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>tfw never gotten real feedback except from hugboxing irl and have no idea what I look like
>tfw you werent born a cis girl with good vision so you cant fly in ww3
>tfw if ww3 rolled around and the world got destroyed we would all die slow and agonizing deaths due to osteoporosis or masculinize again
>tfw wanted to be a pilot
>tfw grew up wanting to be a fighter pilot
>that dream got crushed because of what I was born with
>tfw was going to just do other military jobs instead
>US still hasn't allowed transgender soldiers in yet
>can't even kick ass in the name of FREEDOM
Cis girls are lucky ducks but to be honest I'd probably pussy out or something. When I was planning to join up I used to have nightmares about it and panic about dying.
I'm sorry senpai, but my thirst for blood is too strong!
Does anybody in the military? I know a guy who was a pretty badass ex-MP from the USAF who doesn't tell anyone he is. Only reason he told me was so he could stop me from signing up myself.
>tfw its too cold to want to go out and do anything
I wanna be a pretty shield maiden
you can't really speak for all girls
i'd bet millions somewhere in the world some girls are talking about war right now
and what are girls talking about then ?
fashion and boys and being pretty ?
you're just fucking sexist, face it
>faye arrives to greet her superior officer for debriefing
>officer deadname reporting for duty sir *salute*
>her superior officer stands there mouth agape before returning the salute
>"can I speak to you for a moment" "whats going on"
>"what do you mean"
>"you've got tits ferchristsakes"
>"those are pectorals sir"
>"your uniform barely fits and your hips and ass are hanging out"
>"sir I would prefer it if you didn't refer to my super manly girlbutt and childbearing hips like that"
Friendly reminder if you talk about anything other than shoes or men you're not a real girl
You're a fucking delusional fuckstick , you know that?
I'm around girls all the time at work or at school and most of the time they are flirting with boys, chatting with customers, on their phone or giggling about something
Sexism is irrelevant in this case because there is no way any girls are discussing war
Unless of course the boy they like is really interested > g
I want to be an army girl too. I was the original wannabe soldier ;_;
>discover sissy porn as a very young teen
>think that's what it means to be transgender
>sink into horrible depression because I wasn't a walking stereotype so I was obviously a man
A girl can discuss whatever the fuck she goddamn well pleases.
Share that mental image then so we can laugh too.
>with those shoes
I'm not a leader, I was born to follow so I don't see how that would be able to happen. I'm the most loyal bitch there is m8.
Would be hilarious tho, I'd make everyone laugh with my man voice.
>You were born male.
I would never even once deny that it affected my socialization either.
yeah thats me
where in norcal?
mado thought u lived in portland 4 some reason, she wanted u to hang w us
I give up with this place
All you is throw mud at each with your bad insults and stupid memes.
This place is on par with the groups dollface is in.
There's rarely any help here any more.
No one is allowed to be happy without someone yelling "neck yourself hon" or some other nasty comment.
I wish things were better here but they never will be.
All Stars are great imo
It's not that big of an obstacle really, a few years living as a girl really does sort of undo a lot of that socialization. I'd be lying to say that I don't still feel like a bit of an outcast though.
It's still better than being a depressed, self-hating guy, and it's way way better than the dysphoria that entails.
Be the change, anon. Be nice to people. Talk about something positive. Don't let the vocal minority overpower you.
it was strange anyway
first he asked me if i was a boy or a girl
then i said something like "what do you think, hm ?"
then he was like "oh, ok"
"nah, i'm a guy"
"fuck, i thought you meant you're a girl, but you're totally dresses like a girl with those tight pants and those shoes"
>... A lot of girls have big feet...
no they don't, its impossible to find cute shoes in my size
all I want is a nice pair of wedges
>No one here listens
People do though. Or at least give it to the right people and ignore the negative Nanices. You gotta be kinda careful not to waste time on someone who's just fishing for sympathy or shitposting, there are some genuine people here who will listen. I think I made Korra happy earlier and that was nice to see.
I guess winter or snow doesnt exist where you live? Its okay, it wont exist for anyone much longer.
daily reminder that pookie is a two faced sociopath just like woofufu
My torso is abnormally loooooong and my arms and legs are short. I was really chubby growing up and my brother told me I looked an apple with toothpicks for arms and legs.
You just know she's going to buy something like this.
Don't let your dreams be dreams ;~;
There's more ways to go about doing it than going straight to the LGBT center that are less terrifying. It's fucking hard to take that first step, but it's pretty important not to give yourself more reasons not to. If you feel that you'd be happier as a girl, waiting longer is doing yourself a disservice.
I guess it looks that way.
All things considered, I don't really have a reason.
I know I enjoy it but I've never once masturbated to the thought f it being watched.
Although my POV videos are pretty hot to me.
Getting to see his face and bod and his voice~
I told my therapist back home the same thing but she said "no you're just confused you don't dress like a girl all the time so you aren't one."
I don't know what to do. I never have and that's why I ran away hoping for someone to show me what to do or to do it for me.
my gf bb
fellow trip fag
uhmm she's here rn
yah we're going to AX I think
I've gone the past 2 years so yeh
that'd be rlly fun tho !!
we'll all have to pitch in for a hotel room then
gem myself and probably 2 or 3 others would be going too
mb even 4 who knows
Some like elanna, Pookie, Korea and few others are good people.
I have some advice for you anon.
The only thing that burns in hell,
is the part of you that won't let go of your life,
your memories, your attachments,
they burn them all away.
But they're not punishing you he said,
they're freeing your soul.
If you're frightened of dying,
and you're holding on,
you'll see devils tearing your life away.
But if you've made your peace,
then the devils are really angels freeing you from the earth.
It's just a matter of how you look at it that's all, so don't worry okay.
cool, just got an unopened original Sims for ps2, time to get comfy and play
Anon, relax. Just mentally filter out the shitposting and counter it with positivity. If you really care that some people are getting hurt here, you could try to befriend them outside of the thread.
Also, if you see someone that needs help but isn't getting it here, direct them to the trans help thread, it's usually good for that.
>"no you're just confused you don't dress like a girl all the time so you aren't one."
This actually makes me angry. There's very few people who walk into a therapists wanting to transition that are actually presenting already. I mean fuck, I didn't even have long hair when I first saw a therapist.
I wish there were an easy way to know what to do, it's really hard to know where to start, and just walking in and saying "I'm trans" is really difficult to do.
I guess the only advice I could give in your position is to give yourself some sort of direction and go for it. When I wasn't getting anywhere, I committed myself to doing something by coming out to my parents and self-medding. Sticking some flames under your ass works surprisingly well.
if you dont stay with us bad things will happen to gem
this is NOT a JOKE
you deliberate want to ignore his recent sneak attack at people >>5499490, don't you?
just because he posts le super cutesy anime and writes like this omg luv u <3 omg wow lol !! doesn't mean he's a good person. he's a double faced sociopath just like every other trip in here
since ur calling her a boy just cus u think she is a bad person doesn't that kinda stoop u to her supposed level then?
shaking my head...
Self-medding has a lot of overstated risks, for some people it really is the step they need to take to do something about it. I'm sorry that things didn't go well when you told your mother ;_;
>consistently hot or stunning
tfw no godlike
get on my level fuckboys it just gets better
death threats are pretty serious and completely justify misgendering, anon
until he learns how to be genuinely nice to people and not just feign friendly behavior, no female pronouns 4 him
>literally went from an okay dude to a fugly freak
see i tole u mmh
Oh hey I finally got it to recognize a photo as not-underage
Fuck I really need to learn makeup, my brother's GF is going to try making me pretty over this break so I'm excited for that :3
>tfw anon got you into Chelsea months ago with this exact same meme
Beautiful song by the way.
I'm a 19 y/o pre-everything with terrible acne, this thing is amazing
Hmm the last album I listened to by her was Pain is Beauty and I didn't like it. I know she has a new one out, maybe I'll check it out. This is the same live session song by her, first one I heard and fell in love. Hope you like it too anon.
What scared me into it was the realization that the longer you wait, the worse it is going to get. The more you spin your wheels trying to convince yourself to take that leap, the harder it will be when you eventually do.
Reality is, it's inevitable, you'll either get to the point where you kill yourself, or you'll transition. Which is it going to be?
That little carousel adds to it desu. Should have added the sounds in the release.
For some reason they always tend to have more emotion put into them. I like live versions, a shame about the quality tho.
I had terrible acne pre hrt too after about 3 months on cypro all i had left was mostly hyperpigmentation which you can get rid of with OTC skincare stuff it fucking sucks but dont give up yet
Good luck to you're FTM transition, dude.
I don't know your tastes well enough anon. I like really sad music and that might not be your thing.
Got a small bald patch now but she had to stop because I'm a little baby bitch, she gave me a pharmacy to go to for some numbing cream before my next real appointment in two weeks. Looking forward to hair being gone but dreading more pain lol.
I wish I could tell you otherwise, but it won't go away. Dysphoria is forever, wanting to be a girl is forever, and all of the negative emotions that come with it just get worse. There's a reason why people well into their 40s that have not a chance in hell of passing will go through with transition, the feelings are too strong.
You'll be happy that you saved yourself from the suffering that sitting on these feelings entails.
I love that too, she played it live when I saw her a year ago and it was awesome.
>tfw booked a ticket to see her play live with Converge in a couple of months
I cant wait, shes like my idol
Anon I have really weird tastes. Everything I like is either too slow or too fast. Weird vocals, weird rhythm, weird everything.
But here you go:
It's not as epic as my thread to be HONestly HONest.
Converge? They're still around? I won't lie, I had a phase with them too. Loved Jane Doe but who didn't? A friend showed me Axe to Fall and liked what I heard, but I don't keep up with them or that kind of music at all anymore. Surprising to hear the two are playing together.
Is Chelsea Wolfe's new album good? How is it?
I have nothing to be upset about. Ricky looks amazing to me and that doesn't upset me, so why would you, someone I've never spoken to, looking good upset me? I'm being honest, sorry you don't like my answer.
I dunno, men she hangs out with are super aggressive towards me and get into blind rages when I dismiss them, like I'm supposed to be part of their male pecking order, but at the bottom. I asked her not to hang out with me around them, but we get into fights. I'm nervous for days after each one of their outbreaks.
My mom devalues my transition daily (not to mention the physical abuse), and I'm slowly wanting to just shoot her so my brother will be rich and I'll be dead and life will be easier
We don't have much of a relationship any more, moments of love and forgiveness, but I don't feel like her girlfriend in that way.
It's going to be hard to get a job, I really am pretty ugly as a half girl outside of angles, going back to school is rough, and no one cares if I was sexually assaulted or beaten, because I'm trans
Can't it just stop?
>tfw went out in grill clothes in daylight for the first time today
A-am I trutrans yet?
Yep they're still chugging on, their last album was really good. I don't think theyve ever made a bad record really. But yeah, it's Converge, Chelsea Wolfe, Chelsea Wolfe's guitarist and the lead singer from Cave In (who I have a huge crush on), I have no idea how it;s gonna work but I'm so hyped.
>Is Chelsea Wolfe's new album good? How is it?
I love it, maybe more than her older ones because it's more heavy (I like heavy) but still has everything that made her old stuff good.
If you can read it was hypothetical. I don't want to fight you on this subject, it doesn't matter to me as much as it does to you. I've given my answer and if you have to convince yourself otherwise, rock on to you. Have a good day.
This is so nightmarish it's unsettling.
Here's another one and that's it from my music tastes. I'd rather avoid further embarassment.
What's wrong with RHP anon? If your answer is that you are a /mu/tant patrician then I'll ignore your reply.
I really grew out of heavy music for the most part, except for the occasional black metal (lol) and sludgy doom metal like. I thought Pain is Beauty was uncharacteristically heavy for her, so I doubt I'll like her new one then. :\
Yeah but I still don't get it. What was the joke?
It's not so much the acne/scars that I worry about, I know they'll go away eventually and I can cover them up with makeup, it's rather acne that turns into tumors/cysts instead. I have a few along my jawline where it's just skin colored bumps. Dermatologist was useless for this again and my dad suggested I needed to see a plastic surgeon. They're not too bad just, ugh, more blemishes to be upset over.
paula's choice c15
epiduo (at night only)
cerave moisturizing lotion (the one with niacinamide)
and i just wear sunscreen 24/7
is your scarring actual indents? or pigmentation problems because aha's, retinoids and vitamin c can help with that
for indents depending on what kind of scar it is you will need to talk to a derm about it since you might need laser resurfacing
Holy- I was mocking you. You reminded me of, like, one of those people who brag about how they can go from listening to jazz to death metal in a matter of seconds.
>oh man, my taste is so weird, Anon! Weird vocals, weird rhythm, weird everything. I'm so odd, aren't I?
>"if this doesn't make me the kawaiest trip ever i don't know what will"
dude you are a 24 year old grown ass man, stop acting like a 10 year old girl which you are not and never will be