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>b-but that wont make me look any better or be qt o__o;;
ur already those things u just don't realize it waahh
it's a v nice one
A-at least no one said anything
jormy pls I don't need these feels rn.......
read abt ur fav candy.......
describe it to me ....
>tfw lack the socials skills to make friends and the only way you can get people to talk to you is by getting them interested in you
I have 5 people who want to date me right now, I'm really fucked up.
what about poor frog tho ;~;
she is such a qt and makes me laugh so much
uhh I don't rlly have a fav champ desu .....
just play w/e
I have the most games played on Trist, LB, and Fizz tho
plat 4 bb
/mtfg/, do you have a crush on any celebs? Pic related for me. What a qr
Could I pls ask you girls for some advice?
My parents have let me know that they would never support the idea of me transitioning. This is based on their belief that it would lead me to a destructive lifestyle, citing the notion that i would be so outcast from society that I would be forced to surround myself with other LGBT people (promiscuous, no family values, etc).
Could you just let me know how normal your lives are /mtfg/?
Can trans people integrate into today's society?
How do you deal with your parents?
I'm 18 and live in one of the most developed countries on our globe.
I just really can't deal with this.
Okay, I'll go post this in the help thread. Enjoy your afternoons.
well ofc i dont love you i havent even met you or seen you or anything. sorry(?)
real talk have the opportunity to play much LoL but enjoyed the very little i did play. fizz seems fun. kog'maw a best. i'll spare you today.
about to eat dinner, which will be spaghetti. apart from that just living that shitposting escapism life.
i live with my parents, theyre cool with it.
what si it??
I think you're being a little overcritical of yourself, I'm sure you look fine, how are you tonight anyway?
HoN was great, I actually liked their broken original heroes
I'd give you a hug Sheen, maybe buy you something nice but nothing lewd though, women aren't my thing
o-oh ; ~ ;
n-no definitely not
ur asking on 4chan
so many of us are neets lol
yes you can live a normal live though
I'll carry u ^ _ ^
is that ur corset??
1v1 me NERD
fizz is fun !!
that's good !!
are you going fulltime soon? :o
>are you going fulltime soon?
Nope, I'm not even out to family yet and I don't really have any female clothes or anything yet. I mean ideally I'll get to a point where I can pass even when I dress boyish but that's probably some time away. I also wanna get laser first if possible.
Ideally I'll be able to go full time this summer in like June or July though, that's what I'm aiming for at least.
i remember a guy i used to talk to me took me into a midwars lobby when prisoner was released and just said 'hes like devourer' so im like 'ok fair enough' then he literally throws a hook across the river that went through the creep and hooked me. BALANCED AND FAIR, thanks S2. also monkey king was the best hero in any moba ever period undisputable.
sounds painful god bless
i haven't played LoL for like 2-3 years now and when i did i only played like 10 games. im not in a situation where i could even download it, plus we probably live in different contintents. so basically what i'm getting at is, you're such a cyberbully trying to beat me up.
>well ofc i dont love you i havent even met you or seen you or anything. sorry(?)
t-thats wat I meant I'm not cute enough for anyone to like like me...
>I'd give you a hug Sheen,
>maybe buy you something nice but nothing lewd though,
>women aren't my thing
yeh ebina is one of my spirit animals tbqh
Spaghetti? Shitposting? Literally the same here.
I made up a big batch of sauce in December and eat it when I can't be bothered cooking, but still need to eat enough to not die.
As for shitposting, I'll probably spend the whole night making random anonymous posts on here and other boards, getting maybe one or two replies every few posts.
as i said, i have no idea what you look like, i also ca't jduge your personality online, i am better at reading people in person (obviously) id def hang outwith you and do whatever normal people do. who knoqws what wcould happen.
straya, unfortunately. i'd totally fuck you up on LAN though, miss plat 4. hheheh..not really though.
god its so fucking delicious i'm in heaven. i hope you enjoy it. i'll be here all night bb. give it time soon you'll get all the (you)s you can dream of.
out of all the trips?
pretty much faye I kinda have a crush on her right now where I want to kiss her on the mouth and hug and stuff because thats as far as I go with my attraction to girls
I don't have any guys I want to kiss because I am a loser neet but today I saw a guy and realised I was perving and then I was all
>h-heh I don't know when I started checking guys out irl
me too, awkward and shy and messy hair and everything
How do I get over hating my voice, and tell when the voice I'm doing is on the right track?
I don't even know what the hell my current voice is supposed to be, it's weirdly deep and as per the pattern of my male lineage I have a unique accent which I can't bear listening to for long enough to pick up the finer details of it (I mainly know what my voice sounds like from being mocked)
At-home laser hair removal is a thing?
I thought full-body unquestionably had a price range in the thousands...
i got mine for $525
edie told me she used it herself and a few other girls she knew so i trust her opinion
>i have no idea what you look like
left is at my best on a good day
on the right is a normal day/bad day
one day I hope to maybe have a guy mistakenly think I look okay long enough for him to talk to me but this is a dream.
I bet you will get the D long before I do.
ebina is the best tbqh
>watch something silly from netflix
>cry smile for 10 minutes straight at the ending
love how skittles made all the feelings come out from inside again. feels so good <:
i don't get jealous of that kinda stuff. my girlfriend always gets bored of me on skype after like an hour or two. then we don't talk much at all and suddenly she adds someone to her contact list on skype and then her steam shows her mobile icon. god i want to detach myself from this stupid brain. help.
is it bait hour already??
oh, i got the V couldn't figure the K. fair enough. ty.
I dont think i am a REAL woman lol and find myself really gross, but this is the only way to go.
have a nice day loser
Well no one is going to clock your voice so you don't need to worry about that and you pass, you just look very defeated most of the time, if your to stick to your fitness goal I know you'd feel a lot better about yourself
>I bet you will get the D long before I do.
unfair competition really, the most I ever did with a girl was hold ones hand in primary school, it was guys from highschool till now
>tfw slept with a catholic ministers son
I should probably set up skype one day, a few people have asked me about that in the last 4 years.
Movie? I might watch Inside Out tonight.
>buy and wear all the cute things
end of the year 'maybe'
A-Anyone want to kiss? I fantasize about kissing. Its so...
she didn't. if that's even the case, talk to her more. my girlfriends probably such an ignorant fucking cunt she has no idea how i truly feel but i only have myself to blame because i outright won't tell her how i feel about her neglectful nature. i don't think i'm ever going to talk again.
I'm ok reading rlly bad fanfiction rn desu........
uhm uhm which ones do u recommend??
I wanna get style savvy and maybe Pokemon mystery dungeon if there's one for the 3ds ^^;
prolly ask for it on my birthday lol
a webcam ?? for what ?? o-o
sounds nice tho I want money x_x
that's gay anon.....
>tfw Im sitting here high af in a schoolgirl skirt and striped thigh high socks
Im so agp and cute. Anyone want a gf?
Thank you!! x.x
Hopefully I get decent development over the next year, don't want it to go past a point though.
Also, nice growth^^
My mtf friend has gotten virtually no development in 5 months so i think im lucky
Pookie why do you get to kiss frog all the time and I get to be alone?
sorry, I got the impression from "lonely" that you're not a fan of family things my mistake. dysphoria is that friend of a friend who gets in your face and talks about my little pony, I hate it. even worse so when it hits at work when you've got a line of customers and you have to push through it with a smile
I want to kiss Ricky like super bad. I wish I could kiss Ricky ;~;
>I like wordplay
You will have so much fun here. Boy pussy, girl tinkler, shitoris, various tumblr terms - it's like these people want to mangle the English language beyond recognition.
>mfw I have to lose 30-40 lbs to be a skeleton again
Idk about getting accepted since hiding myself rn but no one stares either if i go out in grillmode.
But was just on lunch break at home and finished the movie so kinda do go outside with my boyboobs.
hope you feel better soon kuppy, has it been consistent all week or just in blocks. I really feel like you should arrange to see counselor (just say you're feeling depressed if you don't want to disclose why to anyone else) you may find that helps, even possibly help you work up the courage to express your feelings to your family and friends.
that's a new one
iktf Kuppy, I do that dance everyday and it's easy to get stuck down like that, as it stands I feel like just not doing it anymore. that isn't to say you will be the same, I believe in you though
>makes me scared I won't pass
just keep taking your damn pills everyone. deal with shadow on the face if you don't get removal, conceal darkness or splotchy even if you don't see it at first. it is v visually impactful. especially on estrogen where constant shaving or plucking increases incidences of hyperpigmentation from *any* inflammation, espeically if sustained (mask of pregnancy like shit going on here.) on ppl struggling with voice, idk how i got it, i got it down by fear, i'm too old, but other ppl seem to do fine too in time. do stuff, don't crawl inward--but indeed keep yourself guarded, armoured to others. you owe them nothing, and have nothing the spare
I will try
I feel annoying when I do this but I also want to express my feelings.
I'm gonna try and get HRT as soon as possible.
Yet I'm always terrified I'm fucked either way.
I try not to
I know I probably don't have it the worst. But sometimes that mentality does happen, just gotta learn to stop such thoughts
hey you dirty dirty fetishists in adorable onesies looking like spooky scary ghosts
wuts up ?
My skin tears and bleeds everywhere if I shave every day, and it's always been like that
I have to let it grow out a bit or else it gets ingrown and looks and feels worse than letting it rest for a day or two
Alldaychemist was what I used, started with spiro going up 50mg each week till I got to 200mg and then started progy. Went to my GP after the first month of being on both said what I was on and why and asked for a blood tests to check my hormone levels/lots of other things. It was all pretty easy.
I've still got the small pile of spiro/progy off them that is in date till 2017 on offer for you if you want it/any other australians willing to hit me up for it :V.
I dont have chasers lol..and i look like an ugly boy. Not a man anymore but boy.
Wudnt be wearing guy stuff and feeling hideous here otherwise ..
if your dosages aren't controlled correctly you open yourself up to numerous health risks that can be reduced or avoided with proper care, self medding is meant to be a last option for those who generally either live in places where professional treatment is non existent/expensive/bureaucratic or violently transphobic places
i found shaving in shower helped this. keeps the skin warm and shaven easily. there are specialised mirrors that keep a constant flow over the mirror to counter distortion even to help this, but i didn't even bother with them i just was careful to throw all my hair back and leave the sideburns area to after getting out of the shower, which i did mostly by plucking.
because i went on hrt early, before laser was ever going to be affordable to me at my age in 2001 while still filling my rx's, i had the unfortunate side effect of much of my facial hair going blond (tho as a happy effect it became softer and less resistant to shaving with hrt as well) i gave up on laser and plucked my entire face periodically for a decade and a half becoming both ridic proficient plucking v quickly and being able to tolerate an epilator (which is a bit rough on your skin tho). shaving was easy and worked in a pinch when i had no time to pluck growback. i did get hyperpigmentation tho (again estrogen encourages this, similar to what causes the mask of pregnancy, increased tendency to freckle) which is really dealt with easily if you take care of your skin and find a good foundation. (skin care is really important, it's not fun or sightly to apply makeup to torn up skin)
this hair would look awesome on you just saying
It's because the education system on this state is bad.
Kids are a lot slower than what I was used to back in Jersey.
Also I need a new look before going because I've gotten tired of my hair
>immediately hit by anxiety about today
First hurdle is BSing my dad to see if I can get a ride to the train station, and then its smooth sailing as long as I dont fall asleep on the train. Second is going to be the blood test.
HELP IM GONNA DIE AAAAAAAAAAA
Just finished work. Done working for the week so yay. Kinda tired but want to stay up an internet.
Not out to him yet. Just gonna tell him my mom and I are meeting to do some stuff but this will be the first hes heard of it so he might be suspicious. Then again he doesnt tell my mom anything most of the time either so he might just got with it.
It look like this now.
I was going to get something that framed my face better plus new color.
Edie said a warmer brown with it cut just below my shoulders would be best.
Good until I saw your pic. Now I feel sick to my stomach.
Posting comedy to distract my illness.
like the other anon said they are minimal if you're rather healthy, if you're not getting regular blood tests you could be underdosing the only risk there is getting minimal results, liver damage and higher cholesterol are essentially a given but can possibly be made worse
Im out to my mom and will come out to my dad when Im ready. I just want to get on HRT before I do.
He bought it so far, didnt even question what her and I are gonna do downtown. Usual uncaring dad. :T
>>mfw 18 months on hrt
>>mfw 6 months post op as of today
>>mfw I have no face cause I am old now
wow i had no idea you were on hrt for such a short-time. i guess most face stuff is settled, but it still gets gradually better. idk i'm way older at 31 and considering topical estrogen which apparently thickens and fills out the skin in studies using dermal punches in studies you can find on scholar.google and pubmed and may be worth looking into compounding pharmacies over. if it helps them vs ageing, it might help younger people even more. i don't like bringing up a well-known name here who has left and wants away from here, so if anyone doesn't already know her with meaningful familiarity u probably pls shouldn't contact her, but when i met ufufu i asked her abt her hormones. she was on relatively low spiro (but t levels controlled) and remarkably high inj e2 valerate. it really does seem the whole "women are most attractive when their e2 is highest during their cycles" thing is potentially probably a broadly applicable reality. if one wants to avoid estro-nausea and bisexuality inducing e2 doses, local topical e2 might supplement well, esp if the dermal punch studies are actually indicative
Honesty is the ~right~ thing to do and there's definitely some benefits if he turns out to be supportive. I'm also only delaying the inevitable.
On the other hand if he isn't then I'm not sure what'll happen but I kind of like living her so he can wait a bit.
I literally can't go to the bathroom when I have guests. Once I had to hold it in for like three days because my ex slept over a lot. At one point I sent him to get groceries just as an excuse to have privacy. Whenever other people used the bathroom in my house, I could hear everything and it was super awkward so I'd always put on music or something.
she was very sweet--and tall, willowy and just gorgeous physically obviously--but really, just really sweet and honest, and i have no idea why people would have any malicious intent towards her. it makes me really angry that the doxxing and that sort of acting out is what people do in place of coping. i could never see her wishing ill on others or wanting others not to pass, it resonates with me a lot that people on here often only recall her wanting to help them. she likes feeling good about herself, but it isn't to compete with anyone or debase anyone else.
in person, like i met her when she was 19, her voice was a bit diff, not unpassable at all, def cis range; but def an example how your vocal cords thin over time after i heard that audio clip of her, if that's any encouragement to anyone. (professional singers often go on birth control to cut out all testosterone to stabilise their voices, there is basis for this) really it wasn't even so *blaringly* obviously her until i heard the nervous laughing like speech until when she was clearly pained and uncomfily talking about being tired of being stalked. it like sets sinking pangs of empathetic hopelessness listening to it. people have to ruin shit for everyone in the trans community and i hate it.
>Oh. I'm sad to know that ufufu wants gone.
idk. i havent asked directly. she just said as much here, & it's not really in her pattern of doing things to come back to something after she's gotten tired and moved on. i don't really talk to her, i didn't even know she went by ufufu online. she's a pretty busy person who does lifestuff, and i have little pretext to speak with her; except in the awful incidence i saw her being posted pretty disgustingly on not just here but *other* boards here and i thought people here /rose/d her and i felt insane looking at it. i had to look at 4chan history to even realise "ufufu" had a long history here. i'm only still here cos despite being 4chan i need its honesty
I just feel exposed. I can get the same with showering. I can't have anyone in the house when I'm showering, unless they're showering with me. I get paranoid they're judging me because I take like an hour or so, also scared someone will be stupid enough to walk in or something. If they were a guest, I'd feel like an asshole for just making them sit there for so long bored out of their minds.
>she was a genuinely nice person
she's exceptionally smart, unique, and talented too, able to maintain interest in life, real things not just misery (and its love of company always wins i guess). people gain from being around people like her, people who can actually keep it together and do stuff--people being fucked up and disgusting hurts everyone. she'll move on. she's amazing, but everyone else, i'm sad cos a lot of people seem to know what they've lost and keep losing in these cycles. fucking "community"
you need to calm down. i'm here if you need to talk about your issues.
mornings greetings to you fellow enlightened
that's the thing though, i've never showered when people are in the house to avoid that problem. like when i plan to have a friend over, i'll tell them to come at like 10 because i'll be in the shower since 8 or something. even after showers i am really sluggish at drying off and finding clothes etc.
people are just incapable of getting along.
I sent kiwi a dumb old pic of me and the first thing she did was put a fedora on me
>shes cool, but you're pouring it on kinda thick
meh, so i'm a lil sanguine, and our subjective opinions don't really matter. but objectively she was liked and appreciated by a lot of people and it's not remotely hard to understand why
it's part of the underlying of problem of not letting anyone else have nice things, and stupid acting out shit by assholes with personality disorders
to you she's cool, or meh, idk, or whatever; to others i can easily understand why she was important, which i think eclipses and takes precedence since it's a much greater problem
on her tho really tho, you have to think abt the motivation of trying to hurt someone like her, to make this site perma unusable for her communication-wise. it's just gross how purposeless that is
i have phobias of the water, i spend like 90% of the time just standing near the shower too scared to go near it. i've had traumatic experiences with drowning and even if i can rationally understand that its basically impossible to drown in a fucking shower, it still creeps me out. if i get a single drop of water in my ears i get freaked the fuck out and my brain just goes into some kinda shock, it's awful. i vastly prefer showering with someone else, they make the whole experience feel safe and it takes like 10 minutes lol.
whatd i do this time? i mean i dontl iterally say that, i just say 'come at 10'.
I only drank enough last night to just get a bit drunk but now my head hurts and my jaw, too?
But it's ok, I have pixels to distract me
I slept in an empty bed last night, too.
I want to move back in with my fiancé
I've come to feel kind of weird and dreamy when I'm not hanging out with him
Anyways, good morning
cock and ball? i'm just kidding. no, i honestly didn't know it existed until it was mentioned in the threads a day or two ago(?). it's all just a matter of willpower for me. it's just stupid to know something is actually impossible and then be scared of it anyways. i don't have access to any kinds of therapists here, it's a small town.
Euphoric and self aware my liege, however after the first day of my extended weekend I'm already getting a bit stir crazy. how are you m'lady
>you seem really fucking creepy and obsessive. What the fuck.
if your concern is genuine, i've seen her mentioned thread after thread, and i'm just someone who knew her at one point in time. apply this more generally, she is gone. irrelevant. we do this to more than just her, snipe people we are jealous of and it wrecks things for others. it doesn't affect me, people wonder where she is all the time
maybe you're rawr, idc
if so please do mushrooms and get a practioners guide to schema therapy and sit alone in a safe room of your own pouring your tangled shit privately into a journal as many times as necessary for you to find out why you need to hurt others to cope
I didn't even mean it in a bad way.
Just find it weird that two tgirls get off on each other like that when they don't pass.
Do they realize it? How do they handle their intimate acts?
I call attention whore card with AGP as a buff card and enchance their combo with not true trans card but actually a lonely autist card.
- Fedora Autist.
>it's just stupid to know something is actually impossible and then be scared of it anyways
Meh, just because it's all in your head doesn't make it any less valid. Sucks that you can't find therapy though.
>Mum decided to tell one of her bff's that I'm a filthy tranny
>Turns out her "Sister-in-law" is actually her former husband 0_o
Hey there Circle, why aren't you living with fiance anymore?
I smell really bad and feel gross today. Last night I went to bed after my mom was already asleep and I didn't want the shower to wake her. Now I'm at work and can't take one now to make up for it
Oh no, do you have any plans for the long weekend?
I'm just kind of sleepy, gotta make my way to my first class, people on the way gonna try to convert me to a religion like a sheeple ;~;
I lik meme
Fug tahts big benis :DDD
I think it's more like she depression posts. She probably doesn't even look as bad as she thinks. ;~;
Good evening Shell! how was the rest of your stay in Melbourne?
I suppose there is something akin to a "spiritual" side to it all, where the individuals involved can acknowledge that they both deal with the shortcomings of appearances and through that they find common ground.
anyone else too lazy to use sunscreen as regularly as they should and too much expired high quality sunscreen lying around wish parasols both vanilla and varied were more of an accepted norm, not just like an asian norm or lolita fashion thing?
glad you fun over here though it's a shame you will miss my hon-off with Sarah in March. I'm glad this years summer so far has been far tamer than the first year I moved here where we had the week of 45+
Looking at a mirror image of you is awful.
You see the person go through the same stuff you do and reminding you of what you are all of the time, awful aswell.
Also what about dysphoria?
Oh my god.
I'm going to leave it here, if they think they're happy and transitioning for the correct reasons, fine good for them.
I wish I could know for certain whether or not I pass... for years, I've never been misgendered. There have never been comments that would indicate I don't pass. Nobody stares, unless it's guys at my butt. I've even lived in a dorm with shared washrooms and no one has ever clocked me...
The lingering insecurity is a result of how painfully awkward I am irl. It makes me feel out of place.
pls halp how do I stop worrying about things that have no evidence
yes, exactly. healthy behaviour, for all enemies of the sun (sorry 4 neurosis ref); but with a protective shield vs uv, and if it were common enough as easily used to hide your face in normal weather from people you don't want to talk to as umbrellas!
>Looking at a mirror image of you is awful.
I wonder how many people are reading your posts and acknowledging their own shallow vanity.
oh you meant coping by not going out. i think we all know how to do that. not the best option in most of the north american continent which still loves sun and cars for some reason
It's pretty normal to use umbrellas to block the sun. I have a basic black one with a coating to raise its ability to protect against the sun (a lot of umbrellas and parasols allow sun to still get through). A really fancy one is silly, though. And they don't offer 100% sun protection. Without sunscreen you can still tan or burn under them.
4chan and wikipedia both have anon probs and have to deal with them. wish awful crap were filtered a bit better somehow so this place wasn't just a pile of dontreadthecomments. i guess means that places like reddit uses (tho involves a username, is not anon) often degrades to even crumbier shit when ppl have a name to defend. idk what the solution is tbhon, other than mass drugging of the planet with serenics which i plan on doing at some point
yeah, reflections and shit? or through the umbrella? how much uva and uvb survives being reflected off surfaces?
it would be nice for just the zinc in my foundation to be enough or something. not the stinky ombrelle stuff that burns and makes me have reapply everything every time i sweat
>wish awful crap were filtered a bit better somehow so this place wasn't just a pile of dontreadthecomments
I don't. I support giving assholes the opportunity to make themselves look like douchebags.
At-least not a 5'4" lonely asperger that thinks he's trans because couldn't have social interractions as a guy so dropped out, hid into a dark room wanting to slowly become an anime girl.
Almost there~. How's everyone this morning? I'm feeling a little more calm for the time being but I'm sure walking into the clinic is gonna make me have a freak out. Any sort of doctor does that to me, even the dentist a bit.
>I think it's interesting though I prefer gothic to the poofy cupcake dresses that some people wear
yeah, me too, idg the childish pseudopaedo-shit, it all references a time where it was more matronly than assoc'd with kids, except in portraiture where only the richest of families could have clothes like that progressively made throughout all their child's growth--and again that's if you believe portraiture reflects the clothing available at the time of the work
well like if ur butt is the main issue then u should like just wipe first-off cus a lot of human smell is actually from bacteria feeding on ur sweat and dead skin so clearing sweat and dead skin can reduce them and if that isn't enough u could put the hand sanitizer on some toilet paper and dilute it with water for some kinda diy wet-wipes, a lot of public facilities and businesses have hand sanitizer
kids are one of the best measures cus they generally don't have the social bs to be polite and stuff built up and they ask questions when they're unsure/curious
u probably don't have it as good as u think/say if something as pathetic as that is how u spend ur free time
how is this still a convo? idk your issue. i was what was roughly 5'4" in high school and girls didn't laugh at me. you can be a failed male or whatever, but being a creep is what you get laughed at for. i do wonder where your ideas come from.
someone pls come help me brush my hair i slept on it and the back got knotted as FUCK. painful.
Bullying is a sign of insecurity.
It's what people do when they're desperately trying to draw criticism away from themselves.
I'm not saying all bullies are secretly transgendered, but they are all cowards.
An old friend of mine who used to be into J-fashion and knew I liked it tried to get me started with a few pieces, I could never decide if I looked like an unattractive fat girl or a gorilla so I gave up on it
Reflections and through the umbrella. A lot of cosmetic parasols, like the one in that image (probably!... maybe not), let through almost all of the sun... they have an SPF of like 3. You have to get one actually designed for the task.
Most sunscreens make my skin red and feel burny, but I've found Neutrogena's Ultra Sheer ones to not burn my skin, but also stay in place through sweating. Aveeno's natural ones with zinc/titanium don't burn either, but they're kinda greasy and will make you look even whiter.
I burn very easily.
Im getting some breakfast while i still have time and a waitress called my mom and I ladies which I'm sure was a slip of tongue by a waitress that just barely looked at us but hey that's nice
Apologies for the run of sentence btw
I hate umbrellas. When I was young, I would always cut my fingers trying to open/close them. I used to carry an umbrella with me when it was raining to give to my ex when I'd meet up with him somewhere. It's always claustrophobic when people try to share umbrellas so I'd step out into the rain because I'd rather get wet than trip over peoples feet.
what are you having? i hope its good.
You pretty much have to be super skinny to be a good brolita. Obviously there're exceptions but because of how poify the clothes are it amplifies big arms /chest and whatnot.
In my experience the best sunscreens for both avoiding white cast and not irritating your skin come from Japan. But that makes them expensive so it's hard to afford to use them on anything but your face.
On your way home, stop by the dept store and grab a box of these. Put a small stack of them in a sandwich bag. They're literally the best invention since sliced bread.
>up all night doing a ruby assignment and working on some small stuff on my website when i get bored of doing that assignment
>realize "omg its 8am, better go to the post office to mail that keyboard"
>so tired i almost run a red light driving there
>get inside the post office and there is a huge line
>i sit in the line for like 15 minutes then realize i have no idea how to mail a package
>leave post office without shipping keyboard because i didn't want to be awkward because i have never shipped anything before
i feel like im gonna pass out but i have to be up until like 4pm for my laser consultation...
Heya ^^ Hope you're doing well today! Idk I was thinking about going to a game store later today to see if I can be social but I'm getting scared as the idea gets closer to being real.. lol
>My phobia of needles really wants to act up right now
Find a hand to hold while it's happening. Last time I had to lay on the table squeezing the nurse's hand for like 20 minutes before I finally felt okay to get up.
>leave post office without shipping keyboard because i didn't want to be awkward because i have never shipped anything before
All you had to do was tell the people at the counter that you have no idea what the procedure is on shipping something.
That's not awkward.
That's why the entire post office isn't already 99% automated. Most people don't have a reason to snailmail objects larger than a gift card.
(I totally get the panic of feeling awkward because of not knowing how to do something I think I should know how to do, by the way.)
Isn't that what /soc/ was for?
I know. I was just lying when I said I was fine with them coming to terms with my transition at their own pace. I am very much not fine with that, but recognize it's me just being unreasonable and overly optimistic. Complicated feels.
Aside from the car ride, that sounds great! Anything particularly outstanding going on at the con?
yeah i just started panicking because what kind of dummy 22 year old doesn't know how to ship a package and like didn't want to make it this big thing or anything. i do stuff like this all the time. the last time it happened was when i was at my old college and didn't understand how the whole library computer system worked so i walked around for like 20 minutes then just left instead of asking for help lmfao.
i put all the code on jsfiddle because i don't wanna post my actual domain and i removed all the actual links to my stuff for obvious reasons but this is pretty much it. i change the color schemes/music/background pretty often.
Why, why I didn't start HRT in my teens
Why do breakfast places give you so much food I can't and shouldn't eat all this
I'm gonna keep my eyes closed, that should probably help. I'm also gonna tell them to say nothing until it's done!
My mom would certainly appreciate that
My mom is gonna hold me to make sure I don't run or something lol
Bloodwork, physical, being informed and consenting to hrt
Don't stop tripping, aomo.
Oh nice just starting? Grats! Finally having that first bottle is one of the best feelings!
Yeah, I'm not sure what to expect the last gaming store I went to sometimes in high school had that same problem, basically felt like a dungeon inside. Kinda worried though cause the main one I know in town, from what I've heard someone I used to hang out with is a manager there so could be awkward.
tripping helps you trace garbage you post in the event you feel like you've said anything somehow important you want to go over in your mind again tho--but it only really occurred to me since finding those weird archive sites
have some awareness before criticizing people that are cuter than you
the best game shops are the ones that have the big mech pods like pic related for like armored core and whatever other mech games they can program them for.
when i was like 19, i had lots of super older friends for some reason and i got taken to one of these places by my friends and i had never been before and everyone there was actually really cute.
i never really post anything that serious on 4chan and i'm not one to like participate in le epic edgy 4chan drama so i can't really think of any reason to ever go back and look in the archive for my trip
unless i started making dank memes or something....
This is the hell we chose.
>tfw only realized im trans at 18 cuz agp and it was already too late
agp will not make you transition and if it does, the very pills you would take would help you reconsider going back to a normal life as your motivations would be more at some sort of will. like even physically, spontaneous erections gone, you could live in private.
if you feel you need to transition, agp when present in such cases really only seems correlation not causation and you shouldn't waste being 18 on a problem you may never outrun and may make you even more miserable as androgenic damage progresses
It was just an excuse to post Yakui; you can stop tripping if you want.
couldn't you have posted it without any text at all?
like this.... (if i hadn't responded to you of course)
yeah i get really achingly, stupidly political abt community breakdown shit, mutually destructive narccistic personalities vs mutual aid; and health care practices and have a shitty memory so i really hate having to try to rely on my own mind to recall let alone repeat what i've already said in even poorer quality
It feels weird just dumping images without text on a discussion-based board, though.
She was already on a team. Full of other dogs that looked exactly like her.
Like i said, it wasnt a dream. I didnt see anything. I just had this predetermination stuck in my head when i was waking up? Does anyone else ever have this? Its really scary.
Even cute girls doing cute things can't make databases interesting.
>All these posters telling people to hurry up and get on hormones at a time when they are most susceptible to influence.
I understand that it's regrettable for you that you didn't put a stop to male hormones taking a toll on you physically when you had the chance, but to put this in a sort of analogous context, this is a bit like validating a 10 year old girl as being mature enough to have