4/6 dubs ratio ITT, DUBS STORM COMMENCED GET EM BOIS
>finally obtain the rare and highly coveted qt3.14 outdoorsy off-the-grid traditional values gf
>get very sick and have to move far away from her
>small chance I could get better within a year and move back up near her
>get texts from her saying she misses me
>sends me pictures and tells me to get better soon so she can see me
Fuck this, I am tired of this planet and the cruel things it does.
Severe benzo withdrawal compounded by oopiate - analog dependency. Both drugs combine and magnify the other's effect. My old doctor even though he was based out of MGH was incompetent as fuck. Family hired lawyers. We're suing the fuck for malpractice.
Hopefully get damage monies since I'm having trouble walking and can't work.
>ugly, chubby, and a loser all through high school
>become (reasonably) attractive after high school but still have shit social skills
>commute to college so don't get "the college experience"
>just transferred to a new university in my 3rd year so I don't know anyone and am a loser that still commutes
>and extremely self conscious
that's about it without going terribly into detail
>be white; employed; own a car and a bank account; have a house to live in, and a family to turn to in times of need
>know that there are people with a life much harder than mine that are not sad
>feel even more sad because I shouldn't be sad but I am
I'd be nothing short of terrified of moving to the US. Even my relatively comfortable, secure life here already scares me because I have mild anxiety and depression issues. Over in the States there seems to be competition in every area of life, and you're meant to be optimistic and full of energy at all times. I'd constantly be pushed around by all sorts of go-getters for whom pushing others around is completely normal.
Obama wants to take our guns away
>everyone hates us
>government is garbage
>still involved in the Middle East
>tons of domestic issues
>long time depression
>decide to finally end it all
>im choosing what i think is the best way to end it
>i get a rope and a chair
>hang up the rope and ready to end it all
>stand on the chair and feel my last feels
>i remember that time i was happy
>i choose not to commit sudoku and climb down the chair again
>i see hope
>i get shot
For anyone wondering, I reincarnated into an afghan