How do I know if I have body/gender dysphoria or I'm just really insecure about my body/gender? I'm 18 y.o. man. I like dudes and pretty much had for as long as i remember. Never fit in with the Chad Thundercocks of my grade in school and hung out (and still do) with the girls and other dweebish guys.
I always envied all the girls. Their curves, their eyes, their hips, the clothes, the makeup. I never understood what men found so alluring about it all, but I knew I wanted to have it. I hate muscly, sweaty masculinaty and always graviated towards the more graceful quiet feminity.
I've had some andro experiences (My girlfriends doing my makeup) and it felt more normal than when I would have to get a crew cut and dress in t shirts. I grow hair like I'm Cousin It from the Addam's Family and shave often (Mostly because my family is super Italian).
I have no fucking idea if any of this makes sense and I don't know if im asking the right questions to myself.
>>8169413
Do you ever fantasize about being a girl when you get off? What crossdressing experiences have you had?
Dysphoria is a spectrum so the question is where you are on it.
>>8169413
I think it's pretty straightforward. Would you feel better living as a girl 24/7?
So ill be blunt my Bf likes to be choked during sex.
Its not to odd but still.
I can't bring my to choke him in bed.
The furthest I can go is just putting a belt on him and locking it in one of the hole.
I feel bad because I don't feel like I can "please" him in bed.
Our relationship is perfect otherwise.
What do I do?
>>8169312
Try biting his neck. If he doesn't get into that, just hold onto the side of his necks forcefully so you don't block his windpipe.
>>8169329
Actually good idea anon the biting would probably work and if not Ill try option b. Thanks anon!
>>8169340
No problem. Just didn't feel like letting the first post be shitpost this time.
A few days ago I sucked off a chaser and now I am noticing some weird symptoms like low key fever, headache, throat tightness and now slight difficulty swallowing food. It could be just my allergies acting up but the fever is suspicious. Am I going to die?
>>8169146
Go get tested you retard
Also get him to wear a condom next time
Sounds like the common cold desu, but if you're that worried about it, nobody here will be able to diagnose you, faggot, go get tested.
Those are classic symptoms of HIV. Get to a doctor ASAP.
>15, girl
>find out I was bi a while ago, struggle with it, finally come to terms etc.
>never really think about having a bf or gf, never had one
>have dream, where I had a gf and we went to like a McDonald's in Tokyo or somthin
>we walk to together through the streets and it now looks like Paris.
> she has like floppy dog ears (in the dream it made sense) and I tug on them and she giggles and gets flustered
> we kiss a lot and the lights are shining
> wake up from dream crying
>no gf
>feel sad/sick
At least I know what it feels like to be every guy on this site
> he follows that Instagram page too
How many of you faggots follow this page?
>>8169054
>>8169030
You have no idea what it's like to be me. I have an Asian gf.
Learn to love yourself edition
•Makeup for beginners:http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
•Male vs Female measurement data:https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
•Correct hormone levels:http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
•Checking your levels:http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
•Reducing Musclehttp://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
•Size charts:http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
•Transition time lines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
•Voice Training:https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
•Voice Help:http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
•IRC:https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
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>>8168869
Looks like the cop from Stranger Things
nim thread
>>8168992
are cuddles good?
any other ftms out there who get turned on when people refer to them as male/he/him/dude/guy/boy or while wearing guys clothes, etc?
is this normal? is it also normal to not like girls (mtf/cisfemale) and think they are not lesser than.. but like.. not a smart as guys or up to par?
>>8168946
>get turned on when people refer to them as male/he/him/dude/guy/boy or while wearing guys clothe
A A P
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>is it also normal to not like girls (mtf/cisfemale) and think they are not lesser than.. but like.. not a smart as guys or up to par?
that's just sexist
>>8168946
You sound like a cis heterosexual woman with internalised misogyny that's caused your attraction to men to become an AAP fetish, you think poorly of women and thus want to become a man/one of the boys. Pretty typical desu, see a therapist and avoid HRT.
You sound like an actual fetishist. Do you even feel dysphoria?
I think it would be mighty swell if we had a nice chat. What about? Well, about what really matters to us. I want you to be good and comfortable, close your eyes, and think deeply about the one thing or person that means the most to you, and why does it or they mean so much to you.
I know some have a hard time articulating how they feel but I'd ask you to try your best, because after carefully thinking of your what/who/why, I want to to post it here for everyone else to read. Don't be shy, there's no wrong answers, no dumb ones, just what you know is true to you.
>>8168876
I love you. I wish I could have transitioned just two years earlier, so that you could have met the real me. I wish I could have survived, so that maybe someday things would have worked out for us, and we could have been together, and I could have made you happy. I hope I don't make you too upset. If there's one last thing I could experience before I kill myself, I would want it to be another night with you, as your girl. That would make me really happy.
It's pretty sad, but no one really.
That's kind of a current issue where I've been nomadic for so long that now that I've recently settled into a place, I just find myself alone.
There's no childhood friends, no best or close friends, no family.
The worst part is, I'm charismatic and likeable enough, but people have always been temporary for me, and I have no clue how to make them more than that.
>>8168876
The sound of the wind through leaves and grass. That is the most important thing to me and I have no idea why. I have a lot of wants and things to do, obligations and places to be. I go to school and learn, people call me smart, some even a genius but I know it's all just kind words I am clever and I work hard, that's it. I identify above all with the fool. I grew up in a nice place from the outside. We had a nice neighborhood, good schools, and appropriate after school activities. Except I spent a lot of time alone in my head because inside wasn't so nice. We frequently had no money, my father was always drunk and my mother checked out mentally a lot. I spent my time in a creek behind my house. I would walk up and down it looking in the water and tasting the winds. I would spend my time talking with the wind asking it favors and doing things it asked in turn. Simple, strange things, like typing a leaf too a tree so it could touch the water and the air or climbing to the top of a rock to move a pebble into the water. Childish games I gave meaning through my imagination, I knew it was never real.
Now though it is strange. Every time I was hurt or sad I would call up the sound of the wind tickling the leaves and pushing the grass aside. It brings me a feeling like nothing else and despite my motivations to help the world and to finish my research, the most important thing in the world to me is the sound of the wind as it touches life around me.
Anyone try one of these things? I'm sick and fucking tired of going through all the trouble of doing an enema and then just getting shit all over the place anyways. Maybe I'm an idiot or maybe my ass is broken, either way.
Any experiences with these or any extra tips and tricks for enemas?
>>8168754
Make sure you're holding the enema for quite a while. Like 10-20mins. Also use a douche to squirt cold water in to trigger your body to force out whatever is leftover
>>8168998
Interesting, how much water do you usually use? I've been doing like 8ish ounces 3 times, the idea being to clean out the fuck area without emptying my entire colon.
This entire board feels like gaygen, lesgen, and then countless separate posts from transgenders about their path to enlightenment™. Then the bisexuals who roam other posts and get yelled at by all the antifa gays.
>>8168413
What? Really? I'm surprised you even managed to pick up on that. No one else ever has before.
Hey guys, I just had an idea--wouldn't it be wild if we made a separate /t/ board? I just came up with that thought, all on my own. What do you think?
>>8168413
>posts from transgenders about their path to enlightenment™
Can I interest you in some literature? We have only the best Tibetan incense. You don't have to commit to anything. Just come to one of our meetings. I promise it'll be a night you never forget. You'll be a good boy and come, won't you?
>>8168446
There isn't any magic underwear involved in this one is there?
I'll fail boymode eventually right? It just takes being a long haired femboy on hormones for 1 or 2 years right? It will just happen anytime soon...
R-Right?
>R-Right?
I'm 2 years into and I still haven't failed boymode, my pham. :^)
>>8167824
What counts as failing it?
tfw consistently gendered female with short hair but was hon mode with long hair
reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
>>8167715
It's mostly related to increased autism rates + more acceptance in culture.
The grass is always greener in the other gender.
>>8167725
>The grass is always greener in the other gender.
I think you hit the nail on the head there, I've got a couple of (aspiring) tranny friends who are all heavily depressed and self loathing and their life goal is to become a female because they think that if they do that all their problems will be fixed so that they can then focus on building a "normal" life. I feel really fucking bad for them though because that isn't physically possible and instead neglect their everyday lives either waiting for the day to gain the courage to order HRT pills or waiting for their HRT to make them "womanly" to the point of wanting to do something.
>>8167763
Google autism + transgender, there is an explanation. These autistic people can't relate with their own gender and think it's "better" or "easier" to be the other gender.
It's dumb.
>>8167725
Bam, hit the nail on the head in one post.
They look at people like OP and think "this is a piece of shit, i don't want to turn out like that".
They look at themselves and think "i'm a piece of shit, i don't want to be this".
So instead of self-improvement they try to radically "switch" their life to the "other side".
A tabula rasa leading to a new beginning, so to speak.
Ultimately, it's because it's easier.
It's much easier to dress up like a chick, take HRT and grow tits than to sit down and break yourself down to your core components and then build yourself back up as a better person trough hard work, determination, study, curiosity, innate creativity, etc.
This applies to this entire generation basically, they're all lazy, dumb piece of shit that will always pick the easiest option to solve any problem.
make boobs grow edition
•Makeup for beginners:http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
•Male vs Female measurement data:https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
•Correct hormone levels:http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
•Checking your levels:http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
•Reducing Musclehttp://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
•Size charts:http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
•Transition time lines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
•Voice Training:https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
•Voice Help:http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
•IRC:https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
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>>8167419
>hips
>hips
xd
I wish Faye died.
>>8167427
I wish kayla died
Why are legbutts so much more publicly perverse than any group other than pedophiles?
>legbutts
>publicly perverse
How can you possibly be publicly perverse when you never leave the house?
>>8166657
>offering lodging
>perverse
are you even trying?
>>8166657
What? Straight guys do this kind of shit all the time too.
I'm so depressed. I'm an MtF, semi-passable. But I've been on /soc/ and /r9k/ and basically sending pictures to people via kik of me in sexual poses and doing provocative things. It felt really good at first but now I just feel like a rent out whore. I'm even going out today to have a one night stand, losing my V-card to someone I met yesterday.
I'm out of control and can't stop no matter how much I hate it.
>>8166256
>Waaaaaaah why do I need to be responsible n' shit?
You chose it all.
>>8166256
You don't have to go if you don't want to.
>>8166256
I don't know what to tell you. You never do things you don't actually want to do though.
>recreational sex between two consenting adults is OK.
So...how do you guys feel about incest?
>>8166181
Depends. If both/one party is very young, there may still be an abuse of power relationship going on there. Similar to how, if you're 18, your teacher still can't have sex with you, because there's an abuse of power going on.
BUT, in some cases it's fine, especially when they didn't grow up together. As long as they ain't having kids, I don't care. For example, I saw this documentary about two people who fell in love, then they traced their families back and found they were long lost brother and sister. I see no issue with that relationship as long as they don't have kids.
As with most things, it's not a black or white issue. It's pretty complex.
>>8166213
>As long as they ain't having kids,
Actually it's not so black and white. Kids are perfectly healthy.
>>8166318
Enjoy your down syndome kids.