The same thing I do everyday; consider killing myself and realize I'm stuck living because I'm not selfish to put my family through the pain of that, then to realize those three people are the only ones that would actually care if I did die
YOU TRAIN FOREARMS AND CALVES, DYEL
HIT IT OR QUIT IT C'MONNNN
dont worry we all felt like that in our first week of training
when you reach some serious weights and lifted dedicated for several years, you will be happy to have a bit time for your body to rest
It's not that I don't provide value, I'm at a t14 law school, I'm not a lazy neet, I work out and learn to learn. It's just I can't maintain meaningful personal relationship outside of my family. Everyone loses interest in me, and I'm always the one that has to initiate conversation. Even a girl that once told me she plans on living over 100 years and wants me by her side throughout has lost interest in me to such a degree that I saw her go from being happy every time she saw me to looking annoyed. I think that hurts most of all, I'm used to people losing interest in me, but with her I left my defenses down, exposed myself and now am causing pain to someone I only want to bring joy to
>18 years old
>Everything is great, noticing those gains
>Take a rest day
>8 years later
>Still on my rest day
I...I don't think I'm going to make it
>Start stretch training because interested in the splits
>Get fucked and shaky by stabilizer muscles
>Time to git gud .jpg
>Also start checking out fit girl pictures
>Girls with huge glutes and thighs
>Find out T increases libido, sensation, and orgasm potential
>Flexibility increases muscle mass potential because of a stretched fascia, better circulation, and reduced stress (including from any tightness)
>Just got a press bench and 100lbs of weights for $75
>Eating 3k+ Cal, just got some protein isolate
How do a guy with the health of a fat old man get into jogging? I would love to run for hours but i can barely run for 5 minutes if i push myself hard. I breath really heave, i get minor back pain, my eyes gets blurry, i feel like pukeing, i get dizzy. It's horrible. Even when i was an active kid i remember not being able to run for very long honestly.
Shit has over 1200 pages.
IDK about all that, but early conversation potential with a huge majority of girls is low, especially if you don't know what you're doing either. It's helpful checking out improv rules and recognizing when they're fucking up the conversation, and depending on your overall sexual interest.. maybe checking out some of David DeAngelo's free stuff, taking nothing personal (Bhuddist "this is not me, this is not of myself, this is not mine"), and maybe checking out storytelling (Ira Glass has a series).
Fuck no. Setting course to CO or WA/OR though.
everyday is rest day cus my workout only takes 1½ hour... feelsbadman..
Java isn't the most comfy language to learn, but it's robust and platform independent, meaning if you once learn it, you can do whatever you want from websites, Android apps to programming your toaster. However, no matter what /g/ says, there is no "perfect" programming language, and all of them have their pros and cons.
I have tried that many times but i have been meeting the wall every time. But even that is very hard for me. I get hard liver pains.
I know the answer to my question i guess.
JUST DO IT!
Okey thats cool. I don't have any experience with programming at all even if i would like to get into it at some point. But i just see everyone getting into c++ or something first.
WTF is there to do in Iowa. Do you even have parks?
I'm not tryin' to grow corn and potatoes.
As a first language I'd recommend Python, altough I don't know it. I have to say Java isn't my first language, I was experiencing with PHP before and they taught us Pascal at school, so I already know basics about variables, loops, arrays, objects etc when I started with Java
1.5 hours is FUCKING FINE
literally, unless your goal is to be a body buildier, 100%, 1.5 hours is PLENTY
how is that even enjoyable? I can accept 2, but 1.....
It's beyond that. She's my gf but it's become so obvious that she is no longer interested in me. She recoils at my touch like I'm a beggar, she often ignores my messages and when she does respond it's one word answers. I'm fighting like hell to keep this thing going but with each passing day it becomes clearer and clearer I'm fighting a losing battle. But I don't want to give up, everyday I think about quitting I remember the passionate love making followed by hours of sharing our souls, I remember how happy she was to see me and how she told me she'd love me forever.
I've come to the realization, not for believing her, but for believing that anyone could love me and that I deserved such affection
It's strange. I have never really been enjoying alcohol alone but a beer tastes good and it fills me up. I don't feel the need to take another one after that.
I drink IPA's for the most part tho. They are heavyer than normal beers
>It's beyond that.
IDK, being able to play with verbal and body language is great.
>How about not talking about yourself. When she realizes that you're being aloof about information and tries to press for more, spank her ("oh, look at you. you are so in to me." / "I know you are pretending to be intrigued to get in my pants, but I'm interested in the sweet take of intellect. Please keep it tight.") and get back to investigating whatever you're interested in. Welcome to cat and mouse.
The only thing beyond conversation is sex. Protip: tantra.
That's how she became my gf, and we moved beyond that. Of course we would still have those flirtatious conversations but we would also have deep heartfelt conversations too. Then, as everyone does, she lost interest, and I can't blame her, I only blame myself for thinking it would be different and for being someone that is essentially unlovable
I don't do rest days, but I have to take one tomorrow because my knees are stressed af.
How should I spend my rest day, brehs?