So does this have the potential to be pleasurable at all? I've come so close to finishing in my mouth several times, but each time I get that post-cum disgust right before I blow my load and chicken out. Should I just give up?
But, like, isn't there a moment where you cum and just think "nope, I suddenly realize I don't want this anymore" and just despise the taste of it? Biologically, all post-cum disgust comes from the fact that your brain releases prolactin and turns on the normal disgust-centre of your brain - which is usually "turned off" during sex.
I can see myself convincing myself to power through and blow the load in my mouth, but I can't imagine I'll ever be able to beat biology and actually enjoy it. Thoughts?