/yg/ Yandere General
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>tfw no one to include blood into your food as an act of showing how much they would give up for you
Too edgy for me, friendo. Why are all yans emo, /yg/?
>tfw no yan gf to watch anime or play video games with
Was emo ever big in your schools? It was all over mine. All the kids wanted to be emo. Yandere really is an emo trope, when you think about it.
got tired of people talking to me and disappearing. Girls deleting their accounts or disappearing etc
undido is out. this site is just too heartbreaking for me to handle anymore. No more. I'm going to go back to being a shut-in now bye everyone who is actually still around.
In the unlikely event someone reappears and wants to contact me I'll still be on rizon's irc network.
But seriously, fuck this shit. Everyone I've met just treats you like trash. I've at least met a few good people.
I know that feel senpai. I meant a girl here and all she wanted was attention and never showed it back. Doesn't matter though I planned to kill myself sometime this year before my birthday.
I wrote a thing.
Why not? My only friend kill themselves before Christmas as well. Every girl I've talked to on the site is just an attention seeking whore. They never go out of their way just to even say a simple hello.
I always thought the site was a poor idea. It should have been purely for making friends with people and that's it. The fact that obsessive dating existed set up the whole idea for failure.
Fuck you, don't kill yourself I'll be your friend. Add me on steam or some shit.
The website is just fucking depression. Delete your account and move on. Like the other person said its all just thirsty pervs and attention whores with a couple of rare occurrences of nice people
Most of the time I'd be the one messaging people I've only had ever one girl actually message me. And she just disappeared like they'll talk to you right. Then they'll not come on the site for a week or they take hours to respond. Basically they only talk to you when they feel like it.
Most of the girls I've messaged have either stopped using the site or deleted their account.
I messaged one guy who was a perv, another guy disappeared after a week, I met 2 guys who were alright but low and behold one stopped talking to me
Nah also fuck off Jhal may seem odd to you but I doubt she stops talking to people like half the people on this site they actually seem pretty active and at least they're honest about themselves.
This website is cancer and will give you nothing but depression.
And there's people like this guy who claim to be yandere but are in open relationships, it's fucking disgusting.
Yeah most girls aren't even yandere. Just depressed girls who want quick attention to make them feel better. Fuck being their orbiter, and it's said to see the thirsty niggas just eat it all up.
well HE CAN since he is the admin of the site, doesn't mean if he does or not but if you want to be smart don't post anything too personal like nudes just to be on the safe side of things. Consider anything you say could be read by spooks at any given moment.
Yeah that what I'm saying, it's possible to just make friends with people in a platonic way, regardless of gender. Not everyone you talk to is going to be a relationship and going through interaction assuming that just burns you out and is depressing.
Reminder that messaging a girl doesn't entitle you to her attention, most likely shes gotten messages from 30+ people. Also its really hard to continue a conversation when you jus post a link to a youtube video.
Yeah that is why I'm saying the site is shit. Since most girls aren't looking for friends. Just someone to give them attention or they are collecting orbiters.
Not the Anon you are replying to but I would rather her tell me she isn't interested then fucking keep messaging and get nothing and waste my time.
There's nothing wrong, just that people here like to torment others who have some social deficiency and painting yourself as a target is no good.
>I really wanted to talk to him too
>he deletes his account
The guy was one of the first few people with an account there and someone gets interested right after he deletes it? no huay jose.
Here's a couple of my favs.
Also, dated a "yandere" for a while. Well, I'm still dating her but I wouldn't call here that any more.
When we met she had pretty bad borderline personality disorder.
She was desperately clingy and extremely envious to the point of hurting me and others to keep girls away from me.
She also did crazy shit like refusing to eat for nearly a week because she thought I thought she was too fat even through she was already unhealthy thin.
After several attempting stabling, straggling me in my sleep, trying to hit me with her car, and manny hard hit to the head, not to mention all the damage she did to her self and god knows what she did to anyone else, we finally got her in therapy.
It's been about three years since her last major incident, other than a couple of relapses due to alcohol. I'm still with her, totaling around six years now. Apparently what she needed, according to her therapist was for some one to love her and not run away no matter how bad it got. I'm glad I was able to help the person I love most.
TLDR: Dated a "yandere", helped her get better.
Also, probably would never willingly go through it again. Don't date borderline chicks. They will go well out of their way to make your life hell.
Pokemon. It's the trainer hex maniac.
If you aren't kidding, that's the cutest story ever. Please tell us more about your relationship.
>Apparently what she needed, according to her therapist was for some one to love her and not run away no matter how bad it got. I'm glad I was able to help the person I love most.
The reason she never went to jail is because I never reported her. As to why no one else did is beyond me.
I decided to date her because she was the only girl I knew who was both a bigger nerd than me and actually attractive.
As to why I stayed, the word stupidity comes to mind. They say love is blind, but it think this goes beyond that.
I did love her and I still do, but I think the thing that made me stay through to worst of it was something that happened right as we got together officially.
See, we had been friends with benefits for a month or two and I had caught feels hard. I asked her if she wanted to be more than just friends and she told me I would just leave her.
I asked her why she thought that, and she told me that she was crazy, and that everyone leaves her eventually.
I promised her I wouldn't just abandon her like everyone else.
Every time I wanted to run I remembered my promise.
Funny enough before her I was kind of a playboy, never committing to anyone no matter what I said.
So I guess in the end, it was a mix of love and stubbornness. Or perhaps I did want to be just another person who abandoned her. I'm not sure myself.
And no, I'm not making this up.
Her and I actually just moved in together last June. She's actually improved a lot now that she gets to see me everyday. She used to get a little apeshit if she couldn't see me for a few day due to work or collage or what have you.
That's not really a problem any more.
Also more porn:
Oh wow, um, I'm not sure what to tell. What do you guys want to hear about. Like when we first got together or when she was getting better. I'm not sure where to start.
Alright. So, when we got together we were still in highschool. She was fifteen almost sixteen and I was seventeen at the time.
I had just gotten over my chuunibyou (finally) and was moving on with my life. She however being fifteen and desperate for attention was still neck deep in it. And it was your normal "I'm the dark flame master" kind of chuunibyou. No it was the "I have an alter ego" kind of chuunibyou.
And her alter ego was a thing named Pain.
Pain was not my friend. In fact she basically used Pain as an excuse to do all her crazy yandere shit for the first year we were together.
Like imagine Rikia, except instead of autistic adorable fantasy fulfillment, all of her fantasies were trying to kill her. There was more than one occasion that she came to school with her arms and legs carved up calming that Pain attacked her. Also most of the early stabbing attempts were perpetrated by Pain. I think the worst offense was when Pain conversed her to swallow a bottle of sleeping pills. I managed to convinced her to vomit them up but it scared to shit out of me. My last real gf killed her self and I wasn't going to let it happen again. So I fought this thing the only way I knew how.
I dragged out my old OC and everything. I just started making shit up as I went, justifying why my OC was stronger than hers.
It was like a really cringey extended exorcism.
And trust me, dealing with pain was like dealing with demonic possession.
After few months of this, my OC won out over Pain and purged her form her body. Not long after she admitted she was using Pain as both an excuse to lash out and a test to see if I would come and save her.
I learned much much later she had been through some real shit. Like a year before I met her she had been gang raped, beaten, and left for dead by the only "friends" she had at the time. Apparently I've been a large part of getting over that.
Also, she is here if you want he to tell some.
One thing I've always found odd in these threads is the massive shortage of story links. I'm fairly sure the various erotica sites have at least a handful of related stories, whether interactive or otherwise, but somehow those never come up.
Though I imagine the fact stories never seem to be tagged with relevant tags, therefore requiring checking each and every one's premise (or the story itself) is part of the cause.
She is currently laughing at my poor spelling and grammar. Also, she says hello.
[spoiler]Either that or an alcoholic. His tenacity is all that was keeping me going for a while. I would likely be just as much of a cringe-worthy edgemaster if it wasn't for him slogging through it with me.[/spoiler]
[spoiler]Christ, this shit is embarrassing. Don't date a crazy bitch unless you're in it for the long haul. You'll just end up hurting her more if you cut and run as opposed to refusing before anything begins.[/spoiler]
NTR (as in the guy gets seduced) and one story unfinished, good enough
as the title says, plus forced impregnation
What comes after? Did she feel guilty about being lewd and start crying?
No fucking kidding
So I unintentionally bagged my self a /d/ tear fetishist. She is mainly into monster girls,especially slime girls. She is also into hard core bdsm (we are both switches), monsters in general, yuri, and futas. She is up for pretty much anything that doesn't involve body fluids except for blood. She is also really turned on by rape, but that kind of play terrify her and often sends her into flashbacks. She still asks for it sometimes though. Apparently being able to cry about it afterwords helps her deal with it. I'm also into pretty much anything /d/, so we have really fucking crazy sex. More details come.
For her, she sometimes has flashbacks regardless of what we are doing. She will forget where she is and who I am. She usually thinks that I've raped her and tries to attack me. After a bit she calms down and remembers who I am. It's hard seeing her like that though.
Guy's at work, girl here.
I want to get better so that I can better please him and myself, which requires some desensitization.
As for why he so graciously puts up with the PTSD, I don't know. It's a monogamous relationship, which is just how I like it, so I'm the only pussy he's allowed to have. It probably helps that he can bring up any kink he wants to try and I'll go for it at least once.
There's a lot of guilt associated with the flashbacks. If I could remove them holy shit I would, nothing ruins warm loving sex like a crying girl. All I do is fuck it up for both of us.
I don't deserve any of his kindness, so I work hard to make up for it. Someday I will be normal again and be able give him everything I have.
>I want to get better so that I can better please him and myself, which requires some desensitization.
>As for why he so graciously puts up with the PTSD, I don't know. It's a monogamous relationship, which is just how I like it
A breath of fresh air in this place.
Please share more stories you two
Sorry about the wait, just got home from work.
Gonna be here for a shot bit before I go to bed, but I'll be back on tomorrow morning. I have the day off so I'll be on and off all day.
In addition to stories, I guess I could give some advice for those among you who want to get yourself into trouble.
Also, we are happy to answer anything you all ask, provided it is't too personal.
Quick story.So a few years ago, back when I had first started going to collage, she was starting to relapse due to the separation.
She was still in high school at the time and I was pretty tied up with work and school.
She started looking for any opportunity to lash out against me (I can go into more detail later if you like).
After about a month or so of constant antagonism, it all culminated in one of the biggest fights we've ever had.
She apparently had come to the conclusion that I was cheating on her with a female friend of mine (she rarely has problems with me having female friends now a days) and was completely lousing her shit.
Around three am, after several hours of me trying to convince her that I hadn't done anything and her threatening to kill me, she stormed out of the house and into the near by woods.
She didn't live in the best part of town and I wasn't going to let her just wander around in the woods in the middle of the night, so naturally I followed her.
It was early spring, so it was still really cold and wet, and she was barefoot and didn't have jacket.
When I finally caught up to her I begged her to come back inside, but she wasn't having any of it.
She grabbed a fallen branch and began hitting me in the face with it over and over calling me a cheater and a lier. I just stood there and took it.
Eventually after she realized I wasn't leaving, she started walking again, deeper into the woods.
I wan't letting her get way again. I grabbed her and held her in my arm.
I held her in my arms as tight as I could and told her I loved her and begged her to stop running. She proceeded to scream and thrash around violently.She got an arm free and elbowed me in the teeth, but I regained my grip on her.
She bit down on my forearm as hard as she could, quickly drawing blood. I just held her there, repeating what I had said earlier. No matter how bad it hurt, I wasn't going let her go.
After a few minutes she let go and immediately broke down crying.
She told me that she missed me and that she just wanted my attention, and that she was horrified that some girl in collage was going to steal me away. She begged me to forgive her and kissed the bite over and over again.
I carried her back to her house and helped her warm up, as she was shaking by that point.
I still have that scar.
Days ago there was barely any yandere on yg.
Now there's this. Damn, I'm so glad I finally got the balls to visit 4chan
Lovely shit. Lovely shit.
that's what he gets for becoming serious with that previous slut of his. knew she wouldn't be loyal. cosmetic plastic surgery is an instant whore stamp and she flaunted that shit in various irc's.
My gf had to get plastic surgery to fix her face after a car crash, unless she wanted to stay scarred and deformed. I don't know the IRC girl I'm simply saying that some people have legitimate reasons.
Hey guys, I'm back.
Sorry about waking up so late, had a long day yesterday.
SO, I'm here to tell more stories and answer any questions you all have.
Quick story: So about a year ago, we started running into trouble with her weight.
She isn't fat, or even cubby, but she has been unhealthy underweight her whole life.
She only started eating consistently when she got with me.
So now that she is at a healthy weight, she thinks she is fat.
Mind you, she is still really really thin.
When all of this started there was a small incident.
We both had the day off and were just kind of wandering around town. We stopped by her house to pick up some stuff and I was wandering around playing with my phone.
Then I heard a grunt of pain.
I rushed to it's source and I found her in the kitchen with a knife trying to saw off the little bit of skin she could pinch on her belly, saying the word "fat" over and over again.
She immediately stopped and the knife turned on me.
She told me to get out and let her do this, and that she was doing this for me.
She wanted to pretty for me again.
I refused to leave, as usual, and started trying to talk her down.
So the knife went straight for my gut.
Thank god I'm faster than her. I tried to gab the knife but she was jerking around and I would have defiantly cut my hand.
She then turned to the wall and began stabbing it over and over again. She dropped the knife and began weeping on the floor and hitting herself in the stomach begging the none existent fat to go away.
I held her untell she stopped and examined the cut on her abdomen. It wasn't very deep so I helped her bandage it up. We left as quickly as we could,trying to make it out before her parents got home.
Later her mom asked if we knew what happened to the wall.
We said we hadn't been to the house. For some reason they took it at face value and just filled the holes.
Sorry about the shit quality writing, still waking up.
Also more porn.
I'm another such person like that.
What I wouldn't have given to be in this position with the troubled girl I fell in love with.
I was the yan and she didn't appreciate it. I thought her not letting me in was all a test, to see how loyal I really was and to see if I would leave when she told me it would never happen.
I miss her.
Well, I think she' only tired to stab me twice in bed.
There was the one time she basically raped me.
If you all want to hear about those incidents, just let me know.
Are there any male yanderes or people here who have stories about dudes going yandere over them?
Dom is a male Yandere in this community, but I have not heard of his stories (but it seems like he would have a few).
I could be considered male, but I have never done any relationship before. I have only been obsessed with people with the worst thing being me trying to convince a person to commit suicide because they would not take me.
To clarify, they said that we would never be together and we had only just started talking. We were both obsessive, but they were extremely afraid of getting hurt and overall sensitive. Unfortunately, when I hit them where it hurts, they did not commit suicide. If they did, they could have been mine forever.
There was also my first real crush. I was in love with a girl for 5 years and I started to hate her in the end. I was afraid that I would become dangerous to her. So popular with the guys and dating constantly with whoever she wanted. When my image of her purity was broken, I began to feel unstable toward her. I probably would have arranged for kidnapping her if my desires continued and I might have become so unstable that I would kill her (for all of those years of devotion that she owed me for).
Thankfully, it was resolved in the best way possible. I fell out of love with that girl and I confessed about how I used to love her a lot. It was to warn her about what a monster I was. She never noticed my subtle signs all of those years that I wanted her to approach me. I was incapable of approaching girls due to my poor health and extreme fatigue. But getting her was almost like trying to have a meteorite land in my hands. Anyway, we built up a bit of friendship, too. I was really so glad when it was over and I wished that I had gotten over the infatuation a long time ago to have a good friend.
Before I tell the next the next story, gonna give some advice for those of you who want to date a yandere.
First of all, it takes a certain kind of person to deal with a yandere.
You will need:
1.A high pain tolerance
2.The ability to hand high stress for months at a time
3.The capacity to forgive ANYTHING
4. The ability to realize you might be about to die or witness a suicide and not panic.
5. An overall enduring personality.
People who actually exhibit traits of the yandere personality usually have some sort of deep seeded fear of abandonment or feel intense loneliness.
As such, if you want to create a more stable relationship with them, you are going to have to make them feel as though you are and will be a constant in their life.
This is usually very difficult as they will most likely have a great deal of distrust for you and others, and a even greater level of doubt in their ability to keep you around.
To deal with this, you must start working from both fronts, both proving your loyalty and boosting their confidence and self image.
Testing is quite common among real world yanderes, as most yanderes usually are created by borderline personality disorder.
You will have to be ready to answer obscure questions, decipher cryptic statements, and shed your own blood to prove your love and loyalty.
You must also acknowledge their loyalty to you. If you don't they will began to doubt themselves and often spiral out of control.
They will often try to conceal any distress from you until it's too late and they have exploded, so learn to read your yandere's distress signs.
Some will use this as a test to see if you truly understand them and are paying attention.
This is not a test you want to fail.
As for everything else, use your brain.
If she is really envious, distance your self from female friends.
If she bags on herself constantly, take time to comfort her and try to boost her ego.
As for everything else, your are on your own.
From here on out, I'll go by Jack, and we'll call her Jill, for convenience sake.
So I must admit I have a weakness for broken people. I'm one of those idiots who can't seem to stop them selves from swooping in and trying to save the day.
It's gotten me into trouble more than once and nearly driven me off the edge several times.
Here is one of the worst though.
So Jill and I had been together for about two and a half years and she was finally starting to get better.
I was out of high school but hadn't started going to collage so I had a lot of free time on my hands.
I spent a lot of it with her, but because I couldn't afford a car, we couldn't always be together.
Shit, brb. Will finish story.
I cannot say if your stories are real or not, but if they are, then I have to question you. Being in love with someone is great and all, and I can practically forgive anything, but this
>4. The ability to realize you might be about to die or witness a suicide and not panic.
You should never accept murderous tendencies. It might be entertaining in an anime but in real life that shit isn't funny and you should make it extremely clear. If you can't even tell your girlfriend to not be a murderer than you have literally no say in the relationship, you're just a rug to be walked over. I've never been a fan of letting crazy people indulge in their craziness, sure, you can't just change the way a person feels instantly, but I've personally seen what sitting back and doing nothing brings. It's just more craziness. There should always be an active effort to help someone overcome their mental issues. Having murderous tendencies isn't fun for said person anyway.
I'm an emo kid, nonconforming as can be
you'd be nonconforming too if you looked
I'm dark, and sensitive with low self esteem
the way I dress makes every day feel like halloween
alright, done spamming emo art. please continue posting stories
Girl here, while he's gone.
You are absolutely right. Anything that could cause egregious harm to you or your love isn't something that should be just left to lie. Yandere bullshit is sexy until you realize your cute little girlfriend is holding a gun to her/your head because she's having an episode.
For the record, I'm not as violent as I used to be. This is because he put his foot down, though in an unorthodox way. You could call his methods tolerance, but by reacting so quickly and calmly to my outbursts he caused a level of guilt for my actions that I hadn't ever felt before. If a person becomes scared of me in that situation there's a power rush to it, I like the feeling of controlling the other person's emotions. This is not a good thing, it's manipulative and abusive, but I know it's a part of me so I do everything I can to avoid letting it control me. If the other person calmly shows me how ridiculous I'm being then all I can do is look at my actions and feel ashamed. The lack of panic and negative reaction snaps me out of it and shows me what an idiot I'm being for trying to hurt myself/others.
Granted, this method only work for us because Jack knows me inside and out. He knows the quickest way to get me to stop something is to make me feel stupid for doing it in the first place. I don't like feeling or being stupid, so the incident isn't repeated.
That said, it still took an obtuse amount of wear and patience to get me to the point I'm at now. There were also a lot of long conversations and overall grooming to show me why I can't do that anymore. The guilt is a big part of why I'm better, but it wouldn't work on everyone. It's probably worth mentioning that I wasn't born "crazy", just pushed to that edge by unfortunate circumstances.
If you're with a yan type and feel that her, yours, or anybody else's life is in danger don't hesitate to call the police. Hell, just introducing an authority figure higher than you might get her to stop.
I'm sorry if I misread what he was saying, but I don't like when people try to make yandere characteristics seem fun or sexy. It might be in fiction, but in real life there's a real person being affected. Having obsessive or violent thoughts is a byproduct, it means that person is hurting or damaged in some sort of way. I don't like the idea of letting people that are hurting stay hurting, I guess some people want a crazy gf and for her to stay crazy, but I know how difficult it is to live that way. If you love someone you should help them, and I'm glad you two were able to help each other. I guess personally I have a messiah complex, I always like hearing stories about people being saved and it sounds like you have a lot of adoration and respect for your bf helping you, which is nice to hear because I know those types of relationships can be the closest and most intimate. I'm glad you agree with me that suicidal tendencies isn't something to treat lightly, if you love someone you don't want to see them die, let alone have those feelings.
As for making it seem sexy, this is a /d/ yan thread. I assume most of the people here are getting off in some way to the more yandere-esque things I've done. Even still they should know that it's no fun when you're neck deep in crazy.
Yans are for loving, helping, and rebuilding. The obsessive bit will probably always be there, especially if you help her through whatever is causing her pain, but the violence can be removed.
Not to say that it can't stick around in bed, though in a much more controlled state. Yans are also for ravaging and being ravaged by.
I hope you find someone who can love you as much as you will love them. You seem like a really sweet person.
> this is a /d/ yan thread. I assume most of the people here are getting off in some way to the more yandere-esque things I've done
It's understandable. It is easy to feel that way when you don't know someone or don't have any relation to them. But I don't like the idea of people focusing on unhealthy behavior IRL and fetishizing it, that has never sat well with me. Your stories are interesting and entertaining, but I still hope for the best for you, that you'll be healthy mentally.
>I hope you find someone who can love you as much as you will love them
Thanks, I appreciate the thought.
It's refreshing to see someone else think that yandere tendencies aren't healthy. Real obsessions are usually symptoms of other, deeper, painful psychological problems. People who date true yanderes with no intention of helping them heal are despicable.
Of course most people here just want a very devoted partner without all the psycho drama, so I guess it's alright. They fap to yandie stories but would not want a yandie in real life.
Well as I said, yandere traits are just a symptom of actual pain someone is feeling. Usually people act yandere because they're insecure, or have been lonely a long time, or maybe they dislike a part of themselves so they look for something else to love. I don't think there's one clear answer. I know most people wouldn't actually want a crazy gf, and would prefer just a normal girl who was a little clingy, but it's still something I'm passionate about so I had to rant anyway.
Hey guys, I'm back. Sorry, my friend wanted to buy me computer part, and I have a hard time saying no to free expensive parts.
The reason I say that one should stay calm in those situation is more of a suggestion based on my experiences.
I've dealt with a lot of violently unstable people over the years as I too have a messiah complex.
I've found that when some one is having a melt down and lives are at risk, it is best to deal with the situation quickly and with a clear head.
If you panic you risk doing something equally stupid as they are without thinking.
Also, they may being feeding off the negative emotions and your fear might be enough to spur them to do what ever they are threatening to do.
However I completely agree that neither situation is okay, and should be resolved as quickly and harmlessly as possible, and be prevented int eh future.
I don't understand people who would want to keep their significant other in a state of mental illness.
The idea is actually really fucking disgusting.
I agree with Jill though, you seem like a really nice person and wish the best for you.
I agree with you that situations like those should be handles calmly, but calmly doesn't mean you can't be assertive. I know that in some situations being calm is simply the best thing possible, as overreacting will just make the situation worse or cause more panic.
>I don't understand people who would want to keep their significant other in a state of mental illness.
I know some people say that but if they actually had to see someone they love go through pain like that they would very quickly change, but I do know there is a small minority who wouldn't change, that they'd intentionally feed on the person's fear and instability and that to me is appalling. To want something like that to affect another person is like wanting them to go through torture everyday. I'm very outspoken about that.
Every emo girl ever
>my pain will never end, BotDF is the best, emo 4 life! >x< biggest emo girl evar!
>who's American Football? Who's TWIABP, why is their name so long? What's "nye-a-lisum"? Who's Nee Chuh?
Sorry about the wait. Cont..
So there was this girl who I knew from highschool.
Let's call her Alice.
Alice was this kinda weird little lolita goth chick who sort of orbited my group of friends at lunch, but I didn't really know that well.
That was, until her family moved one house down from where I was staying at the time.
I didn't take her long to figured out that we were neighbors and started coming over any chance she got.
At first I was really confused at to why on earth this girl wouldn't leave me alone.
But one night on my way in from work, I heard a man yelling coming from her house.
It was after that I started to notice the bruises.
Being the idiot that I am immediately rushed to her aid, spending as much time with her as I could and even let her spend the night a couple times when things got bad.
I had called the Child Protection Services, and apparently she already had a case open.
They were waiting for conclusive evidence that she was being abused but there was nothing they could do right now.
I was so concerned with it all I didn't even notice what was happening. I had drawn the attention of another yan.
One evening, when all of us were hanging out, Alice asked me how I felt about her. She made sure to this after Jill had left the room to grab food. I told her that I cared about her, which I did, and that I hoped her situation would improve.
She looked disappointed, with her eyes locked on the floor.
She then with out warning she grabbed me by the head, turned me to face her, and pulled me into a kiss.
I shoved her off me and as I asked her what the fuck she was doing my stomach dropped
Jill had left the door open and was watching from the hallway.
She grabbed a knife from the kitchen and started moving towards the room. Her eyes were scary.
What happened next was a blur.
I remember slamming the door and locking it. Alice was confused and had no idea why I was trying to push her out of my window and telling her to go home.
Jill started screaming.
They were these awful angry horrified screams.
I heard her stabbing the door over and over, screaming for me to give her "that cunt" with every thrust.
By that point Alice realized she had fucked up and crawled out my window as fast as she could.
Jill started ramming the door, and being made out of shitty weak plywood, quickly began to give.
By this point Alice was out of the room and running home. I slammed the window shut and opened the door braced for what was to come.
Her eyes were so full of hate. She shoved me out of the way, rapidly swinging her head around looking for Alice.
She quickly put two and two together and started toward the front door.
Before she made it out of my room I grabbed her by the wrist tried to wrestled the knife out of her hand. She started growling and slamming her free hand into the side of my head, still screaming about how she needed to get rid of Alice.
Jill was trying very hard not to cut me accidentally, so I was able to get out of this without any stab wounds.
I pinned her to the floor and held her there until she stopped thrashing.
Once she calmed down she got really quiet. No tears, just silence and staring.
Jill has trouble looking people in the eye normally, but it felt like she was staring through my pupils into my core.
She told me she didn't blame me.
Apparently she had begun to get suspicious and started asking around. As it would turn out, Alice had been stalking me since freshman year, and had convinced her family to move near me. According to her mother, it was her older brother and stepfather who were fighting, and she was not at all involved.
One of her friends even later admitted to catching her throwing herself against corners and door frames to bruise herself for my attention.
I haven't talked to her since.
Jill paid for a new bedroom door with her own money damnit.
Why /yg/ turned shit?
First channel #yg was meh, got drama but its irc so normal, as shit as any other irc
Second channel #yangen is shit containment where everyone who got angry or btfo at #yg went and even worse garbage dump
Now there is dubtrack and skype group for max circlejerk? why are you making /yg/ full degenerate shit now?
Ok I'll let you in then. Skype group is a circle jerk for the Cat guy. He blogposts and complains about his life while everyone in chat gobbles it up and sucks his dick even harder. Plus it's filled with normies.
Posted and contributed before, now i am sad since /yg/ turns shit
First whole /yg/ talks only about #yg shit drama, not good yandere stuff, then worst trash thrown out of or leaving #yg make even worse circlejerk of #yangen, then there is full tumblr level skype and now /yg/ even migrated to /soc/ where the worst attention whores are
I want my old /yg/ back please
In old times we had drama but it was good drama and stories of love and comparing experiences
There were stories of gifts for loved and some oc with stories, projects, imagining what perfect yandere would be like. stupid, but fun when drawfags make drawings of it
Now circlejerks happen
Went to #yg, usually off-topic like generals, some drama around one op. normal irc shit but still shit
Went to #yangen, made by worst degenerates booted from #yg (i think owner is someone btfo and angry at #yg?) or nothing at all. channel even worse than #yg
Now skype group even worse than any irc and /soc/ absolute worst beside /random/
Where does it stop?
Sorry. hard to shut up about it. feeling bad about /yg/
First yandere generals from good times were before lot of bad shit in /r9k/ too. so maybe in general it was better time or maybe just nostalgia goggles make it look better. don't know.
I will go get some beer or stronger. i whine too much now.
these stories better be a norm in these threads
I want more stories
The way you wrote this sounds like fiction, Jake. But, it does not sound like a total fake either. The details you focus on really make it feel less personal.
Maybe you could explain your Messiah Complex sometime so that people could see that I am the best Messiah.
We know the speed of light. But what is the speed of dark.
Well, if you think about it, darkness is the absence of light, but light is NOT the absence of dark. Dark has no speed as it is always there. Light, on the other hand, has a speed because it must first cover up the dark.
Or some shit like that.
I just read the entire thread and I’m amazed by your experiences, while I usually take anything on 4chan with an extra helping of salt, I really hope your stories were real.
I have some questions though but please refrain from answering if they were deemed too personal.
Firstly, what is yandere’s opinion of family and relatives? Are the female members treated the same way as potential competitors or are they seen as mere obstacles to undivided attention?
Secondly, what about the concept of procreation? Would the offspring be seen as an irrefutable prove of love between the relationship or another obstacle to undivided affection.
If I were to take a wild stab, I’d wager the case to be different between different people, but it is rare where we could talk about these subjects seriously for once on the boards. I apologise for the wall of text, please keep the stories coming though.
To each his own. Personally, I like the yandere concept(never met any IRL) because of loyalty. I am very straight and devoted person, with very low donbar number, and pretty much stopped dating alltogether because betrayal is something that hurts me the most, and it's something all my past relationships ended. I can tolerate most yandere tendencies if it means someone won't stab me in the back, just because she can.
Welp, time to get a trip.
You know, I didn't want this either.
So Jack is sick today. Flu shit. He asked me to take over. Hope you're okay with a Jill day.
Even though you guys seem to be into our life story, I've been worried about the lack of porn on a /d/ thread. It seems weird to me, so I'm going to be answering questions today while dumping a doujin. I would dump yan moth because the faces are amazing, but I'm pretty sure everyone has read it once or twice already.
I can try to tell stories of my own, but they're from a very different perspective and most of the interesting yan ones are blurry.
I don't know how to prove it to you guys, but it's all real. We're not divulging our identities, but if there's any other way to satisfyingly prove it, bring it up.
No, Jack best messiah. Bow down.
A messiah complex is a consistent and potentially maladaptive desire to save those in need regardless of the circumstances surrounding them or the person with the complex. It's not an "I will" as much as an "I must" and is often joined by the idea that only they can save this person.
It's somewhat infectious. Alice, from before? When the bruises and yelling came up and Jack became worried, I did too. Even if she is a rival I didn't ask for nobody should be forced to live with a family that abuses them. Until I figured out what was actually going on I was the one pushing for a call to Child Protective Services and suggesting she stay the night occasionally.
Fucking cunt, using my kindness like that.
It probably doesn’t mean much from some random anon on the net, but thanks for sharing the stories, both Jack and Jill. While having a yandere gf might sound tempting, I don’t think I really understood the implications of it until this thread. Would you mind looking over the questions here?
Jack is a storyteller. That's his inborn talent, he likes to tell both real and fake stories. You guys aren't entirely wrong in thinking he's lying because he's applying that storyteller "could be true could not" to his memories. I assure you it's all real, but the format makes it feel more like a fairytale that it deserves, hence the distrust. He can't help it, he does this when talking about his childhood, our relationship, and what he ate for breakfast the other day.
The unfortunate thing about it is that he's not the best writer, I'm the one who got that talent. He writes phonetically and transcribes exactly what he thinks onto the page, this is why is spelling and grammar tend to be off. Orally he's fun to listen to and is great at riling up a crowd, but it's tough to translate the inflections, suspense, and timing of it to text. It sounds off and without the tone of voice can sometimes be littered with information that isn't as impactful as he thought it would be.
I end up being his editor when he has a big project going, but it's mostly text blocks for DnD campaigns.
I might not be the best yan to ask about family member opinions because I've always been an isolated only child. The only people I lived with until Jack was my mom, dad, and a dog. All of the women in my family that I see often are old. Past Christmas cake, I'm talking mid-forties. Jack's not into that.
If I had a cute imouto or a hot onee-chan it might be a different story.
I wouldn't hurt them. I would have grown up with them and spent years learning to love them so I couldn't bring myself to intimidate and remove them like I might others. Hostility would be a thing, though. I would become a very difficult person to live with because I wouldn't stop suspecting, accusing, and lashing out at them for being a threat.
Light obstacles in general, but if he showed any interest or commented positively about their looks they might turn into rivals.
Having a child is a touchy subject.
The men who brutalized me not only stole my virginity, but rendered me infertile. I can conceive a child, but I'm too scarred down there to actually birth one without complications. To birth a child they would have to cut me open. I don't know how to feel about that.
In my case, because of those complications, the decision to have a child becomes somewhat grave. The child is more important as a result, something that shouldn't exist in the same spot as me, but does because of advances in medicine I'm lucky enough to have access to.
I have trouble loving more than one person at a time, but I think I would love that child more than I can imagine. I think I would look at it and see the dedication Jack and I have to each other and to moving past the various hands life has dealt us. I'd would also see my kid, so all those "don't eat the baby, don't kill the baby, love baby" chemicals would be whooshing around in my head.
I don't really think I would make a good mother, though. I'm a cynical, sarcastic, teasing kind of person. I couldn't show affection in the way it would need to grow up healthy and I can't just rely on Jack to pick up the slack.
Thanks Jill, that's a lot more detail than what I expected anyone to write on 4chan. The questions are probably a bit too personal but it is not like I have any one else around to ask in real life, I appreciated the answers.
While Jack did dramatise the story to some levels, there is some unmistakable sense of authenticity to it as well (at least to me), that’s what kept me reading in the first place. I wouldn’t worry too much on whether people believed you.
While I can’t speak much on the subject of yandere girlfriends, I did have a friend that has a yandere sister. There wasn’t anything sexual about the relationship, she was just extremely protective and overbearing, she was also fixated on finding a good girl for her brother too.
She would call in on an hourly basis and have unscheduled visits after midnight for no reason at all, kind of freaked me out as a housemate back in university. Weird that I’ve never heard of a similar case on these boards.
I don't know why, but I think you would be an awesome mama bear by your words.
No problem. Even with a trip this place feels anonymous enough that posting these things is no big deal.
Good luck to your friend and good luck to his yan sis in finding him a girl. Hopefully she doesn't scare any of them off. Shit like that is a red flag to most people.
Jack has said that he wants to post a story at some point today, but he's pretty miserable. He keeps muttering about orange juice, but he won't drink the juice I brought him.
>I don't know why, but I think you would be an awesome mama bear by your words.
Hey guys, it's Jack.
Flu is kicking my ass.
Jill is running to get more orange juice.
She says if I don't drink it this time she will force it down my throat.
You all take care of your selves.
Don't get sick.
I'll start up another story here in a bit when I get some fluids in me.
You mentioned that stories from your perspective might be blurry, care to elaborate? Is it because of adrenaline or selective memory loss from emotional trauma?
Memories of my first relationship is a bit blurry from depression as well, but that's just an unqualified diagnosis on my part.
Jack said that you tried to stab him in bed twice, mind spilling the beans on that tale?
It's moth time
Fun fact, some species of moths mate for life.
(This one's long so I'm going to get the exposition out of the way before answering questions)
Fun fact, most species of moths will only mate if it's over 77 degrees Fahrenheit.
Fuck you doujin.
My memories are blurry because of both, I would assume.
A good example would be any of the stories listed here where I'm particularly violent. In the Alice story I remember seeing her kiss him and I remember picking up the knife intending to scare her away or hurt her if need be, but the screaming and stabbing the door? Nothing.
I saw the gouges and I have a vague muscle memory associated with it, but I would be just as confused as anybody else if you showed them to me out of context. I've got my weapon and am going to to fuck her up and the next clear memory I have is of being exhausted and pinned down by Jack.
I remember running out of the house in the dark without shoes, but I don't remember hitting him with a tree branch or biting into his arm. I don't remember exactly where I stormed off to, just that the sky was obscured. Next thing I know I'm back at home still crying and begging him not to leave.
In the moment I'm coherent, I can connect one event to the other. Later the memories of it don't crystallize properly and there are holes any time I became stressed and violent.
Because of this I actually have no memory whatsoever of attempting to stab or rape him.
It's fucking scary. What else could I have done that he hasn't told me? What have I done to other people? Is this normal for memories like this to be so cloudy?
Fun fact, silk moths are no longer found in the wild due to complete domestication by humans.
>that feel when the virtual baby you had with your ex's mii in tomodachi life comes over for a visit
god damnit, I sent you abroad so I wouldn't have to see your dumb homo face anymore you fecal child
Silkworm larvae have a small horn on their butts that is characteristic of the species. It doesn't do anything other than being a cute caudal horn.
The potential for a prequel involving a cute loli futa larvae yandere is tantalizing. You could play up the smoothness of their skin instead of their chubbiness if you're no into that and she could have little mulberry leaf pins in her hair.
That does sound downright scary. For the uneducated, it would sound like a possession as well, lucky you weren’t diagnosed by the religious type.
I’m glad you guys are mostly passed that stage now. Man, it really takes a special kind of person to cope with that. On the other hand I can see how rewarding a deeply devoted partner can be, makes me kind of jealous that it’ll be nigh impossible for me to meet someone similar.
Don't be jealous. I was an uphill climb that didn't even show a definite promise of reaching the top. We got very lucky.
Sorry I can't give you the story. When I asked he said my eyes actually had something resembling that dull yandere shine to them when it happened.
There are similar girls out there like that, it could easily happen, you just need to have your eyes open and watching in the right place at the right time. But taking care of a person like that is a lot of work, and when you're in that position you can't really backout unless you'd want to really hurt her. It's a full commitment no matter what crazy shit happens.
After metamorphosis a silk moth's mouthparts are so reduced that they cannot eat unless a human caretaker force feeds them. Their wings are too fluffy and their bodies too fat to allow them to fly, as well.
Not sure why but I don't think crazy males get obsessive in the ways females do. Not to mention there's simply less girls on 4chan. I'm sure stories exist but we'll probably never get to hear about them. You could always write one yourself if you're creative enough. I do enjoy reading of Jack and Jill, they do remind me of Mel and Rose. It makes me feel like I'm in 2014 /yg/ again
We have successfully genetically spliced silkworms with spiders in an effort to create a silkworm who can spin fibers as tough as a spider's.
There's a sexist double standard. A stalking, over-protective, jealous, violent girl is a fetish and desirable.
The same traits in a man get him thrown in jail for domestic abuse.
This is partially because it's considered much easier for a man to physically overpower a woman than vice versa. We assume the yandere is harmless and sexy because a dude could easily stop her while assuming the "mandere" is a serious threat.
This line of thinking in general can get you hurt because it lowers your guard. Obsessive violent people are dangerous regardless of whether puberty gave them muscles or fat. Girls will figure out ways to bypass a man's strength if they're dedicated enough.
Just take what you read and switch it around to a girl's perspective.
Well, actually IRL all kinds of craziness is looked down upon. With people saying not to stick your dick in crazy. I've never ran into a fetishist of mental instability in real life or knew anyone who was in a relationship with a person with severe mental issues.
Huh. I've encountered a surprising amount of it online and in person. Mostly more people with messiah complexes, some who just want a tiger in the sack, others who probably need to find some help before they get with a girl who will chew them up and spit them out.
It's gotten to the point where I've met a couple of girls irl who claimed to be yandere and who had boyfriends who got with them based on that alone. A few months later she's cheating on him.
Actually now that I think about it, that's all pretty weird. I've met some naive people.
If you're not a prolific writer it would be good practice.
You could work off the anime/manga tropes that have always been around and write a fic. It would be tough to write something realistic without experience, though.
Moths use species specific pheromones to signal to each other that the female is ready to mate. It is very rare for one species to attempt to court another species out of confusion.
Now I'm interested. Tell me the bedtime story too. Any perspective works.
Come on, you'll do just fine. Relax and let the ideas flow.
Jack here, btw.
I want to get at least one more story down and to you all before I pass back out.
I'm going to go ahead and tell one of the near stabbings as best I remember it.
So, Jill and I had been fucking for a little while, a few months at most.
We were finally to the point where we were starting to understand each others bodies, noting that we were both virgins (her in spirit, whatever that means) when we had gotten together so sex was still a very new thing to us.
One night we were doing our thing, she was riding cowgirl and I was pounding away, kind of letting my mind slip into the blur of sex.
I felt something cold against my side.
My eyes were closed and I didn't really think much of it.
Until I felt it break my skin.
Instinct took over and I grabbed her wrist as tight as I could and began pushing it away from my body.
She, still bouncing om my member, started throwing her weight behind her arm with each thrust.
The room was dark, but I could still sort of see the glint in her eye.
I pulled out and flipped her over with a death grip on her wrist.
She was laughing by this point, that loud bouncing yandere laugh you hear sometimes in anime. It's real. It's real and it's fucking terrifying. She still dose the laugh something, usually when she is blackout drunk and trying to destroy the house.
It took several minutes to calm her down.
From what I could gather of her gibberish and mumbling she suspected me of cheating on her.
After she came to, she suddenly frightened, asking who I was and why she was naked.
I turned on the lights and she reconsidered me.
We had a cry and went to bed, but I made damn sure she was asleep before I let my self drift off.
As I said before, there was one time she raped me, or tried to rape me.
I guess it depends on how you classify rape.
We had been fucking on and off for a while, probably for about a year and a half.
Her and I were having a bit of a rough patch, and she was clinger than usual.
One night she talked me into having sex, even though I wasn't really into it.
We messed around and got hot and heavy, and everything was pretty usual.
Almost immediately after I put it in, she reached under the bed and pulled a knife.
She put it to my neck and told me to get on my back.
She had this look in her eyes, like nothing I had ever seen.
Jill started riding me rough and fast.
It felt like she was going to rip my dick off.
She kept telling me that I was going to prove that I loved her.
She asked me if I was scared, pushing the knife against my throat.
I said yes.
She smiled and said good, I should be scared. The she started laughing
She pulled her self off and told me to take off the condom.
As I sat up to do so, I took my chance.
I don't remember how I got her on the ground, but I did.
I made her go home immediately after she calmed down.
We didn't talk for a few days and didn't fuck for a few months.
Eventually things went back to normal, and I've done my best to put it behind me.
Sorry about taking so long to type this out. It's hard to think about.
stubbornness, or integrity? ultimately, you're the only one who can decide what's "too much" to deal with, and it sounds like you have, and have come out the better for it. While managing to help someone else, no less. So, well done.
I have a yandere story to share, although it's not great.
My family used to know this crazy old crone who had been stalking her ex husband for a decade. She believed she was a prophetess and that god was sending her messages about how he was her true love and would eventually come back to her. She was always entertaining to have around, even though for the most part she only wanted to talk about Jesus or her ex.
But she also tried to seduce my grandpa, so maybe she wasn't really yandere. Who knows. I wonder how she's doing these days.
>Guy says to use the other zeemap
Which one would that be?
I'm actually kind of running out of stories.
These are the worst freakouts Jill has had, and aside from a couple more, that's pretty much it.
She has used intimidation to get rivals away from me, but the cases of that I know of are also few and far between.
She has pulled a knife on me quite a few times and threatened all kinds of things, but rarely has it gone beyond that.
As time has gone on, our relationship has "normalized" if you will.
She is still clingy and obsessive, but rarely dose she try to hurt others to get her way.
She now has more subtle was of keeping me to her self.
For example, if she feels she has a rival, rather than stalking them and trying to fuck with them like she used to, she now tries to get to know them and set them up with someone so they can't come after me.
She's a pretty good mach maker as it would turn out.
Life has been fairly normal for the last two and a half years.
Aside from when she drinks too much and starts breaking everything and calling women demons and talking about how they will steal me away.
I don't know.
I understand why it would be hard to believe.
It was hard to believe while it was happening.
Which might by why I've been able to handle these events so well.
Regardless, you are free to believe or disbelieve, I'm just glad you enjoyed the read.
Link to the dojin. http://www.tsumino.com/Book/Info/6739
I can however sit down and write some yandere fics if you guys want.
They will probably take longer to produce as I would want to actually polish them.
Also, I've had an idea for a game you all might be interested in.
The basic idea is that you, the main character, have drawn the attention of several yanderes and basically have to keep them turned against each other through manipulation and clever maneuvering.
Jill and I have flirted with game development several times but were always unsure if anyone would even want the shit we make. Cus it would suck to pour your heart and soul into a game that no one would download or enjoy.
If you all are interested let me know.
I came to /d/ to touch myself but your story touched my heart.
It is hard to believe but your story really inspired me to let go of a failed relationship I had ten years ago and possibly move on, the authenticity of the tales are quite beyond me by this point and frankly I don’t really care. Knowing someone out there might have endured so much for the sake of love, and someone who’s willing to devote themselves so earnestly to repay that kindness has filled me with joy.
This is the most vanilla story I’ve ever read on the chans and I read it on /d/.
I have some Steam keys left on my Humble Bundle account, and I want to gift them to you. I know it isn’t much and you most probably aren’t interested. Still, I wish to show a token of my appreciation of what you… both Jack and Jill shared here.
Do you have a throwaway email where I can send them to you? Don’t worry since you can activate them on Steam without me knowing which account it is activated on, keeping full anonymity in the process.
Just before the thread falls off a cliff, I just wanted to say traps makes the best yandere, if only there were more of this.
Heres a thowaway email.
You really don't have to but I am curious what you have. Jill's a /v/tard, so she's interested in what kind of genres you go for.
Its been a pleasure to be here.
I'm actually really happy to hear that our story helped.
Her and I will be around.
I think I'll start writing some fics for you guys. Hopefully we can all bring /yg/ back from the grave.