>tfw I've spent so much time imagining myself as a politician / scientist / mathematician / rich entrepreneur, I've come to the conclusion that there's no fucking point to doing anything
I actually think I have potential on the technical side of things (which I've shown). But, in addition to the greentext above, what scares me is that the idea that I could maybe be a satisfied and moderately well paid wage slave.
What is there to do??????
Everything that's "cool" feels kind of out or reach or bullshitty... The next flappy bird requires luck. Working out a stock market / HFT / algorithmic trading shit (as if it's even possible without huge capital) gets you buttfucked by the authorities if you make any money (see the Londoner charged after laughably being accused of causing the flash crash).
Nothing counts except what you've achieved- the money you're going to make, isn't worth a cent.
Get off your fucking ass and do something, you lazy shit.
Let me guess, you're smart, really smart, just lazy right?
WRONG. If you were so smart you wouldn't be so poor!
No, I'm not one of these tards who failed high school algebra and talks about what could've been. I was top 1 % in my country's school system, become the typical lazy person in the middle of my stem degree but got an acceptable grade. If I am "le lazy smart guy", I'm many notches higher than the typical 4chan one.
This is going to sound laughable in its patheticness but when I got a part time job that actually forced me to see the public more often, it was like a motivation dampener. Every male and his dog seems to have a 7+/10 blonde gf or wife. People with boring as fuck average jobs have cars and houses and holidays and lots of spending money. It's like society has more than enough resoruces.
Where is the motivation going to come from?
If you make money you can get your dick wet
all it takes is 100 bucks in disposable income
Anyways, you see this guy with his 9/10 wife, what you don't know is she fucks him once a week, cheats on him everyday, and spends all his money
It's not so great
You should be jealous of the single, rich guys you see with cute blondes