Archived threads in /lgbt/ - Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual & Transgender - 292. page

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Gonna kill myself this weekend any requests before I do it

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>be super-AGP
>pretend to be a straight cis male in lgbt

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help me out if you like

i've always been attracted to girls, and discovered around adolescence that i'm also attracted to guys, however, i've noticed that i'm much, much pickier when it comes to what guys i'm attracted to, and pretty much all of them are fairly feminine, guys that have masculine traits such as body/facial hair, big muscles, etc i don't find attractive at all

am i just straight and want to fuck femboys because they're feminine or do i still count as bi

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I'm 18 with a bad routine. I wake up at noon bc i'm not in uni yet(and i don't know what i want to do, no ambition in life). I spend my day playing games, reading news and scientific shit, playing the guitar and sometimes posting here.

Yes, i've been asking myself for years and i'm sure i'm not trans (when i read this loud i regret saying it, but when i say "i'm trans" out loud i regret it too, so that's the deal). But i'm scared of aging as a man. As soon as MPB started, i got on finasteride. I shave often and planning to laser my body hair someday.

I want to keep an androgynous/fem look, but i don't want to be a woman if that makes sense. I love to crossplay or cosplay cute characters. I've used to crossdress on a daily basis but not much nowadays. My hair is shoulder length and i love it. Starved myself during a long time to lose body fat.

The thing is... I don't know if i should get on hrt. There's a voice inside my head that reminds me my time is running out. IDK how to explain, feels like my life is ending. feels like the manlier T makes me, the less i enjoy life. For example, i plan to crossplay an androgynous character that I love in two years and everyday i think that i wont make it, bc this is the time T will end my happiness.

I've been wearing the same kind of black sneakers with black pants and black t-shirts for a long time because i don't really feel like wearing anything else.

But, i'm scared of changes. My father was distant, addicted to weed and alcohol, but never let me starve and now is more present in my life. My mother was always overprotective and a bit hard to deal with, with her anxiety problems, but she was always there for me. And i feel like i'm betraying them. They won't disown me i think, but my life will be hard if they discover it. As i'll be living with them for some time, it will be hard to hide.

(Sorry i'll need a part 2)

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>be me
>not sure if i have dysphoria anymore
>try to forget about it and try to live as a man
>always end up back questioning if i'm trans or not.

What should I do, /lgbt/?

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What is /lgbt/'s gun of choice? Mine is a 38 Police Positive

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>Be me
>5'6'' Thin
>Perfect twink build aside from my bum its flat
>But pic related is basically my face hair included just more blonde
>Well /lgbt/ do I just stay in an in between phase or go full twink?
>How can I go full twink?

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>Work at fast food because teenager
>Straight White Guy
>Turns out boss is 45 year old lesbo
>Seems to hire almost exclusively lesbos
>Turns out she is basically trying to hire young lesbos and then date them, even know they are all like 16-18
>All kinds of drama and weird shit
>Huge double standards in play
>For example a lesbo can get come to work drunk and all is forgiven
>If I forget to make extra bread it's WW2
>Only normal person is lesbo from Africa who came to America to avoid "corrective rape" and tells me stories about how Africa is a hopeless piece of shit and how much she hates "American Black People", she works so fast she makes me look like a lazy piece of shit. I work hard but I take my 15 min break, she refuses to take breaks.

>Coworkers include:
>Drug dealing lesbian with a lazy eye that comes in with scabs on her knuckles
>Permanently late black lesbian who is otherwise at least decent when she isn't high as fuck, which is 75% of the time
>Only other guy, normal black guy who isn't ghetto. Not a piece of shit like almost everyone else. I actually like him.
>Gay guy who calls the boss for literally every goddamn problem and cries under "pressure", pressure being mundane shit like: The line has more than ten customers
>Ham Planet Lesbian who, because it's Subway, is very difficult to maneuver around. Workspace is noticeably hotter due to the heat generated by her shear immensity. She always prattles on about how a customer gave her a "sexist look" or "sexist remark", such as "Oh I didn't want that much mayo"

Just what the fuck am I walking into here? Never been in a lesbian commune/workspace. Everyone is dating everyone else and everyone hates everyone behind their backs.

Should I run?

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I think hormones made me feel less dysphoric about my feminine benis.
I mean I still wouldn't use it to fuck a guy but nowadays if my boyfriend or somebody wanted to succ I wouldn't be opposed to it. Or if he wanted to gently squeeze and touch it then that'd be okay too except in the case of handjob which feels too rough for me tbqh.
How common is this?

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I dont want to hurt him. Luckly my dick is average. 6.5 in long and 5 in thick. Besides lube and condom. I have to be gentle right? I don't want to prolapse his butthole.

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Why is the domestic violence rate so much higher among cis lesbian couples than any other kind of couple?

Are lesbian women more misogynistic than straight men?

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>talking to cool girl on internet
>refers to herself as queen and other female pronouns
>joke with her I'd try to get with her if she was a dude
>"yeah it's to bad I'm genderfluid"
>stops talking to me
>I try to apologize
>sees but doesn't respond
Why does this make me feel bad. I'm really not into chicks I don't feel like what I said was wrong since she always presents as female and I didn't even know she identified as genderfluid until that moment. She looked like she was pretty mad about it too.

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http://www.actionnewsjax.com/news/local/jacksonville-transgender-vampire-fiction-writer-running-for-congress/557879302

"DePaul was actively involved in fighting for Jacksonville’s Human Rights Ordinance, which passed in February.

She was also the first transgender Florida delegate at the Democratic National Convention last year.

“Going to the convention and just seeing how – for lack of a better term, how dumb it was, just listening to the same thing over and over again,” said DePaul.

DePaul is running for Congress in 2018 as a Democrat, but she said voters should not expect her to toe the party line."

How is this not a mental illness? The last thing we need is more AGP hons making us look bad. She looks just like chris chan. Please, don't drag us down with you.

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I'm starting to getting afraid thinking that I might be an AGP wih cross gender identity.

>in boymode: complete blank slate business person with straight face and dry humor
>in girlmode: whimsical and adventurous
>Have almost no friends in boymode
>All friends know me as a girl
>Full time female online to the point where I don't do things irl anymore
>Got a ldr bf online
>I tell him my real name(it's gender neutral)
>he calls me it
>I just feel so wrong hearing him say it
>ask him to only call me my username
>can't get into activities I like as a girl unless presenting female
>can't be sociable unless presenting female
>caught myself referring to myself by my online username in the 3rd person as though it wasn't me while in boymode

I don't know what's going on with me. I read about agp's sometimes developing what are basically split personality disorders because of what they do. I don't know what I am or even who I am at this moment but I feel like I'm leading a double life. I mean I sort of am but I feel like I'm literally two different people depending on how I present. And the female version of me is slowly becoming my entire life outside of work. But it feels like she's the real me. Or a realer me. Or the me that actually deserves to exist. The male me doesn't really do anything or want anything... except to hurry up and switch over to the other me. What is /lgbt/'s take on this? Do I have a mental illness or something?

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>be me, 20 y.o. ftm ace
>on lgbt pass thread
>see qt3.14 ftm wearing a shirt from a college near me
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>get kik
>start talking
>really good conversations most days
>start catching feelings
>find out hes allo and not sure if he could date someone ace
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should i ask him out or stay friends?? hes really chill and i dont really have any friends like him so idk what to do