in between my bench press set, I noticed people looking at me and talking amongst each other, I quickly got up and left.
How can I even go back there?
I thought about how I am a failure in life.
I'm 22, still a handhold/kissless virgin, I didn't finish highschool trying to do it online right now, no friends and my father is mentally and physically deteriorating.
And in addition to that, I think I'm turning gay.
I wish I was kidding.
B-but you just explained my life...
Sometimes you need a good cry and there's nothing wrong with that, but there is something wrong with doing it in front of others. Wait until you get home and have a nice night just lying at the ceiling thinking about what a failure you are.
Come on little nigga you can do it.
I know this sounds like generic advice, but you're in the gym for you. Fuck em all, whatever they say. That's you time, no one but you and the weights. Treat it as such. Don't care how much you can lift, just do your best.
>tfw I wasted so much time, people my age are about to graduate from college when I am trying to finish highschool
>I dont even want to think about if I am able to get accepted into any college
last week i got stuck while bench pressing with the bar on top of me like a faggot. some random gym bro helped me. so having people looking is good.
also you have a girls self esteem. go read marcus aurelius to enlighten your mind to manly thinking.
Fuck em. Who gives a shit.
Sometimes it feels like a the worlds out to rob you of what little enjoyment you have in life. Don't let em take it. It's yours. You earned it. You deserve it.
Continue Improving yourself. You'll win out in the end.
It's ok buddy.
Just failed the last three years of my uni and found out the girl I was talking to for the past month has been fuckin around with her brother in law while claiming she loved me.
>Get a job, great place to meet people and give you a sense of purpose
>Finish HS ffs, yeah it can be hard when you're a clueless teenage, but you're fucking 22 years old now, you should be way smarter and mature. If i were to take up HS again now i'd get straight As
>Go to College/Uni bro, be social.
>IF you're gay thats great, easier to get laid
you're aldready lifting so you gotten started, and it's nothing wrong with feeling blue from time to time, but man you gotta handle your shit yourself, no one else is gonna do it for ya.
Crying between sets is very masculine and totally normal.
If it makes you uncomfortable you could wear sunglasses like they used to do in the 80s.
Heavy weights tweak your CNS. Crying is natural.