>killing yourself in the year of the gf
I hear it's pretty common when combining MXP and depressants. That and losing consciousness/vomiting. Mine wasn't that bad; it was PB-22 and a cocktail of amphetamines. Had a distinctive salvia quality, like your brain just died for 5-10 min.
The hard part is finding pure MDMA.
Most people on here will give you typical responses. But I'll give you something genuine and from the heart.
The truth is. Suicide is a fantastic way to just stop the bullshit I am not going to sugarcoat things for you. I have been suicidal myself, even got set to a mental hospital twice for trying to commit suicide. As someone who has struggled with mental illness from day one, I can be the one to tell you that all of this suffering has a meaning.
you don't realise it,but it is shaping you as a person. It is making you stronger. If you don't pussy out like a little bitch you will learn to cope, every small step no matter how small it is - is something to look forward to and to cheer yourself up with.
Get yourself a diary. Absolutely splash out your deepest darkest thoughts onto it.
THEN RIP IT THE FUCK OUT AND BURN IT. This is a symbol for a new life. In the new page write your dreams, motivations. Even stupid things like I wish I was an astronauta, I wish I had friends.
aftertime from writing all this down. Your brain will start to view itself in third person (this is actaully a tecnique I learnt from my psyhcology) it might not seem like it's doing you any good but writing your thoughts tricks your brain into thinking its a different person. Then you will start to give yourself advice and what you want to accomplish as an "outsider" to your mental anguish as it is.
I hope you understand this. and that it helps
if I win, I'll give cute anime posters a bunch of money
>The hard part is finding pure MDMA.
Not in Europe.
Pure MDMA is EVERYWHRE cheap as fuck too.
I bought blue teslas imported from Amsterdam last week, test kitted them they were MDMA. reports say they are 240mg.
I dropped two then sniffed one an hour later. It was my first time taking MDMA in a year.
Needlesss to say my brain was on fucking pluto.
It still hasnt came back
sure why not. fun people only!
it's a good idea imo
A secret island with a mansion on it that has a hidden dungeon imo~!
some gringo actor can find him but our intelligence agencies can't
Try exercising and changing your diet. I won't pretend to be an expert, but iirc recent developments in neurosciences have strengthened a correlation among mental illnesses and body physiology. That is, mental illnesses are no longer necessarily viewed as abstract developments of the 'mind', as in clinical psychology, but a consequence of phenomena in the whole body.
You lucky bastard. You know, coincidentally, some psychologists recommend MDMA as a potential treatment for autism, being an empathogen and all.
That's true I guess, MDMA and LSD are much better than cocaine though, I'm not interested in doing coke.
But at least we have cheap weed, which, hopefully soon will fund legal companies instead of the cartels.
well, we're gonna be gazillionaires so it'll be super soundproof~!
and every fun thing imaginable will be hidden down there!
This is the year I begin my conquest of the world.
Don't anon, your future gf is waiting for you
Sorry, I can't remember.
I think I got it from that very lewd anon from Texas though~
>got a position in one of my professors research labs for this semester
Classes haven't even started and things are already going great
Every time I talk with the girl I like I get the feeling that something could happen between us, but as soon as I come home I get pulled down by my loser mentality.
You'd rather be fucked in a damp basement than basking on a sunny beach?
Well, the mansion is on an island so we'd have both options! and it's going to be a very nice dungeon too~
Also, they really didn't flesh out that scene enough
You can fuck him on a sunny beach if you want.
No, but Maggie Gyllenhaal is cute af. She looks like an old lady in White House Down and it makes me tear up inside.
Like the Most Dangerous Game, interpreted by Inochi Wazuka.
I didn't say that!
There's a lot of cheap RPG's. You can play Divinity: Original Sin with steam friends, and I would say it's worth it.
>No, but Maggie Gyllenhaal is cute af
yeah she was good in secretary, there were some good moments in there for sure.
All of my friends play dota but I cant for the life of me get the hold of it
It's a difficult thing to get into. From my slight experience, if you aren't finding fun in it then you won't ever. It's not something that gets better as you do.
Of course, someone else could have a different experience with it, and that's ok.
Stupid owners let their pets do that.
My dogs are very disciplined and obedient.
It looks like a lot of fun and my friends have a fucking blast when playing together but every time I try playing with them I suck ass and feel like im ruining the game for them.
I can play just about every moba but I always get overwhelmed with all the shit you have to pay attention to in dota and fights just look like chaotic blobs. I really want to learn it because it genuinely looks like a better game than HotS or LoL but its just so fucking hard
its definitely the best moba out there and it can be fun playing with friends to some extent, but I think theres quite a few mechanics that make the game get more frustrating than anything. I'd recomment playing a support like warlock and just spamming abilities from far away. Eventually you get used to what's going on in team fights
I've got another one for you.
I'm home from a party and I feel bad
Only drank a beer, and a shot of vodka because alcohol is gross
>flags are back
who /heb/ here
Good for you, anon.
Drink some juice instead.
Hit me up whenever you need more memes family.
I never drink, that's the reason only close friends invite me to parties, but I'm no fun in general. People come to me if they want to talk, if they want to party they stay away.
good, liquor is for tryhards, wine and beer will take you to flavor country
already had enough calories in the ice cream cake desu
it wasn't like a crazy party or anything, was more of just people hanging out and drinking
Dunno why I even feel bad, I had an alright time.
>(no lewd replies please)
You're asking for it, anon.
i can make your throat sticky too if you want
That's a different story
Still getting over another girl and trying to move on
>Dunno why I even feel bad, I had an alright time.
I know your feeling, leaving a party without being piss drunk always left me with a melancholic feeling.
Better than being hungover and not knowing what I've done.
well it's not really like that
i always seem to forget how awful it makes me feel, and just say "yeah sure man"
it makes me feel really horrible
i don't get to drink often because of my liver, i can't drink more than once-ish per month
>Better than being hungover and not knowing what I've done.
This happened to me only one time, and I too often drink far more than enough to be at that point.
>Canadians, Americans and Mexicans are having a civilized talk
It's not a normie party by any stretch of the imagination.
We played Smash Bros & Risk
It's the alcohol itself that just makes me feel really shitty, not really the way it gets into me
without the autisitc tripfrags, anything is possible
Also I think one of the manitobans was asking about playing age of empires again. It might be too late tonight but i'll be around tomorow if people want to get a game going
whenever I try to play risk with friends they complain how long it will take
Anyone else here dumb? Like I'm seriously so fucking stupid. I'm just not smart.
Someone give link to flags extension pls.
I don't think of things. I don't think things through. I run life on autopilot every day and I hardly think of what is the right way to approach something. Many times I'm left wondering why I did something the way I did--not because it may have been the right or wrong choice of how to do something but largely because I might be confronted by something I am unfamiliar with and I'll just automatically assume I should take this or that course of action and follow through immediately without a moment to observe things actively.
Approved. Although I might have read it.
Thankfully not, I have many shortcomings but that is not one of them.
Will read. Even though I know what you're plotting.
I'm not plotting anything. Relax and enjoy the lewd comics.
on that note i'm off to bed
starting to think I might look a bit like a chicano desu
haha alri lads just got up xx
got a bit of a cold on desu
Buds I'm having the worst cruise ever
I'm too drunk tired and ashamed to type it all out, but I'm stuck at sea for 10 days and none of them are gonna be good.
I'm so fucking bored rn and my phone is taking forever to load the simplest of pag3s
Just barely beats teacher-student
So guys, how is crime where you guys live?
In my city since a woman got shot 7 hours ago has been full of cops everywhere, and its 2 AM and the streets are full of cops and ambulances i cant sleep.
I live a little ways out of town around well off old people so not much crime aside from the occasional break in of a snowbirds home.
They are starting to develop the area again though so niggers are on their way.
KanColle is a video game, and both Lebe and Max are girls.
>spe nd entire day playing video games
>friend invites me to random american girl party
>ok lets go i need beer"
>at some tie of the night end up playing truth or date
>they dare me to kiss her for 10 seconds
>end up kissing her and cuddling for the rest of the night
Daily reminder that
Union >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ''''''''''''''''''''''''Confederacy'''''''''''''''''''''
fuck my dad, he sends me to Mexico city for a whole year to live alone. And now that I'm home for holidays all of sudden "house rules" are established, and he wants to be in home before 3 am.
Going to drink the best bottle from his stash just for revenge.
Any other drunken fags over here?
Read a few of those. I'll save the others for next time.
I don't think there's much more at this point that one of us has read and the other hasn't.
>I'll save the others for next time.
>I don't think there's much more at this point that one of us has read and the other hasn't.
We need more desu.
It may have potentially been mostly approved.
That explains it. I thought it was something deeper and culturally resonant.
I'm glad you finally embraced BL.
I'll save that one as well.
I did no such thing. Besides, it was only partially approved. There were still parts that weren't approved and some other factors.
Close enough desu.
>Close enough desu.
did you even see all those skirts
Gonna miss my cat when I'm away again
She's been glued to me ever since break started
Your order will be ready soon, bully.
T-this it was practically futa, which is approved.
>whaaaaa I want to do everything I want even thou I'm a leech to my parents
Lel what a puss, any more underage on this thread?
Ebug i can't sleep
I hope she'll be okay or at least have a swift death
You're in my thoughts and prayers anon. I'll be beyond devastated when mine goes. She's 14 now, but still is up and running
Are you the real aridoamerican the schizo is always on about?
haha women amirite
Dunno, maybe it's a side effect of being permanently anally deflowered by my master bantz
Also; Ags a fags. I hate that motherfucker so god damn much, he's such an indio. Sooner or later he's gonna get whats coming to him and to the cockroach nest he calls mexico
Fuck just realized I forgot to brush my teeth
They've been hurting lately so I really have to buckle down on cleaning them I think
I don't know, maybe it wasn't you, but some anon promised to post something today, by how he put it it was probably lewd
Anon, that was cute.
Now we're even.
I like Ags desu
He has the lowest quality pics of qts though
The ladies love it
Pic related is my YouTubefu
That is a cute female. hope she has a cone shaped puss
Oh, I know.
That just means you're not a perverted exhibitionist.
A cone shaped puss? Regular vagina is fine by me. She's pretty entry level at least in the covers she does, but I can deal
I've been hanging out on a mostly woman chan lately Pretty enlightening desu
Ags is what is wrong with mexico. In other words, every mexican is a potential ags. We dont needs creatures like ags, we don't need mexicans or mexico.
Ags is a mexican nationalist, thats why I hate him because he shows his burrito level. Most mexicans hide their burrito level but I hate them all equally.
>what about all the other pictures you collected from Montana?
They're nice images, but what about them?
not even brother.
Mexicans are used to buzzwords. Friends wish upon each other the death of all their loved ones as a common treat of friendship.
Make up your mind around that and come up with a more defiant insult if you want Mexicans to feel "triggered".
Uh, plead ignorance? If it wasn't your intention to use the word as a pejorative then maybe you're unfamiliar with the term. Or maybe in the context that you're familiar with, it's not used as a pejorative. In any case, it's not your intention to offend and that should be obvious. If you're familiar with Derrida's argument for deconstructionism (inb4 fedora), without knowing the author's intent, a text can be interpreted infinitely many ways.
Don't worry, at the rate that white men are running off with hispanic women the latino surnames will be extinct in the Southwest in three generations.
Cryptocurrencies attract the worst posters. I haven't been on /biz/ in a while solely because of the deluge of buttcoin etc threads.
Right but I don't want to plead ignorance. I guess this is my own personality issue. Anyway, I recognize that you are right. I just can't admit that in the thread because that guy is too overly PC and I can't risk reinforcing his ego.
I think I should get a multiplier because it's more embarrassing for such a pure person like me to do that.
I think 7 sounds reasonable. So, since it was 3-0, it is now 21-0. Sounds very fair to me.
>someone needs to make a new thread.
>Anyway. Thanks for helping me fuck up the thread.
I didn't actually post in it, but you're welcome, anon.
Regardless of what you think, it's not your place to dictate sanctioned language to anyone, let alone people totally removed from your milieu and your very localized emotional and politicized reactions to various words' connotations. You're the biggest cunt of them all.
Yeah, in your country, but half the world over it could have a completely different connotation. In any case, it's obvious from his language that he's not using it to impart some sort of resentful meaning. And if you think this, then just ask him. Don't act like a cunt and act offended when someone's unfamiliar with your colloquial meaning.
yeah most likely, at the very end Mexico can't be defined as a race. We all are Mestizo. Mestizo+White= Mestizo. Same shit, blonde or not. The Aztec blood will still be around this world for a long time.