having feels is fa.
fa feelings thread.
>will always be ugly and medicore.
>You'll never be that 10/10 guy that gets mired wherever he walks and that makes even the shittiest fits look /fa/
>All those expensive clothes, the /fit/ body, the smooth hair... and in the end you're just average.
>Finally built up the courage to ask the girl I've been eyeing since junior year
>Tfw she's had feelings for me for years, and have turned down to every single other guy since we started talking, because she wanted me
>Tfw she's a 8/10 skinny well proportioned curly tumblr qt3,14, whith insane conversational skills
We're all going to make it
>see qt I knew from pre-school years later
>she works at a discount store my mom frequently shops at
>mom tells me she's single and might be interested
>walk post store every week trying to find the courage to approach her
>finally manage to go into the store
>notice she's at least 3 centimeters taller, not even wearing heels
>bolt the fuck out of there before she sees me
a good friend of mine met a girl that wants to get with me at a party and she said im good looking, but an asshole
i feel like this is pretty great since i dont want to have anything to do with her and i can improve my personality if need be
my grandparents and parents asked me what i want for christmas, but i can't come up with anything, which might be good or bad depending on the point of view
im doing pretty good lately, im getting good grades, people are nice to me and im feeling good and dressing less and less like a fuccboi
>tfw grades are basically touching the ground atm
>That weird feel when one of my close friends is losing it.
>tfw have disgusted most of the people around me with my arrogant attitude
>Although everything is pretty fucked, I probably feel the most relaxed i've ever felt.
>in love with a grill
>she's objectively unattractive and completely devoid of any kind of sexuality
>I know I'm not supposed to be attracted to her, just like when you see those conventionally attractive celebrities that just look bland and boring to you
>but she's so plain it actually makes her kind of cute, in that abandoned puppy with three legs kind of way
>mfw doesn't flirt back
>mfw I'm getting kind of desperate despite knowing I'm out of her league
what do effay
Damn man I feel ya pain, eventhough it must be even worse... I have a friend around your size. Puberty helped him alot facial and attitude wise and he's learned to cope with his size.
You stopped growing?
I think I reached my max height around 16. I hoped I would gain a few cm because people told me I could still grow until 25, but that never happened.
I never worried about it as a kid, but now that I'm an 'adult' I'm comparing myself to everyone I see on the street. I'm not the absolute shortest here because there are a lot of immigrants who are pretty small but I'm white and fully Dutch so it's uncommon for me to be this small. I blame bad genes, stress and malnutrition as a child.
I wouldn't really care that much if a girl was a few centimeters taller, or the same height but I know how much it's a turn off for them.
Literally today when I was hanging out with my sister her friends were talking about it. Saying how handsome Johnny Depp is but then one of them said how 'short' he is, and they all agreed that's a dealbreaker. He's the same height as you. Then they continued to brag about their bfs who are 1.95...
Oh my god that's vile. Jesus Christ, Johnny Depp's height is a dealbreaker? Fucking Johnny Depp?
But cool he's my height, always thought him to be taller...
You'll make it lad, confidence and the right clothes can actually make you appear taller than you are as weird as it sounds. Back when I went to high school I had an extremely fa guy in my class, I thought he was like 6-7 cm taller than me. I found out one day that he was like 2 cm taller.
He's a big attitude kind of guy so that apparently did something to create an illusion... Interesting stuff from a physiological perspective tbh. Do not go around and be extremely self conscious about your heigh, it will make it worse than it is.
I'm in Shanghai atm, it's weird because now I'm used to being one of the tallest persons in the metros, bars, workplace etc. Going back to Denmark in 3 days, I think I happily forgot about my height.
>tfw 6'3" otter nearly ottermode
>tfw everyone in groups look at me when they laugh
>tfw get complimented on a daily basis
>tfw never had to initiate contact with a grill because they always make it extremely clear how attracted they are to me
>tfw friend's grills and wives get drunk and tell me how good looking I am in front of their husbands/bf's
>tfw friends make me initiate all scenarios such as sharing a table, a bill dispute, getting car help because no one ever turns down an attractive person
Holy fuck are you me?
I'm not in love with this chick, but I've had sex with her multiple times and became kind of territorial. I'm way out of her league but she has a reputation for being a slut and is always getting hit on so it pains me to want something so disgusting, I can't help it. I haven't seen her in a couple weeks because the week before I was on vacation and last week she was on her period. Told her to come over last Saturday and last night and she didn't. I kept telling myself I'm going to cut her off because our conversations have become boring but whenever I would go a whole day without talking to her she would start texting me acting all sweet and what not. I can't get rid of her, she won't let me, but she won't put out either and I can't trust her. Fuck my life.
The one I'm talking about is not sexual at all. It's what's weird about her. It's like looking at a cardboard box, you don't really feel anything when you look at her. She has no tits (decent arse though), always wears these ratty aran sweaters and dresses like an old nun, and she has these big bulging brown eyes with huge dark circles that make her look dead. She's also a hungry skeleton so everything hangs off of her.
But for some reason she's become so fascinating to me, I can't stop staring at her, thinking about her and trying to get closer. Maybe I got bored of the usual qts, I have no idea what's wrong with me.
>get dumped by ex at the beginning of summer
>rebound, fuck around, distract myself
>know she doesn't love me
>can't shake my feelings for her despite being able to get other objectively better girls
>find it harder and harder to find joy in things
it'll be over one way or another soon enough
I used to have anxiety/depression and I just have stopped caring. Similar to how one builds up a tolerance to alcohol, it takes more and more stress and pressure for me to felt affected by it.
Even when I should feel upset/depressed I just feel normal because it doesn't even affect me anymore. I've become jaded to the point that I just roll with things instead of reacting like a normal person should and it feel strange.
>tfw cop two pieces offline
>expect them to work perfectly with each other
>look like shit together
this is why i hate ordering shit offline. if only finding shit in store was easier
>order some effay boots from America on eBay
>they get held in customs because they "can't determine contents and costs of package"
>won't arrive before Christmas
>have to send forms to help them out
>will have to pay through the nose for customs on top of expensive shipping
not even worth it like this...
>been dating my 2 year crush since a month
>shes been in love with me since approx 10 years
>fucked several dudes tho
>had to break up because she came down with a severe case of "cant give you what you deserve" + emotional rollercoaster
We're all going to die alone
>in love with best friend
>"I'm not saying never but I just can't see it working out at the moment"
wtf is this bullshit? At least if she said no then I'd have a definite answer and I could move on. Now I'm stuck in a constantly second-guessing "will-she-won't-she" state.
>in love with this girl I used to date
>she dumped me for futile reasons
>saw her in tv in a quiz-show with her dull retarded boyfriend
I am struggled by the fact that she dumped me for a retarded culture-less, style-less, bald retarded, and also by the fact that I love a girl that goes in quiz shows which is cancer.
>had to move back in with parents
>became a junkie
>don't even care about fashion anymore
pls stop, 2014. i can't take anymore.
>professor is and old narcissistic asshole who revels in being an difficult asshole to everyone
>nobody in class of 42 people get an A
>he doesn't care
>my chances of going onto graduate school get #rekt by an asshole who is unmarried and has zero ability to work with people
fuck man why did u even become a professor in the first place?
The depression is real. It was already real, but being forced to move back to my home city in the middle of winter's onset, in a basement apartment has really set it in heavy. My friends that still live here feel strange, I can't find them or myself interesting enough to interact properly. I stare at the ceiling for hours each night before being able to fall asleep, but have trouble getting out of bed before noon ever. I've been coping with parties, and as a reasonably charismatic individual with the desperate desire to be excited, I keep drinking large amounts and sleeping with random girls. I'm still mildly caught up on every one of the last six relationships I've had, even the ones I've ended myself. There are people I should dislike, but still love in a one-sided and sappy internalized battle. I'm unhappy with my current skills, and as such have stopped playing any shows because I just feel embarrassed with myself every time now. Most of my friends I can communicate with have their own issues, and I just feel as though I'm dragging them down every time I even briefly mention my own issues. I'm fully aware that things don't have to be this way, I still have things I should be grateful for, but I can't find it in myself to really appreciate that and be happy with it. That brings it further down. Being so down, so grossly unhappy in and of itself brings me down, because I know it's trivial. I can't feel or act the ways that I should, and it's disheartening.
But a few friends are doing well and enjoying themselves, so that is light at least.
Feels aren't /fa/, they're dreadful.
Fuck off normalfag, you don't even know what is real depression, i mean that was a fine novel but it was really shit and had no meaning
"I had slept with a few girls and i was fa as fuck, now pity me'
>Angsty kid who based his personality around being as contentious as possible because I felt like everyone hated me
>discover fashion at the end of school
>get an /fa/ haircut and start putting together some OK fits
>loads of attention (possitive) from most of the people at my college
>can't really cope with the popularity because it seems superficial
>Become depressed, diagnosed with anxiety disorder
>get therapy towards the end of college and learn to cope better
>Oh shit, nobody knows me again
>Dressing in high end fashion stuff at this point, so getting some attention but it's obviously really different as an adult
>got a girlfriend from back home, really love each other but our collective mental health issues became too much to manage so we split
Just got home for christmas
>Grandad has brain cancer, in the hospice now
>my only few close friends fell out this evening
>everythings shit with my ex
>family is in pieces
>I just feel really numb and detached but when i was at uni everything was too much to cope with (still getting firsts in my assignments though, only good thing)
Getting some benzo's and acid tomorrow, time to hide away and self medicate for a while.
>tfw I only look at myself in the mirror and I think I look ok, sometimes really good, sometimes less, pretty much 7/10
>tfw I see myself in photos or videos and realize I'm ugly and it hurts so much I can't accept it
>tfw people give you a disgusted look everywhere you go
>tfw you can hear grils saying "ew" under their breath as you pass by