>tfw girl that you like is a addict alcoholic bitch
>tfw girls talk to me but i feel no interest in any of those and the one i liked left the city
>doing some random task during the day
>shopping, at work, driving or whatever else
>not really thinking about much else
>suddenly remember I don't have a girlfriend
>crippling emotional pain goes through me
I meat a french-german girl in a bar in berlin. her name is lucille.
we talked for a bit, then she left. she was perfect, but I guess not for me
Oh Christ bro
>In lecture hall with friends
>Laughing/talking before lecture starts
>I look over a few rows and see a personal 10/10 for me (she was probably a 7)
>Can't look away
>Thoughts of suicide when I look at her and understand how far out of my league she is
>Friends don't notice and keep bantering
I want this feel to go away
I want to drink with her, but she loves another
>tfw girl i like and was friends with in HS wont even look in my face anymore when we pass eachother
This is why i drink
Hey, be lucky that you want a gf.
But she won't fill the void.
Thank god, that I have already understood that I was depressed, before I tried to drag an innocent woman down into my misery.
Now I am in a twist inbetween I want to fuck, she is cute and man, I must be creeping her out yet she is so interesting.