silly lainanon.
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>>5515302
Living the dream anon.
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>>5515300
>I got it years before they introduced the tranny character

lel
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>>5515305
You're silly for not believing i'm a hon.
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>>5515306
is this supposed to be funny or something?
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>>5515312
Yes.
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Oh god I've worn it in public too.


>>5515302
How much alcohol do I have to drink to make my pee flammable?

>>5515303
https://www.topatoco.com/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=TO&Product_Code=QC-BEARMONSTER-HOOD

>>5515306
NOOOO

>>5515307
I-I used to like webcomics
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>>5515293
kek im not proud by any stretch
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>>5515322
Its okay. I used to frequent those generals some time ago...
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>>5515317
alright then.
>>5515322
i wouldnt know the refernece if i saw it, i assume that webcomic isnt like extremely popular????
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>>5515310
I'm very silly but I don't think that's why.

You're cute lainanon. Silly, but cute.
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>>5515322
You don't have to drink it if you injected it into your bladder.
Attempt this at your own risk.
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>>5515285
Dear lord, that's bad. At least it's over, that's what matters and I'm glad.

>>5515286
Having all of that well up during senior classes still sounds like one of the more unpleasant ways to have dysphoria rear its head. ;_;

>>5515317
I hate when this happens.
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>tfw two of the employees you used to work for transfered to different stores because they are uncomfortable working with a fitlhy tranny
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>>5515306
>>5515312
i found it funny but idk why. meh. i'm not really offended. i guess it's exploitative, idk. waking up with an erection doesn't really happen post-hrt unless you're dosing irregularly. i would never get up if i felt it until it went away, would try to ignore if others sleepily walked around with it, and um probably prefer that they be more reserved--but idk i'm trying to be offended/not-funny but idk humour is often nonsense...
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>>5515322
>Oh god I've worn it in public too.
HA-HA!
Now everyone knows.
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So after new years, it genuinely seems dangerous to go out now. Its going to suck in Europe very soon
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>>5515322
>How much alcohol do I have to drink to make my pee flammable?
idk i'm tired, but here's evidence documenting urines power, however u harness it's nitrogen powers idek http://www.thestar.com/news/gta/2013/04/18/urine_filled_bottles_explode_injuring_dog.html
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>>5515343
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d0RKYz8oWDU
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>>5515328
nah I never visited the webcomic generals on here, I used to read them before I even knew I was a tranny

>>5515330
it's become a meme in places because there's a tranny in it
if anybody'd read any of it they'd probably recognise the design and work out I'm a tranny

>>5515337
I'm not sure I want to do this but ok

>>5515341
I am never going outside again

>>5515345
I'm going to assume the answer is "a lot"
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>>5515346
To be fair its near enough always right wing media stuff but this that happened in cologne was insanse.
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>>5515350
>"oh, you read X comic, obviously you're a tranny."
i think you're being a little unrealistic here, like come on.
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>>5515350
I was talking about /co/

>>5515353
its just white men lol!
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>>5515343
just in time as i start to pass :^)
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Pills, patches, or injections and why? Assume price is no object and efficacy is the most important.
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>>5515336
I don't think i'm silly ;_;

>you're cute
>no idea what I look like
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>>5515355
it might be enough to tip the balance from ugly girl to oh they're a tranny

>>5515357
never been on /co/
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We have to remove the kebab
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>>5515360
Injections. You only need to remember every few weeks to take it.
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>>5515360
implants, less damage to ur liver.
>>
>>5515359
Well they sexually assulted 80 women at a train station so it might be worse if you pass, depends how you see it.
>>
>>5515338
Yeah it was.. not fun. I ended up in the hospital the first day of finals week in my fourth year because my heart kept stopping for no apparent reason other than stress/panic.

All's well that ends well I suppose. It took a near death experience but I finally started transition.

>>5515361
Cute as a person.
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>>5515360
injections > patches > pills
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>>5515365
>tfw kebab
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>>5515350
ya u prob die first, urine being squeezed out of blood and all and blood alcohol percentage that's survivable is a little lower than what you can buy that's flammable otc? i was more enjoying the nonsense of lighting pee on fire, pee as energy, pee as perpetual motion, living off one's humanure, modern vegan permaculture, deep green ecology, uh wolves in the throne room featuring derrick jensen slam poetry

NEW THREAD ABANDONING ME HERE HAS YET TO START GUYS
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>>5515364
even if they do come to that asspull assumption, they wont even bring it up and even if they do for some reason, just be like "why does it matter" lol.
>>
>crush wakes me up at 7:30 AM because she really needed smokes and said she'd smoke some weed with me
>go there, smoke weed
>get hella fuckin high
>walk around Bellevue before she starts work
>now home
fun mornin desu.
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>>5515367
Implants require constant minor surgery. Not sure about that.

>>5515366
>>5515371
Why are injections the best? I'm talking efficacy, not remembering to take the goddamn meds.
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>>5515370
Thanks I guess

Everyone else here thinks i'm awful lel
It ain't easy being this hon
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>>5515355
Don't forget, people can clock you for arbitrary things like being good at video games :^)

>>5515345
Poor dog ;~;

>>5515360
Efficacy is identical so long as your blood levels are the same.
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>>5515379
> Efficacy is identical so long as your blood levels are the same.

Literally makes no sense whatsoever. Pills innately result in spiking E-levels, so there's no way they have identical efficacy.
>>
>>5515377
'surgery' lol. literally rubs you with local anaesthetic, then makes a tiny cut and sticks a tube in you for like 2-3 seconds, you dont feel anything and the stitches come out in a week. up to u tho.
>>5515379
obligatory "oh you like X artist? confirmed male" and "you don't own a mic? confirmed male". but i literally don't....ok.
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>>5515380
>Pills innately result in spiking E-levels
this. patches do it too. so does gel. this is why injections and implants are the best
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>>5515379
People call me tranny and faggot if they find out i'm gril because i'm so good at vidya
;_______________;
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>>5515379
>tfw your music taste doesn't pass
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>>5515373
righty-ho

>>5515375
people knowing I'm trans matters to me
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>>5515380
If you eat them, there's really not that much of a spike. Most of the estradiol in your blood is protein bound anyways.
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>>5515388
>tfw your music taste is the only passable thing about you

End me
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>>5515377
>Why are injections the best? I'm talking efficacy, not remembering to take the goddamn meds.
idek. i tested my blood at various time points at various doses through my psych and not my endo so as not to freak him out, and well, the blood levels from inj REALLY spike and are frequently insane at often currently standard doses. like levels i had were only normal in stages of pregnancy. at lower doses and volume tho it would cut off far earlier than expected. seems a tricky balance. if it makes u pretty tho, u do wat u do.

i often slept with men inexplicably after shots. i attribute this to the spikes which were also obvi because of fucking estro-nausea
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>>5515377
constant slow dispersion
you get a spike/jolt with pills, patches are better but injections give you the flattest line
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wouldn't it be crazy if the future develops some sort of implant that is like naturally producing estrogen and is can be replaced with the testes? then like after srs they'd just be located into the body to continue the work, no more pills or weekly injections. just a replacement organ..
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>>5515389
well...duh. but ur just going to have to accept itll happen one day no matter how well you pass.
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>>5515350
>I am never going outside again
Why? If you are a pretty ginger ladyboy you might find your Marten.
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>>5515392
At least you have one thing.
>tfw you will always look like a 13 year old boy
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>>5515401
>tfw you will always look like a hyper masculine 30 years old man
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>>5515398
Better to minimise the risk though

>>5515399
Marten's too scrawny, I want a big guy
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>>5515395
>injections give you the flattest line
When will this meme end? I've heard enough people complaining about being depressed in the days leading up to a shot to know that injections have pretty large peaks and troughs.
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>>5515402
>>5515402
>>5515402

New thread.
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>>5515388
>tfw you go to a concert and you're the only girl in the crowd

>>5515397
Lab grown ovaries, basically? There'd be a market for that for a lot of people actually.
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>>5515406
oh, I didn't know that, sorry, I take it back.
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>>5515395
i def got spikes with inj, even timed it and measured it with my psych without telling him why i was asking for test reqs. i think maybe the doses need to be in a higher volume of oil for some people. again, i'm a homo who like women, i like guys-ish, but i'd prefer not to--the antidepressant effects of e2 on sexuality can be a bit insane, and unpredictable cos it's not like you feel insane or anything, you're just all of the sudden after a friend and his cock, when normally noticing he's hard would have no arousing effect on you. not so convenient after the fact
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>>5515416
>noticing he's hard
you have a friend with a cock that gets hard around you?
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>>5515422
yes. it happens. unbelievable i kno. don't worry, i feel sorry for them, and i normally give them spare food from my pantry in lieu of head
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>>5515429
this sounds like the weirdest sitcom

do they just rub it against your leg I mean wtf
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>>5515437
uh no, if you hang around guys who are casually flirtatious with you and you entertain it, you kind of notice if like you're sitting next to them a lot and something is announcing itself. sometimes in moments of insanity you react. it doesn't take much snuggling closer from there before agh fuck a makeout is out of control, you know where it's headed, and you want them too for whatever reason
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"i'm autistic and have poor eye contact"
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Guys, how do I into dating transgirls?
I want to try it, but I don't want to be seen as a creepy fetishist, either.
I'm a cis male.
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>>5516168
>I want to try it
wanting to try a type of human kinda seems creepy desu
why do you want to try a tranny?
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Is anybody here from the UK? Does anybody have experience with the NHS on transitioning.
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new discord server, pls fix the OP
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