Suiside while im sleepwalking
never figuring out how to operate arch linux effectivly
I'm afraid of what am I becoming and the force that is pulling me towards myself
People, specifically strangers.
Living on my own.
I like being alone, I don't see why dying would be so bad alone I would prefer to be alone, calmy drifting away while laying in a quiet forrest as the wind strokes my rosy cheeks a red and sunny evening .
But the fact that ME will be forever gone scares me, if I could someday have a child that fear would go away
people ignoring me or abusing my kindness. im not funny and im always quiet so people dont like to hang out with me. it doesnt stop them from asking me fore money, weed and rides tho. even my boss owes me 40$ that he's not gonna pay back.
Just death really. I know it will come eventually for me and I'm both excited and terrified of the idea. I know that nothing comes after death, time stops, you experience nothingness and that's what terrifies me and kind of actually see why religious nuts want to believe of a life after death.
I'm personally afraid of deep water.
I ain't going in that shit nigga
I've always seen death asa new beginning, and I'm pretty excited to see how it is.
If it,s nothingeness then so be it, -I won't be there to experience it, but I hope there is something more to it.
Matter and energy cannot disappear but consciousness and life can? Just something to think about, death can't be that bad
We all know that each day we're closer to death, but generally you don't know if that'll be tomorrow or 70 odd years, and you can deal with it.
But knowing you've got a year? 6 months? less? I can't imagine a worse hell.