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OP, are you even enjoying this?
If you're depressed, maybe we can talk about it to make you feel better!
I am a little. It is making me smile, but I am EXTREMELY sad.
I haven't been this sad with my life in LONG fucking time ive been crying all night
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Why exactly are you sad, OP? What happened?
You don't have to go into too much detail if you'd feel uncomfortable doing so. You'll surely feel better if you talk about it!
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>someone I thought was my soul mate died
>living friends hate me now for some reason
no one likes me
No matter what everyone just seems to not like me at some point.
I don't mind being alone, it just sucks a lot of the time
I don't know why!
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I'm sorry to hear that, OP. Aren't there others in your life who you really like? Not as a replacement for your passed away friends, of course, but just as people who you can trust and talk to if you feel down?
I really don't understand why your other friends seem to be so heartless to you, but if they are, then you might as well just dump them. No one needs people like that in their life. And don't forget that you can always make new friends, oftentimes when you least expect it!
just try to imagine being cuddled to sleep and hug your pillow :(
>I'm waiting for you, sweet baby~
Not as far as friends, because fuck them since they don't like me so much
Yeah, I can make new friends youd think right? Wrong. It doesn't matter if the relationship has lasted a month, years or practically our whole lives, they all end hating for some reason.
So naw, I'm pretty much fucked. I love being social and people seem to always fucking love me more then anything but I guess they just get tired of me... so maybe I should try and be a shut in or something
That would be nice.
What about your family, anon? Do you have one?
I really can understand that you're feeling sad and angry about all of this, but you really need to stop thinking so negative, OP. With that way of thinking you're just making everything hard on yourself. You have to take chances if you see them! Don't miss out on all the great things life still has to offer for you just because those stupid pseudofriends of yours don't know how to appreciate friendship!
Most are dead too.
I know I can do anything in this life I want. Which is why if I live long enough, which is unlikely.
I'm going to dedicate my life to being a dictator of some type so that way people will be forced to be friends and have friendship.
Any amount of violence I see will be snuffed out by love and kindness.
I mean all I fucking want is to be happy, to have someone and go, Hey! Sup!
Sometimes and talk about shit
but its the most impossible thing on this planet
fucking time travel and killing people with friendship is easier then that shit.
What is that?
Very sad and depressed.
How are you?
Awww, that's a cute idea, anon! I'd wanna live in that world!
Of course I don't really know you, but you don't seem like a bad guy to me. And you also seem to be really strong, still being with us after you've had to endure such terrible thing. Which is a good thing (meaning that you're still with us), because things will turn way better and happier eventually! And I'm sure youI'll know to appreciate it, OP.
You really will find new friends, but in order for that to happen, you can't give up on yourself! Don't put obstacles in your own way and try to enjoy life as good as you possibly can!
Just try to distract yourself from those sad and negative thoughts of yours, OP. Do you like vidyas? Then you should go and play some that look fun to you. Or watch an anime that looks fun to you, if you're into that!
Or go and jack off to your favorite fetishes!
What a nice anon you are! I hope you feel better soon as well! (And OP too, of course!).
Thanks but I doubt it. I'm pretty much on the edge. I'm trying.
I hope so for you too.
Well, I've been there. I don't think there's much I can do for you, giving the circumstances.
Though I'd be more than happy to listen to your troubles, if you'd like to vent. Maybe we can be down together for a bit.
>Just try to distract yourself from those sad and negative thoughts of yours
That's what the thread is for reallyjasnhlsadhsadnasd
I do like vidya, too bad a game I put years and years into my life in was my SO's favorite game. And well, that person is dead now and gone forever, so whenever I play it I can no longer enjoy it fully. I always think of them and get sad
same for most games
I like anime. I was thinking of watching one that was a mind fuck, or a movie that was a mind fuck, as those cheer me up when im sad, as they distract me.
I don't know which one to watch though.
I would jack off my brains out if I weren't so sad.
masturbating while being sad isnt any helpful
it's just a waste imo
Lots of things. How about you talk about yours? I already told mine in the thread. So you go ahead
That made me laugh!.
Well, I'm 24 and already balding. Attempted to kill myself several times which has made me look like I have cancer, and the fact I've been struggling with being underweight doesn't help.
Just feels like there's no where to go but down at this point. At least smoking is nice.
I'm sorry about that. Normally I would try my best and help you out but I am just so sad right now friend. I am just crying my eyes out and have all night...
I have grey hairs btw..... I know how you feel though, I really have no clue how I can take much more, everything is bringing me sadness.
I hope you feel better anon and that it all works out.
Hey don't worry about me. I'm just trying to relate is all, only here to give what little support I can to you.
It's a damn struggle man, sorry to hear all of what you're going through. Sucks that the only support is fucking 4chan, but I guess anything may be better than nothing.
I really do hope you pull through.
I thought so, anon, but it just seemed like.. a really 'aggressive' and inconvenient way of trying to distract yourself. Not that that's a bad thing, if it really does help you!
Oh, I know exactly how you feel about that. I, too, unconciously make a lot of connections between various things and then can't do them anymore because they would make me feel uncomfortable. But that's alright, because I'm sure there are other games you could give a go, aren't there? It doesn't have to be one you already know, oftentimes trying out new things is the key to happiness and relief!
That sounds cool, have you looked for a few potential ones already? Maybe you could give SEL a go if you haven't seen it yet!
I can see your point, but it actually does cheer some people up! Of course they shouldn't do it if they don't feel like doing it, though!
This place can be a really comforting and loving one at times. Don't lose hope, anon!
Anything is better then nothing. And I have no one else or anything else.
At least the people I loved a lot died, so that way they couldn't break my heart.
Too bad now pretty much every fucking thing I look at I see sadness in it because of them. I miss sharing my life with that person so much,....
maybe that's why I'm really sad.... if i had that person maybe having so many hate me wouldnt be that bad
Like I said though, its better they died, so they couldnt hurt me worse. At least now I can pretend they would have loved me till I die.
u right. to each their own
i just like saving up until i'm in the mood
It does, but now I just am sad. Thank you for caring.
There are other games, and of course new games I won't feel that way totally. Unless it reminds me of the other game.
Maybe I should do something brand new... whatever that would be. SEL? Serial Experiments Lain? If so then damn! I haven't seen that one in so fucking long. I remember it was confusing as fuck.
I don't know. Maybe I will rewatch one or something. Or maybe look up mind fuck games too. I don't really have any in mind.
That sounds very like a complex situation. I've been fortunate in not having to experience death near me. I wish I could relate better, but I doubt I can truly understand what you're going through.
If you loved someone, regardless of how they felt about you, your feelings for them don't just go away. Sometimes we're drawn to things that aren't great for us, but I guess it just fills some hope maybe.
I currently am finding I love someone that couldn't care less if I dropped dead in front of them. I guess in that sense, I know it fucking sucks bad when affection isn't returned how you want it.
But like I said, I doubt I could ever understand what you're going through right now. I just hope time is good on you. I think you have the desire to keep going, otherwise you wouldn't open up like this. Keep strong, keep pushing. I know you have a chance at a better future, even if it seems so impossible currently. Just try to stay safe a while longer.
Thank you. That did make me smile.
Well I feel that way a lot when my friends abandon me for whatever reason they do it for. Everything seems to go well, we like the same things and hang out and then
over... I just dont see why.
I do have hope. Like I said I want to keep going and become powerful enough in some way to make people love and care for one another, because that's all I want. Is a friend who is truly a friend I guess. If I'm powerful maybe they will.
I also finally understand why people say money can't buy happiness.
Because it can't bring back the people I care for and despite what I thought it can't make you friends either.
Money is a good substitute to happiness I guess though.
I'm sure it feels all the more better after having saved up a lot. Have this for potential future use, then!
Oh, it's my pleasure, anon!
That sounds great! See? And there are so many potentially really fun things for you, I'm sure. You'll just have to find them, and you will over time. Not only games of course, things of all sorts.
And yes, Serial Experiments Lain. If you've enjoyed it, you might wanna consider rewatching that one! I did too, and it was totally worth it.
Anyway, it's okay to be sad and let it all out, it also is necessary in order to feel better on later!
>I want to keep going and become powerful enough in some way to make people love and care for one another, because that's all I want. Is a friend who is truly a friend I guess. If I'm powerful maybe they will.
That's just one of the reasons for why you deserve to be happy in your life!
>I think you have the desire to keep going, otherwise you wouldn't open up like this. Keep strong, keep pushing. I know you have a chance at a better future, even if it seems so impossible currently. Just try to stay safe a while longer.
I hope you'll follow that advice yourself as well, anon!
Ah, well. Thank you. I didn't respond before, but I did read your replies and I appreciate the support.
I will do my best to take my own advice, but sometimes it's okay to just enjoy self pity for a bit. I'll move on and keep my life working.
Again, thank you. You're a very kind individual.
I see what you mean. Maybe I will rewatch, it has been such a long time. Thank you anon, you're very kind, you deserve it as well.
I'll just keep hoping and trying to hang on.
Thank you as well, dear anon!
Of course it is, it also is some kind of help to many people and that's a great thing. I know it's anything but easy to keep thinking positive when you've had to deal with a lot of very unfortunate situations in your life; I speak from experience. But it is worth it. And happiness and good things in general oftentimes strike when you least expect them!
Thank you just as well! And you should! I also plan to rewatch a certain anime which has made me feel really good in the past and I'm already hyped for it.
You lads are just as kind! And since both of you said the exact same thing, which I'm very happy for: That's great to hear! I wish both of you all the best, best of luck to overcome your darker thoughts and a lot of love and happiness in your lifes!
>hugs both of you
I hope so too. I hope she scream and yells how you will never satisfy her, that only meaty cock can. That she's going to be pregnant from such a manly cock and that you're lucky to even be stroking yourself to the sight, pervert
and me too, will watch
Thanks. I think I do feel better now. :)
Not a whole lot but that's a start and well, I am smiling!
What anime are you going to? Maybe I could watch that too.
I enjoyed our conversations. I'm glad even under these circumstances some good came about this. That's all I really wanted from the beginning.
It's been quite a pleasure, you two. I don't have much more to add unfortunately, doesn't help that I'm exhausted. Though hopefully you guys can take something good away from our short time together as well.
Best of luck to both of you (what anime are you watching? I'm currently watching Gungrave myself, shits pretty good.)
Aww, cute! I'm super glad to hear that. Keep on smiling, anon!
It's Azumanga Daioh! There was an Azumanga thread on here earlier and the immense nostalgia instantly struck. I last watched it when I was still a kid, somewhat, and really carefree and it used to be my favorite thing ever.
Maybe you should, I recommend you to! It's also way happier than SEL.
I enjoyed it just as well, it really was a pleasure! Are you planning on going to sleep, anon?
I'm gonna rewatch Azumanga Daioh and OP thought about maybe rewatching SEL earlier! Also, I haven't seen Gungrave, but I'm WAY into early 00's anime. I'm definitely going to keep that one in mind, thank you!
OR Great Teacher Onizuka! But it's kinda long, 46 or so episodes. Awesome as heck though!
Ooh.. I'm sorry, I didn't mean for that to happen. Just forget about it and concentrate on the other two, OP!
Yoohay! That's a good idea then, and I promise that time will come sooner than you'd expect!
Waha is cheering you on!
Aw, you're a sweetheart! I'm glad!
Thank you very, very, very much for your kind words and I wish you just the same, anon! I'm so happy you feel at least a bit better!
Enjoy your meal!!
I am going to cuck you straight in the mouth, bitch!
Well I would fuck her brains out anyday, but I've already busted a nut not too long ago
This is the cutest thing ever.
Yeah, we can hold hands, Anon-senpai.
I-i-it's quite a lovely sunset, r-right Anon-senpai?
Yay! u-uh. I mean okay... your hand feels really soft.
It is very lovely... but... not as lovely as you, and oh no, what did you say your name was?.//
Sadly not. Thinking back, I better should have.
I've done many times for a certain Reicuck, though. Little fella would always go crazy about that, teehee.
This ''Reicuck'' sounds like a man with good taste.
T-that's good Anon-chan can come w-with us! It's a-always good to have company.
I l-like your hands too Anon-senpai, they're strong and warm.
M-my name is Anony-chan, Anon-senpai.
G-glad y-you could join, Anon-chan!
Well then come and join me and Anony-chan Anon-chan!
Y-yes it is. This is a very nice walk, so nice.
O-oh thank you! Uhm. I'm, well really happy you enjoy them. The weather is so nice too.
D-dont you think so?
You come here because things get cute? And then you're telling us about your boners?!
I'm really not into her, but I would just to cuck you if I was horny, anon.
Y..you're here! H-hello!
>stares at feet and shuffles
>in a hushed whisper
It nice being with you Anon-senpai....
A-ah, you're embarrassing me Anon-chan! T-thank you for the compliment. Your name is good too! Your family chose a good name! Same for Anon-senpai!
Yes, it's nice being with each other!
Anon-senpai and Anon-chan, it seems to be getting dark out.
What should we do Anon-senpai?
And hopefully you're with us then, to watch her get banged~
I can see that! You're always so needy everytime I see you, Reicuck.
So you wanna fuck someone cute and innocent then, anon? Like a loli?
It is very nice. I-i'm very happy to be with the both of you!
Anony-chan... this.. this
>holds hand tighter and gets closer
is so nice. I love being with you Anony-chan.
>blushes from compliment
>all my relationships seem to end with them hating meee
>wahhh its their fault im not flawed at all
maybe you should fix yourself cause there obviously seems to be a problem and i dont think its them
>shuffles closer to you
>feels the pressue of your hand
A-ah sorry, didn't mean to do that!
>hears your thank you
Y-you're wel-welcome, Anon-senpai!
Yes, w-we should! You come with us t-too! I am sure your family doesn't mind!
>blushs because I said too loud.
O-oh no, sorry Anon-senpai and Anon-chan, I didn't mean to shout like that!
>blushes hard at how you act
A-ah okay let's go! My parents are out of town, so it's okay!
>rushes home before it starts to rain
>opens door and leads Anony-chan and anon-chan inside, showing them around
O-okay... we're here guys!
>hands both anony-chan and anon-chan a blanket to get warm
Thank youuu! Woaaah, what a nice home! Where's your room? Do you have something to eat? I'm starving!
>enters Anon-senpai home
>blushs yet again from your lovely smile
It's a lovely house Anon-senpai! I like it a-alot!
A-Anon-senpai, do you m-me to make you h-hot chocolate for the three of us?
How about some hot chocolate? And some tuna sandwiches?
>blushes from your blush and rubs head
Aww, anony-chan. Y-you're... really ahh. I mean we we should make the hot chocolate to-together!
>smiles and leads both to the kitchen so we can prepare the drink and food