If I had my way, she'd be in dresses or finery all day. Or just cute stuff.
That said, I barely have the creativity to dress my own god damn self on a daily basis, let alone another person.
>tfw basically in love with girl
>see her now and then and we usually end up messing around and sleeping at each other's houses
>i'm stuck on her, she isn't interested in anything more than what we're already doing (sometimes)
how do i escape this death lads
You are why people don't do hook-ups well.
If she doesn't want anything beyond what you have, then go find another girl. It's not like you can pressure her into suddenly wanting to date.
trust me, she doesn't know how i feel. i'll only ever share my feelings with 4chan :] i'm not going to embarrass myself by asking her out lol
1 more year ill be bulletproof f am ;_;
>really like the girl and hope she will make me happy and it will cure me
>invite her to date
>she is happy and accepts it
>plan it all day
>on the date day have very ''low''-phase and without being able to control my thoughts just don't go to date without any excuse
>girl is very upset writes me
>start to call her names and being angry for no reason
>tfw illness prevents any friends or girls
>tfw have to wait one year for new psychotherapy
Life is shitty in Europe. I have job, I have money, but I'm disaster of a person due to fucking bipolarity.
>hope she will make me happy and it will cure me
wtf u are a fag, you shouldn't start dating someone with that mindset
Also why didn't you just apologize and tell her you are bipolar
I'm not on meds. Tried antidepressants and tranquilizers. Helped only temporary. I was diagnosed though, just moved out due to job and am untreated since than because no good or enough docs there. Shit slowly takes over me, I guess ten or so more years to pay for family's new house and than suicide because there will be nothing else to do.
If you are lonely and genuienly psyhchologically ill it's possible to think this way. Because I just wante to grab for everything that could make me feel even a bit happier. Or at least I would need to take care of her which would, I thought, move my illness into background. Now I just decline any form of relationship, even close friends have lost any hope after years of trying to help me.
And apologise. When I was out of my "low" phase (it normally last for 3 or four days), it was late anyway. Thought I can't save the situation after talking so much shit about her, so I just stopped any contact. I know it's stupid, but somehow I just can't control what I say or do most of time.
>it normally last for 3 or four days
confirmed for self diagnosed tumblr faggot
get your shit together, there are people actually suffering, don't take up their places with your "so deep and interesting" made up mental illness
Before medication each phase lasted around two months. Shitty meds and excesive alchol consumption just fucked it up more. If you don't believe me I can search for what doc wrote.
I don't cry like you think senpai. I accepted it and am so used to it I don't really want any cure by now.
I Would dress her with skirts.
Many skirts for everyday use.
And ribbons for her hair.
Colored ribbons not very big so she doesnt look like a big baby.
Flat shoes so she doesnt tower my manletism 176cm. Prederably sandals and she better have pretty feet otherwise its sneakers and closed stuff.
Id have to live a life that would suit how I want grill to dress, at current I don't/
But if I did, Dolce Gabanna dresses and casual would be preppy cute, like michael bastian or gant stuff
frilly shit and guns
but thats cause the only girl I'm straight for is el muggador
She wears the same damn thing every day: Lululemon leggings, button-down shirt or long-sleeved tee, and boots of some kind. It's all obscenely tight-fitting and she'll come home every day and cry about how there was a skinnier girl at school or on the T or in line at Starbucks, only to strip down to her seamless thong and stare at herself in the mirror and pinch the parts about her that she hates.
Smart casual on both of us because we're not juvenile delinquents anymore