>tfw fashion fills the void less and less

>>10873748
Find something else mayne. Design a Batmobile or some shit. Once you do one thing and get into it it skyrockets from there into something you love, even things that were almost completely irrelevant in the past. Just like fashion, something may start out small but you'd be surprised how big it gets. However, some people's cocks stay the same size that they were at birth.

>tfw vidya fills the void less and less
>tfw cycling fills the void less and less
>tfw fashion fills the void less and less

i feel like i'm about to kill myself soon

>>10873748
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>>10873748
>tfw you'll probably die before society ever becomes post-consumerist

hahahaha same ; _ ;

i recently came into a decent sum of money (~$1500) but i realized no matter what the fuck i spend it on absolutely nothing will change

Fucking everything fills the void less and less for me. Every week or two, the feeling resets. But it just keeps coming on and coming on. I'm reading, writing, playin vidya, in college, working part time, and learning piano. I'm either working furiously under pressure or I have no idea what to do with free time, pursue a hobby, and it suddenly feels stressful due to the lack of stress. I think this is insanity.

>>10874376
Literally me

>>10874376
Living is pain. I'm just waiting for my dysthymia to blossom into a major depressive episode, then maybe I'll get the courage to an hero.

>>10874413
hey bro dont do it