This is a community for MtFs that have for one reason or another decided to stay in boymode.
Boymode is a place for us who have decided to cope with dysphoria without transitioning or are not finished transitioning
Perhaps you don't feel you don't pass well enough or you don't want to or can't go on HRT/Get surgery. Maybe you just aren't ready to socially transition or tell your family. It doesn't matter if you're coping by being feminine or masculine, Whatever reason you might have you're all welcome to talk and take on the struggle together, or just to hang out with people in similar situations and discuss your troubles!
Feel free to join the discord server too at https://discord.gg/9rDENTK
>>8649569
Hello friends, how are we doing?
idgi. we already have mtfg, and that place is full of forever boymode ppl
>trans too dangerous to be in the toilet with
>Trump takes trans out of the armed forces
>sexy trap guards?
>sexy trans guards?
>trans maids with guns.jpg
this is just inane enough that i assume you meant to post it on r9k
>>8649359
>>>38705982
>ywn be a sexy trans maid with a gun defending her master and fulfilling all their desires to the best of your ability
or is it all a facade? Everyday I can't take to look in the mirror
Because they're trutrans.
>>8649240
Some deny the reality. Others accept the reality. Nobody controls the gender they were born as, and our best is all we can do to change it. If we dont look like an anime girl thats not our fault. If your definition of passing is looking undeniable cis youre gonna fail and be miserable. But when you realize the goal of transitioning is about being comfortable in your own skin, you realize that takes more than any amount of hrt/surgery will provide.
Most cis girls have body image issues too, even if you pass physically you will still feel that way if you dont deal with it mentally
>>8649240
Because hons are old, and old people don't give a fuck
Is she a transtrender or trutrans™?
>>8648951
"she" donbt even take t blocker she agp Trans-Scum
he beat me treated me like shit to any one out side are little circle of frinds and tryded to prostitute him self to me for 500 $ the last time i was weakanuff to see him he made me pull the sit all the way down and her chose the Korean community over me when i was the olny on me looking out for him when he was homeless cuz his mom kicked him out the house for selling weed but she will take his money and buy a car pay the bills with ect the man i love is dead he changed did a 180 so y do i still live him also i have not seen him in even passing for around a year
>>8648938
y wont u bitches ancer me
>>8650576
u need to take a corce in critical thinking then
Baby don't hurt me
Don't hurt me
NoTITLER more
Baby don't hurt me, don't hurt me
No TIDmore
What is love?
Yeah
I don't knowTOTHING why you're not fair
I give you my love, but you don't care
So what is right and what is wrong?
Gimme aTONG sign
I've been on HRT for a year now, nd so far no changes in muscle mass.
It is horrible since I already have a girly face but muscle is staying there so I can't dress a shit
How long 'til I lose all that muscle? I just look like a man with tits and a cutey girly face. it is killing me!!
>>8648724
cant say definitely
you need shitton of catabolism - breaking down tissue for energy, so lots of long, low-load cardio
passive atrophy on low T doesnt work that well
Here is a summary from a fitness article on losing muscle http://fitnessblackandwhite.com/how-to-lose-muscle/
Do lots of marathon style cardio
Avoid “pump” causing cardio machines
Don’t eat before you workout
Don’t use the muscle you want to lose
Don’t eat enough calories
Don’t eat enough protein
>>8648780
>passive atrophy on low T doesnt work that well
I've tried this for like the 9 months I've been on HRT, almost no results.
Lesbians typically hate and are creeped out by transbians (and with good reason) but how do gay guys feel about gay ftms?
Are they attracted to them? Creeped out by them? Do gay ftms behave like transbians?
>also pic not related
Speaking as ftm, I find the results can be kind of mixed but at the end of the day the majority are just way too fixated on dick and are incapable of getting past my lack of a biological one despite me passing otherwise.
I have significantly better luck with biscum.
Please tell me how to be passable and attractive as a mtf
Farts
>shop at stores geared toward your age group and buy cute things
I personally like forever 21 but when i was first starting transition thrift stores was my go to
>get good at make up (which i personally suck at still) but i keep it minimalistic and natural
>hair
Nice haircut keep it healthy
Basically the idea is to be aesthetically beautiful they dont notice your less attractive features
Cis people can't really tell as much as you would think
>>8648056
>Cis people can't really tell as much as you would think
But I'm 6'1
I only dated gay men and straight women before transition and while I still look mostly male imo straight guys seem more and more attractive to me. Would a straight guy ever date me? How do i know if theyre interested? A guy was hitting on me the other night but hes my friend and he was drunk so i dont even know... i can't stop thinking about him though
>5'2
>105 lbs
>Ft"M"
You kidding me, young lady?
Protip: people with two X chromosomes tend to be smaller than people with a Y chromosome.
Biology must have been a subject you failed, so I hope this helps.
Hey now OP I accept FtM people as truly being the other gender.
Then I make fun of them for being Manlets.
When will they learn?
try 4'11, 85lbs. i already know i'll be a little fagboi at best
Hey guys, I identify myself as an OMEGA male.
There is nothing you can do to prove me that I am not superior.
AMA
Are you superior?
And if so, can I prove to you that you are not?
>>8647707
I identify as a ghost and I can confirm that gott ist tott
>>8647711
OP
You can try, but you low intelect won't give you the tools to do so...
hi /lgbt/
this is a long shot but i'm hoping you can help me because i can only find TELEVISION dramas on google and shit
i'm looking for a radio drama that aired when i was a youngun, i'm going to guess around 12, so somewhere in the range of 1996-2000. on a cbc (canadian broadcasting corporation) radio 1 program called "Sunday Night Showcase". It aired at 10 pm EST on sunday nights and i listened pretty religiously
It was a multi part drama about gay culture and i'm pretty sure AIDS was a big part of it.
It was (at least to my young virgin ears) incredibly graphic and intense and i think it had an influence of who i am today.
I would love to hear it again!! but even knowing what it was, who produced it, etc. would be something. I can't find ANYTHING about it :(
was it just a dream?
>>8647430
I've got a reference to a Sunday Night Showcase show from 97 called Martin Yesterday. It's mentioned in this page, which I yanked off Google: http://www.fruvous.com/tvradio/971018hs.html . It's about 3/4 the way down the page. Not sure if that's it, but fits the criteria.
Hope that helps, anon.
>>8647465
thank you, friend! anything helps and this is exactly the kind of lead i was hoping for <3
>wake up
>remember that I'm not straight
day ruined
>wake up
>another glorious day to undermine the heteronormative world of organic lifeforms
What a wonderful time to be processing input
is it fetish-y if im an mtf and mostly just attracted to ftm guys? it feels kinda fetish-y. but they're so goddamn hot. i want a trans man to bully me
>>8646623
This guy is hot as fuck
Omg a chaser