After looking through all the pictures of SRS results, I can safely say that Suporn is the only surgeon I would have gone to. Everyone else's results are fucking horrifying and fill me with a kind of existential fear. Suporn's were the only ones that came anywhere close to passing, except that ONE result from Brassard, and Brassard's other results were horror stories.
So, knowing that I can't go to the one surgeon I would have felt safe with, I'm trying to come to grips with the fact that I'll never have a vagina. But I just can't. I've recently been making myself sick so that I can just stay in bed and not have to feel anything or think about it. I tried to talk to my dad about everything on Father's Day, but I just couldn't. And I can't out myself to everyone on Facebook, asking them for money or anything. I'm so lost.
Just go to suporn team tbqh it will probably be almost as good
>>8492238
>I'm trying to come to grips with the fact that I'll never have a vagina. But I just can't.
Why?
>>8492238
What would happen if you got a job?
I feel like I'm a huge slutty, submissive bottom that wants a dick up his ass everyday, but doesn't want to accept it.
How did you learn to accept your love for cock?
>>8492126
You should accept who you are. You enjoy cock, that's great for you, who cares if you're a slutty bottom? Have fun and be safe.
I learned to accept it and got anal HPV, I had to have three surgeries in a 3 year span and I still experience extreme pain trying to bottom to this day. Now I have a boyfriend that loves oral and accepts me despite my faults.
>>8492216
>not comdoming up
>ebinn xdxdxdxd
If you are bisexual, but you prefer only guys then are you gay or still bi?
>>8491630
Most bisexuals prefer one gender over another. It's not always a 50/50 thing. So yes you still are bisexual.
>>8491651
so even if I do not see myself with a girl then I am still bisexual?
>>8491765
Do you feel any kind of attraction to females? Can you not see yourself in any kind of romantic situation with a female. If you only have an attraction to males then you are gay. Unless you're talking about only seeing yourself spending the rest of your life with a male, then I guess you can still be bisexual.
>Gain fat and muscles with ease
>Thick bones
>Broad skeleton
How to deal with it? Any tips for fellow endomorphs?
>>8489210
I was like a less fat endomorph.
I got really curvy naturally and now my body looks pretty good. (If a bit chubby)
>>8489210
Sorry anon, you're fucked. Endomorphs are the most sexually dimorphic of all body types.
t. endomorph
>>8489241
I guess you could say I was an endomorph, always had wide hips and shoulders. I was crazy fat though. When I slimmed down some and took hrt I wound up looking like that pic's female endomorph example but my boobs are smaller as a consequence of being trans.
any non-binary folks out there? feel so alone in the world. there are so many LGBT people who don't think i'm valid... it hurts
>>8488401
I'm basically mtf but I see myself as kind of genderless really. I want a female body but the me inside isn't really a boy or a girl. It just wants to live as a girl.
>>8488401
What are you talking about? Your kind are just about taking over the movement.
>>8488450
it may appear so, but at least on a day to day basis, i'm a joke. may as well just tattoo things like "cringe, apache helicopter, special snowflake", etc. on my forehead. even trans people have told me they think non-binary genders are bullshit
thoughts on this film?
i thought it was good, made me empathize how true trans ppl feel. also made me realize that i'm probably not trans and just have agp
>>8488092
>mfw trying to repress
>this film just made it fucking worse
I cried so much
>>8488092
>also made me realize that i'm probably not trans and just have agp
She was AGP though, unlike Dora Richter.
>>8488092
I wanted to watch it in theaters to come out to my parents with, but I decided against that. I wanted to watch it in Netflix at least, but it's only on DVD. I don't want to risk getting caught pirating, so that's that. I really liked the trailers though.
Have any you guy's tried crossplay as a means of coping? Pic related, I really wanna crossplay her.
>>8487659
No, because I'm not a fag.
I crossplayed back when I was in my "I'm just a feminine gay guy who likes to crossdress sometimes but it's be so much better if I was a girl guess its time to sleep lots and try to kill myself" phase.
Protip: If you're aiming REALLY hard for authenticity when you're crossplaying instead of treating it like drag you may want to see a therapist. There is a BIG difference between crossplaying for keks and being too natural at it and strangers WILL see that and point it out.
>>8487659
Not to cope, but i did cosplay your Pic related. Borrowed the jacket, did the rest for less than 80 bucks. Openly and acceptedly trans though.
How do mtf deal with still having a Y chromosome and no uterus?
>>8487658
not sure about the uterus but basing sex off chromosomes alone is literally 100 year old research that scientists are updating because they realize that it was incorrect. Sex development disorders are god examples as to why the chromosome model doesn't fit absolutely every human and should be taught in schools that sex is more than just chromosomes.
>>8487658
Through constant denial.
they make a new thread
Long hair metalheads with girly hearts edition
>I have long hair because it makes me feel better but not because i wish i was a girl i swear!!!
Previous thread: >>8478719
>>8487539
first for FOR FUCK SAKE STOP ARGUING WITH CURE FAG
tfw no longer feeling trans
tfw still want to get on skittles to look fem
Reminder that the correct move is to neither repress nor transition but to live as a male without manning up or hiding yourself.
I've come to the realisation that I will never get past what is affectionately referred to as being a twinkhon.
Because of this I have decided that instead of focusing my energy into passing, I'd rather focus it into being the most attractive version of myself.
To this end I've created this thread in hopes that people (everyone interested, not just MtFs) here can have an open discussion about what constitutes an attractive twinkhon.
So let's hear it, what do you think works best in terms of:
>Fashion
>Makeup or no makeup?
>Surgeries?
>Dieting and exercise
>Muscular or thin?
>Post some pictures of people you find attractive
Pic related, maybe not impossible end goal body.
>>8487212
I've been using corsets for the past couple of weeks (I made the pattern myself and sewed it myself) to fix my pectus excavatum and while I've only maybe seen like 0.5" off my waistline at best I think it's overall improved my appearance a lot. But I'm not sure if others will see the same effects. I'm mainly doing it to pop my sternum back out, and it is definitely working for that particular issue.
First time in years since developing PE that I can honestly look at my chest and not want to kill myself.
>>8487212
The woman in your OP looks fine?
>>8487223
How to make my own corset?
>spend 5 years on hormones
>learn makeup
>learn fashion and hair
>get surgeries
>be passable and decent looking
>there's one catch..
>you are attracted to women
>can't even get a reply back on apps like OKC or HER
>100s of women who want to meet until they learn you are trans
>put "trans" in your profile and get zero matches
Fuck this and fuck my sexuality I wish I liked men I wanna die
>>8486763
Women are retarded. I understand why men don't like traps since they're infertile but why a dumb lesbian wouldn't want a cute dickgirl is beyond me
>>8486763
Stop taking skittles.
It's time to detransition.
>>8486787
Over my dead body.
I didn't spend 1000 of dollars on hair, makeup and clothes plus 20k on FFS for nothing, I just want a gf ;_;
Plus u know dysphoria would kill me
How many genders are there?
>>8486708
Two.
Two
>>8486708
Two (2)
So I was drunk and texting a friend a few nights ago, this friend had previously revealed his thoughts about me and had made me feel shitty/dysphoric in the past but I forgave him for it.
Pretty much he started going into very graphic things he wanted to do to me, including "eating me out", "pounding me where it counts" (the pussy), and "coming all over my chest, face, everywhere"
I can't stop thinking about it. I'll be doing something then I'll think about it and get extremely nauseous. Really really want to just kms. I don't know what to do or how to make it stop.
Refusing to text him back anymore, but it's not enough. The only thing that would help even a little is if he no longer had these thoughts about me, but clearly that's not happening.
Don't just tell me "stop being friends with him", I am doing that. But it's not enough. Pleas fucking help.
I'm ftm by the way, and not into men. Even if I was though this would be inappropriate
>>8485662
>tfw ywn be a metacis ftm girl who gets pounded in his (her (his)) pussy
>>8485703
Dude I want to fucking take a knife to my throat and it's a fucking fantasy? Kys.
Wtf is metacis?
I came out to my mom 2 nights ago and she didnt take it well. But even worse was that she apparently "knew" i was gay and made some comments about me being a bottom?
What the fuck? Im the most straight acting gay guy ever. Im not one of those fairy type gays listening to lady gaga. Im not chatting over the phone about being into dicks. At worst I have a twink-body with no body hair as I shave it off.
But seriously, what the fuck is her problem that she's known this long but can apparently still be mad? More importantly, How did she know I was this way in the first place?
>twink-body with no body hair
Mom's first instinct is to freak out that she's never going to get grandchildren and thinking that you're gonna get AIDS getting fucked in the ass. She didn't know you were a bottom, she knew you were gay. She's projecting her fear of gay/anal sex onto you.
>>8485055
>At worst I have a twink-body with no body hair as I shave it off
Oh OP.....
You're adorable lol
Hey what's fags I come from /pol/ and I have a serious question for the Traps or female passible trannies in here. I do hard right wing men love Traps and would any of you date or at least fuck a hard right wing guy? Serious let know
>>8483327
Why don't you learn to write first?
>>8483341
Alright my bad its early
Only if you stop calling us degenerates, and stop supporting legislation that harms us.
You can uphold traditional values in your personal life (I do too) but you can't expect self-respecting people to fuck you, if you are simultaneously trying to fuck them over.