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I just relapsed after about a week of NoPorn. Not even a week, probably more like 5 days.
It went something like I was able to focus with work and the gym for 5 of those days, then when I got a day off finally I spent too much time browsing the internet in places where there's pornographic content everywhere. I could feel the dopamine receptors in my brain drying out and being irritated from lack of stimulation. I mean, literally. The thought would just linger and the feeling would fester in me.
I don't know what to do, /fit/. I'm so tired of being alone. I'm so tired of using porn as an outlet. Whenever I go out with friends I just have this diminished interest in women I meet because of porn. I don't even care anymore. I feel like a computer that's been programmed to run a set equation and everytime I try to run something different I get fried.
I had the greatest time of my life on Monday, I hit my squats and bench and then went on to do arms, and I've grown so much in my strength and size, I was screaming in my car on the way back because I was so convinced I was ready to be alpha.
But this porn just keeps dragging me back in.