>weigh self for the first time in a few months
>good looking face. random acne outbreaks
>hair is beautiful when wet. terrible when dry
>decent body. pointy nips. tiny ankles
>nice thrifted aesthetic. no money
>talented and intelligent. constant struggle to apply myself
>no real friends
life is strange. atleast I look ok
>tfw scared to leave the house
>purposefully alienate myself from potential qts and tinder matches
>can't shake feeling i'm going to be alone forever
Stop right now. "Bulking" is a proses only steroid users should do. If you want to add muscle you should do it with the smallest calorie surplus possible so as not to gain any fat. The bulk/cut regime is touted by fitness shit everywhere, but they're only doing it so they can sell you mass gainer on the way up and fat burners on the way down.
Olympic weightlifting is the only reason I don't kill myself. I look weird obviously with pants.
What's an effay weight to be at 6'1ft? Currently cutting, running and lifting to drop from 200lbs. I'm going to get down to 180lbs and then see how it goes to 160lbs. I don't want to be your hungry skele shit.
160lbs will probably result in a fairly average looking body if you're 6'1" and have some muscle. If you have no muscle then you're going to need to do some more work.
I'm 6'2" and slightly under 170lb with some decent muscle and I'd say my body is pretty average right now. Another 10lb off would be the ideal weight for me rn imo.
>Put leggings on underneath
>Someone comments that they are wearing leggings too
>look at them
>they are wearing leggings as pants
>They are neon and have planets on them
>don't comment on what tacky taste they have
> don't tell them they are walking around in long underwear
It's actually socially acceptable to wear leggings as pants even though it's not what they were meant for. Nothing wrong in doing so, I know plenty of respectable girls that do so.
215 lbs male
No body dysmorphia here. Get told I look nice which isn't hard in a flyover state but I do feel like everyone is fucking with me or pity me. Hate how look but don't change because enablers. Random social anxiety coupled with a bit of depression
I'm not saying those girls are whores. The way they wear their leggings are immodest and tacky. They could simply wear a long shirt or a skirt over it, and everything would look better.
>Exercise around 10 hours a week
in between being /fit/ and /fa/
>no skinnies properly fit your ankles
>walk into clothing store
>hate everything on the mens side
>see a bunch of things i like on the womens side
>gained like 10 pounds even though i replaced breakfast with a coffee and cigarette for the past month
>have sanwich for lunch
>have apple for dinner
>have thousands of calories of unaccounted 'snacks' that don't count as meals
>still how weight
>how is it possible /b/ ???
not tall enough for our egos and inferiority complexes, sadly
>5'9, 150lbs, but amazing skinnyfat body allows me to look like I'm ripped for some reason
>reasonably broad shoulders
I should be happy but at this point happiness is no longer fulfilling, just distracting
>little to no exercise
>secretly feels like shit
Hey bro, know your struggle and about to give you some advice that might be hard to hear. You say that you "hate how you look but cant change because of enablers" but this isn't true. Blaming others is incredibly unproductive, instead you need to realize that you are the one who is eating too much and choosing not to exercise. The motivation to change has to come from you but I know that it isn't as easy as that. Try to make gradual changes in your diet and lifestyle that are small enough that you will actually stick to them and keep gradually improving. You will look back and think "why didn't I do this sooner?" in a few months when you start seeing significant changes.
5'9 150 lbs of cut muscle.
will never understand this current meme of skeleton all black slp shit. look like the grim reaper and are attractive to no one but other /fa/ggots.
filling out your clothing is timelessly attractive
If you have a build that allows you to wear women's clothing then I think you should do it. I rock a few women's pieces and none has ever suspected anything. Disregard if you don't have the confidence to rock it and would just end up feeling self conscious.
thanks for the advice, i actually do already. almost every shirt i wear these days is feminine. I cant stand the shape of a normal t-shirt
>tfw have never found my grail selling anywhere
>will never experience unboxing it
>I will never wear it
>be 5'6 hispanic manlet
>be 185-190 pounds cuz college is delicious
>gained 30+ pounds since sept
>keep buying large clothing items
>afraid they won't fit if i go down to like 150
>only slight muscle definition keeps me from looking like a blob
>20 pound head also helps
>don't know how to greentext so hope this works
>what do /fa/ senpai, what do
>mfw how to shit my life's gotten in these few months
>crying over his first college semester
>thinks this is the hardest it's ever going to be
lmao! reality awaits you anon! (it's way worse that what you're going through now)
have a blessed day
it might not give you the /fa/ look half the people here have but if you go on /fit/ and join the gym, turn into a beaner shit version of kevin hart you can build muscle and look a lot better without actually changing clothing size, just changing your shape and body fat
>today, friday night
>go back home alone
>tired as fuck
>look at snap stories
>all my friends are partying and having fun
>tfw you're the one your friends forget about
i just tried to go to the local pond to take pictures with a new camera that I bought but my parents stopped me saying, "no anon don't go it's a gay pickup spot and your clothes look faggy."
is it reasonable to hate your parents even if by doing so you fulfill the angsty teen trope
>tfw first scuffs on the sole of your brand new SLP chelseas
>tfw your quads are huge but your calves are skinny so your jeans can't be tighter than a nun;s vagina
>tfw weird belly fat
>tfw no idea how to style self interestingly, can only copy old post-punk bands
On Mr.Porter If something I want to buy is out of stock will it work to buy a size that is in stock so, I can exchange it later for my size
>hate my hair but have no idea what todo with it
>acne scars all over my cheeks, luckily they aren't that noticeable but I still can't seem to get them to go away
>wardrobe has been very stagnant seeing as I haven't copped anything in a minute