If you don't pass is it better just say your a gnc male than to actually say your trans???
>be me
>don't pass
>but got lucky and am small
>really want to get out of boy mode but I know I couldn't pull of actually looking like a woman
>still wanting to try being more fem
>but I kinda don't want to say I'm a woman/trans woman because I kinda feel like I don't deserve it.
I hate being called a guy but I guess there's nothing much I can do about how I look without tons of surgeries I can't afford. What is there for someone like me????
how long have you been on hrt?
>>8220121
Yeah, being a femboy is an option for boymoding mtfs. Just find a bf willing to treat you like a cute girl and you'll be set.
even if you pass it's better to shed the trans ideology and stop worrying about gender
Seriously, if this is as painful as it sounds, why don't they put you out like when you're having teeth worked on?
Side thought: I'm going to try laser first. Am I fooling myself thinking it'll work?
>>8219895
That'll make it even more expensive. I don't know about electro, but at least for laser you use a numbing cream beforehand. It still hurts like a bitch though (fuck that upper lip shit).
What's your skin/hair type, OP? If you have dark skin and/or light hair, I would avoid it as it's not going to work. Otherwise it's better than electro.
>>8219895
Good places will use numbing injections when working on extremely sensitive areas like the upper lip, genitals, and so on.
>>8220000
I'd say fair skin..northern European. Hair is brown, somewhere between medium and dark? Pic related seems close?
Assume the beard is close if not a little darker, I've never grown it thick enough to tell (other than it's not red/blond/black). I see a couple light hairs if I look really close, so I guess I'll have to have a round of electro anyway.
People are saying I should take ibuprofen before laser. I hope that's serious because I'm awful at shaving my neck and I'd be doing this transitioning or not.
okay /lgbt/, I want you to write a brief description of your favorite sexual fetish/fantasy/kink/etc. The next poster will then write a short piece of erotic fiction for you, based on that fetish, and share their fetish as well. The erotic mini-story can be as short as 2-3 sentences, but feel free to make it as long as you'd like.
GO
>>8219682
OP committing suicide
that's my fetish
>>8219689
Story: OP looked out the window, dotted with water droplets. The petrichor of freshly fallen rain filled the air as he took the loaded Beretta in his hands. He lifted the pistol to his temple, thought of his family, and pulled the trigger. The better half of his frontal lobe splattered on the glass in front of him. Rivulets of blood and cerebral fluids raced the raindrops on the other side of the window down the pane, pooling for a photo finish near the sill.
my fantasy: stop being a fucking little whiny bitch and play the game
Are these types of threads considered normal?
Late night impulse shopping.
•Makeup tutorials : http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
•Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
•Correct hormone levels:http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
•Checking your levels:http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
•Reducing Musclehttp://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
•Size charts:http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
•Transition time lines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
•Voice Training:https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
•Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
•Discord: https://discord.gg/qjxGSxY
•IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
Previous thread - >>8218623
>tfw repressing until brain transplants or some other super science can save me from my hon body
this is fine r..right?
>>8219667
Buying gf 10k
i wwant a bf
wwould somebody please brin me a bf
>/tttt/ - Transgender, Transgender, Transgender and Transgender
Har har, nice meme.
But seriously, we need a new name for the board, something more reflective of the diversity of posters we have.
Any ideas?
My suggestion:
>Pseudobisexuality, HSTS, Auto****philia and GAMP
/phag/ for short.
/fcb/
faggotry containment board
>>8219198
>GAMP
it's called 'gynemimetophilia' get it right
>>8219220
>wanting ppl to type it out every time
>tfw ywn experience the faghag-gay friendship growing up
>tfw miss out on that part of life
>tfw never had a faghag to discuss cute guys with
>tfw never ollied over faghag's skateboard.
>tfw never had a sleep over and never did ouiji and witchcraft with faghag.
>tfw no actual friends growing up
>fucking home-education
Cute girl at school was taking about her gbf, mfw I wasn't her gbf. I really have the feels now.
ITT discuss your experience with your faghag. Was it fun? Was it terrible? Was it okay? What's it like?
>>8218979
>fucking home-education
>Cute girl at school
>>8218979
I went to all boys boarding schools from the age of 8, which has fucked me up in so many ways.
I feel your pain.
Males suck so bad.
>>8219321
Were you sent there deliberately to repress/'fix' you? When did you get to leave and what made it so bad?
What's the difference between a dating a man and dating a women?
t. guy trying to be gay
>>8218734
>dating a women?
Multiple personality issue?
>>8218734
>trying to be gay
what did you mean by this
>>8218783
Nah, just want to date a cute guy at school.. i'm not gay though
So how bad is prison? I want to try being the only girl around. I know this is a terrible idea but I don't really understand why
have fun going to seg aka the shoe, the hole ect.
>>8218706
Prisons generally reflect the quality of life of the country they're located in. For example, Swedish and Norwegian prisons are basically like a shittier hotel, pic related. Meanwhile in 3rd world countries like Brazil, USA or Russia the prison is a living hell.
>>8218721
???
this girl is trans????
the fuck????????
I started hormones at 15 and I don't have a body as popping as hers???????????
someone please tell me she isn't really trans
that chin and janet jackson ayy lmao plastic surgeon facejob gives it away
>>8218565
agps don't get to be hot like hstses do
>>8218565
It's just the right genetics and loads of plastic surgery. A lot of people could look like that if they had the cash
>Previous research has found that this "2D:4D" ratio — the ratio of the length of the second digit (the index finger) to that of the fourth digit (the ring finger) — reveals the amount of male hormones, mainly testosterone, a person is exposed to in the womb. The more testosterone, the longer the ring finger grows.
Who else trans and have same lengthen fingers?
>>8218418
I'm gay and have a 1.00 digit ratio
these memes are such bullshit-- dont believe everything you read kid.
>>8218418
>tfw ring finger longer
guess it's true then :(
just found out i'm getting about half the amount of student loan (for university) I thought i'd be getting. will have enough for rent and that's about it, barely even enough for food.
so, legbutt, how much can a young 20 year old guy make from whoring himself? cam, prostitution, i'm not picky, i'm going to be pretty desperate for cash come September
i'm quite petite, thin, can shave regularly all over if I want too, etc
>>8218243
Why not just get a second job instead of killing a lot of future employment opportunities.
If you cam that shit goes on the internet. In 10-15 years you might be working the job of your dreams but then your boss finds a clip of this and it all goes down hill.
It's unlikely but not out of the question.
>>8218268
I've thought about that a lot myself, which makes me very resistant
Getting a job is my main aim but I have terrible luck at getting even the most menial part time job, no one seems to be willing to employ me
>>8218243
Why are you only getting half the amount?
Really nobody should be given any.
Should older transitioners be forced to take anti-psychotics instead? I can't see how someone can be trans if they spent 20+ years living and never went on HRT.
It's good that /tttt/ discourages masc people from transitioning, but clearly more needs to be done. Hons just make the whole transgender community look bad.
>>8216875
Can you buy me a gun instead I kind of just want to be dead and if I killed myself I wouldn't become a hon and make the community look bad
>>8216875
Go away Cara.
>>8216885
cara uses little witch academia images
When will these horrible feelings of insane anxiety and self-hate stop? When will this fucking insecurity and shit leave me alone? Do I really have to ruin my body forever because of some meme stuck in my head? Do I really have to? I want to but I'd forever regret it
Fucking help I swear to god
>>8216647
The way I see it, my body's still not as good as a cis girl's, but it's still 100x better than my old body and probably 50x better than your average male body. Maybe that's just my AGP talking, but I don't really feel like I "ruined" anything.
>>8216691
It's pretty much irreversible tho
And it's pretty much a one way ticket to "when you're older, no chance of family or kids, if you don't suicide by 35 you're super lucky"
>>8216647
I don't know what to tell you. I'm 24 and I'm in the same boat it never goes away. I hate myself and sometimes really really consider suicide. If you think there is any chance you can pass you should probably just go for it.
>look in mirror
>see cute girl
>look in mirror again minutes later
>see chad with long hair
>same thing happens after taking a photo right after looking cute in the mirrror
Which one is right? Just fuck my shit up senpai
Photos distort your face. Rest of that shit is bdd and lighting mirror wise
>>8215796
I have this same exact thing happen to me
>>8215796
Gender dyslexia
What are your estrogen/testosterone levels like? Please answer the following, if you'd like:
>what were your initial levels before HRT (if only T, then just list that)?
>what age were you?
>how long on HRT?
>what are your levels now?
>do you pass?
>what's your AA dosage?
>>8215738
>>what were your initial levels before HRT (if only T, then just list that)?
Testosterone: 190 ng/dl, Estrogen: 17 ng/L
>>what age were you?
28
>>how long on HRT?
1.5 years
>>what are your levels now?
(The last time I had them checked was at the end of november last year)
T: 9 ng/L , E: 84 ng/L
>>do you pass?
Im not sure? Most likely not. I pretty much hide in boy mode all the time since I dont want to get fired or made fun of.
>>what's your AA dosage?
Spironolactone 200mg a day.
>>8215738
>what were your initial levels before HRT (if only T, then just list that)?
72 ng/dL
>what age were you?
18
>how long on HRT?
3 years
>what are your levels now?
821 ng/dL
>do you pass?
yes
>what were your initial levels before HRT (if only T, then just list that)?
101 ng/dL
>what age were you?
24
>how long on HRT?
2 years
>what are your levels now?
19 ng/dL (T)
N/A (E)
>do you pass?
No.
>what's your AA dosage?
100 mg CPA.