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I don't have any objectives in life. I feel lost. I have the power to do so much but I don't have the strive to do it. That's why I joined the army so I could be given tasks to fulfill. For the first few year's I felt alive but then it started all over again. I feel the need to do something but I don't know what to do. I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST I'M LOST
>>673405027 Probably a chemical imbalance, but I refuse to take pills. I am not a slave to the machine, man. Just a corporate scheme to make you their slave. They put depressants in the water and push alcoholism so you dig yourself into a hole and have to pop pills to escape. Or its because I have no one to share my life with. But that's way less fun to speculate about.
Because 99.99% of my species is made up of egotistical dumb fucks who care more about fucking and throwing balls around than ensuring everyone has food and a home. Because a bunch of tribes on the verge of entering the age of enlightenment while they war with each other are somehow considered more of a threat than the fact more than half of all the bees in the world have died in the past 20 years. Because assholes think a 17 year old getting laid by a 15 year old is a major social problem when in Africa 10 year olds pick up guns and join the army.
I'm not happy because I'm cursed to be one of a very few intelligent people surrounded by billions of mouth breathing retards and the only cure is to kill them all, which isn't even possible.
Finally got an appointment with someone for CBT, or at least an initial appointment to see if it'll help me, because I feel lonely all the time, even when I'm with people, and I'm fucking fed up of it.
>27 >work hard at a decent paying management job in vidya QA 5 days a week >sticking with my gf of 2 years basically just because of loyalty at this point >actually gay but havent acted on it for basically a decade >been presenting someone who is not me since I've been 6 or 7 because of hardcore anxiety that I have never told anyone about >absolutely no notion of self or identity >removed 'happy' as a concept from my life years ago in order to remain functional >comfortablynumb.7z
>>673405253 like what? If it's stuff like fucking other women then yeah, I get her. If it stuff like hiking or swimming then wash her pants until they shrink so she thinks she's fat and wants to do calorie burning activities (includes anal)
>>673409937 well here's an opportunity to learn >tells how he waits because she needs to know the guy blablabla... FUCK IT! cry it all out, get all the hatred out, let if flow through your body until it plays out, then focus on the next thing
>>673409762 Yeah, deep down I guess I know I deserve better but I have dated about 8 women the last 4 months and I'm just sick of it. I'm not too keen on being alone either. Three years ago I got dumped by my gf of 7 years and It took me about two and a half years to get the courage to even approach women again. Two and a half years without women is a long time and makes a man feel lonely.
>>673409669 Es lo que estoy tratando de hacer, de hecho mañana tengo una entrevista con alguien en Panamá. El problema es que me robaron la laptop el día que me secuestraron y no he podido conseguir otra, lo que me dificulta trabajar fuera de la oficina en la que estoy
>>673410889 pon un anuncio en algún sitio de crowdfunding o algo similar (hay muchisimos) explicando tu situacion y por qué necesitas un laptop —seguro que en poco tiempo reunes el dinero, puedes publicitar tu anuncio de crowdfunding aquí mismo y en más sitios es solo una idea pero seguro que puedes ;)
i had a thing for this girl (A) and basically got friendzoned. one of my best buds (X) has been gettin real friendly with her lately (we all have a class together). the guy has a "girlfriend" (B)
this "girlfriend" was a girl that our mutual best friend (Y) had a thing for way back in the day but got rejected hard, X knew that (just like how he knew i had a thing for A), and now here he is like a year after getting with B and Y still hates his guts.
basically what im afraid of is history repeating itself. X is pretty smooth with the ladies (not much to look at though) and i don't know how much he actually cares about or likes B.
>>673412450 i mean the ugly guys losers that smell like shit n think better then everybody n too ugly to hurt ppl with looks but is ugly n still try to hurt the popular people n is ugly n smell like dog poop n the ugly guys losers is ugly n they think there better then everbody
my eczema has kept me a prisoner of my own body My weekends are spent "healing" rather than doing anything fun. I have to plan everything out days prior to make sure my skin wont do some turbo gay shit like cracking and flaking
right now i have plastic wrap around my neck because my neck is split open at the creases and i feel like dying
because nothing fulfills me I just live on and wait till something happens something that happens and that will have me think "now everything makes sense, I'm glad I made it to this very moment" >hopefully one day
Mother is toxic to me. I'm afraid to tell her I have a gf of 4 years. Father ripped in car crash when I was 8. Gf keeps my mood up, but we can't see each other often (usually once per week). Can't focus on becoming software engineer because anxiety from shit above. I feel useless whenever not around Her.
>>673405027 Because, no matter what I do, I can't let go of regrets. 25 out of 30 years I've wasted Unemployed, because of that Fat Hardly any marketable skills No steady income Friends are all in careers and building families
I just can't stop feeling like a failure. I wish nothing more than a chance to do it all again.
>>673405027 Because my mental disabilities constantly hold me back. I'm lucky enough to be both smart and attractive but I can't do shit with it because of my social anxiety and depression. I constantly talk myself out of doing what I know is best for me just because of some unfounded fear that I always feel.
I find that I've been sliding deeper and deeper into solidarity, even though I live with my girlfriend and work with some very close friends.
Its probably the weed to be honest. I struggled with a heroin addiction in the past and it's been 5 years since I've used any "hard" drugs but the beast is still there.
I got bronchitis a few days ago and haven't had any outside contact for about 4 days and it's really wearing on me. I get so bitter and hateful and cynical when I'm alone.
I wish I lived in a different time. I'm not meant for this era.
>>673405027 and the ugly people losers read the popular people put it cartoons and the ugly people losers are smart enough to get along with the popular people even tho no choice n make it look like the ugly people losers get along with the popular people on tv shows so the cable tevlievion dont look lame
because i've never wanted to do anything with my life but at the same time i dont want to end it. i'll probably do a bunch of drugs and off myself when the times comes. even writing this makes me more worn out with "living"
>>673405027 caues to too ugly to hurt poplular people with looks but still try to be better then the popular people but the popular people cant bully them not cause there scared cause they serve us things we need like clothes or drinks or food and the ugly guys losers that is too ugly to hurt people with looks n smell like ppoop or ee dog poop try to tell popular guys are scared of them to the ugly women ugly loser e s that is force to like the ugly guys losers anyway cause the ugly guys losers are everwhere like work places n other places but is funny looking n the ugly women losers the is only going along with it cause need money but the ugly women losers think the ugly guys losers are lame n funny looking n there some that cant make any friends and just watch the popular people like the ugly moutaion lion guy that is ugly and is loser with the ugly virgo help to help understand uu al ot so fuck there movies and there a bunch of pussies that lie and try way too hard n thats why the ugly guys losres that is ugly and try too hard and ugly and too ugly to hurt popular people with looks is funny looking cause ii try too hard and is ugly and try to be better then everybody uu by lying and try too hard uuu e enthey smell like shit n try to look ee u u and try to be e and try to be better then everybody e e
>>673415614 Thanks, man really. I think my problem isn't accountability, but regret. I just can't forgive myself for whatever decisions I made in the past. I think I just might need a shrink and some pills.
>>673405027 because i live in a fucked up country, with people with fucked up standards, and i'm surrounded by idiots. because i don't find any motivation in life because i'm just 1.69m and it doesn't matter if i'm smart,funny,quite handsome etc etc, and for the girls it's the height that comes first(at least in this shithole country) because i've just found out that my ex is a fucking whore and was even before we dated the list could go on and on
>>673405027 n the ugly guys losers that smell like e e dog poop and is too ugly to hurt people with looks control all the losers thats why there pathatic n lies about hurting people with looks n try too hard and is selfish n funny looking n semll like dog e e poop and try too e e and try to be bettter then everybody
>>673405027 n there ugly n everywhere with there funny looking face always try to grab everything cause is selfish n people get angry cause the ugly guys losers that semlll ike shit n too ugly to hurt people with looks e ee is funny looking is ugly and funny looking n ugly n r rr sploied and lies n semll like dog poop
>>673405027 so ugly people losers treat the popular people like prisoners but on like tv shows they treat us nice cause is ugly u uuu and cant make any friends cause funny looking n smell like shit and is ugly and try to be better then everybody
>>673412450 and too ugly to hurt people with looks and is ugly and smell like dog poop and is ugly and try to be better then everybody and is ugly and like the ugly guys losers that is ugly and too ugly to hurt people with looks
>>673405027 Mass debt No money Currently unemployed No gf Social anxiety so I can only fap in the mean time Fap so much that porn becomes dull Old friends are pretty shit people but funny, new friends are pretty nice, but too normiefag Car broke down On probation Can only drink and smoke cigarettes Slowly becoming an alcoholic
Oddly enough I'm not that unhappy. I have this thing where anything that is really terrible makes me laugh, like really shitty unfunny jokes,being forced to talk to awful women with shit personalities, just being in awful situations in general so being in this situation is so awful that it's paradoxical in that it makes me laugh my ass off because it's so mind numbingly terrible that I find it absolutely hilarious.
I'm pretty happy despite being extremely unhappy if that makes sense.
>>673405027 Got an apartment, one week after I lost my job. My bf is probably going to leave me. My parents hates me because i´m not as succsessful as my brother. I'm sick and having a hard time working and the doctors doesn´t help me at all. cheer me up.
>>673405027 so the ugly guys losers that smell like shit and is too ugly to hurt popular people with looks and cant get girls and cause is too ugly smell like shit n is lo rettrr is too ugly to hurt the popular people with looks n is ugly and smell like shit and try to be better then everybody
I am happy. Happy as I could ever be. Individualist, no family, no ties to anything or anyone. Work could be better - but who cares. Earning too much is as corrosive as earning too little. Don't wish to get married, don't wish to have kids - don't wish to waste my time or resources. Maybe I'll write a book or something, publish it, make sure I get my 5mb of vanity before departing the terrestrial plane
Because for the last 7 years of my life ive been a waiter and have no real motivation to go anywhere else any job i could take onw ould mean a pay cut as well as getting out of my comfort zone is hard as fuck less than zero motivation on all of my days off i just end up sitting in my room waiting for the day to go by being depressed and hating myself for not doing anything but still failing at doing anything even the smallest task to better my life is impossible for my brain to grasp im getting nothing but older and yea fuck me lmao i suck
>>673409354 >>673409762 Quit giving people destructive advice. Using your hand will keep you docile as you testosterone levels will be low. Don't fap, leave the hambeast and let nature take it's course
>>673418043 I agree. Only hear intelligent/descent girls (who doesn't go for the " i'm a independent retard who can fuck who I want because everybody loves me) talk and actually cares about their love life.
You want to know why I am not happy? Because we live in this shit hole of a world. Because my people are enslaved and taught from birth to hate them selfs. Because we, as a whole are fucking exploited! We have greatness in us, we have so much to give and so much to explore, yet here we are drinking, doing drugs, focusing on money etc etc. Fucking shit piece of a fucking world we live in, and it makes me sad as shit.
>>673419590 It's true. Best you can do is kick back, crack a beer and watch the world burn. It's pretty entertaining once all of your faith in humanity has been snubbed out and you no long care what happens.
>Started looking into conspiracy theories when I was 18/19 >Now I'm 25 and it's one of the few interests I actually have left >Nothing really gives me any enjoyment anymore >Video games keep my mind busy, but I hate it. >Hard to relate to fellow muricans whose conversations orbit around entertainment >Deep down I'm convinced one day there will be a worldwide revolution where humanity as a whole tries to free itself from the institutions we've created. [spoiler] we lose.
>>673419590 That's all humanity has left, now that our social structure has basically been destroyed. We're taught to socialize first in the public school system, which ironically enough is built by the same people who build our prisons.
>>673420784 Join an organisation in your country, there's plenty. Fight this fucked up world at all cost.
>>673421312 Yes. So, what does one do? Accept this fucking shit? Do you have kids? Will you let them live in this world that we have created for them? Or will you understand your duty and fix what is wrong?
For a while I was super successful. I had a long term qt gf, I ran my own business, etc.
I met with a bunch of failures over the last few years and I just kind of stopped caring. I have a job that pays all my bills and I am able to save money. I have no real debt, a nice car, etc. But I have nothing to strive for, no reason to excel.
>>673421804 If a lone man were to stand up he would be labeled a terrorist and silenced. Every militia group has been infiltrated by the FBI, and now with the NSA watching everything we do, a revolution is nearly impossible.. Not really sure if you're serious. I have no intention of bringing a child into this shithole.
I'm not happy because my computer (mostly gaming) addiction restricts me from having a normal life. If I ever have kids I won't let them have a own PC/Laptop whatever till they learned what's important in life. Since I apprently do not.
>>673405027 I'm freaking out D: I'm bisexual and i've got an online dating profile. on the mens half i set looking for friends with benefits and i talked to a guy and added him on facebook but i think he might be a fuckboy. I'm panicing /b/ what do? do i just block him and pretend it never happened?
>im 19 Im not happy because my dual education as a graphicdesigner isn't something that i want to do and i know that when it's over in about 14 months ill be without a job. Im unhappy because i never really made any friends in the 10 years where i live now, and i never even had a girlfriend. I have 5 good friends, but sometimes when im with them i still feel kinda lonely, and at the end of the day im just laying in my bed feeling kinda empty inside
>>673428256 do i say anything though? do i leave a nice message. i mean i have him on facebook. i dont need someone fucking around with all the other people i care about. but this guy really puts me on edge.
I find it hard to keep myself happy because the guys i like don't like me, i think i'm invisible,ugly,boring and overall not good enough. And i'm an introvert who just spends most of her life at home doing nothing "important". And I'm a virgin ;/
>>673405027 Conceptionally, humans aren't meant to be experience enduring happiness. Sure, I enjoy the occasional bliss, sinking into some bitches bosom the rare rush of triumph, but it doesn't keep. It always comes back with demands for more, for larger, higher, better. So lately I take a more schoppenhauerian approach to things.
I dont know why.. but im really jealous of my girlfriend all the fucking time. and i can't point the finger on why the fuck i am jealous all time, and it gets to my head, and it makes me so despressed and sad , she has like everything. Im just the dumb ass cunt. I guess in just affriad of loseing her, to some other cunt.
I feel I'm stuck in a dead end job and I'm having a hard time finding a job with a AS in Computer Information Systems along with like a year in technical experience. Also trying to become a police officer but I can't pass the running portion of the physical test. Going to the gym everyday but I can't seem to make it...feelsbadman
>>673433087 Oh it is, brother. When I came out of the coma I was in, my urge for intimate companionship was literally non-existant and I have been happier than I have been since I was a child ever since. I'll happily give up sex in exchange for my puppy doge. Nothing but love from him.
i'm plenty happy. got married recently to a woman that isn't perfect but the best i could find. she is very loving and caring and pregnant and pretty (tho gained weight due to preg), we moving into a purchased house in a few months, im getting $60/hr, my cat is fucking awesome, i fucked 20+ bitches (70+ if you count prostitutes), my dick isn't very big but big enough and chicks only need "average" to be satisfied.
the sex with the new wifey isn't as good as with some other chicks, but whatevs, it's the whole package, not just one criteria. plus, there's always /b/ for quality webm porn.
now why the fuck are people sad? every person has their own equivalent in the opposite sex. go out there and find your equal. you know exactly what you're worth deep down inside, don't listen to BuzzFeed telling you to aim higher - that shit will never work, you will either miss, or hit but then get dumped.
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