First I should say I have never been sexually assaulted or abused, but the way I think makes it seem like I have. One of my now ex best friends said some horrible graphic sexual things he wanted to do to me, and since probably the first time he did that, I've had horrible horrible mental dysphoria... I can't stop thinking about my genitals and looking down at them, and knowing that when people see me they instantly think "she has a vagina". I don't really know if normal people have graphic imagination about what's in other people's pants, but I can't stop being scared they do. It's getting too much for me. I also have a masochism thing, so this is so painful but a small part of me must like it or something... I jerk off at least twice a day and I HATE it, I feel so disgusting before because I'm horny all the time, and after I fap... I hurt myself by penetrating my front hole (which I NEVER did before this friend's comments) and self-insert myself as the girl in degrading porn. I don't know what to do. It's unhealthy and grosses me out, and I didn't have almost any problem with it until this past year
>>8524993
>and self-insert myself as the girl in degrading porn.
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>>8525015
Oh I forgot to mention I'm ftm. And this new self inserting thing I'm doing REEEally makes me want to die.
>>8525030
>Oh I forgot to mention I'm ftm.
Yeah I figured from front hole and dysphoria.
What does /lgbt think about queerbaiting?
Where do you think it happens and why do you think cis straight girls like it so much? Is being gay a fetish for them in some way? I myself ship quite a lot of gay couples but I don't really think its because they are gay...or is it? Is there a psychology behind this? Is Johnlock and Larry Stylinson and Mark/Eduardo and all of the other legendary fangirl triggers just for publicity? Were/are any of these real? Why is queerbaiting mostly done with males and not females? Discuss.
>>8524961
All these gay ship names mean nothing to mean lmao
I think it's mainly done for straight tumblr girls, they like to see hot men going at it in the same way straight men watch lesbo porn sometimes
I don't ship or consume media just bc of gay characters, most of my free time is spent on hobbies instead of watching TV
>>8524961
>Is being gay a fetish for them in some way?
absolutely
>>8524977
Of course that would be the healthy thing to do. I tought of it as could it be just hot for them as you said, like it is hot for straight men to watch lesbian porn. But I ship gay couples aswell and I'm a lesbian. I don't find it hot, I find it somehow...more intimate than shipping a straight relationship in a movie/band/whatever else.
Why is drug abuse so widespread among trans (white ones, especially)? Its not even just like weed even, most trannies I've been with have had actual problems with dangerous shit like oxy or heroin or whatever. Besides le dysphoria dank maymay, what could be the cause of this issue?
>>8524945
Not caring about life and wanting to feel ok even if its for a short time
Its fun to do. My drugs are just toys
Easing the pain ain't easy yo.
>all my life interested in transgendered girls
>go to Thailand
>date Ladyboys
>hang out in shopping malls, play computer games, go for lunch, watch movies, have sex
>go back to West
>try to date a trans girl
>UGGHHHH YOU ARE A FREAKY TRANNY CHASER
>UGHHH WHY DON'T YOU LIKE MY HAIRY ARMPITS
>OK I WILL DATE YOU BUT BRING METH AND 20 INCH DILDO
Why are western trans so different and not as cute as Ladyboys ? Why are so many into drugs and mentally unstable ?
>hehe it's such a perfect bait... just go to where western trannies are and call them gross druggies...
>the master ruseman...
>>8524247
all about culture mate the culture of thailands lets them be more normal as far as forming hobbies and shit even when they are poorer than the poor western trans folks on drugs
>>8524247
Don't about half of Thai mtfs have HIV? The highest rate in the planet? You should get checked for GRIDs bud.
Do you folks think this is going to wind up getting any traction outside of Philly? What are your thoughts on it? A good move? Good in spirit, but misguided in execution? Pure bullshit?
http://www.cnn.com/2017/06/13/health/new-pride-flag-colors-trnd/index.html
I'm not fond of people taking a shit on flags but this one has had one done on it already.
>>8523754
>do you think niggers are going to push for disproportionate representation in yet another facet of life
Do you breathe oxygen, anon?
>>8523754
Pure bullshit. BLM fanatics continue shitting all over LGBT. If you're a black faggot and you're reading, I'm sorry that you're going to be associated with these silly cunts now.
Chaser here. Why the hell do so many of you hate Robin? I know she is hon status (as are most of you tbqh) but she seems to be far more involved and active in the whole trans community than any of you degenerates are. Just seems kind of funny to me that the only genuine person actually trying to better themselves and the scene is hated the most.
because she has a lot of really naive and childish opinions, based on feelings instead of fact?
why do i have to like her just because she's putting herself out there? that's stupid.
>>8523667
oh, also her voice is awful and makes me cringe.
>>8523663
do people (cara aside) really hate robin? aside from some negative comments on her appearance, she seems to be the most-liked poster on the board
i've certainly always had a positive view of her
The catch is you have to kill yourself in this 1. For those who answered yes, which method will you choose?
>>8523626
Yes. Slitting my carotid arteries. That's what I've been planning on regardless.
>>8523626
Am I still the same person/keep all my memories? If so what's the snag, having to do it myself?
If not, no, that's suicide.
>>8523626
I'd do it in a fucking heartbeat, dafuq???
I'd do be so excited for it i'd find the most vaguely sharp thing closest to me and slit my own throat or jump out a window
LGBTQ+ rights in conservative countries? As a singaporean myself I feel it isn't going to happen here for at least 15-20 years.
Another discriminated singaporean here
>>8523534
On the brightside it will probably happen in your lifetime at least, maybe even sooner. I doubt any gay man back in 60s America ever dreamed of LGBT rights like gay marriage or laws preventing discrimination in happening the next few decades.
>>8523801
i feel ya dude
Were your parents supportive of you transitioning?
My mom is supportive.
none of my parents know, just two of my siblings
I doubt they'd be supportive, knowing their views on other lgbt groups
no, they take every chance they have to put me down and I hope they suffer as much as I have
So I had an argument with a friend of mine lately. We are both in the LGBT community. He is gay and he doesn't support the pride. He hasen't been to the manifestations and they have been going on every year for 10 years in our town. This was our town's 10th pride. I hadn't gone only because I was scared since we live in a very homophobic country and basically its a 60/40% chance you get beaten up at pride because our country lets neo nazis make anty gay manifestation the same day like the pride very close to our manifestation. Anyway, my friend doesnt go to pride because he thinks it fuels the hate. He thinks that by doing the manifestation, especially in a mostly homophobic country or city all we do is make them hate us more because we disturb the people living downtown and homophobes have just antoher reason to not like us. Do you guys think that is true and if so, how would you feel about pride in a homophobic country?
>>8523439
>OP here again
We went to pride this year for the first time and honestly it made us both realise that pride isn't about homophobes and it isn't really about convincing anyone about anything, it is just a safe place for people that support each other...for kids that aren't supported by their parents, for parents that aren't supported by their kids and so on. But still, this could be achieved without the manifestation. It could just be in one place, a concert, a big get-together. Does the manifestation have more pros or more cons and if so, what are they? Why do we manifest? Why does the get together have to grow into a huge crowd of people walking around town?
I am not against pride. I want you to explain it to me.
fags who are opposed to pride are entitled little shits who don't remember what it was like before pride was possible, and need to fuck off
>>8523439
>Anyway, my friend doesnt go to pride because he thinks it fuels the hate. He thinks that by doing the manifestation, especially in a mostly homophobic country or city all we do is make them hate us more because we disturb the people living downtown and homophobes have just antoher reason to not like us.
look up respectability politics, and learn why they're bullshit.
Why are the MtF's here so intolerant towards trannies who don't fit their ideal mold?
For example, because I like using my dick I'm just a fetishist creepy man and a bad person. In reality an MtF who despises her dick, raped and stalked me and said bizarre /r9k/tier misogynistic things to try to manipulate me.
>>8523398
>In reality an MtF who despises her dick, raped and stalked me and said bizarre /r9k/tier misogynistic things to try to manipulate me.
Holy shit if this really happened the I'm sorry
>>8523398
Will you use your dick on me?
>>8523398
>why is x so intolerant towards y
because people are generally awful
>be attracted to older men "daddy" types when I was in my teens
>daddy fetish was generally paired with rape/abuse fantasy
>while in teens, was very depressed, low self-esteem
>as I grow older, I gain confidence and am happier
>meanwhile my daddy fetish is diminishing and I'm more into guys around my age
anyone else experience the same?
>>8522652
were u sexually abused?
>>8522652
soon you shall be the daddy doing the "abusing"
and the cycle continues
>>8522660
I don't think so...
I have this one blurry sorta memory from when I was young but I don't think it was sexual.
growing up though my relationship with my dad was pretty strained, so I kinda had some daddy issues, which might explain the preferences
I told my girlfriend i was gay 2 years into our relationship and 1 year after stopping all vaginal sex. For another year we remained a romantic couple while continuing to have "gay" sex with strapons and copious anal.
She said we'd be best friends forever. She said we would have each others children.
She said we'd have a fulfilling romantic partnership while having sex with other people.
Then she had sex with a guy on tinder (we agreed she would go first) and turned on me literally overnight. Suddenly he was the best fuck she had ever had and she wanted to start dating him after one night together. She said having straight sex with a man who appreciated her was an awakening, that she didnt want to be ohysically or emotionally intimate with me anymore.
Hugest fucking heartbreak i've ever had. She told me she wasn't going to be my coming out therapist or spend any more time putting up with my shit, and that i should go get laid.
I'm kind of in shock, as my life has literally played out like the ultimate gay cuckold emasculation fantasy.
And if you're wondering: yes i spent month after month brainwashing myself with audio hypnosis tracks, headphones, sissy conversion vids, copious weed and the like. In one sense this is the experience i have been hoping for my whole life, and i feel validated in my existence as a gay man. In another sense i am panic stricken, heartbroken, pining for her, and wondering what the fuck have i done with my life?
Just a little slice of a gay life : 3 anyone gone through anything similar?
>>8522049
Thanks OP.
Made me laugh.
>>8522049
Don't mind the assholes OP. They can't score a gay relationship, much less a straight one. Salty forever-alones. I went through something similar. I came out to my ex-gf too, but as Bi. She indulged me much the same as yours, but I did things less....cucky. We agreed to start seeing other people, yet stay together. I started hooking up on Grindr and going out immediately. I went with a bunch of dudes and transgirls, she thought it was hot and everything was kosher as we stayed intimate and I never brought them home. One day though, she did the thing I never expected her to do and actually hooked up with a guy she got an STD from. I felt so crushed and heart broken. It destroyed me for a while as we could never be intimate together ever again. After that everything fell apart, we split after our lease ran out and I went home for a while to do some soul searching. I went on a long journey of breaking hearts because I couldn't get over it and had partner after partner week after week. I was a total whore and didn't give a shit about anyone but myself. Then, just as quickly as it happened, it stopped. There wasn't anything special about her at first. I still to this day don't even know why I stuck with her for so long, but I did. She saved me from myself knowing full well how I was, and I've always stayed faithful to her. We've been together for years now OP. The pain eventually fades and life goes on.
>>8522049
Just get a boyfriend, cuck. Why the fuck do you have to bitch and moan about your gross fag hag living her straight life? Straights are disgusting and should be avoided at all costs.
Why do HSTS mtfs tend to identify deeply as women from an early age, while HSTS ftms tend to identify solely as lesbian?
>>8521723
meaning, in the early stages of their lives childhood and teenage years
>>8521723
>>8521726
Because the difference between an HSTS transsexual and a butch lesbian/effeminate gay is social acceptability and internalized need to be heterosexual.
GNC behavior such as homosexuality is far more acceptable for AFABs, so butch lesbians usually have less social need to transition and be HSTS than their AMAB counterparts.
>>8521723
I'm HSTS ftm and never id'd as lesbian despite being only into girls.
let's see if 4chan can do good for once:
Actor's kid missing:
Arlo/Jade Logue, son/trans-daughter of Donal Logue (Grounded for Life/Gotham)
https://cdllife.com/2017/trucker-life/trucker-actor-donal-logue-pleads-help-finding-missing-daughter/
http://people.com/tv/donal-logue-continues-search-missing-child/
>>>/b/737449258
>>8521138
She probably killed herself.
I'm not saying this to be edgy or anything but it's a sad reality.
Sometimes we just can't endure it anymore and decide to go for a walk in the woods to never come back.
I hope I'm wrong and she's just in some friends house getting high or crying in a corner.
>>8521138
Looks very male and masc. maybe if they'd gotten their kid blockers and hadn't turned him into a hon he wouldn't have killed himself
It's possible that aliens took her.